Ouran High School Host Club Fan Fiction ❯ Brotherly love. ❯ The only chapter. ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

I DO NOT own Ouran high school host club. I don't own any of the characters I'm about to use.

Aothor's note; This is yaoi, you hear me? YAOI I tell you! This is absolutely NOT for children!!!

Yaoi is sex between two males, and not just any males... this time they're twins!! (twincest, yummie :3)
In other words, people who under the age of at leats fifteen, or people who are uncomfortable with homosexual situations should NOT read this story. You've been warned, ne? ^^

(X-rated) Ahem... this is erotic stuff! Sex, explicit scenes, very graphic! ^^ Okay?

Also, there could be some bad words here and there. ^^

Aah... this is my second yaoi-fic. Well actually the second fic I've ever written. The last one was Loveless ("I love you loveless")...which is also a lemon and I'm so ashamed of my dirty mind! <:3 Hehe... well, enjoy!


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Hikaru was leaning against a wall. No emotions were visible in his face, except for a small hint of anger. He stared blankly at the dance-floor. The lovely couple everybody admired was still dancing. People around them stopped dancing to make more room for them. Everybody stared in awe.

Hikaru gritted his teeth. Kaoru and Haruhi.

'Why the fuck is he dancing with her any way? He doesn't like her, right?' His fists tightened. He wanted to run to the couple and rip them apart. They didn't belong together. It didn't fit.

Haruhi smiled shyly and her dress was floating around her ankles. Kaoru smiled too, holding her waist in a firm grip.

Hikaru crossed his arms and continued to watch the couple as they earned themselves more ovations and jealous sighs. He continued to watch them, even though he really wanted to run away. He couldn't stand this. The person he liked... no, loved was being held by another.

'Damnit Kaoru!'

Suddenly Hikaru's eyes locked with Kaoru's and the younger twin stopped dancing. Maybe Hikaru's rage was too visible.

Kaoru looked nervous and a little ashamed of himself when he bowed to Haruhi and started to walk towards Hikaru.

'No, don't come over here...' Hikaru gritted his teeth again and turned his head away when his outoto* finally stood before him.

"Hikaru... nii-chan*... Gomen ne*?" He smiled a nervous smile and rubbed the back of his head. "I didn't think about it... I mean... She's free now. You better go ask her to dance with you, before the king gets there first, ne?" Kaoru grinned foxily and patted Hikaru's back.

Hikaru stared at his little brother. Kaoru still smiled reassuringly, that smile that told him that everything was going to be just fine.

"B-but... Kaoru..." He hesitated. Haruhi was still on the dance-floor, maybe she was waiting for him?

"No 'buts'! I know you like her, nii-san. I know you better than you do!" Kaoru said with a teasing voice. The next thing Hikaru knew, he was being pushed out to face Haruhi by Kaoru.

"Kaoru, damnit..." He whispered and managed to send his brother an angry glare before he turned his gaze to Haruhi.

She looked really pretty. She was wearing a red dress and white gloves that got all the way up to her elbows. A large rose was attached behind her ear. She smiled at Hikaru who managed to smile back and finally bowed, reaching out his hand so that she could take it. When she did, the music started to play a slower, ballad-like song. Still classical though.

'Damn these classical songs... I prefer punk... or maybe hiphop...' Hikaru was so deep within his thoughts that he nearly didn't realize that Haruhi spoke to him.

"Huh? What... I'm sorry, I didn't catch that." He sent her an apologizing smile.

She smiled back.

"Oh it was nothing, really... just... well, you seem... how should I put it? You seem distant. Is everything alright?" Her usual concerned eyes studied him.

'I don't know...'

"Yeah! Of course, I'm fine... I'm dancing with you right? Everything is just fine." He smiled, but it felt forced.

'Why the hell am I dancing with you anyway?'

"Oh... well..."

'Was this what I wanted? I thought... I thought I would be happy..?'

"You know you can tell me anything, right?"

