Other Fan Fiction ❯ To Luv Ru Nighmare ❯ Yui Kotegawa Exposure ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

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Yui Kotegawa Exposure

It was a normal day walking through school. Some of the students were into some video circulating around. At first I didn't think anything by it, but some of them were beginning to look at me strangely. I tried not to take offence at first, except some of the girls started to avoid me while the boys started following me, laughing.
"Aaawww... Kotegawa is such a pervert."
"Who said that!?" I turned to look around, and some of the boys snickered. "What are you all looking at?" The boys turned away and started looking at a video on their phone. I grabbed it away. There I saw a video of me sitting at my desk groping myself. I wasn't sure at first, but that was defiantly me, and I was clearly masturbating. “WTF!!!!!!” I thought. "Where did you get this picture from? Who's spreading these CG’s?" Everyone looked away. "This is not going to go unnoticed! I'm reporting you all to the discipline committee!!!"
The principal's voice interrupted me. "Eeeettttoooo... Kotegawa Yui, please report to the principal's office. I, eerrr aaaahh, want to speak to you about this, aw, video of you, uh, masturbating that is going around, um, school, and such." Everyone laugh. "I repeat. Kotegawa Yui, I am watching a video of you master..."
I smacked the principal in the head. "STOP SAYING DUMB THINGS OVER THE INTERCOM!" The mic squeals. "AND LET GO OF THE BUTTION ALREADY!!!" He lets go. I back off. "Sensei, I just found out these videos, and rest assure, I will find out who is circulating these fakes..."
"Oh, they're not fakes. I watch enough fake porn to know the difference." This from a self proclaimed so called expert. "The reason I called you in is because I am very disappointed in your behavior, and would like you to stand down from the discipline committee."
"WHAT!!! But this is wrong! I don't do such lude things, at home, or ever!"
“Now now, Yui, this is to help protect the image of the school’s reputation.”
“SCHOOL’S IMAGE! WHAT ABOUT MY IMAGE! (and don’t be so informal with me).”
“Now now, Yui-chan, I’ve already scheduled an assembly for you to resign.”
“I AM NOT RESIGNING! (and don’t call me Yui–chan).”

“Ah ahem, eeettooo. Due to a resent video going around, our current disciplinary chairman, Kotegawa Yui-chan, is resigning.” I tried not to lose my integrity as I was standing in front of the school. This is such an outrage. “For those of you who have not yet seen this video, I think it will best to show it before moving on.” The principle lowers a screen and pulls out his computer.
What the Fuck!!! “Sensei, what are you doing?” He scrolled through YouTube before locating my video. In seconds my video started up, with me already well into my masturbation. “Stop it! Why are you showing this to everyone!” I jumped up to block the screen, but Risa and Mio held me down to a chair.
“Don’t worry, Don’t worry. Most of the students already saw this video.” I tried not to watch, but the video was so long. I could hear myself moaning and getting turned on. This was making me feel sick.
I closed my eyes shedding tears in shame, and by the time the video was over, I did not want to stand in front of the students again. Most of the students were saying things like “Pervert” “Skank” and “Bitch” in combination with “I knew there was something wrong with her.” and “Figures.”
“Well there you have it. As such, chairman Yui-chan will now stand down and let the new chairmen, Momioka Risa-san and Sawada Mio-san, take over.” I could almost see the school fall apart with those two in charge, but shame kept me sitting down. “Also, in light of the fact that the previous chairman was punishing student for inappropriate conduct while being a pervert herself, an addition punishment will be upheld, in order to rectify her past atrocity. Let us begin by taking a vote as to the new uniform standards that will be enforced upon her. Please note that this change will only apply to former chairman, Yui-chan, so do not feel the least bit reserve.”
Additional punishment? What the hell was going on? The principal started counting the vote, and quickly a long list of perverted and humiliating uniforms appeared. Everything from bunny girl costume, gym uniform, elementarily school uniform, and even countless number of cosplay and foreign clothing appeared on the list.
“Well then folks, the votes are in...” He pulled out a pair of cat ears and a tail with a vibrator at the end. “By a majority of only 2 votes, ‘NUDE CAT GIRL’ will be our Yui-chan’s new uniform.”
...
“Will Yui-chain please strip down and put on her new costume.”
“WHAT? HERE? NOW?”
“Yes, now. The change to the school curriculum has already been put in place,” he said as he was writing a note onto a sheet of paper.
I couldn’t stay seated any longer. “You...You can’t expect me to strip in front of everyone.”
Risa and Mio held me up from behind. “Now now, Yui-chan. You don’t want to be a BAD girl now, do you?”
“First minute as an ordinary student, and you are already breaking the school uniform regulation code.”
I could not believe what I was hearing, but many of the students were booing me and shouting things. “Hypocrite!” “Make her ware it!” “Punish her!”
“There you have it.” In seconds my clothes were torn apart and the cat ears and tail were in place. “Ta-da!”
I hesitated. The cool air spread across my body.
I quickly covered myself up. “AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!” I was naked. Except for the cat ears and tail, I was completely naked, standing in front of the whole school for everyone to see.
This has got to be a dream. This cannot be real. Why can’t I wake up? Why is this happening?

Walking through the halls was the worst. I could barely cover myself up with my bag and hand. I felt very cold, especially since I was flushed with everyone staring at me. The students in the hallways were whispering to each other, but I was too embarrassed to make out any single comment. I just knew that they were somehow laughing at me.
Rito approached. “Oi~ Kotegawa-san.” He was trying not to stare.
“...”
“Eeehhhtooo, I just wanted to say I’m sorry for you having to step down from the disciplinary committee.” I couldn’t reply. “And, um, I’m sorry you got stuck with this, uh, costume.” Like there was enough to call a costume. “Well~ you see, I actually put down ‘Cat Girl’ but Kenichi added ‘Nude’ to the top... I actually didn’t think you’d get stuck with it.”
“Wait, if you put down ‘Nude cat girl’, then the second person who voted for it was...”
Lala jumped in, “HHIIII~ I just copied off of Rito~!” That bitch!
“I’m sorry! Really, I’m sorry for not changing it back!” He acted like this was all his fault. “I just remembered how you look back during the school fair in the animal café. And I just thought that it really looked cute on you. And I could not think of another costume for you to wear. And I uuhh...” He trailed off. “Anyways, you look really cute as a cat girl and I uumm...” He clearly forgot about the “Nude” part.
“You’re really lucky to get to walk around school as a cat girl!” What the hell is wrong with Lala? Is she really that slow, or is she just so used to walking around nude that she thinks nothing of other people doing it? Like this is completely normal and acceptable behavior? Then again, she has something worth showing off. But how can she stand having everyone stare at her like that? Is she some kind of slut that is into exhibitionism?

“You look really cute as a cat girl.” Rito’s words echoed as I walked away. It felt somewhat embarrassing, but the fact that he called me “cute” came somewhat as a relief. The calmness also reminded me that I really had to pee.
As I started into the bathroom, I was stopped by Saki. “Off to do your thing.”
I wanted to push her away, but my hands were busy. “That’s none of your business.”
“Oh, so you admit that you’re going to pleasure yourself in the girl’s room?”
I blushed. “Of course not, I just have to use the toilet.”
“Ara. A dirty girl like yourself should go outside like the pig you are.”
I tried to get around her, “Seriously, I just need to pee.”
“Take her outside.” Rin and Aya gathered around and advanced. I couldn’t take it anymore, so I headed for another bathroom. “Trying to get away?” Everywhere I turned, they were there, guarding all the bathrooms in the school. Eventually I ran outside into the school yard, and I noticed that they were speeding past me to cut me off. It was hard running while covering myself. And the fact that I was completely out in the open, made me instinctively duck into the bushes. For a second, they lost site of me, and I felt relieved. Then I remembered that I have yet to use the bathroom. In a moment of desperation, I actually considered peeing on the grass. I was surprised how easy it was for me to just let go and urinate like this outside.
I really had to pee. Even after I caught my breath I was still going full stream. I felt really embarrass, but I couldn’t stop.
“Found you...” Rin stepped up from behind. The shock was enough to scare me to death, but not enough to stop me.
Saki wasn’t far behind. She looked down at me, “Ara, I see you found your place.” She patted me on the head. “We finally house broken this bitch.” Only then did I finish using the bathroom. And all I could do was bite my lip and start to cry.

