Role Playing Fan Fiction ❯ Sweet Curiousity ❯ BlAcK TeArS ( Chapter 7 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: XxNiGhTxX 
Sora has no choice but to sit and watch everything that causes him to crumble he has to hold it in but what happens when he snaps?
Miscellaneous: Role Playing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 10.13.2009 | Updated On: 10.28.2009 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.6K | Visits: 137 | Status: Completed
Sora has no choice but to sit and watch everything that causes him to crumble he has to hold it in but what happens when he snaps?
Miscellaneous: Role Playing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 10.13.2009 | Updated On: 10.28.2009 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.6K | Visits: 137 | Status: Completed
Disclaimer:Kingdom Hearts does not belong to me nor do the characters.
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Chapter 7 BlAcK TeArS.
Now what? Now what do I do he's leaving how do I ?Do I distract him do I suggest something? If I stop him if I were to stop him right now would he suspect something?AH! what do I do ? I can't just walk over there when Tidus, Riku's boyfriend is heading over there if Tidus sees me he's gonna know I dressed up for him great just great. I have no idea what I can do if I don't go Riku is most likely to hear from Tidus that I had a date then Riku's gonna be pissed that I blew him off for a date which is of course not true. If I go Riku won't be mad but I'll never hear the end from Tidus about how I have the hots for his boyfriend...
Sora stood there and watched as Tidus disappears in the direction which Sora was going to take with a deep sigh he turned around and began walking with a huge feeling of dread and disappointment and guilt.
Tidus smiled as he skipped halfway to Riku's door with a huge grin on his face he quickly searches his pocket for a little black oval case he brought close to his face opening it and looking at himself making sure his hair was fixed and whatnot. He was tempted to turn back and follow Sora to see who the lucky person would be to have Sora try so hard to impress them with his new sexy charmed look.
Tidus turned around and began walking but he shook his head what was he doing he came to see Riku the most attractive male in the whole school he turned back to the door and licked his lips as he pressed the doorbell and waited patiently.
Riku placed his book down with a dry look on his face "finally", thought. as he walked over to open the door "What took you so long your late?" he looked at Tidus stunned by the sudden hug he got from Tidus he blinked.
"Really?! Wow I didn't know you were expecting nor waiting for me. " Tidus sniffs smelling a delicious aroma emitting from behind Riku "Wow you even cooked something for us wow that's so romantic Ri-ku" Tidus says cutely slowly saying Riku's name with a blush across his face smiling excitedly at Riku playfully.
Riku was about to pushed Tidus off annoyed, but stopped himself and instead pulled Tidus and glanced around remembering what Sora said to him he wanted to smear it in Sora's face of how disgusting and sick he was and Sora would be unable to do anything about it he looked around behind Tidus "Actually I was expecting S- " he stopt he didn't want Sora to hear him but to his disappointment he wasn't anywhere to be found, finally he asked "Where's Sora?" he asked his face disappointed immediately he released Tidus.
Tidus blinked "Sora? What do you mean? He had a date today why would he come here?" he asked suspiciously his mind started to fill itself with question Unless he had a date with Riku? NO WAY ! Tidus expression grew hard .
"A date ? You mean he blew me off for a date he had a a study session with me today that jerk" gripped his hands forming into fist after he cooked dinner and choose what pages to study in his subjects not only that writing notes for him and he went on a date! he gritted his teeth and he stared down at the floor, Fuck this I don't care anymore. I keep saying that I don't care but how many times have I said that to myself man it's like a mantra, he can get himself another tutor I'm not going to let this brat walk all over me.
"Yea he looked really hot Riku I was tempted to follow him and see who made him dress so sexy, man Riku you should have seen him " he said smiling suddenly Tidus begun daydreaming of Sora smiling blissfully at the thought of it as in filled his head.
Riku's eye twitched.
Tidus noticed Riku's upset look "Oh don't worry Riku your still sexier. It's just man Sora never looked so stunningly good. I still like you better." Tidus grinned as he lifted Riku's face his expression grew in concern "Riku whats wrong I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you."
Riku grabbed Tidus hand and gently moved away "Nothing got lost in thought." he said as he leaned against the door.
"So are you going to invite me in hmm? hmm? yesh?"he said smiling.