'Just a moment ago I was so jealous of Kaoru, he got to hold .. you.. but... why am I feeling like this? Like something is still missing, even though I'm finally with you?'

"Yeah, sure thing."

'What's wrong with me? I wanted this, right?'

Hikaru's gaze searched the large room, but he wasn't sure what he was looking for. He suddenly realized, when his eyes locked once again with Kaoru's. A jolt of longing shot through his body.

His younger brother leaned against the wall, at the same place where Hikaru stood just minutes ago. He had a strange look on his face. Anger. The same kind of anger Hikaru used to feel whenever he... got... jealous?

"Kaoru..." Hikaru whispered.

"What? Did you say something?" Haruhi asked, smiling. She had no clue what was going on. Suddenly Hikaru didn't want to look at her. He didn't want to touch her, let alone dance with her.

"No..." He replied, with an irate voice.

Kaoru suddenly broke the eye-contact and pushed himself off of the wall. He left the room. Hikaru knew exactly where he was heading.

'Why the hell am I still here?'

"I'm sorry, Haruhi-san. I have to go and.. take care of something." He released the girl who didn't even have time to answer him before he had run away, out through the door, away from the classical music.

'Kaoru...Kaoru....Kaoru... I'm so sorry I didn't realize it earlier.'

He thought he was jealous of Kaoru, because he got to hold Haruhi, but now he knew. The feeling he had felt was anger, because Kaoru was holding someone other than him.


The door to the library was flung open. It was dark, except from the moonlight that shone in the room through the large windows.

"Kaoru?" Hikaru knew his twin was there, even though he received no answer. Soon he heard a small sound that confirmed his thoughts. Small sobs echoed through the big room.

Hikaru followed the sound. Behind a big bookshelf, next to one of the enormous windows, his younger twin stood, face hidden in his palms. Hikaru almost started to cry too. It was just like when they were little. Whenever Kaoru got hurt, Hikaru started crying, and vice versa. But being the older brother, Hikaru had decided that he wasn't going to cry any more. Only comfort Kaoru. And so he did.

He went closer to his crying outoto, who obviously hadn't noticed his presence.
The younger boy's shoulders shook as the sniffing sounds continued. It wasn't until Hikaru put his hand on his shoulder that the younger of the two became startled and his head jerked up.

Tears were still running down his cheeks.

"A-aniki..?" He said with a small, quiet voice. He sounded just like when they were five years old.

"Kaoru, what’s wrong?" Hikaru said with a rather concerned voice. He scooted even closer to his brother. With slow motions he caressed his brother's upper-arm.

"H-Hikaru, what are you doing here? I-I thought... you-" Hikaru put his finger to Kaoru's mouth.

"I don't care about her, when my outoto-chan is upset." Hikaru said with a silent, teasing voice. Kaoru continued to cry silently.

"Tell me what's wrong, outoto." Hikaru said, his voice still concerned but this time it was firm and more demanding. Kaoru just shook his head.

"I c-can't tell you aniki. You'll hate me." He whispered and tried to yank free from his brother's grip on his arm.

"Try me." He pulled Kaoru into a gentle, but firm embrace.


Several minutes went by. The brothers didn't speak nor move. They held each other in the moonlight. Hikaru rubbed Kaoru's back and nuzzled his neck. Kaoru leaned his forehead on Hikaru's shoulder, his hands clutched the aniki's shirt. He had stopped crying, but his face still held a sad expression.

"Are you going to tell me what's wrong?" Hikaru finally spoke silently and nuzzled his nose to Kaoru's chin. Kaoru shivered a bit and swallowed loudly.

"I will... if you tell me why you left Haruhi alone on the dance-floor. Cause that's what you did, huh?" He said with a tiny voice. It held a slightly amused tone.

"As you said, you know me better than I do." Hikaru said and chuckled a bit. Then he stopped laughing. Why did he leave her? Was Kaoru more important than the girl he liked? Did he like her? When did that happen?

He knew the answer. It hadn't happened.

"Because you left, and I didn't want to be without you." Hkaru said. He shut his eyes and smiled a bit when he smelled the sweet smell of Kaoru's balsam.

