Ouran High School Host Club Fan Fiction ❯ The Solitary Twin ❯ Seme Kaoru ( Chapter 11 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Warning: yaoi, fingering, anal, oral, twincest=SMUT

Chapter 11

Kaoru knew they had affected her in some obscure way, regardless of how well she hid it from them. She was as affected as they were and that was why in that moment, while he laid on his side with his older brother's body spooning his own, he couldn't sleep. He didn't know how Hikaru had found sleep in spite of how shaken he had been for most of the day after they had 'ended' their battle with Etsu.

He couldn't fall asleep that easily. His twin obviously didn't want to talk about what had transpired, but it wasn't like he needed to say anything on the matter. Kaoru knew his brother better than anyone and he could tell just by the way he had looked at Etsu while snapping at her that he wanted her and was confused and angered by it because the girl was apparently immune to both of them.

Too bad for her, she wasn't as untouchable as they'd thought. He supposed what truly annoyed Hikaru was that she denied her attraction by pretending they were insignificant. There had been some shock and disappointment in her dulled dark stare when he had called it quits. It somehow irked him that his brother had ended things because something in that look hinted that she would have done more if she had been aroused correctly.

Kaoru had become aware of this easily.

She likes watching us and we like seeing each other with her, but we can't...!, Clenching his jaw, feeling a bit of sexual frustration, he accidently pressed his bottom against his brother's crotch making him groan sleepily. At the rate he was going in his restlessness, he would wake up Hikaru and though he never denied his brother's amorous advances, what he really needed was different than the sex they shared.

He wanted something warm and sleek gripping his surging length. A soft, warm body that embraced him while moaning and bucking, taking him in all the way to the hilt. Rounded hips to grip and guide at a desperate pace...

I'm turning into a bigger pervert, Even though the room was dark, his cheeks stung with embarassment.

"Kaoru...? Stop wiggling so much..."

Great... I woke him up!

Stiffening, he felt himself literally shrinking upon hearing Hikaru's annoyed drowsy voice.

"Sorry... I can't sleep," even he thought he sounded lame. It was true that he couldn't sleep, but he honestly didn't want Hikaru to 'catch' him so violently aroused again. His thoughts on a certain frosty girl that could have given him what he needed kept corroding his head.

Even though Hikaru didn't reply right away, a certain tension in the air told him that he was fully awake.

"You should stop thinking about that... That girl is bad news," to Kaoru, Hikaru appeared to be telling that to himself rather than him to salvage some of his pride.

Frowning at the noticeable reluctance in Hikaru's tone, he shifted his body so that he could face him and winced when his erection bumped against his softened member. Though it was dark, some lighting entered the room showing him a clear outline of his older brother's troubled face.

"Now I see why you couldn't sleep," some amusement colored his tone and Kaoru held his breath unknowingly when fingers lightly squeezed the tip of his cock that was still unfortunately covered by his sleeping pants.

"You say that... as if you're surprised..."

This was one of those moments in which he wished he weren't so easy to read. Feeling a finger teasingly circling his hard flesh, he bit back a whimper when some lubricant seeped out of him, wetting and warming the cloth of his pants.

"You're sensitive in more ways than one," his brother's whisper was so close to his parted lips. It was almost always like this. Hikaru would see his need and would iniciate. In rare occasions Kaoru himself would arouse him into taking him. But the thing that always stuck with him was how easy it was for Hikaru to drive him crazy. He knew his body perfectly and touched him in certain ways that spoke of how well they were intuned to each other.

Even when we had started growing curious about each other..., Kaoru may be the youngest twin, the one deemed as 'weak' or 'gentle', but although both of them were practically mirror images of each other, it had been Kaoru who had gone through the first awkward stages of puberty. There may have been a couple of days difference, yet he'd had the first wet dreams, first erections. And of course Hikaru had been a bit jealous and curious about what was going on with his body, perhaps thinking it was unfair that the younger twin was the one having all of those new experiences.

Things had become awkward and tense when Hikaru had one day asked him if he could 'see' him fully erect. His curiousity had been so strong that he had nearly jumped out of his skin when he had actually rubbed off a bead of precum from him to inspect it. Kaoru could still remember thanking the kamis when his brother entered his own puberty stage and grew interested in himself soon afterwards, because during that short space in time his thoughts towards Hikaru had been everything but brotherly. He now thought it was safe to say that his unhealthy attraction towards his own twin had started that early.