The next day wasn’t any better. I showed up at school fully dressed just to have Risa and Mio force me back into uniform. The air was cool, but I tried my best to stay covered.
I was taken back when Kenichi approached. “Hey, hey, Yui-chan!~” I was sicken by his casualty. How can he just easily walk up to me and talk to me like we were friends, when I’m embarrassed out of my mind from having to walk around school like this. Only a pervert like him wouldn’t show any restraint...ever.
“eeee~eeeehhhh~~” I couldn’t answer him back.
“Hey, Yui-chan. Did you see the new video of you floating around the school?” He pulled out his phone and showed me a video. This one had a black and white video of me lying in bed, and playing with myself.
“aaaahhhhhhwwwwww~~~” My voice gave out. The video was taken in the dark. I was lying in bed on top of the sheet, with my pajamas open, using the vibrator part of my cat tail to masturbate. I just remembered that my tail had a vibrator at the end. This end was up my butt supporting the rest of the tail. I squeezed a little to check to feet that it was still moving. I’ve been so uptight since yesterday that I didn’t even notice that it was on.
I wanted to scream foul, but then I noticed that the video had to have been real. If it were fake, then how did they know which stuffed animal I slept with that night, and the type of pajamas that I was wearing? It had to have been filmed yesterday, because I had the cat ears and tail with me.
“This can’t be! I feel asleep right away when I got home. I was so stressed out from yesterday that I went straight to bed and cried myself to sleep. Why would I’ve been playing with myself if I was tired? I don’t masturbate in my sleep!”
“Actually Yui, you do.” Ryoko Mikado, the school doctor, intervened. “It’s called sleep masturbation, or sleep sex, a type of wet dream.”
“Ah! Mikado-sensei!” Kenichi jumped back.
“Ara, Kenichi, shouldn’t you go to class already.”
“Excuse me, sensei!” He ran off.
“Um, Mikado-sensei, what do you mean?”
“Just like it sounds, you masturbate in your sleep.” I hesitated but then realize that this explains everything. I was asleep at my desk the day I was first filmed, and again last night when I went to bed. “Your body needs pleasure. It wants to please itself. You don’t give yourself any relief during the day when you are awake, so you body subconsciously seeks satisfaction during the night.”
“But I don’t normally feel real needy when I’m awake.”
“That’s because you have been playing with yourself without realizing it. You can control yourself when you are awake, because you have all the sex you need during the night. Over time your body learns your rhythm, and it can even give you some extra pleasure so that you can feel satisfied all day long.”
This was absurd. I’m not some thrill seeking pervert. Why do I need to pleasure myself like this? “But why would I suddenly start...”
“You’ve probably doing it every night without realizing it. This could have been going on for years, going all the way back to puberty.” She smiled. “Everyone wants pleasure. Everyone deserves satisfaction.” She comes closer to me. “The fact that you were exposed only means that you are ONLY HUMAN.” She took pleasure in saying that.
“But how can I make it stop?”
“Masturbate.” She whispered into my ear. “If you pleasure yourself during the day than you won’t have to during the night.”

I was really in a slump. Having been awake for 3 days straight; I looked like crap and felt even worse. I dragged myself to school somehow still wearing my cat girl uniform. I hated this. I never liked coffee, and drinking several cups a day was painful enough. Sure it was warm, which felt nice because I was still naked. But it was hard trying to drink my coffee and keep myself covered at the same time. Several times, my bag covering my breast slipped, and I’m sure everyone got a glimpse of my boobs. I used my other hand covering my crotch to catch the bad and ended up doubled flashed everyone. But frankly I didn’t give a crap anymore. I was so dazed I didn’t care where I was and what was going on.
Being awake for so long had its advantage. I completed all my homework assignments, projects, and essays for the next month or so. I did all my chores including the ones I’ve been putting off, and I even tore apart my room looking for any hidden cameras. Even though I did manage to clean and reorganize my stuff better then ever, I never manage to figure out how I was being filmed. I managed to rattle myself up last night by arguing with my brother, accusing him of videotaping me, but he managed to convince me that he wouldn’t have done it.
I took a sip of my coffee. With all the work and frustration, I should have been able to stay awake without it. But the need for sleep was getting stronger than ever. And I find myself taking very brief naps every now and then, wanting to doze off. I really hate coffee. But considering the alternative of falling asleep, I kept poring this toxin down my throat, not caring that I will probably spend another day peeing outside again.
The bell rang. I don’t even remember walking into class. But it had already started, and I finished off the last sip of my coffee. “Shit,” I whispered into my upside-down coffee cup. I finished that off quickly. I reached into my bag for a thermos. I looked around. Crap, I forgot to bring it. The alarm shook me awake. I tried not to make a seen, but the panic woke me up. Having to stay awake through an entire day of school, when I’m 3 days sleep deprived, without any coffee, wasn’t going to happen.
“O.k. Yui calm down,” was the last thing I should have thought.
Next thing I knew the school bell rang again. I jumped up and looked forward. I saw the clock and that class had already ended. I looked around the classroom to see everyone standing against the opposite wall, looking flushed, embarrassed, and excited.
The smell hit me. OMG! I looked down to see a huge puddle of what smelled like sour piss from several cups of coffee, flowing down my chair, circulating around me and the neighboring desks. I closed my legs and covered my boobs. The sudden awareness gained by my few minutes of sleep, allowed the wall of shame to hit me with full force. I began to panic in a wave of warm sweet.
Warm? Why did I feel so warm? I used my spare hand covering my breast to feel around my hair. It was warm and smelled like piss, but it had a slimy feel to it like there was something else. I noticed, as I was handling my boobs, that they were very sensitive. And feeling myself up, wiping off the liquid, made my pussy twitch in small jolts of tight pain.
What Have I Done!!!!!!

The class was moved to another room. The windows were open to air out the smell. I was forced to spend my lunch break cleaning my mess. Afterwards I took a shower in the gym. I just sat on the shower floor, curled up into a little ball. Even though lunch ended, I didn’t want to go back. I didn’t mind sitting there all day, in the warm water, where no one would look at me naked. I skipped the next couple of classes, and I would have stayed there longer if Risa and Mio hadn’t found me.
“There you are!” They came in. Mio turned off the shower and Risa lifted me up.
“You’re needed in the assembly.”
“No way!” I curled back up.
They both lifted me up. “Come on now.” I lost the will to resist. But I was still practically dragged the whole way out.
I stood in front of the school again, covering myself up. “In light of the recent event I would like to announce that Yui-chan will receive additional punishment.” How could this get any worse? “From here on out, Yui-chan’s uniform will be extended through out the rest of her education, as well as outside school grounds. I had made arrangements with the local community to have Yui-chan reported, if she is not wearing her uniform.”
Everyone paused and started whispering. “What?” “Is this for real?” “Does he really have that kind of authority?”
“I also have here a letter for her parents...” He waved a piece of paper, “Requiring them to sign a notice that they will mandate her uniform even in her own house.”
The students shook there heads. “No way.” “This has got to be a joke.” “No way her parents will make her walk around nude.”
“This notice is mandated by the local authorities and her parents can be penalized if they refuse.”
I just stood there taking the abuse.
When the assembly ended, everyone went home. I walked home nude, covering myself, but dragging the robe I take to school behind me.
I walked in the door. “Hey, Yui! I saw on the news what happened today. Is it really true that you have to walk around town wearing that nude cat girl costume?”
I just turned to look at him with a blank stare. I happened to glance over at the TV, and of course, there was a report showing me masturbating and peeing in class, with a photo of me, wearing the nude cat girl uniform, next to it, and a voice stating that I am obligated to wear this uniform around town.
My brother didn’t take a second look at the video. I’m sure it’s been running over and over again. “Hey um, you know, if you want, you could put on some clothes on when you’re around the house. I’m sure mom and dad will sign the slip, but it’s not like we’ll say anything if you do.” Of course my parents won’t! But then I noticed that he was hinting for me to put my robe back on. Which I did, once I remembered it.
I walked up to my room and just lay down on the bed. I felt somewhat relieved after I slept for a few moments in class, but I was still extremely tried. I just curled up with my stuffed animal, and let myself fall asleep. I no longer cared what will happen to me when I wake up.