"O-oh..." Kaoru yanked himself free a bit so that he could meet his brother's gaze.

"Yeah. So why did you leave?" Hikaru whispered. He felt his own cheeks go warmer, his face only a couple of inches from Kaoru's. Kaoru blushed as well, clearly visible in the moonlight. He turned his head away as much as he could. But Hikaru still held him in a firm grip, so he couldn't move very much.

"B-because... I..." The younger teen swallowed and started to tremble ever so slightly. "I c-couldn't stand seeing you- with her."


Kaoru's bangs hung down in his face. Hikaru couldn't see his eyes, but since small drops of water made their way down the younger teen’s cheeks, he knew Kaoru was crying again.

"Sou ka." He said, not releasing Kaoru the slightest. His outoto was trembling more now and he tried to yank free.

"Hikaru, let go of me!" He said with a desperate voice.

"No."

"Please!"

"No, you have to listen to me!"

Kaoru pulled away and started to run towards the door. Hikaru ran after him and grabbed his outoto's wrist before he got away.

"Let me go!" Kaoru yelled.

"I don't want to." Hikaru pulled his panicked younger sibling in a warm embrace. He heard the small gasp from Kaoru and smiled a bit.

"Damn it Hikaru! You shouldn't be around me. I'm-I'm..."

"You're what?" Hikaru stared into Kaoru's terrified eyes, their faces barely touching.

"I'm in love with you, God damn it." Kaoru whispered while more of those big teardrops made their way down his cheeks. He stared back into Hikaru's eyes.

Not just his eyes, his very soul.

"Why exactly shouldn't I be around you then?" Hikaru asked, his eyes never once leaving Kaoru's. Kaoru stared back. His eyes became wider as Hikaru leaned in to sensually lick away his tears. The younger teen shivered and blushed furiously. His eyes squeezed shut.

"D-datte... Hikaru... this won't fade! Hell, I've been in love with you for like... two years! This is NOT going to vanish! I'm not going to outgrow it, damn it..." His words trailing away to mere whispers. He didn't struggle when Hikaru held him even closer.

"Hmmm. I still don't understand why I shouldn't be around you." Hikaru whispered back. His face almost touching Kaoru's blushing cheeks.

"Hikaru..." He couldn't take anymore.

The two pairs of lips touched. Hikaru pulled his outoto closer to himself.
The feeling of Kaoru melting in his touches.

Hikaru nibbled Kaoru's lower lip, begging for entrance. Kaoru was more than willing to comply. His lips parted and Hikaru's tongue darted into his mouth, exploring the only place he wasn't familiar with on his brother. Kaoru moaned and met Hikaru's tounge with his own. Hands were beginning to explore.
Kaoru hissed in pleasure when Hikaru's hand kneaded his ass.

"God...H-Hikaruu..." He moaned, silently begging for more. Hikaru smirked a bit and started to suck on Kaoru's neck. The outoto let out a sigh and buried his fingers in Hikaru's hair, trying to make him stay there. But Hikaru, being both dominant and slightly sadistic, pulled away and gazed upon his brother's face.

It was filled with passion and need. Lust. Love. Hikaru swallowed hard as his erection started to grow at the sight. Kaoru was damn hot like this. He started to slowly remove Kaoru's jacket and let it fall to the floor. Kaoru's breath was becoming ragged.

"Anikii...Mmh..." Hikaru removed his own jacket as well and then returned to Kaoru's neck. Not having tasted enough of that wonderful sweet taste of his brother.

He almost didn't realize it, but Kaoru started to unbutton his shirt and slowly pull it away, exposing Hikaru's smooth chest. The older teen bit his lip to stop the moan that threatened to escape his throat.

Suddenly Hikaru snapped. He slammed Kaoru against the wall, then ripped away the shirt and stared at Kaoru's pale chest. It was perfect.

"This is nice," he murmured and licked Kaoru's nipple, making the younger teen shiver and sigh with need.