He wasn't ashamed of giving into it anymore. His twin loved him, probably more than he could possibly ever love anyone. If other people didn't like it, he didn't care.

The pleasuring of his leaking cockhead was making his breath shorten. His older brother's expert fingers glided over the underside of his cock that had stretched the soft torturous cloth of his cursed pants.

"Are you going to start purring?" at that whispered question, he licked his lips, flicking Hikaru's own smiling lips that were so near his.

Feeling a clasping warmth around him, he moaned deeply in his throat. It was a sound close to a purr, just like his brother liked it.

Hearing a chuckle, he didn't protest when he was gently pushed on his back, his pulsing cock still being gripped tightly in his brother's grasp. Straddling his things, Hikaru was just a shadow sitting on top of him.

He was so wet with precum that his pants had plastered and molded to his length. Hikaru's hand made the cloth rub him, creating a hot friction that had his balls tightening reflexively. It was as if his twin's hand was on fire. He didn't know if his twitching cock was so hot or if it was Hikaru's palm squeezing and moving in long motions.

Kaoru hated being so weak at times like these. When aroused to the point of insanity, he was game for any suggestion his twin came up with. Hikaru hadn't been kidding when he told Etsu about him becoming a 'freak'.

Every firm stroke and kiss always had him responding hungrily. His entire body would ache painfully and all he could think about was getting relieved no matter what the cost. Whenever he was touched, he would jerk and moan in desperation for more, because he simply couldn't get enough of the pleasure.

When his hot lubricated cock was pulled out of his already soiled pants, he shivered at how the delicious cool ambient air caressed and soothed it.

"Your cock is about to burst already!" his cheeks flushed in a combination of embarrassment and annoyance at Hikaru's surprised tone. It wasn't like he could help it.

Hikaru's open palm gently dragged over his now uncovered sex, torturing him by not closing around him like before. If the light had been on, his brother would have seen him glaring at him angrily for the teasing. He wasn't really in the mood for games, least of all when he was already so close to coming.

"Any special requests?"

His heart pounded in his ears.

"Your... your mouth...!" he chocked out, his throat dry and contracting in need.

"Greedy... But you'll pay me back."

Whatever it takes! Just do it!, His bare chest rose and fell heavily in anxiety. He wanted it so badly that he could almost feel the wet suction of Hikaru's mouth on him. The mere thought of the pleasure he was going be given had him bite back his impatient whimpering that always irritated him, but amused Hikaru to no end.

Hikaru moved lower over his body, his parted lips purposely skimming the tensing muscles of his stomach. The open palm rubbing up and down his length finally closed around his base to hold him upright. Not being able to see what was being done to him made the experience more intense for him.

His brother's breath brushed his throbbing flesh and he nearly shouted at feeling the cool wet drag of his tongue licking him from bottom to tip. To drive him to further madness, Hikaru made sure to flick persistently at a tender v-shaped spot at his cockhead that had his chest and stomach tightening stingingly.

"Hikaru! Your mouth!"

His brother's laugh made a huff of air vibrate against his wet skin. His arousal was so strong that he almost wanted to grab Hikaru's head to position his mouth over him, but he forced the urge down by grabbing unto the sheets as if it were a lifeline.

Finally, the hand that had been holding his cock still moved down to craddle his clenching balls gently as a moist heat closed around him in a snug hold. Closing his eyes at the tingling sensation that was both agonizing and calming, his breathing caught in his throat when the tightness of Hikaru's mouth slid him inside as far as he could without gagging. The tip of his sex could feel the back of his throat and how the swallowing muscles massaged him.

His fists twisted on the sheets underneath him as Hikaru's head began to move in thorough sucks that had nearly his entire length sleekened by his saliva. A hand touched his lower belly and pressed which in turn made the tickling sensation at the slit of his tip become unbearable. It felt as if he were sore there, that a pulse throbbed stronger there with every hard suck that brought him closer to orgasm.

Nails raked lightly at his skin and the hand cupping his balls started kneading him as his pants grew louder. He knew that Hikaru could tell he was close by how the usually soft sacks of flesh tensed in his palm.

Just when he thought he was about to burst, on instinct, he held back before liquidly convulsing into the heat holding him. His eyes rolled to the back of his head as he gasped.

Obviously shocked by the magnitude of semen that left his body, Hikaru's filled mouth immediately left him so that the rest of his essence would spill warmly over his heaving stomach.