"No go home I'm in no mood today." he says dryly.
"What come on!?" he wailed sadly by this.
"I'm here sorry I'm late." said a voice behind Tidus.
Riku's eyes widen he moved to see who was behind Tidus to see for himself not believing if he heard correctly to see if his ears were deceiving him and there he was the young brunette standing right there looking completely attractive. Riku gulped a small blush crossing his cheeks he gaped at Sora shocked by his sudden appearance out of the blue.
Tidus looked at Sora confused "Sora? what are you doing here? What about your date?"
Sora bit his lip looking at the pavement that he stood on then hastily looked up at Tidus "Not yet after my tutoring. " he lied his expression turning sad he wanted so badly to run again away from Tidus and Riku who stood so close to each other it just caused him to feel depressed. Sora moved past Tidus "So can we start ?" he asked impatiently.
"Y-yea" Riku stuttered he closed his mouth gulping he couldn't help but gaze at Sora,Not only did Sora look amazing his outfit just made him want to strip him off and make out with him passionately pulling his tie closer toward and against his body undoing his pants more and running his hands through that soft skin softly marking love bites everywhere he can licking ,kissing sucking every- "Riku!?"
Riku shook his head blinking snapping out of it he stared dumbly at Sora "Huh?"
Sora glared at Riku "Can we hurry this up?" he said in a rush.
Tidus pouted but looked over at Sora and couldn't blame Riku for the way he was acting Sora was beautiful right now he even moved aside to make room for Sora gazing onto him with a lust.
"Yea come in sorry" Riku regained himself trying to keep his cool this wasn't like him he walked inside trying to ignore what he had thought this was Sora the guy who called him disgusting and nasty and even dared to arrive late at their session, he moved to the stairs and stopped mid way looking back at Sora.
Sora walked in following Riku his face filled with regret and sorrow he sighed as he followed Riku.
Tidus closed the door and followed along with a grin across his face "Yay! we get to see Riku's room!" he cheered running behind Sora and bumped into Sora and almost made him fall over.
Sora almost fell he glared at Tidus What do you mean your first time seeing him room? Are you trying to sound all innocent so I don't suspect anything, I'm not that stupid. I saw you guys kissing each other practically eating each others faces off, he thought angrily.
Riku opened his door and walked in sitting on his desk he glances over Sora noticing the troubled look on Sora's face he wanted to ask what was wrong then it hit him he smirked remembering Tidus was here.
Sora discarded the bag pack from his back and sat down moving the chair a little away from Riku staring at the book not noticing Riku staring at him he let out another sigh rubbing his head slightly his throat ached.
Riku's eyes fell on Sora's eyes then tracing his features with his eyes following to his ears, since when did Sora have a piercing? he thought reaching to touch Sora's cheek then to his ear grabbing gently the black onyx cross studying it with interest.
Sora looked at Riku surprised his blood rushing to his cheeks, his heart began to beat against his chest dumbly staring at Riku "Wh-what are y-" his voice trailed off when Riku's eyes moved to his neck sliding across to the burn mark.
"A hickey" Riku's eyes shined staring at the red mark on Sora's neck it looked brutal was Sora into masochism but wait was Sora even that type of guy he thought in wonder.
"Th-that's mmm" Sora felt extremely shy his mouth grew dry he gripped onto his pants.
Tidus walked in frowning "Hey you guys forgot me!" Tidus whined.
Both Sora and Riku jerked away from each other awkwardly.
Riku looked over to Tidus "Why are you still here? I thought you left" he said coldly.
Tidus looked at Riku hurt "Aws come on Riku you don't mean that" he looked at Riku disappointingly as he began approaching them he looked over at Sora and placed his hand on Sora's forehead "You alright Sora your kinda warm." he said.
Sora moved Tidus hand away and began rummaging through his backpack "y-yea I'm alright uh R-Riku what are we re- reviewing t-today" he said taking out a sheet of paper as he bit his lip nervously.
Riku ignored Sora for a moment looking at Tidus "I guess I can't kick you out for the time being here take this and keep yourself occupied till I serve dinner which I do-..which will be ready in a bit" he said opening his drawer and taking out a silver psp he stands and hands it to Tidus.