The next day was actually pretty nice. Despite having to walk to school dressed in a nude cat girl outfit, it wasn’t such a bad day. The weather felt kind of warm, and the breeze felt nice too. I also slept pretty good too. I totally recoiled and slept for over 12 hours. Combined with the time I slept in class yesterday, I’m completely caught up. I’m also ahead in my homework. So those 3 days were actually put to really good use. If it wasn’t for the fact that I was totally embarrass about that incident yesterday, I would have actually been happy.
Haruna Sairenji ran up to me in the hallway. “Yui~!” she cried out.
I jumped back. “Uuuhhhh~ Sairenji.” was all I could get out.
“I just wanted to let you know that the class has returned to its normal room.” She hesitated. “Also,” she bows down. “I’m really sorry about yesterday. The students have decided to stop circulating those videos of you around school. We were really harsh on you, and you deserve to get a good night sleep, and not have to suffer so much.” She lifted herself up, totally flushed. “It’s really unhealthy for you to, um, pass out like at school. So well...” She looks away. “We’ll never tease you about having to walk around school dressed like that. And I’ll try and speak to the principal about your uniform.”
I could tell she was trying really hard to apologies. “Thank you very much, Sairenji. But the damage is done. There are still videos of me out there...”
“No there are not! Lala invented some kind of machine that took down the videos and ended up destroying the entire internet.” She looked desperate. “Even Rito said that NASA claims it will take over 100 years to reverse the damage. So, uh,” she bowed down again. “Anyways please take care of yourself, and feel completely safe in your house.”

It wasn’t until I spoke to Sairenji that I noticed everyone was avoiding staring at me. I felt a little embarrassed, but very few people seemed to have noticed.
“Oi~ Yui-chan.” It was Risa and Mio.
“Hey, hey, did Sairenji tell you yet. We’re supposed to apologies and not tease you about what happened yesterday.” Mio was very casual. “Well, then...”
“Sssooorrrryyy~!” They both said together, almost sarcastically.
“But don’t think you’re completely out of the out of the woods yet.” She was quick to add. “The school regulations still say that you have to wear that nude cat girl uniform until graduation. And as chairman of the discipline committee, we’ll have to enforce it.”
“So get used to being seen like that in public, Yui-chan~, cause we’ll be watching you.”

I continued walking through the halls. I didn’t notice until I was almost on top of him, but the principal was standing in front of me. At first he didn’t say anything, but I had to ask. “Sensei, what are you doing here?”
“Nothing much. I heard the class is trying to make amends with what happened in class yesterday.” His casualty almost disguised the fact that he seemed to enjoy mocking me.
“Aaaaaahhhh~~~” I tried to agree.
"Well as principal, I feel that I too have a duty to apologies.” He couldn’t be any less sincere. “But I would like to remind you, that it is stated in the school regulations you will have to continue to wear your uniform outside of school grounds.”
“But, can’t you just put an end to this?”
“Oh, well, I’d like to but...it would be against school rules,” which he wrote. “Anyways, I’d like to make a note that I will be posting fliers around school telling students to stop circulating videos of you.” Which was bull shit, seeing how the student already agreed to stop. “But until further notice, the uniform standard will continue to be enforced.”
He really enjoyed mocking me. I think that pervert just wanted to make sure I didn’t rally up the student to bring back my old uniform.

I suddenly realized that I had to pee. I had looked outside and saw some clubs training. I decided I will try again with the bathroom. Just before I walked in Saki called out. I had half a mind to ignore her, but Rin and Aya stopped me.
I looked back. “So, I see you have already forgotten your place.” I ignored her. “Or were you trying to play with yourself in the girl’s room.” She waved off her guards. “Go on, better in there then in the classroom, although outside would have been better for a pig like you.” I took a step towards the bathroom. “So you’re really going to do it then? Huh?”
Thinking back to what Mikado-sensei said, “So, what do you care? I bet you’ve done it plenty of times in there already. Maybe I should go outside. After all I don’t like to share such things with you.”
“What did you say?!” She snapped back.
“Come off of it already. I know you do it: you have too. The whole reason why I have this problem is because I really don’t masturbate when I’m awake. You keep implying that I do it all the time, but it should be obvious that I don’t. So I know you masturbate freely, because you don’t have that problem.”
“Well of course I don’t have that problem. But unlike you, I do masturbate, AT HOME. And I don’t do it EVERYDAY like you. In fact I’d never done it more than TWICE in one week. I USUALLY do it only once every other week or so. And I have to go out of my way just to get enough privacy to do it that much.
“But unlike you I can hold out, because I don’t have to masturbate to feel pleasure. I don’t even have to touch myself to enjoy my womanhood. I take pleasure in my pride and my good looks. Enjoying myself, while flirting with all the boys. Knowing how much they want me. (And those of us, who are lucky enough to land a boyfriend, have some extra help.) You really do have this problem because you torture yourself and your body. You enforce others with rules and standards, but all you are doing is depriving yourself, and taking it out on others. You are so wound up, that you’ve become a total bitch just because your body is crying out. I even bet your ass is so tight, that that vibrator of yours isn’t even moving. I bet you didn’t even notice until now, that it is a vibrator. Do you even feel that thing move at all?”
She paused, and I just stood there looking at her. “Oh, I’m sorry, are you done talking about how you masturbate to a photo of yourself?” Before she could react, I walked away, and ended up peeing outside like I usually do.