"Geez! I didn't know you had so much in you!"

He smiled weakly, not really caring. His cock wasn't showing signs of softening any time soon, but coming seemed to have helped.

The bed moved slightly as his brother sat back, perhaps to remove his own clothes to continue with their late night sex. Just knowing what Hikaru wanted had Kaoru snapping out of his daze.

"Why... Why haven't you ever let me do it to you?" his voice came out so soft and breathless, he wouldn't have been surprised if Hikaru hadn't heard him.

"Do what?" Hikaru's hands moved to the waistband of his pants that had been pulled down to his mid thighs. It was clear that he didn't understand his question one bit.

"You know...," Kaoru's face stung. "Do it to you?"

Some uncomfortable silence passed. Hikaru finally understood exactly what he had meant by that.

He's probably going to freak out.

Instead of freaking out like he expected, he felt the heat of his brother's body covering him as he reached over to the lamp on the nightstand beside their bed. Soon a soft golden glow that had him squinting showed him Hikaru's pale bare shoulder.

Moving away from the lamp, his brother finally looked down at him in unhidden shock.

Feeling more embarassment than before, he made a face as if to brush it off as a bad joke.

"Forget it!" he laughed, touching his tense brother's cheek. "I was just thinking what I shouldn't be thinking!"

Hikaru's face reddened and Kaoru just knew that he wasn't going to let it go. Hikaru was just that stubborn.

"You have never brought it up..."

He grimaced, fully aware that he had never complained about the way they usually did things. To tell the truth, he had only started to want to do such a thing to Hikaru after Etsu had shown up. It had been months since he had been with a girl and while a mouth and being pleasured by his brother's hand was great, nothing could really replace the feeling of thrusting fully into a moving body.

"I...I just want to know what it's like." He had never done that to sort of thing to anyone. Having it done to him was one thing but doing it to someone else? Never. Once he had asked a girl he had been with if she'd let him and she just stared at him as if he were a debauched demon. If no girls allowed him to do it and his brother that loved to pump into him never offered it, he doubted he would ever dominate someone in such a manner.

"I...," Hikaru's eyes trembled as he trailed off, his lips thinning.

He's uncomfortable with the idea. Should have known. Hikaru isn't the type to bottom up for anyone.,

And that fact irritated him. Not once had he ever complained about it, accepting his brother completely and now he was unsure about letting him do it or not.

The hand that cupped Hikaru's cheek moved to the back of his head to clench his hair. The shock and arousal at the sudden show of dominance swimming in Hikaru's wide-eyed stare gave him enough encouragement to pull his head down so that his lips could smash over his.

As he knew he would, at first Hikaru became rigid, his body just hovering over him in uncertainty. He softened the hardness of his lips in order to make him relax and like he wanted him too, Hikaru's weight pressed on his body, gently pinning him to the bed. Their stomachs pressing together had the cooled semen that had left him moments earlier rub wetly on his twin's skin.

Holding back on the aggression so that he wouldn't tense up again, Kaoru slid his hand over his back to keep him calm while his other hand gripped his hair. Hikaru's own erection slid against his, their lower bodies meshing so that the hot silken columns twitched together.

Feeling his brother's arms begin to close around his shoulders, Kaoru slyly removed his hand from his hair so he could slide it between their bodies. He knew that he needed some form of lube to convince his brother; that is if he could convince him at all.

Hikaru didn't stop kissing him deeply as he wet his fingers with his semen. Having the lubricant he needed, he pried his hand away and writhed his hips to make their cocks rub together again so that his brother wouldn't voice complaints. Excited about what he was about to do to his unsuspecting sibling, he moved the flat of his palm over one of his smooth firm rear mounds.

Stiffening, Hikaru's lips moved just a hair's breath from his.

"It's okay... if only you want to do it," Kaoru really wanted to have his naturally dominant twin give him that at least this once.  

His brother's hot breath breathed over his lips for a couple of seconds before covering his mouth in another kiss. Hikaru's tounge plunged through his lips and though the kiss wasn't as fierce as what he was used to, the passion was still there like it always was. There was a telling tremble on the body blanketing him and he didn't know if it was fear or curiosity that had Hikaru trembling and acting so subdued.

Not needing any words since his kiss was answer enough, Kaoru let his moist fingers rub over the puckered small hole that he had never thought of touching. The light brushstroke of his fingertip had Hikaru moaning lowly into his mouth as his buttcheeks clenched, imprisoning his finger.