Tidus eyes shimmers and nods obediently jumping on Riku's bed .
"SHOES! off !" he added as soon as he returned his attention to Sora.
"Oh alright" Tidus groaned then went to his psp with a grin on his face as he began exploring the contraption.
"Well start on History then we'll move onto math." he said as he began opening his book turning the pages he leaned back trying to get comfortable in his seat.
Sora looked over at Tidus in wonder then at Riku Weren't they going to make out or something Riku sure is bossy toward Tidus guess he has to be since Tidus acts so childishly, he thought losing focus Tidus is so lucky to be with such a great guy as Riku. he glumly sighed.
"Sora pay attention" he said strictly. as he moved the chair to make Sora's face forward to the desk Was Sora checking out Tidus?....nah Sora thinks that stuffs disgusting,he thought sadly he moved to the book.
Sora looked at Riku shyly "Um I forgot my pencil can I use yours?" he asked hoping Riku wouldn't get mad or anything. I mean he was already fashionably late and now he even forgot to pack his things since he was too distracted with making himself look attractive for Riku.
Riku nodded and handed his pencil over to Sora.
Sora takes the pencil."Thanks."
Over time they began to study. Riku keep asking Sora to see how much he was already knew he encourages Sora helping him solve a problem,and then corrected him when he was wrong and praising him when he was correct. "Ok Sora if you multiply by thirteen then subtract these fractions over here what would you do then?" he glanced over to Sora.
Sora placed the tip of his pencil close to his lips gently chewing it nervously thinking, scrunching his eyebrows together focusing on the problem that was given to him to answer .
Riku stared at Sora his eyes falling on Sora's soft lips, strawberries he could smell it from where he was sitting was it coming from Sora's lips he continued to stare as Sora's mouth bit the pencil nibbling on it his mouth slightly opened feeling aroused all of a sudden he gulped a little his pants began to have something poking out, he started to feel uncomfortable feeling his pants tighten from the erection that was confined in his pants.
"Riku?" Sora asked for the third time looking at Riku confused and annoyed What is he dazing off over Tidus or something? he thought.
"Oh uh what is it Sora?" Riku stammered quickly he ignored the need in his pants.
"I said that you simplify after you receive the answer" Sora said .
"Receive..uh ok." he looked away for a moment still lost in his own thoughts.
"Is it right or it wrong?" Sora asked impatiently looking at Riku.
"Huh? Oh the question what did you say again ?" he asked looking at Sora he flinched as he covered his crotch with his book. He avoided looking at Sora anymore why did he have to look so good today .
Sora groaned not wanting to repeat himself "You simplify after you receive the answer."
Tidus hoped off the bed and interrupted them both "I'm hungry lets eat yea Riku? I want to try whatever you made for us smelled really good." he says hungrily pulling on Riku's arm grinning at him.
Sora bit his lip annoyed by this.
Riku noticed this and smirked grabbing Tidus waist and pulling him close "Ok lets go eat." he stood up but quickly hid his groin with the text book hiding what was there.
Tidus grinned blushing slightly at this he nodded and grabbed Riku's hand pulling him out of the room leading him downstairs leaving Sora behind.
Sora was left all alone in shock, he stared at the floor completely sadden by this outcome I knew this would happen I should have gone home... Sora felt sudden dread fill his stomach began to ache was it because he was hungry? No he didn't even feel like eating everything he had planned had gone to ruin at that time he felt such hate and anger toward Riku but the worst part was that he was too cowardly to do anything about this.
Soon Sora washed his hands staring at the water as it dripped and splashed on his hands he began rubbing his hands washing them rubbing them gently he bit his lip as he heard Tidus tease Riku and Riku soon began laughing. his throat becoming dry and he let the water soak of the suds of the soap Sora closed his eyes trying to ignore and block out everything he then sat down taking his seat as he stared at the empty plate very hard to hold his tears back from emerging.
Riku stood up and picked up Sora's plate he smiled innocently at Sora walking over to the stove serving the pasta he made he placed it on the plate he walks over to Sora placing the plate down "It's hot be careful not to burn yourself oh and, Sora what would you like to drink?" he asked
Sora looked over at Riku pained by this he bit his lip sadly his eyes forming tears.
Riku staggered back a little "Uh?..are you?".
