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Finished: 10/07/02

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Rating: PG

If Only

I can't believe he used me.

I love him so much, yet he came to me crying over a man he killed and had sex with me. And than, he had the nerve to tell me it was a mistake. That we couldn't even be friends anymore.

I was numb from emotions after I heard that. I felt sick. And, I got a horrible searing headache.

I thought we had actually gotten back together. How stupid could I be? I thought he actually loved me again. I guess I was wrong. I guess I can never have him again.

Yet, every night I find my self awakening from a dream of him. A dream of caresses, kisses and...love. After that, I lay back down, crying myself to sleep.

The dreams have seemed to have gotten more passionate after that night with him. And the tears come stronger, as sadness seems to engulf me. I feel as if I can never be happy again. And I know I'm sinking into a deep depression.

If only I could be with him. If only he would tell me he loves me again. If only I could share every night, day, and every year in his arms. Just to be his lover again, I would give my all. I just wish he loved me again.

But as the days go on, the doubt about him coming back to me gets stronger. I know, I will never fall in love again, never love like I have him.

Just...If Only...