This is not going to be that easy., The first time they had done it, he had reacted the same way as well. His insides had automatically kept trying to push Hikaru out of him in spite of wanting to continue.

Making a soft mumbling sound, he felt the tight hold release and finally he could wet the outside of his older brother's entrance. Firmly prodding it, Kaoru was shocked yet aroused to notice how increadibly tight he was. He was more snug than any girl he had touched, almost painfully so. With his brother forcing himself into accepting his small invasion, he pushed his finger all the way into the shifting unused hole.

The idea that his cock could be in there had him jerking madly as his twin gasped at how his finger deeply dug inside of him.

Moving his lips away from his brother's, he rasped, "Hikaru...! You're so tight!"

All Hikaru did was heave a heavy breath, probably unable to find any adequate words. Either that or he was too embarassed to say anything to his remark. Slowly taking his finger out of the vice-like clasp, he studied his flushed twin's face. It must have been hard for him to let him go that far, judging by the grimace on his tense features and his closed eyes. Seeing that just had him feeling uncertain about going all the way, though his length definitely wanted to plunge into the suctioning heat his finger had tested.

"Is it alright with you?" he just had to make sure so that Hikaru would have no regrets.

What he got as a response was a jerky nod that gave him even more doubts than before.

Maybe I shouldn't have said anything.

Placing his hands on his twin's trembling shoulders, he pushed at him to get him off but he was surprised when Hikaru snapped his eyes open to look at him intensely.

"Kaoru... I'm really alright with it," his words were firm and so was the reluctant honesty in his eyes.

His pulse raced at seeing that his brother was truly willing to give him that experience. He was used to them being connected in a different manner, yet the thought that now he'd be the one making them into a single being made a strange warm feeling of contentment settle in his stomach. He couldn't describe what it was. Somehow the mere idea of taking his brother for the first time was seen as a gift of sorts.

Smiling faintly at him, he moved his body so that he could push Hikaru underneath him. His brother didn't put up any resistance which gave him more confidence.

I don't really know how to do this., Going by natural instinct, his hips rested between his twin's spread thighs as he lifted his upper body to look down at him. In the past, Hikaru had always been the one cradled between his thighs...

Now it's me., He didn't want to get smug about it, but he liked the feel of the body spreading underneath him, mostly since he was soon going to be entering that very body.

Blushing, he dragged his hand over his stomach once more to have at least some more wetness to make Hikaru's first time easier. He knew from having gone through it himself, that the first stretching inches stung, so hopefully some moisture could take some of the burn away.

Glossing his tip with his own semen, he could vaguely sense Hikaru raising his legs and lifting his hips at an angle to make himself more accessable. Looking into his eyes, his blush eating at his face, he moved closer that he could gently prod at the tiny entrance that seemed to purse in reluctance or anticipation.

"This might hurt."

Who am I kidding? It will hurt.

"I guessed as much," he almost laughed at how his brother tried to keep himself unfazed with what he was about to do. It didn't take a twin to notice how his Adam's apple bobbed apprehensively and his large eyes wavered. It almost made him want to stop... Almost.

Gripping himself, he positioned his wet cock at the spot his brother had kept from him and pushed hard, aware that the tightness of his twin required a little more firmness than a girl. Hearing a sharp gasp the instant his tip was closed inside the unbearably tight ring of his brother's hole, he paused fearful of hurting him more than necessary.

"You're... doing okay..." was his brother's broken whisper.

Biting his lower lip, he pressed harder at the entrance that began to expand slowly to accept him. Though the restricting walls convulsed, he still could keep making more of himself go inside.

It was unbelieveable. Now he knew why Hikaru liked doing it so damned much. His twin was tighter than anything he'd ever felt before. It was like he was being sucked hard by many muscles that shifted and pressed on every inch of his descending cock. The tighteness was so fierce that he even wondered how he could fit in there at all.

Hikaru's hands grabbed his forearms and squeezed hard when nearly all of his cock was within.

"Damn!"

Wincing inwardly at the pained curse, he stopped pushing his length, willing himself to stay still until his brother adjusted though the hard caresses his cock was enduring was too much for anyone to handle.

Shuddering, he gasped helplessly when that snug canal of muscles moved as Hikaru shifted his hips upwards to take in what remained of him.