"w-water is fine..with a couple of ice cubes p-please.." he choked looking back blankly at his food as he lifted the fork poking the food .
Sora quickly looking away staring at his food sadly feeling hopeless and ugly for not even getting Riku's attention tears began emerging he rubbed it off and angrily held them back trying his hardest to hold them back he bit his lip once again trying to make it bleed so that if anyone noticed him crying, he would blame it on his lip Sora softly gasped at the sharp pain from his lip tasting the blood and strawberry flavored lip balm.
Riku handed Sora the cup of iced water when he dropped the cup and turned his attention on Sora .
"SORA! your bleeding! " Riku snatched a napkin rubbing it quickly noticing Sora emotionless face.
Sora stared at the plate his mind blank his eyesight going blurred he was so absorbed in nothingness to hear Riku.
Tidus runs over to Sora and grabs his shoulder shaking it gently "Sora? answer us Sora?" he asked worried.
Sora blinked and looked over at Riku staring at him looking at Riku with so much pain in his eyes he pushes Riku's hand away "I just noticed I'm late.." he says standing up the black eyeliner streaming down his cheek black tears dripped from his chin.
Riku looked at Sora with concern "Why are you crying Sora?"
Sora looks up at Riku "I'm not." he walks out the kitchen not bothering to wipe away the tears which he did not feel all he could feel was a sharp pain in his chest jabbing at him. He dashed out the door closing it behind him and began to run, run even though his lungs began to burn he didn't know where he was going he didn't know where to go he had no where else to go suddenly someone grabs Sora's wrist pulling him back.
Sora's face flushed "Riku?" he choked with a sense of hope.
Tidus looked at Sora with worry "Sora whats wrong? why are you crying ple-"
"DON'T!" Sora grits his teeth violently snatching his hand away from Tidus feeling dizzy feeling his adrenaline rush he stares angrily at the floor in dismay, Riku really doesn't give a shit about me huh he thought angrily balling his hands into fist .
"S-Sora?" Tidus asked confused he places a hand on Sora's shaking body "L-lets head back ok?" he says in a calming tone.
"I have to go..s-shouldn't keep my date waiting..." he says in a quivering voice slowly raising his head to face Tidus, tears still dripping from his blue eyes he smirked turning around and began to run again.
Tidus followed him not convinced by this grabbing his wrist once again, this time Sora glared at Tidus "Will you leave me alone! Don't follow me !" Sora pushed Tidus away angrily with full force making him jolt to the ground startled by this Tidus watched Sora wide eyed as he disappeared. Tidus stared at the floor confused and lost.
Sora gasped trying to stop crying but he couldn't he was unable to everything was overflowing he finally found an isolated spot and sat there crying to himself feeling lost unwanted feeling like scum.
A male with light pinkish red hair which was semi long hair and spiked at the tips his blue cerulean eyes emitting a mysterious glow he pushed the cigarette bud sizzling it on the wall and sits next to Sora his voice was deep his appearance seemed in the mid twenties he looked over at Sora with curious eyes .
"Why are you crying boy?" he asks cooing and as gentle as he can sound since his voice bellowed a husky manly voice every time he talked he sounded too serious or angry so he was told.
Sora slightly lifts his head and peeked at the man his eyes were all puffy and the tears were long ways from stopping, he glared at the man and cursed with all his might making it sound as vicious as possible "FUCK OFF!" he sobbed hiding his face again.
"Hmf names Marluxia." he pursued ignoring the boys threatening words.
Sora digged himself deeper not showing any attention from the other male.
Marluxia sighed and stood up picking up Sora violently and lifting his chin with a tight squeeze "black tears..?" he frowned.
Sora struggled and pulled away "DON'T TOUCH ME!" he snarled tears still overflowing.
Marluxia frowned and embraced Sora tightly "Your alone no one hears you, You can't talk to anyone afraid of their rejection toward you, feeling powerless scared to hurt anyone tired of lying and hiding away." he says rubbing Sora's hair caressing him gently but making sure to hit the nerves right where it effected the young boy more.
Sora whimpered sobbing feeling even worse he dropped to his knees his eyes overflowing with tears feeling so weak.