After diner, I went up to my room and lay down on my bed, wearing my robe. I had actually put on my normal clothes right after I came home, but Risa and Mio decided to “check up” on me. Even though my parents did sign the agreement to make me wear my uniform at home, they didn’t enforce it. And they would be in trouble, if the school found out I was wearing something else. Luckily, I manage to slip away upstairs to my room and quickly changed my outfit, while my brother “distracted” them. Even thought I had to walk round my own house, serving those two, for an almost an hour, it was still embarrassing being naked because my bother was there. After they left I returned to my room, closed the curtains, and slipped on my robe. It felt like I was running around, like some kind of pervert, trying to avoid people staring at me, just because I was dressed in my own house.
I had little to do that night, since I had finished all my homework assignments during those days I had stayed awake. I started to reflect on some of the things that happened at school.
“I don’t even have to touch myself to enjoy my womanhood.” “I take pleasure in my pride and my good looks.” “You really do have this problem because you torture yourself and your body.”
She had a point. I stood up and looked at my self in the mirror. I wasn’t much to look at: kind of dull, but mostly shabby because of all the stress lately. I looked around my desk for something to put on. I found the cat ears and tail that I’ve been keeping close in case someone see me.
“You look really cute as a cat girl.”
I tired them on and looked at myself again. The robe added some kind of kimono affect. But overall I still looked like some bad, doujinshin sketch of an old, outdated manga. I shook this off and fixed myself up, somewhat. I looked better, but the sad look on my face was really ruining the image. I tried to smile, but my face felt like it cracked when I tried. I needed to try something to cheer myself up.
Getting an idea, I locked my bedroom door and blocked it with a chair. I turned back at the mirror and tried to do some cute poses. I felt ridiculous. But after a few light jesters, I started to feel better. I tried again to smile, and noticed that it really made an improvement. I started thinking about what else I could wear, besides this ugly robe. I started feeling a little dirty, when I thought about taking it off. I was, after all, suppose to be naked anyways. So I might as well take a look as to what other people see me as. I slipped down my robe and tried to look in the mirror. Embarrassed, I saw the way I was covering myself as I walked around the school. Flushed and ashamed, this look did not fit me. I loosened my cover, and put my hands behind my back. I really didn’t want to look at myself. But eventually I did take a look.
I actually didn’t look too bad. I had a nice body, somewhat smaller size boobs than Lala’s. But still a great figure overall. This side of me was somewhat cute, but still, hard for me to look at. I tried to act sexy, but it was too hard, and didn’t really work for me. I tried some cute poses again, and they were clearly better now that I was nude. I tried to smile (it took sometime) but when I managed to “act cute,” while naked with a smile on my face, I really did look pretty. I wanted to try it on someone and ask them what they thought, but I didn’t know who. I’m sure my brother would laugh at me, which was the last thing I needed right now. But then I thought about Rito. And I started to think again about what he would say.
“Masturbate...”
Huh? Why did Mikado-sensei jumped to mind?
I started thinking again about Rito staring at me acting cute as a nude cat girl...
“Masturbate... If you pleasure yourself during the day than you won’t have to during the night.”
I’ll admit, this made perfect sense. Now that I know no one is looking at me at night, I feel safe again in my own room. If I was going to masturbate again in my sleep, then why shouldn’t I masturbate right now? I felt bad, knowing that most people go out of their way to have a chance to pleasure themselves, while I do it every night without thinking. But unlike them, I don’t get to enjoy it, because I don’t even know about it. What am I missing out on?

I laid down on my bed again, still in my naked cat girl uniform. It actual occurred to me that I really don’t know what I’m doing. Thinking back to those videos of me, I started out slow. I first tried massaging my breasts. This actually felt kind of embarrassing. But honestly I didn’t feel anything else from it. I tried playing with my breasts a little more, both at the same time, and still nothing. I tried rubbing around my whole body a bit, and it eventually started to feet nice. I kept this up a little. It kind of felt like I was washing myself in the shower, but the fact that I was dry, made it different somehow.
And that’s when I got down tot my vagina. I wasn’t too sure what to do. So I started rubbing it a bit, and it felt kind of weird. I tried to put a finger in, but it kind of hurt a bit. It wasn’t painful or anything, just uncomfortable. Like tight, almost. Sore.
I decided to stay out of it, and started rubbing it. This wasn’t very comfortable or anything. It did feel weird, but then it got wet. I started rubbing my breast, playing with my nipples even, but I wasn’t really enjoying this. I felt kind of sick, light headed, almost dizzy, but not good. I started to feel like I was leaving my body, and my hands were moving on their own. How could anyone think that this was fun? I must be doing something wrong, because there was no pleasure in it.
My mind began to drift, imagining what Rito would say about me doing such filthy things. Would he think I was some kind of sick pervert because I do thing twisted things, or would he say that it was natural and be glad that I was taking care of myself? I started to feel ashamed of myself. This isn’t right.
Before I realized it, I was masturbating pretty intensely. I had two fingers going in my vagina, and they were poking at something that made my stomach contract. I had switched hands, so that, my breast had a little bit of my vaginal fluid lubricating it. I wasn’t quite sure what I was feeling at this point, but clearly my body knew what it was doing. I could somehow tell that I was unknowing the master at this.
Suddenly it felt like I slipped somehow, like I was falling forward. My body seized and spasmed, my muscles contracted so I arched backwards, and it felt like I was firing a tennis ball out of my pussy. The hand, inside side of me, became instantly soaked. It felt like I was peeing all over it. My teeth were clenched and I held my breath.
When I relaxed, my head felt swirly. I was out of breath, and my heart was racing. I didn’t feel bad, but I didn’t feel good either. I didn’t like this. But then I felt itchy between my legs. I tried to wipe up some of the liquid, but then I started rubbing myself again. The pain kind of went away, so I moved on, but then the itch started again. Next thing I knew I was rubbing my pussy again, like I was masturbating. I couldn’t stop, but instead I started rubbing my other breast. Was I masturbating again?
Before I knew it I was fingering myself and heading for another orgasm. This one came less strongly. But still, I felt more dizzy and more sick after the first time. I tried to calm down, but my legs wouldn’t hold still, and there was that “itch” again. I tried to shake it off, but it really felt uneasy. Without thinking, I went back to masturbating again.
Three times? Really? Was I some kind of slut that needed it a lot? I did play with myself in my sleep, but just how many times do I do it? How many times before I could stop?
After the fifth orgasm, I figured out what the problem was: the vibrator on my cat tail. I could feel it moving. I pulled it out and the “itch” went away. I caught my breath and tried to look at it. It smelled bad, so I wiped it off with some tissue I keep on my desk. I wasn’t moving, but I swear that it was moving just a second ago. I gripped it and moved it around. After a while I opened it up and saw some batteries in it. I put it back together and gently put it back on. At first it really wasn’t moving, but at some point, I felt it turn on and start vibrating. I jumped. I didn’t see it coming, so I pulled it back out again. I could hear that it was off again. I pushed it in slowly, and then right a curtain point, it turned on. I pulled it back out, and it turned off. How does it know when to turn off and on?
I ended up putting it back on all the way. And, to my horror, I noticed that the “itch” came back. I was getting turned on from this. I pulled it out and set it aside. I didn’t want to wear it again, but then I realized. I had to.
How would I get through another day of school like this?

The next day at school, I was especially reserved. Even though I was walking around as a nude cat girl, I was even more concern that someone would notice that I had turned off the vibrator. Because I didn’t know how to use it, I ended up having to remove the batteries. What started to plagued me, was the fact that I never had this problem with it before.
“I even bet your ass is so tight that that vibrator of yours isn’t even moving. I bet you didn’t even notice until now that it was a vibrator. Do you even feel that thing move at all?”
Seriously, was I really that uptight?
During lunch break, I was approached by Risa and Mio. “Ney, ney, Yui-chan~!” They were the last people I wanted to see. “Guess what. We got you a present. Ta-dah~!,” She pulled out a pair of batteries.
I had nothing to say. “We figured it was about time we changed the batteries in your vibrator.” Oh shit.
“Ah~ Thank you very much.” I went to grab the batteries. And she pulled them back.
“Tisk, tisk, Yui-chan.”
“Do you even know how to change the batteries in your vibrator?”
“Of course I do.” Technically I did, although I never actually changed them.
“Oh, so you admit you have used one before. Huh?” They both looked at me suspiciously.
“Of course not! It’s just that I...” already changed the batteries? That sounded worse. Like I enjoy having this thing up my butt.
“Uh-huh. You just don’t want to change them, do you? Figured you’d let the batteries die out. Huh?”
Risa pulled on some gloves. “Get her!” In seconds they yanked out the vibrator and opened it up. Risa turned it around to let out the old batteries.
“Huh?” They both looked in. “Where’s the batteries?”
“Yui-chan! Did you remove the batteries?”
“I Uhhh...”
“This is a violation of the school’s code of conduct. You were supposed to use the vibrator as a vibrator, not to turn it off.”
“I bet you she did it back on the first day.”
“No I swear I just took it out last night, because...” I was masturbating for the first time and became too sensitive.
Risa shoved the new batteries in and twisted it around, making lots of clicking noise. “Mio, hold her down please.” She held me down on all fours. Risa jammed the vibrator tail in.
“AAAaaaahhhhh~~~!!!” I couldn’t believe it. It was more intense than last night. It felt like something was pounding away in my vagina. I squirmed for a bit.
“Ha-ha. I bet you never had this thing on ‘high’ before. And with a brand new pair of batteries this thing is really going.” I couldn’t take it any more. I actually came.
Mio pulled off. “Huh? Yui-chan. Did you just cum?” The orgasm didn't relax, but instead grew more intense.
““AAAaaaahhhhh~~~!!!” I was panting like a dog and spasming a bit. I tried to get up but a third orgasm got to me first.
“Risa! What do we do? She’s really out of control now.” I just tried to craw along the floor, trying to get away, before the next orgasm caught up to me.
“Yui-chan. Are, are you really that sensitive?” I didn’t come down. I was just hit with wave after wave of orgasms.
“Pull it out, now!” I wasn’t sure if she had gotten it out, but I knew I would pass out before she got to me.

