Other Fan Fiction ❯ Tell The World ❯ Living For Your Purpose ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

I don't think she is the kind of persons she would put herself to be. She has a past that shows me that, and while she doesn't want her people to know her story, I do. It's why I can be around her so much and not have a problem when she throws sharp words at me, or just step on my hard work. I was made to tend to her work anyway. She can tend to be a prude, and just outright unruly, but a calm mind directed her way and patience will sort all things out.
I'm her secretary. I was created 17 years and 3 months after her creation. My current age right now is 2 months, and I've been able to have a stable job with her for 1 of those months. My purpose is to help keep things in line around here, and make her job less of a stress, but before I get so much into myself, I should probably give insight into who "she" really is.
She calls herself Kitsune, her model name is actually "iK!tsune10.01ver.1", by model name I mean she is not a humanly born being. She is a persocom manufactured by the Court of Kitsunotia. To be blunt, shes just a robot, much like myself and two others in this country. Kitsune-sama is the Queen of this country, but she prefers to be adressed as God, or Kami-sama.
You see, about 20 years ago there was a Queen by the name of Hageshii Itsukne, the leader of the Yokai, and the peacekeeper of the lands. Once her time came and she passed on the Yokai were left to fend for themselves without their faithful leader. The country was starting to crumble and the beings of the land were getting more lost on where to go from there. Humans started to find the land and slowly were creeping to invade our territory.
A year passing her death was nearing with the country having no hope of being capable of staying secret or let alone stable very much longer and the Yokai were starting to fret, it seemed as though the country only relied on Hageshii to take care of everything, not even paying attention to the fact she wouldn't be around forever. Little did the people of the land know, the Court of Kitsunotia were feverishly working on a way to bring Hageshii back to fix things and give the Yokai a better suited lifestyle.
Yokai are animal spirits in a human-like body. You see, in other countries if an animal is killed without reason and the body is left to rot, their soul ends up in Kitsunotia and will be placed inside a pregnant Yokai's womb, an her kin will then hold that spirit in their body, giving that innocent animal a chance to live in a new lifestyle, and hopefully form to another soul, that way once the Yokai body dies the twined souls will escape to Kitsunotia's heavens to live in white purity all eternity. If the soul is not twined with another soul, it will simply just remain in purgatory with faint memories constantly relived like a movie.
The Court of Kitsunotia had taken a corpse in the local hospital and preformed investigation on a body who's soul was never born anew with another Yokai. The soul turned out to be a silver to light blue tinted silk looking form inside a Yokai's chest near the heart. It was able to be extracted, and still seem to have sort of movement to it, in your hands even though the body was dead, the soul still felt alive. This made the court delighted to have such newfound knowledge, and at once they recovered the body of Hageshii to take her soul.
Hageshii Itsukne never bonded her soul. She never let love come into her arms and bond her soul to another, and thats not to say she never fell in love. Her heart fell for a man, and emotionally she felt herself grow very close to him, but even a ruler like that has fears. Hageshii feared if something were to happen that those warm feelings she got, the happiness, the safe feeling that thinking about him brought...she feared if something were to happen... All that would just disappear...and that would alone break her, and beause of fear, she never moved forward with love, she let herself love her subjects, and made everyone happy instead of being selfish and making just herself happy.
Anyway, with her soul able to be extracted, they were able to place it into a doll they constructed. It took a couple years to construct the doll to make it capable of ruling an entire country and fixing it back to its state. In the end, the soul was placed into iK!tsune10.01ver.1, a highly technical machine. It's been 17 years and 3 months now since her creation, and the country has regained some stability, and the Yokai are back at peace, knowing with a God like Kitsune-sama, they'll be fine. They feel like they have Hageshii back, but forever this time.
I know Kitsune-sama well by now, even though it's only been a few months, but she doesn't rule exactly the same as Hageshii. Her memories of Hageshii are something she has a bitter tongue to. I would call Kami-sama a "Tsundere", but she isn't like that all the time. She's just a battered person at soul. She's a being that knows you don't need a heart to live, but those who live with a heart abuse that fact and see it in such a light that doesn't cast much shine on it.
She may rule harsh, she may be a murderer, she may make people do things just because she has the power, but everything Kitsune-sama does has a meaning. She holds the soul of the great deity Hageshii. She would never harm a Yokai, but she will rid of anyone who gets in her way. This is a country full of nothing but battered souls, and none of them let themselves relive painful past, they move on with the future as if nothing ever happened. Kitsune-sama only is who she is because she hurts, some things she can't let go of, and I know I can help her. I know I can be of use to Kami-sama... I know I'm one of the people she needs around.
I'll work for Kit as long as she needs me. I, Admin Kokoro, Adm!n10.03ver.3, will always exist for my purpose. As long as she needs me, I'll keep exisiting.