Marluxia crouched down feeling Sora cling to him Marluxia smirked glowering over Sora pleased, his blue cerulean eyes flashing as Sora clung to him ever so weakly.
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*Hm Marluxia don't make me regret that I choose you over Xemnas I'm going to have even a harder time writing this story. I am frowning right now well I'll make sure to keep it intact as much as I can oh thank you for reading. I really appreciate everyone who reads my sloppy work oh and please review.
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Chapter 7 BlAcK TeArS.
Now what? Now what do I do he's leaving how do I ?Do I distract him do I suggest something? If I stop him if I were to stop him right now would he suspect something?AH! what do I do ? I can't just walk over there when Tidus, Riku's boyfriend is heading over there if Tidus sees me he's gonna know I dressed up for him great just great. I have no idea what I can do if I don't go Riku is most likely to hear from Tidus that I had a date then Riku's gonna be pissed that I blew him off for a date which is of course not true. If I go Riku won't be mad but I'll never hear the end from Tidus about how I have the hots for his boyfriend...
Sora stood there and watched as Tidus disappears in the direction which Sora was going to take with a deep sigh he turned around and began walking with a huge feeling of dread and disappointment and guilt.
Tidus smiled as he skipped halfway to Riku's door with a huge grin on his face he quickly searches his pocket for a little black oval case he brought close to his face opening it and looking at himself making sure his hair was fixed and whatnot. He was tempted to turn back and follow Sora to see who the lucky person would be to have Sora try so hard to impress them with his new sexy charmed look.
Tidus turned around and began walking but he shook his head what was he doing he came to see Riku the most attractive male in the whole school he turned back to the door and licked his lips as he pressed the doorbell and waited patiently.
Riku placed his book down with a dry look on his face "finally", thought. as he walked over to open the door "What took you so long your late?" he looked at Tidus stunned by the sudden hug he got from Tidus he blinked.
"Really?! Wow I didn't know you were expecting nor waiting for me. " Tidus sniffs smelling a delicious aroma emitting from behind Riku "Wow you even cooked something for us wow that's so romantic Ri-ku" Tidus says cutely slowly saying Riku's name with a blush across his face smiling excitedly at Riku playfully.
Riku was about to pushed Tidus off annoyed, but stopped himself and instead pulled Tidus and glanced around remembering what Sora said to him he wanted to smear it in Sora's face of how disgusting and sick he was and Sora would be unable to do anything about it he looked around behind Tidus "Actually I was expecting S- " he stopt he didn't want Sora to hear him but to his disappointment he wasn't anywhere to be found, finally he asked "Where's Sora?" he asked his face disappointed immediately he released Tidus.
Tidus blinked "Sora? What do you mean? He had a date today why would he come here?" he asked suspiciously his mind started to fill itself with question Unless he had a date with Riku? NO WAY ! Tidus expression grew hard .
"A date ? You mean he blew me off for a date he had a a study session with me today that jerk" gripped his hands forming into fist after he cooked dinner and choose what pages to study in his subjects not only that writing notes for him and he went on a date! he gritted his teeth and he stared down at the floor, Fuck this I don't care anymore. I keep saying that I don't care but how many times have I said that to myself man it's like a mantra, he can get himself another tutor I'm not going to let this brat walk all over me.
"Yea he looked really hot Riku I was tempted to follow him and see who made him dress so sexy, man Riku you should have seen him " he said smiling suddenly Tidus begun daydreaming of Sora smiling blissfully at the thought of it as in filled his head.
Riku's eye twitched.
Tidus noticed Riku's upset look "Oh don't worry Riku your still sexier. It's just man Sora never looked so stunningly good. I still like you better." Tidus grinned as he lifted Riku's face his expression grew in concern "Riku whats wrong I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you."
Riku grabbed Tidus hand and gently moved away "Nothing got lost in thought." he said as he leaned against the door.
"So are you going to invite me in hmm? hmm? yesh?"he said smiling.
"No go home I'm in no mood today." he says dryly.
"What come on!?" he wailed sadly by this.
"I'm here sorry I'm late." said a voice behind Tidus.
Riku's eyes widen he moved to see who was behind Tidus to see for himself not believing if he heard correctly to see if his ears were deceiving him and there he was the young brunette standing right there looking completely attractive. Riku gulped a small blush crossing his cheeks he gaped at Sora shocked by his sudden appearance out of the blue.