I woke up in the nurse’s office, after school ended. Mikado-sensei told me what happened, and I got the feeling that she wasn’t telling me everything. As I walked down the hall, heading home, I tried to imagine what really happened.
Risa and Mio had taken me to the nurse’s. They explained to her what happened with the vibrator. And then I started to masturbate (something she didn’t mention). Risa and Mio could here me going at it and they left in a hurry. Mikado just pulled the curtains around me and kept working. After a while, she decided, for what ever reason, to watch me play with myself. I probably didn’t stop until just before I woke up. That was how she knew when I was awake.
She taught me how to use the vibrator and even offered me some lubricant, so it would “hurt less”. She also mentioned that she notified the principal that I would be allowed to walk home today with the vibrator turned off, “to let myself cool down”. I felt totally embarrassed and just wanted to go home.
I was so lost in shame that I almost tripped over the principal.
“Yui-chan.” He said casually. I just stopped. “Risa and Mio wanted you to have this.” He gave me a hall pass that expired years after the day I should have graduated. It had both Risa’s and Mio’s name on it for authentication. I turned it over and on the back it just said “Sorry.”
“I also heard you were in the nurse’s office.” I hoped he wasn’t thinking I was masturbating. “At first, I thought it was because you caught a cold or something, but then I remembered. There wasn’t anything in the school regulations about your winter uniform.”
I got my hopes up. “Then, I could wear my clothes, again?”
“Well, I thought about it, but then I figured it should just make it so that you have to wear ‘me’ on top of your current uniform.”
“Like hell I would.” And I knocked him aside.

That night I decided to try out the vibrator and lubrications. I took off all my clothes like the last time, except that I didn’t put on the cat ears. Also the vibrator detaches from the tail as well, making it easier to use. I oiled up the vibrator, like Mikado-sensei told me to, and put a little extra on the lips of my vagina as well. I tried to insert the vibrator, but it was larger than I expected. It was strange how it fit so well up my butt, but not so well the other way around. I laid down, with my legs up, and tried inserting it again. It was still a little tight, but it fit. This felt strange, but it wasn’t half as bad as yesterday. I moved the vibrator around a bit, to kind oil up my insides, before pulling it out.
I turned it around to find the ‘on’ switch. I turned it on, and it was so strong. I gripped it hard, and it jumped out of my hand. I had to turn if off again, and turn it down. It seemed that no one turned it down from when Risa played with it. Now that it was on low, I turned it on, and tried to insert it up my vagina again. At first I didn’t feel it vibrating but when I stopped pushing it, I started to feel a slight movement from within. It was weak, but it felt really nice. I somewhat relaxed a bit, just laying there with the vibrator pleasing me. What kind of bothered me, was that I never really felt the vibrations before. Maybe with it this low, I actually was too uptight to notice. But now that I’m used to it, and thinking about it, it really did feel quite pleasant. If this was all there was to masturbating, then I could really get used to this.
But really, that didn’t last. I started to feel that “itch” again. I had to move the vibrator around, to kind of calm me down, but by moving it, wasn’t able to feel it vibrating. So I just pulled it out, and turned it up a notch. Now this was exciting. Pumping the vibrator in and out, felt good. I could feel the pleasure washing over me from my vagina. Now I was beginning to understand what was so great about sex. I took my time playing around, but then I started wanting more. I was pumping quicker, but my hand got tired, so I turned up the vibrator another notch. It really felt good. I felt kind of sad for hating everyone who did things like this. But really this was the best feeling in the world. I felt like I could do this all day. But suddenly there was this rush, and I had an orgasm. I tried to keep going, but my body was twitching, and I had to stop.
I pulled out the vibrator and turned it off. I was out of breath, but it really felt good. I tried touching my breasts a bit, but they were quite sensitive. I started to calm down, and for the first time, I actually felt quite calm.
I was kind of tired, so I put on my pajamas and started going to bed.
My brother walked in. “Huh.”
I glared at him. “Hey, why didn’t you knock?”
“Oh, um, I thought you were asleep.”
“You walk in on me while I’m sleeping?”
“No, I just noticed that you had the light on, and I thought you fell asleep, and forgot to turn it off.”
“If you noticed the light was on, then why did you think I was asleep?”
“Well because,” he paused, “I, um, could hear you masturbating.”
I turned pink. “What? You can hear me?”
“Well...Yeah, you were moaning pretty loudly just now.” I swear I didn’t make a sound. “Hey wait a minute,” he smiled, “Where you just masturbating while you were awake?” Now how the hell was I suppose to answer that? “Sounded like you were really enjoying...”
“Get out of my room already!”

The next day, on my way to school, I thought about what happened last night. I could tell by the lude remark my brother made the next day that I clearly haven’t done enough to stop masturbating in my sleep. I really hoped that all I had to do was masturbate before bed, and I would have everything under control. What made things worse now, was that I looked like a pervert for doing while I was awake. I started thinking I needed a more drastic measure for controlling myself.
The wind blew.
It pushed some of my hair into my face. I was so lost in thought that I casually used one of my hands to brush my hair aside. I had momentarily forgotten that I was still covering myself up. I actually didn’t realize it at first, that I had just flashed everyone at the front gate my vagina. But more interesting, is that no one else noticed either. I kind of thought back to what Saki was saying. “I take pleasure in showing off my good looks.” True, I do look rather cute as a nude cat girl (I’ve seen myself in the mirror), but for me to show it off like this?
I’ll admit it is a pain to walk around ever where without being able to use my hands. Letting go and being able to use just one hand was good enough. Of course, I wouldn’t uncover my boobs. That was out of the question. Everyone would clearly see them, and I would definitely draw too much attention. But my pussy? No one really looks down there anyways. And it’s not like there was too much to see. Really. I don’t have much going on down there. Only a few pubic hairs starting to grow in, and they are so spread out, short and thin, that they are almost completely invisible until you get close up. Seriously, I’m too young to have a bush garden already. I haven’t even starting shaving my legs yet. I tried every now and then to shave, but there really isn’t much hair yet.
I’ll do it.
I used both of my arms to hold my bag over my breasts. At first I was really uncomfortable. I was really embarrassed that other people would see me like this. But then again, wasn’t I already embarrassed to be walking around in a nude cat girl outfit? I don’t even know when I started getting used to this. I kind of wanted to cover myself up again, but I fought it, thinking that, nothing would change if I didn’t at least give it a try. The students were no longer against me. I would just say that I forgot, but...
I was getting somewhat turned on by this. I could feel my vagina getting cold, as streams started running down my legs. I thought maybe I was leaving a trail behind. I covered myself up and looked back at the few steps I took. There was nothing. But then my hand started to get wet and I uncovered myself again. As soon as my hand separated, I could feel the wind rushing by and drying me up. It kind of hit me. By not wearing anything down there, I could stay dry, because I could air my pussy out. If I was wearing underwear, it would be wet. But since I’m not, every trace of moisture evaporated. So not wearing panties does have its advantage.
The wind picked up again. But it’s definitely cold being outside nude. So I hurried into the school, covering only my boobs.