Don't move yet!, He mentally reprimanded his hips that were just aching to start thrusting.

"It's... actually... kind of better than I expected."

"Is it okay... if I move?" his mind willed him to say that he did, because he didn't know how much time he could stay like that.

Staring at him for a long moment, Hikaru said what he wanted to hear.

"Yeah..."

Swallowing, his heartbeat soaring, he began to gently move inside his brother. He didn't want to be too rough for his first time since he knew that if Hikaru didn't like it, he wouldn't have a second chance. The hands on his arms gripped him painfully, but he wasn't told to stop as he gave deep strokes in the once virginal hole. With every surge, he could feel the muscles relaxing and his brother breathing speeding. He was so overwhelmed by his snug insides that he didn't bother measuring his thrusts anymore as pleasure began building once more at the pit of his belly.

He feels so good!, Moaning, his hands grasped at his hips to raise his rear off the bed so that he could push deeper and faster.

Hikaru cried out at a one of his hard pumps.

Damn it!, Scrunching his eyes shut at the unfairness of having messed up his brother's 'first time', he stopped.

"What the hell, Kaoru?! Keep going!" following that angry snap, Kaoru was shocked at having Hikaru wrapping his legs around him to pull him deeper. "Don't stop now!"

Lowering his chest to his, Kaoru hungrily kissed his twin. Having him say that only heightened the pleasure he was being given. Resuming his movements, he let his brother's encouraging muffled grunts and writhing hips guide him into the speed and deph his wanted. The only person that could give himself so willingly was Hikaru. This just proved how much he truly cared for their bond.

Rasping pants and moans deafened his ears. He wasn't sure if those moans came from him or Hikaru that appeared to be liking the feel of his punching cock. The lips against his panted and he could feel sweat running down his chest at the hard pace he was using.

I can't stop! I can't!, Feeling helpless, his cock twitched wildly inside the welcoming heat as Hikaru's body twisted underneath him and a unmistakable warm jet of semen hit his chest.

Giving a final deep thrust that had him fully inside his panting twin, he came harshly, probably more abundantly than when his brother had gone down on him. The release was nearly endless as he jerked and coated Hikaru's insides, and he could hear what sounded like a shout filling the air accompanying Hikaru's weakened groans.

Still shaken and suffering aftershocks from what had to be his strongest orgasm, he slowly pulled his satisfied length that was quickly losing its hardness. He couldn't help smirking at how his twin's thighs trembled on both sides of his hips.

I guess I got his prostate pretty good there., Going by the amount of semen that Hikaru had shot up at him, he had at least done something right.

"Man...," he looked at his sweaty twin that grinned at up him."We should do this more often."

"Yeah...," not as ashamed as before, he let his sibling pull him close into his arms so that their hearts could beat in unison. People may see them as sick and immoral, but nothing could make him feel disgust for doing that with him. It was more fulfilling being with Hikaru than with a stranger that didn't try to get to know him beyond his looks.

Moving is arms to embrace his brother in return, he felt at peace considering the bad events that had happened earlier that day. In fact, sharing that with Hikaru had almost made him forget about it altogether.

However the word 'almost' wasn't the same as 'completely', because now that the pleasure he had enjoyed had numbed into the satiated warmth of tiredness, his mind strayed back to that cold hateful girl, nearing scaring away all possibilities of peaceful sleep.

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A/N: This chapter is dedicated to Anon11. The summary says there's YAOI in here and so do the top of the chapters with such content. When the threesomes start YAOI will be involved in it since this fic is written for a hardcore fan of yaoi (that believes no one could make her like het to any degree, but so far Mills is loving it.) At Mills: About the Haru-chan stuff, I got a marvelous idea! How about Hunny/Haruhi?! I've been getting crazy ideas from some dark-Hunny fics (I'm really sick) and though I said I would never write Haru-centric, I'd probably do a fic with the two of them as a pairing! *bright eyes* For you LURKERS out there, yeah YOU! *points at people that NEVER review but love hitting smutty chapters incessantly thinking they're invisible* REVIEW PWETTY PLEASE! I'm a het writer converting slowly into yaoi (somewhat), so you could say that this is the FIRST fic I write with this kind of stuff and I need to know if I'm doing it right! Am I? Am I?! Anyways! Hope you guys liked! (even though I made Kaoru into seme. I've always liked writers that kind of break that cliche even for a brief moment, though Hikaru is STILL seme no.1!)


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