Tidus looked at Sora confused "Sora? what are you doing here? What about your date?"
Sora bit his lip looking at the pavement that he stood on then hastily looked up at Tidus "Not yet after my tutoring. " he lied his expression turning sad he wanted so badly to run again away from Tidus and Riku who stood so close to each other it just caused him to feel depressed. Sora moved past Tidus "So can we start ?" he asked impatiently.
"Y-yea" Riku stuttered he closed his mouth gulping he couldn't help but gaze at Sora,Not only did Sora look amazing his outfit just made him want to strip him off and make out with him passionately pulling his tie closer toward and against his body undoing his pants more and running his hands through that soft skin softly marking love bites everywhere he can licking ,kissing sucking every- "Riku!?"
Riku shook his head blinking snapping out of it he stared dumbly at Sora "Huh?"
Sora glared at Riku "Can we hurry this up?" he said in a rush.
Tidus pouted but looked over at Sora and couldn't blame Riku for the way he was acting Sora was beautiful right now he even moved aside to make room for Sora gazing onto him with a lust.
"Yea come in sorry" Riku regained himself trying to keep his cool this wasn't like him he walked inside trying to ignore what he had thought this was Sora the guy who called him disgusting and nasty and even dared to arrive late at their session, he moved to the stairs and stopped mid way looking back at Sora.
Sora walked in following Riku his face filled with regret and sorrow he sighed as he followed Riku.
Tidus closed the door and followed along with a grin across his face "Yay! we get to see Riku's room!" he cheered running behind Sora and bumped into Sora and almost made him fall over.
Sora almost fell he glared at Tidus What do you mean your first time seeing him room? Are you trying to sound all innocent so I don't suspect anything, I'm not that stupid. I saw you guys kissing each other practically eating each others faces off, he thought angrily.
Riku opened his door and walked in sitting on his desk he glances over Sora noticing the troubled look on Sora's face he wanted to ask what was wrong then it hit him he smirked remembering Tidus was here.
Sora discarded the bag pack from his back and sat down moving the chair a little away from Riku staring at the book not noticing Riku staring at him he let out another sigh rubbing his head slightly his throat ached.
Riku's eyes fell on Sora's eyes then tracing his features with his eyes following to his ears, since when did Sora have a piercing? he thought reaching to touch Sora's cheek then to his ear grabbing gently the black onyx cross studying it with interest.
Sora looked at Riku surprised his blood rushing to his cheeks, his heart began to beat against his chest dumbly staring at Riku "Wh-what are y-" his voice trailed off when Riku's eyes moved to his neck sliding across to the burn mark.
"A hickey" Riku's eyes shined staring at the red mark on Sora's neck it looked brutal was Sora into masochism but wait was Sora even that type of guy he thought in wonder.
"Th-that's mmm" Sora felt extremely shy his mouth grew dry he gripped onto his pants.
Tidus walked in frowning "Hey you guys forgot me!" Tidus whined.
Both Sora and Riku jerked away from each other awkwardly.
Riku looked over to Tidus "Why are you still here? I thought you left" he said coldly.
Tidus looked at Riku hurt "Aws come on Riku you don't mean that" he looked at Riku disappointingly as he began approaching them he looked over at Sora and placed his hand on Sora's forehead "You alright Sora your kinda warm." he said.
Sora moved Tidus hand away and began rummaging through his backpack "y-yea I'm alright uh R-Riku what are we re- reviewing t-today" he said taking out a sheet of paper as he bit his lip nervously.
Riku ignored Sora for a moment looking at Tidus "I guess I can't kick you out for the time being here take this and keep yourself occupied till I serve dinner which I do-..which will be ready in a bit" he said opening his drawer and taking out a silver psp he stands and hands it to Tidus.
Tidus eyes shimmers and nods obediently jumping on Riku's bed .
"SHOES! off !" he added as soon as he returned his attention to Sora.
"Oh alright" Tidus groaned then went to his psp with a grin on his face as he began exploring the contraption.
"Well start on History then we'll move onto math." he said as he began opening his book turning the pages he leaned back trying to get comfortable in his seat.