Then came the real test. Kenichi was walking down the hallway. He was looking around at the sky and almost didn’t see me.
“Yo! Yui-chan.”
“Um~ Hi.” I waved at him with my spare arm, and he just continued to walk by.
Success! He really didn’t notice anything. Either he was so lost in his own little world, or he, like most of the students agreed, was trying not to stare at me. I felt some confident walking around like this.
Suddenly I could hear foot steps running from behind me. Kenichi shot past and jumped back around. He looked down, and his nose bursted out bleeding. He pointed down at my pussy and said. “AAAAhhhhh~~~~.”
“One word out of you and I’m covering myself up again.” He pinched his nose and turned to the side, looking up at the sky, outside the window.
Class wasn’t much of a big deal. Sitting down with my legs closed was a habit I was not planning on changing. However, I used to cover myself up by laying the bag on my lap. But now, I’m making little effort in covering up my lower half. Still though, no one noticed anything.
At the start of lunch, I was thinking about coming up with a better plan. Kenichi really was the only one who noticed I had stopped covering myself up properly. But still, he did notice.
Something Saki said clicked, “Find a boyfriend.” It wasn’t a bad idea, it’s just, who would want to hang out with me when I’m like this? I’ll either attract too much attention, and/or make my boyfriend really uncomfortable.
“Hey, Rito, where do you want to eat lunch today?” I turned over to look at Lala clinging to Rito.
“Lala, give me a second, I have to go buy my lunch first.”
“Hey, Rito, didn’t you bring your lunch today?”
“Um, yeah, actually, I did, I just can’t seem to find it.”
“I’ll go find it.” Lala jumps out of the room and vanishes.
Rito was probably my best shot. He obviously doesn’t mind walking around school naked with Lala. So what difference will it make if he hangs around me when I’m walking around school naked? I should ask him, but...
He walks out of the class room. I guess it’s now or never. I get up and hurry after him.
Just as I was heading out I ran into something. “oommfff” It was the principal, and of course, his strategic height placed his nose right where I had stopped covering myself.
He looks up and grins at me. “heheh.” Instinctively, I kicked him in the nuts and ran off. This didn’t make anything better of course, because running in the halls always means...
I crashed into Rito. I fell right on top of him, and naturally his mouth was between my legs. “MMMFFFF!” My bear naked pussy muffed his words. I actually could feel his breath going inside of me. In a panic, I punched him out.

After school, I quickly packed my things, and cut Rito off on his way out. “Rito. I need to have a word with you.” He jumped back and started apologizing. “I need to talk to you outside.” I grabbed his arm and pulled him out. “Alone.” Lala backed off.
On the side of the school, normally around where I pee in seclusion, I tried to ask him. “Aaahhh. Rito. Uuummm.” He was trying hard not to look at me, because I had stopped covering my lower half. “Rito, I need to ask,” this was a lot harder than I thought, “what is your relationship with Lala?” That wasn’t want I wanted to say.
“Uh. Well, I...” I totally caught him off guard. “I like her, you know. I guess I really do like her.” I didn’t like where this was going. “I’ll admit, I didn’t really know what to think at first. Lala and I just met, and I was forced into marring her because of her father. But, I guess you can say that she really grew on me.
“After she moved in, it was one problem after another. She’s kind of, you know, out going. So she comes up with these ridiculous ideas, without thinking, and dumps all the hassle on everyone else. Most of the time, she acts like she doesn’t care, about the outcome, or how it can hurt others. But it’s not as though she trying to cause problems. I guess she is just really innocent, kind of like a child.” He had a little more confidence in himself. “It became fun. True fully. I’d like to think that my life was pleasant before I met Lala. But really, with her around, it just kind of became fun. Looking back at some of the more recent events, the fact that everything turned out O.k., kind of made me laugh at how much we struggled.”
“Have you been, well...” My voice started to fade. “Have you been having inappropriate thoughts about her?”
“Uh, well...” He noticed he was looking at me, and turned away. “I have seen her naked more than once. But mostly just by accident, like when I walk in on her. And she does have a nice body...” He really was struggling. “Not that it really matters. But I’m not just interested in her because of that kind of thing. I mean she is cute and all, but...” He glanced over at me, and tried to find something else to look at, “Not that I don’t think you’re cute too. I just think you’re just as cute as she is.” He couldn’t focus. “Anyways, Lala is Lala, and I like her because of that.”

After I got home, I felt kind of cold. The colder season is moving in and I’ve been naked most of the time. As soon as I got the chance I took a nice long hot shower.
In the shower, I started feeling better, but I started thinking about Rito. He got kind of nervous when I asked him about having lude thoughts with Lala. But then he really started looking at me as well. I kind of got turned on from this. I decided that I might as well masturbate real quick, since I’m in here, where my brother probably can’t hear me.
The soap did help soften me up a bit, and the warm water made my pussy relax too. I left my cat tail in my bedroom, still attached to the vibrator, so I had to use my fingers. I started out like the first time, rubbing myself up, but I was quick to insert my fingers into my pussy. I kind of let out a soft moan, and I could hear it echoing a bit. I looked around and found a hand cloth to bit down on. I really didn’t want to take any chances again.
The warm water being pumped in and out of my pussy felt really good. I think it was funny, that I never really cleaned the inside of my vagina before. I decided that maybe I could use a good cleaning on the other side as well. It was kind of weird. I was, by now, completely used to having the vibrator working its way inside my butt. But having one hand in front, and another in back, it kind of felt like there was only one finger going in.
I kind of stopped pumping and started making round circular movements instead. I could actually feel the other hand inside of me. Like I could touch my fingers together through my body. Of course I tried, but I couldn’t actually do it. After a few minutes, I couldn’t hold out any longer. I really needed to have an orgasm. I started pumping my finger in both ends and tried to stand up, so the water would spray on my boobs. My legs were involuntarily moving up and down with my body. I had to lean up against the side of the shower to keep from falling. I bit down hard on the hand cloth, trying not to drop it.
I came, and I squealed a little into the hand cloth. I really didn’t know I made so much noise. I finished washing up, making sure to wash my hands thoroughly, and got out of the shower. I dried off, and covered myself up in my robe.
On my way out, I noticed my brother’s underwear lying behind the door. It’s not uncommon for him to leave his clothes lying around. Sometimes he miss places them. But for some reason, I couldn’t help notice that they smelled. This was really gross. I only picked them up to throw them in the laundry.
In the hallway, my bother was walking around with his shirt off again. “Yo, you were really taking your time in there.”
“It was cold today.” I glared at him, “I was trying to warm up. How can walk around with your shirt off like it’s warm in here?”
“Just waiting for you to get out. I figured I should throw my close in the wash, and get that going.” He didn’t make any noticed that I was masturbating.
“Well you forgot something.” I handed him his underwear. But he just walked off like he didn’t notice.
In a fury, I just walked into my room. It kind of bothered me, that he’s so cool walking around naked like that, while I’m being punished for it. But then again, not having to wear anything does mean less laundry to do. Really, the last time anyone did the laundry was over a week ago, and I’m sure there still wasn’t a full load. It kind of occurred to me that maybe he did just simply run out of clothes. After all, I haven’t had much reason to check on the laundry lately. Well either way, the laundry was going, and I didn’t have anything to add to it.
I just remembered that I still had my brother’s underwear. I could smell it, somewhat, but unfortunately, the smell had managed to move onto my hand by now. I sniffed my hand. It didn’t smell bad, but it did smell like his underwear. I sniffed it again. It was an odd kind of smell, but it did smell like my bother. I sniffed my hand again. Why can’t I get this smell out of my mind? My head was spinning from breathing in so much. I felt light headed, but I couldn’t stop. I lied down on my bed. The smell was going away. So I just continued to sniff at my bother’s underwear. I looked around and saw that I had time before dinner. I guess the shower just wasn’t enough for tonight. I started masturbating with vibrator, and this time, covering my mouth up with my brother’s underwear.