"N-nii-chan...please..." He was begging.

God, his outoto was begging him to take him! Hikaru became even harder at Kaoru's words and quickly started to undo his brothers trousers. His brother followed his example and soon they were both naked in the moonlight.

Hikaru stared at his brother's naked form. As if it was the first time he ever saw it... they were each other's perfect clone, yet not. Kaoru's body seemed so much more beautiful than his own. Hikaru was sure that his own neck wasn't that smooth, and he was sure that his own lips was much dryer than Kaoru's perfect, damp lips.

"Hikaru..." Kaoru whispered and sent his older brother a look.

"Shh, don't speak. You are so perfect." Hikaru whispered. Kaoru blushed.

"You too."

Hikaru kissed his brother's chin and smiled inwardly when he felt Kaoru's arms around his neck. Then his kisses became more and more demanding. They went from the chin, to the jaw, to the neck and then to the collarbone.

"Mmh...." Kaoru moaned.

Hikaru let his hands do as they liked. They ran down Kaoru's sides, making the younger teen shiver with pleasure.

"Kaoru... you're beautiful."

Kaoru smiled, his eyes were shut. They snapped open when Hikaru's hand suddenly got a lot closer to his more private area. A lot closer.

"Ahh! Nii-chan...Please, touch me!" The younger teen whimpered and yanked his hips closer to Hikaru who smirked and kissed Kaoru's chin.

"As you wish, outoto-chan." He said before letting his fingertips caress his brother's swollen member, it was wet from precum. Hikaru smiled inwardly and placed a long, sensual kiss on Kaoru's neck. Kaoru let out a cry of pleasure.

"M-motto*... please..." He panted and sent Hikaru a pleading look.

"You want more?" Hikaru whispered and licked his dry lips. Kaoru could only nod with a rather desperate look on his face.

"Okay then." Hikaru said before lowering his body, kissing all the way down. Kissing the red, erect nipples, the ribs, the stomach. And finally Hikaru faced the big, red member of his brother. It twitched with need. Hikaru smirked and licked at it; a first try, exploring the taste.

"AH! Hikaru..." Kaoru whispered.

'Oh man, Kaoru. Everything on you tastes so good!'

Hikaru smiled and opened his mouth and took the erect cock in his mouth as far as he could. He heard Kaoru cry out with pleasure and he was a bit shocked when his brother tried to shove his member further into his mouth. The younger teen bucked his hips and whimpered with need. Hikaru struggled not to gag and placed his hands on Kaoru's hips.

That seemed to calm Kaoru down a bit. Hikaru threw a quick glance at his brother's face and was content when he saw the raw need in his brother's eyes.
Kaoru stared down on him, eyes wide and mouth slightly open. He was panting. Kaoru's hands were buried in Hikaru's hair. Hikaru smirked and began to bob his head, earning small moans as he did so. Kaoru squinted his eyes shut and moaned out louder and louder each time Hikaru's tongue grazed his tip.

"Oh... god... anikiii..." Kaoru moaned and the words made Hikaru pant with lust. There was something so incredibly kinky about Kaoru calling him aniki*. It was so... sinful.

"Faster" The younger half yelled and started to buck his hips in a desperate manner. Hikaru decided that he had tortured his brother long enough. His left hand moved from Kaoru's hip to massage the base of the member and then he sucked as hard as he could on the tip.

"Aahh! Dont stop... I-I'm comi-" The hands on Hikaru's head pulled his hair but he didn't mind. His brother cried out in absolute bliss and soon, Hikaru's mouth was filled with Kaoru's sweet cum.

He swallowed greedily and licked his lips as he let go of the now limp member with a popping sound. Kaoru took a shaking breath and gripped Hikaru's shoulders for support when the aniki stood up. Hikaru rested his hands on Kaoru's hips and kissed his brother again, letting Kaoru devour the taste of himself. The younger twin moaned in pleasure when they snowballed and soon, he was panting again. Hikaru was as hard as ever.