Sora looked over at Tidus in wonder then at Riku Weren't they going to make out or something Riku sure is bossy toward Tidus guess he has to be since Tidus acts so childishly, he thought losing focus Tidus is so lucky to be with such a great guy as Riku. he glumly sighed.
"Sora pay attention" he said strictly. as he moved the chair to make Sora's face forward to the desk Was Sora checking out Tidus?....nah Sora thinks that stuffs disgusting,he thought sadly he moved to the book.
Sora looked at Riku shyly "Um I forgot my pencil can I use yours?" he asked hoping Riku wouldn't get mad or anything. I mean he was already fashionably late and now he even forgot to pack his things since he was too distracted with making himself look attractive for Riku.
Riku nodded and handed his pencil over to Sora.
Sora takes the pencil."Thanks."
Over time they began to study. Riku keep asking Sora to see how much he was already knew he encourages Sora helping him solve a problem,and then corrected him when he was wrong and praising him when he was correct. "Ok Sora if you multiply by thirteen then subtract these fractions over here what would you do then?" he glanced over to Sora.
Sora placed the tip of his pencil close to his lips gently chewing it nervously thinking, scrunching his eyebrows together focusing on the problem that was given to him to answer .
Riku stared at Sora his eyes falling on Sora's soft lips, strawberries he could smell it from where he was sitting was it coming from Sora's lips he continued to stare as Sora's mouth bit the pencil nibbling on it his mouth slightly opened feeling aroused all of a sudden he gulped a little his pants began to have something poking out, he started to feel uncomfortable feeling his pants tighten from the erection that was confined in his pants.
"Riku?" Sora asked for the third time looking at Riku confused and annoyed What is he dazing off over Tidus or something? he thought.
"Oh uh what is it Sora?" Riku stammered quickly he ignored the need in his pants.
"I said that you simplify after you receive the answer" Sora said .
"Receive..uh ok." he looked away for a moment still lost in his own thoughts.
"Is it right or it wrong?" Sora asked impatiently looking at Riku.
"Huh? Oh the question what did you say again ?" he asked looking at Sora he flinched as he covered his crotch with his book. He avoided looking at Sora anymore why did he have to look so good today .
Sora groaned not wanting to repeat himself "You simplify after you receive the answer."
Tidus hoped off the bed and interrupted them both "I'm hungry lets eat yea Riku? I want to try whatever you made for us smelled really good." he says hungrily pulling on Riku's arm grinning at him.
Sora bit his lip annoyed by this.
Riku noticed this and smirked grabbing Tidus waist and pulling him close "Ok lets go eat." he stood up but quickly hid his groin with the text book hiding what was there.
Tidus grinned blushing slightly at this he nodded and grabbed Riku's hand pulling him out of the room leading him downstairs leaving Sora behind.
Sora was left all alone in shock, he stared at the floor completely sadden by this outcome I knew this would happen I should have gone home... Sora felt sudden dread fill his stomach began to ache was it because he was hungry? No he didn't even feel like eating everything he had planned had gone to ruin at that time he felt such hate and anger toward Riku but the worst part was that he was too cowardly to do anything about this.
Soon Sora washed his hands staring at the water as it dripped and splashed on his hands he began rubbing his hands washing them rubbing them gently he bit his lip as he heard Tidus tease Riku and Riku soon began laughing. his throat becoming dry and he let the water soak of the suds of the soap Sora closed his eyes trying to ignore and block out everything he then sat down taking his seat as he stared at the empty plate very hard to hold his tears back from emerging.
Riku stood up and picked up Sora's plate he smiled innocently at Sora walking over to the stove serving the pasta he made he placed it on the plate he walks over to Sora placing the plate down "It's hot be careful not to burn yourself oh and, Sora what would you like to drink?" he asked
Sora looked over at Riku pained by this he bit his lip sadly his eyes forming tears.
Riku staggered back a little "Uh?..are you?".
"w-water is fine..with a couple of ice cubes p-please.." he choked looking back blankly at his food as he lifted the fork poking the food .
Sora quickly looking away staring at his food sadly feeling hopeless and ugly for not even getting Riku's attention tears began emerging he rubbed it off and angrily held them back trying his hardest to hold them back he bit his lip once again trying to make it bleed so that if anyone noticed him crying, he would blame it on his lip Sora softly gasped at the sharp pain from his lip tasting the blood and strawberry flavored lip balm.