I was walking around school, thinking about Rito. It really seemed like a no go. I was becoming desperate for a boyfriend. To a large extend I was seriously thinking about giving up this whole sex thing, and trying to get my life back to normal. But then again, how could I possibly expect things to go back to normal when I’m dressed like this. Even if I could fix my sex problem, how would anyone know? My best bet was to get a boyfriend that everyone would listen to, and vouch that I’m normal again. The problem was, who?
“Hey, Yui-chan.” The principal called out. For a while now, he’s been bothering me. I just simply walked passed him like always.
Kenichi walked passed me, “Hey.” I waved back at him. Close enough.
“Hey, Saruyama-san. Could I speak to you for a moment?”
“Uh, sure what’s up Yui-chan?”
“Ummm, well, what do you think of me?”
He glances up and down, trying to be discrete. “Well, I think you look hot like that.”
“Really?” I didn’t know what to say. “Are you interested in me, by any chance?”
“Hhhhmmmmm.” He looked confused. “Wait a minute, are you asking me out on a date?”
His causality clearly meant that he didn’t think I was serious. “Um, yes. Would you like to go out with me?” I don’t like having to say it like that, but I didn’t want to draw things out.
“Seriously?” He was unmoved by this. I nodded, and then he realized what I was asking. “Uuummm, well, I, uhhh~” This was clearly a ‘no’. “Sure. Well. That is...” He looked at me suspiciously. “Wait, why all of a sudden are you asking me out? We really don’t get along too well, and I...”
“I just need a boyfriend. You know to look after me and to well...” lack of a better way of putting it, “To play around with.”
“Wait, you mean you want me to do this, and that, and maybe even...” I had no idea what those hand jesters meant.
“Uh, yeah, sure, maybe.” I was having second thoughts about him. “Just meet me after class. Well go over some of those things then.” Maybe I won’t show up after all.

This was a bad idea. I met up with Kenichi inside the gym storage room. “O.k. now. Uuuuhhhmmm...” I had no idea as to what to do. Kenichi looked around. “So, now what?”
“Well, uuuhhhh...” He had no idea either.
“Hey, what about those things you were telling me about earlier?” He blushed. “You said we were going to do some things.”
“Well to be honest...” He looked away. “I don’t really know what they are myself.”
“What are you telling me?” I shouted at him. “Don’t you know what to do in these situations.”
“Well, kind of. I heard about it, but I never really did figure it out.” He apologized. “Don’t you know anything?”
“Of course not! You know I don’t do those kind of things.” He looked ashamed of himself. “Never mind, I’ll just go elsewhere.”
“Wait, are you braking up with me.” He cut me off.
“We were never dating. I just wanted you to teach me some things, but clearly you know nothing.” Obviously, I needed someone more experienced.
Outside the gym the principal was walking around. “Oi, what were you two doing in there?”
“Nothing.” That couldn’t be truer.
He looked at me and Kenichi. “You two trying to get in on inside the storage room?”
“Of course not!” I didn’t feel the need to explain myself, and Kenichi was too embarrassed to talk about it either.

On my way home, I was thinking about what happened. How could Kenichi really know nothing? That pervert should have at least some idea what he’s talking about. Or is he just that stupid and obnoxious, because he’s truly innocent? I kind of started to feel bad for him. If he’s really like that, then maybe he would have been a great boyfriend. If only things were different.
“Oumf.” I bumped into something.
“Hey watch it!” Some big guys were circling around me. “What’s this?” He looked down. I totally forgot to cover my lower half again. My mind was just too preoccupied. “You like walking around naked, girly?”
I covered myself up. “Of course not!” This was bad. This was very bad. I started to really cover myself up. “Just leave me alone.” I started to feel the pressure surrounding me. “Go away...” My voice softened. “Please.”
They just laugh and moved in on me. I was shaking and curling up. This was really bad. I closed my eyes, and started to cry.
“What the?” There was a loud bang, followed by a crash.
“Who...?” The next couple of guys fell.
“You got a problem with...” The guy was punched out.
“Screw this!” The rest started to run off.
By the time I looked up, they were gone, and there was only one person still there. “Yuu-ni-san?” He helped me up.
“Hey, didn’t I tell you to cover yourself up?” He looked away.
“AAAhhhh, aaaahhh.” I didn’t know what to say. “Um, did you just beat those guys up?”
“Of course. You think I’d let my little sis get into trouble with punks like that.” He patted me on the head. “I make it clear to meat heads like that to stay clear of you.”
“You don’t have to be so violent!” I pulled away. “I can take care of myself!” I looked away. “But still...(thank you).”
“Huh? I can’t hear you. Are you thanking me or something?” He smirks.
“No, I’m not.” I picked myself up. “Let’s hurry home already.”

The next day I at school, I went back to covering myself up again (although I did not hesitate to free up one of my hands when needed). I just figured I should get back into the habit. I also didn’t get a chance to masturbate yesterday (or at least, not that I know of). I spent yesterday after school doing some of my brother’s chores. I also cleaned up his room a bit, and cooked him his favorite meal. It kind of started to sink in, just how dangerous this game I’m playing is. I really should just find a boyfriend, or something, and put an end to this.
“Yui-chan~!” It was the principal again. I turned to look at him. I said nothing, and he looked at me.
“Are you really going to harass me?” He looked at me. “Are you just popping up every time I’m looking for a boyfriend?” He didn’t answer. “Are you trying to say that you’ll be my boyfriend.” He smiled. “Fine, I’ll do it. But under one condition. You’ll have to let me wear my old uniform again.”
“And there you have it folks!” The principal summarized in the assembly. “In exchange for sexual service to me personally, I’ll allow Yui-san to wear what ever clothes she wants!” How can he boast about it like that in front of everyone?
Some of the students clapped weakly. “But unfortunately, due to the outstanding job that Risa and Mio have done as chairmen of the discipline committee, Yui-san will not be return to her previous duties!” What the hell have they done lately? Besides rape me.
Standing in front of everyone, fully clothed for the first time in a long time, I have never felt more ashamed of myself in my entire life.