"Hikaru... p-please... m-make me. I'm yours... only yours." Kaoru whispered. His hand had found its way to Hikaru's erection and started to slowly massage it. Hikaru moaned and bucked his hips a bit. He sucked Kaoru's neck to muffle the sounds of his own blissful moans.

"Really? But... I... I've never..."

"This would be my first time also. But I want to give it to you. I want to give myself to you, aniki." Kaoru whispered. Hikaru kissed him again.

"I think it'll hurt." He whispered back. "I don't want to hurt you." Kaoru smirked and reached out to his jacket.

"That's why it's so convenient that all of our fan-girls love to give us presents." Kaoru said and pulled out a small tube from his pocket. Hikaru stared at it.

"Is that..?"

"Lube, yep." Kaoru said. He chuckled a bit at Hikaru's confused face.

"It was our birthday last week, you know. One of the girls we use to drink tea with bought this for us." Kaoru said blushing. "It's like they all are expecting us to have sex every night." Hikaru smirked.

"Well, what's wrong with that?" He said with a teasing voice and grabbed the small tube. Never breaking eye contact with Kaoru he opened the tube and carefully prepared his own erect member. Then he lifted Kaoru from the floor.

The younger teen's legs automatically found their way around his waist. Hikaru watched as Kaoru swallowed nervously and kissed him on the jaw. His fingers found the small, puckered hole and teased it with light touches.

"Mmh... n-nii-chan! Stop your teasing!" Kaoru sighed. Hikaru smirked and nodded.

"Brace yourself." He whispered before slipping one slick finger inside of his brother who let out a strangled moan; half-pain, half-pleasure.

Hikaru added another finger, letting them sink even further into his brother's amazing heat. Kaoru moaned again and gritted his teeth.

"Does it hurt?" Hikaru asked concerned. When Kaoru shook his head, even though the pain was visible in his features, Hikaru leaned in and kissed his lips. Soothing the pain and comforting his outoto.

"It'll be over soon." He whispered and added a third finger.

"AH!... I-itaii..." Kaoru choked out and a single tear fell from his right eye. Hikaru continued to kiss him and whispered sweet nothings in the younger's ear.

Hikaru started to part his fingers, stretching the tender flesh. Kaoru wiggled and panted even harder.

"You okay?" Hikaru whispered. Kaoru nodded.

"Y-yeah... d-don't stop..."

Hikaru continued to stretch his outoto until the need became almost unbearable. He hoped that he'd stretched Kaoru enough.

"You ready?" He asked and put the tip of his erection at Kaoru's entrance. Kaoru bit his lower lip and nodded. Hikaru sighed and slowly began to push himself into his younger brother.

'Oh...God...!'

Finally he was completely buried to the base of his penis. He was trembling, the feeling of being surrounded by such a wonderful heat drove him nearly insane.

"Oh gods... Kaoru!" He panted out and threw a quick glance at his lover. Kaoru's eyes were squinted shut and he was panting hard.

"You okay?" Kaoru nodded and smiled weakly.

"Tell me when you're ready." Hikaru whispered and prayed to all gods he knew that Kaoru would be ready soon, because he couldn't take this much longer.
Suddenly Kaoru wiggled his hips and moaned a bit.

"Hikaru... do it!" He said with a lust-filled voice. That was all Hikaru needed to hear. He withdrew almost completely before shoving back into the younger teen.

"Ah! Oh god... Hikaruu!!" The legs around Hikaru's waist pulled him closer.

"Harder!" Kaoru panted, all hints of pain suddenly gone. Only pleasure was left behind.

"So...good..." Hikaru moaned and repeated the motion, a bit harder. Kaoru moaned.

"Oh fuck, yes! ...Gods do that again!"
It felt that good? Hikaru stared at his brother's pleasure-struck face. There was nothing but absolute bliss.

"Harder... Oh god, hayaku*!" Kaoru started to buck his hips and dug his fingernails into Hikaru's back. The aniki hissed at the faint pain and did what his outoto asked him for. Pretty soon, he slammed into the younger male for all he was worth.