Riku handed Sora the cup of iced water when he dropped the cup and turned his attention on Sora .
"SORA! your bleeding! " Riku snatched a napkin rubbing it quickly noticing Sora emotionless face.
Sora stared at the plate his mind blank his eyesight going blurred he was so absorbed in nothingness to hear Riku.
Tidus runs over to Sora and grabs his shoulder shaking it gently "Sora? answer us Sora?" he asked worried.
Sora blinked and looked over at Riku staring at him looking at Riku with so much pain in his eyes he pushes Riku's hand away "I just noticed I'm late.." he says standing up the black eyeliner streaming down his cheek black tears dripped from his chin.
Riku looked at Sora with concern "Why are you crying Sora?"
Sora looks up at Riku "I'm not." he walks out the kitchen not bothering to wipe away the tears which he did not feel all he could feel was a sharp pain in his chest jabbing at him. He dashed out the door closing it behind him and began to run, run even though his lungs began to burn he didn't know where he was going he didn't know where to go he had no where else to go suddenly someone grabs Sora's wrist pulling him back.
Sora's face flushed "Riku?" he choked with a sense of hope.
Tidus looked at Sora with worry "Sora whats wrong? why are you crying ple-"
"DON'T!" Sora grits his teeth violently snatching his hand away from Tidus feeling dizzy feeling his adrenaline rush he stares angrily at the floor in dismay, Riku really doesn't give a shit about me huh he thought angrily balling his hands into fist .
"S-Sora?" Tidus asked confused he places a hand on Sora's shaking body "L-lets head back ok?" he says in a calming tone.
"I have to go..s-shouldn't keep my date waiting..." he says in a quivering voice slowly raising his head to face Tidus, tears still dripping from his blue eyes he smirked turning around and began to run again.
Tidus followed him not convinced by this grabbing his wrist once again, this time Sora glared at Tidus "Will you leave me alone! Don't follow me !" Sora pushed Tidus away angrily with full force making him jolt to the ground startled by this Tidus watched Sora wide eyed as he disappeared. Tidus stared at the floor confused and lost.
Sora gasped trying to stop crying but he couldn't he was unable to everything was overflowing he finally found an isolated spot and sat there crying to himself feeling lost unwanted feeling like scum.
A male with light pinkish red hair which was semi long hair and spiked at the tips his blue cerulean eyes emitting a mysterious glow he pushed the cigarette bud sizzling it on the wall and sits next to Sora his voice was deep his appearance seemed in the mid twenties he looked over at Sora with curious eyes .
"Why are you crying boy?" he asks cooing and as gentle as he can sound since his voice bellowed a husky manly voice every time he talked he sounded too serious or angry so he was told.
Sora slightly lifts his head and peeked at the man his eyes were all puffy and the tears were long ways from stopping, he glared at the man and cursed with all his might making it sound as vicious as possible "FUCK OFF!" he sobbed hiding his face again.
"Hmf names Marluxia." he pursued ignoring the boys threatening words.
Sora digged himself deeper not showing any attention from the other male.
Marluxia sighed and stood up picking up Sora violently and lifting his chin with a tight squeeze "black tears..?" he frowned.
Sora struggled and pulled away "DON'T TOUCH ME!" he snarled tears still overflowing.
Marluxia frowned and embraced Sora tightly "Your alone no one hears you, You can't talk to anyone afraid of their rejection toward you, feeling powerless scared to hurt anyone tired of lying and hiding away." he says rubbing Sora's hair caressing him gently but making sure to hit the nerves right where it effected the young boy more.
Sora whimpered sobbing feeling even worse he dropped to his knees his eyes overflowing with tears feeling so weak.
Marluxia crouched down feeling Sora cling to him Marluxia smirked glowering over Sora pleased, his blue cerulean eyes flashing as Sora clung to him ever so weakly.
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*Hm Marluxia don't make me regret that I choose you over Xemnas I'm going to have even a harder time writing this story. I am frowning right now well I'll make sure to keep it intact as much as I can oh thank you for reading. I really appreciate everyone who reads my sloppy work oh and please review.