One month later.
The next month has really made a difference. First off, I upgrade my uniform to include some light jewelry and perfume. Those came from the principal, from when he had me wear them, while we were together. He thought they would look good on me, and let me keep them for everyday use. My parents, needless to say, didn’t approve of me sleeping with the principal. But when the found out how much these jewelries cost, they eventually looked the other way. Even I was starting to feel “less badly’ about it.
I got into the habit of sleeping in the nude. I just figured that it wasn’t necessary, since I was still masturbating in my sleep. After a while, I could tell when I do and don’t play with myself in my sleep. So far, I mostly masturbate during the night, but not during the day, when I take naps or dose off. I also stopped wearing underwear too. I kind of figured that it was old news anyways. And plus, I started wearing the cat ears and tail again, so my panties won’t be in the way. I just mostly ‘missed’ having the vibrator with me.
I shortened my close a bit too. They’re actually new clothes from an old set of uniforms that the principal had. I chose a shorter version of my shirt, so it just barely covers my belly, when I have my arms down at least. My top was now a little thinner too, or rather it has less padding for some reason, so it was somewhat revealing of my breasts. Even my skirt was 3cm too short, which is 1cm shorter than Risa would go.
Risa grabbed my breast from behind. “Oh, Kotegawa, have you gotten bigger since yesterday?”
I smiled, “I wish.” As bad as it might sound, I became accustom to being fondled. So I don’t mind it if Risa and Mio greeted me like this, every morning.
Mio joined in. “Looks like, not wearing any underwear allows you to grow, huh?” I just smiled. “Oh, hey, I got something for you.” She pulled out a teen magazine showing some guys with their shirts off. I found it odd how such simple things could turn me on, but really it actually did make masturbate easier.
Speaking of topless guys. Ever since my brother rescued me, I’ve been kind of ‘nice’ to him. At first I was just grateful, and trying to be less of a bitch to him. But eventually, I started flaunting around, flirting, and mocking him by doing things like calling him ‘Onii-chan’. I had no cruel intentions, other than the fact that it made him squirm. After that, he started cleaning up his act around the house, wearing his clothes properly, and making less of a mess.
“Thank you very much, Mio.” I twirled around and stroke a pose.
“Hey, hey, that was really cute just then, Kotegawa.” She patted me on the head.
I did have a bit of a personality change too. I guess the trauma of walking around the school naked kind of made me more outgoing. I even joined the drama club. Not that I have much interest in acting though. I mostly joined because the principal isn’t available right after school, so I ended up sticking around for a while. With nothing else going on, since I’m still not chairman of the disciplinary committee, I just joined the club. Ironically, after getting over my stage freight, I became an invaluable member of the club. Turns out, I’m a natural for playing such rolls as “the evil step-mother”, “the wicked witch”, and even “the big bad wolf” characters.
It wasn’t until the principal started having me do some “Role-playing” that my personality really changed. He seemed more interested in soft-core sex games, than having hard core sex (which was totally freaking awesome, by the way). Unlike Kenichi, the principal was a true expert on everything erotic. Anyways, some of the characters he has me acting as, turned out to be really cute. I later started to realize that I had this “cute” side of me. I deeply liked it. And doing cute poses and being patted on the head was just the beginning.
I gave Risa and Mio a kiss on the check. No, I wasn’t gay. The thing is, soon after I started sleeping with the principal, I became desperate for Rito’s attention. I figured I run up to him one day and kiss him right on the lips. But unfortunately, I ended up kissing everyone at school (including some people around town) multiple times, trying to get to Rito. Most of the guys were O.k. with it, but the girls were not. I ended up telling everyone that “I just liked kissing,” and they started getting off my case. After a few days, everyone started expecting me to kiss them, including Rito. The first time he asked me to kiss him, I really felt like my luck had changed. But he thought nothing of it. Now I continue to keep up the charade, just so I could discretely make out with him in public.

Speaking of, Rito was walking down the hall way. “Oi~ Good morning Kotegawa .”
“Good morning Rito.” I pulled him close and kissed him on the lips. I used my tongue to open up his lips. I learned how to kiss like this form the principal. He really was a great kisser, and making out with him, made me very proficient at it.
Rito was getting turned on, but he was too embarrassed to be enjoying it. I could tell he wanted to pull away, but I held him firm and kept our lips locked. Resistance was futile.
“Good morning, Kotegawa-chan!” It was Lala. As much as I hated it, I had to let Rito go. He pulled back, out of breath. Lala walked up to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
“Good morning, Lala.” I wiped my cheek.
“Hey, Rito, are you O.k.? You seem out of breath.”
Rito coughed, “I’m O.k.” He had problems cooling off.
“Well, I’ll see you two around.” I twirled around and struck a pose.
“Hey, Kotegawa-chan, that was really cute. Let me try that.” Lala imitated my movements beautifully.
That Bitch! I spent hours last night trying to perfect that move, and she saw me do it once, and she can do it better. Maybe she looked better, because she just simply looks better. But still, that bitch!
I arrived at Mikado-sensei’s office.
“Hey Kotegawa-san, good morning.” She smiled, “Came back for more lubrication.”
“Aaahhh, yes.”
“I think I have some around here.” She searches her cabinet. “Ah, here we go.” She hands the tube over to me.
“Thank you.”
“You’ve been going through this stuff pretty fast. I think maybe I should be charging you for it.”
“I wouldn’t be able to afford it then.”
“Well, I’m already charging the principal for it. But still...” She kind of laughed.
“Sorry, I’ve been kind of wasteful with it, not to mention generous.”
“Honestly?” I was obviously lying. Each time I masturbate, I was hardly using any of it. Most of the time, I didn’t use any. “Well, I heard that if you play with yourself too many times, you’ll go blind. I never actually was able to prove one way or the other, but I would hate to find out it was true. For your sake.”
One the way to class I bumped into Kenichi. He wasn’t paying any attention, or at least wasn’t looking at me.
“Oops. Excuse me Kotegawa.”
“Oh, good morning to you, Kenichi-kun.” I slip closer to him and grabbed onto his shirt. He jumped back and I kissed him on the lips. He turned totally red.
“Kotegawa-san!” It was Haruna. She didn’t like the fact that I was making out with her boyfriend.
“Good morning, Sairenji.” I kissed her on the checks. During that brief second, when she looked away, I slipped behind her and grabbed her boobs.
“Aaaahhh~” I caught her off guard.
“Ara, I see your boobs have gotten softer. Kenichi-kun, have you been playing with Sairenji?” Kenichi just stood there awing.
“Kotegawa-san! Stop it. You’re worse than Risa and Mio.”
I licked Haruna on the neck, and whispered in her ear. “If you ever want me to teach you some moves, I’d be happy to improve your sex life with Kenichi-kun.” It was true that I was learning a lot about sex from having so much with the principal. Unlike Kenichi, he did know how to please a woman.
“No thank you.” Haruna pulled away.

During lunch, I passed Saki in the hallway. She glared at me, and I glared back. I wouldn’t dare kiss her. Instead I just walked by, smiling, now that I had the upper hand.
Before, she used to be the most popular girl in school, but then I beat her at her own game. The school took a new survey, and I won. I kind of cheated, because I was willing to go as far as I had too to beat her. “I’m already sleeping with the principal. Are you willing to go further than me?” Was the last thing I said to her. I didn’t really want the glory, but I had to get back at her for making me pee outside. I tried threatening her, like “I can make the principal ‘punish’ you too.” But she took it lightly, and I stayed outside until I took her pride from her. Now I can freely use the bathroom all I want. And I did use it freely.
I didn’t have to pee so much, but I started masturbating in the bathroom during school. Usually I wait until the end of lunch, before class started, and did it then. Sometimes I left during class, using Risa’s and Mio’s hall pass, to sneak into the bathroom, sometime the boy’s room, to masturbate. But on average I masturbated at least once, and sometimes twice during school. I usually don’t do it before school, because I masturbate before I leave the house, sometimes when I first wake up. But I’d never do it after school, because it was too soon before I had sex with the principal (and having sex with him requires a lot of work). I have been masturbating regularly in the shower after school, and sometimes again before dinner, but always right before bed.
I know I’ve been masturbating a lot, but really, I’ve still haven’t gotten myself under control. Because I still masturbate at night in my sleep. Between sex, masturbating, and all the eroticism, I should be satisfied. But clearly, I’m not. Maybe I wouldn’t be satisfied unless I have sex with Rito. I see the way Lala hangs around him, acting all erotic, and I’m willing to go further. Surely if he likes her, then he should like me better. Right? What do I have to do to get Rito?

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“Um, I think we’re making progress.”
“Are you sure, Mea?”
“Um, honestly, I, er, don’t know, sir. Every time we make progress, this test subject just seems to deflect and falls back to her old self. It’s although she is the most stubborn, clever, delusional, self-righteous bitch in the world. Even compared to the earlier test subjects, she is really holding out.”
“Mea, if we are to use Lala’s dream machine to break the mind of someone as strong as the Golden Darkness, we cannot fail at such a simple human female.”
“We’ll...we’ll continue. We will continue! We will not stop until this human proudly admits that she has become the very thing she hates most!”
Yui, sound asleep in Lala’s machine, mumbles, “I am not a pervert.”

AcidicDagg@yahoo.com, September 26th, 2012