"Oh! H-harder..." Kaoru's head propped from one side to another. Suddenly Hikaru stopped moving. Kaoru whimpered.

"You want me to fuck you harder?" Hikaru asked with a small smirk on his face. He couldn't resist this sadistic chance. Kaoru growled at him and sent him a furious look.

"N-nii-chan..!" He moaned and tried to buck his hips. Hikaru hissed and moaned but didn't comply.

"Well? Tell me little brother." Hikaru teased and licked the nape of Kaoru's neck.
Kaoru trembled and moaned angrily.

"Fucking tease..."

"Tell me..." Hikaru sucked gently on Kaoru's nipple. The younger male started to twitch uncontrollable.

"Aah! Please, fuck me, Hikaru! I want it..." Kaoru murmured and panted heavily.

"As you wish." Hikaru whispered, and started to slam into Kaoru with such a force that it almost drove them both over the edge.

"Aah!" Kaoru didn't seem to be able to form any kind of words. The look on his face told Hikaru that he had never felt anything like it before.

"Oh-my-god..." Hikaru whispered. His grip on Kaoru's hips tightened.

"Harder, harder! Hikaru, do it harder!" Kaoru's hissed with pleasure, his hips matched every motion Hikaru made.

"Kaoru!"

"HIKARU!" They screamed in ecstasy when they finally reached their orgasms. Hikaru continued to pound into Kaoru with weak thrusts... anything to make the moment last.

They sunk to the floor, Kaoru still in Hikaru's arms, Hikaru still inside of Kaoru. They stared at each other. Hikaru smiled weakly and lifted his hand to caress Kaoru's chin. Kaoru smiled back. He leaned down and kissed his brother on the lips.

"We can't tell mom about this, ne?" He said with a sarcastic voice. Hikaru chuckled.

"I think it's best if we made this our little s-e-c-r-e-t."

They dressed but didn't leave the library. They stood in front of the window, holding each other basking in the afterglow and the moonlight.

"Would you care to dance with me, Kaoru-chan?" Kaoru blushed and chuckled.

"I would but there's no music." He said and smiled towards his aniki.

"Ah, I can take care of that." Hikaru pulled a pair of ear-phones out of his pocket. They were connected to his mp3-player. He gave one to Kaoru and put the other one into his own ear. A slow rock ballad started to fill their ears. Kaoru smiled. It was his favorite; 'Is this love'. He melted into the soft arms of his brother when they started to move to the slow rhythm. He lifted his head and met his brother's gaze.

"I love you, onii-chan."

"I love you, too, outoto-chan."




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Auth or's note;
Domo, I'm the author of this fic. I wrote it about six or five months ago, and was at that time still very new and unsure. For some odd reason, the first fanfic I ever wrote was also a x-rated yaoi-fic.

And I realize that this one was kinda poorly written and also a very "hard yaoi", which gives it a pornographic feeling. And that was not my intention when I wrote it.
Well, I just wanted to ask you to keep in mind that I was still a rookie, and I've improved my skills! No really, I have. So even if you thought this one sucked big time, you should check out my latest work. It's much better.
I've always been quick to learn, and my english has been improving a lot. ^^ Just wanted to tell ya'll!

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*Outoto: Younger brother (by blood, not just anybody)
*Nii-san (or nii-chan): Older brother (In Japan you usually call older boys 'nii-san', even if they're not related. But only if they're actually older than you.)
*Aniki: Older brother (by blood)
*Gomen (or gomen ne): I'm sorry, Forgive me. (The little words 'ne' means sort of 'right?')
*Hayaku: Hurry up, Faster. (Hehehe ^^)
*Motto: More


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I hope there weren't any other weird words...

So, whaddaya think? Peachy? Well, I'm still a rookie, but I'm learning... This was just a one shot, the next one will probably be longer. I love the brotherly love between Hikaru and Kaoru. Those two are my all time favorite characters in Ouran host club. ^^

See y'all! Love yah, bye bye. // CiiahChan