Role Playing Fan Fiction ❯ Sweet Curiousity ❯ InTeNtiOnS ( Chapter 10 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
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Chapter 10 InTeNtIoNs.
I don't know what worse Sora lying to me and insulting me or seeing him be taken from me by that stupid cocky looking magenta haired freak whatever the hell his hair color is. I'm just so lost so pissed. I don't even want to tutor him anymore this is too much for me. Wait why should I care who he dates. I'm obviously not liked by him whatsoever. I stayed up looking for him Why am I always worrying for him this pisses me off. I don't care anymore AH how many times must I repeat myself this is getting downright pathetic. That's it I don't care tomorrow. I'm talking to Sephiroth and breaking all ties that makes me see him. I want to strike him down so bad but I also want to kis- What the fuck is wrong with me that's it I HATE YOU SORA I'M NOT GONNA FALL FOR YOU AGAIN! YOUR LIES AND TRICKS AGAIN I'M DONE!
Riku arrived to his house completely ticked inserted his key and then opening the door. He was about to walk in when Tidus grabbed him from behind wrapping his arms around Riku's waist. Riku couldn't feel Tidus heartbeat beating rapidly against his back."T-Tidus?" he said slowly turning his head back to look at him.
"Riku I-I like you." Tidus says as he clenched tighter onto Riku.
"Uh I like you too." Riku says blinking unsurprised by this.
"Not like that Riku I like you like you, I want you to give me a chance..."
"....?" Riku silently stared at the crevice of his door. A chance? what?
"Go out with me Riku." Tidus finally said as he hugged Riku tighter feeling extremely nervous and anxious to hear his answer.
Riku grabbed Tidus hands pulling away from his grasp as he turns to face Tidus scanning Tidus face as he nervously looked at him. Not knowing what to say he took a step back keeping eyes on Tidus "G-go out..?" not really wanting to believe what Tidus had asked him.
Tidus smiled innocently shaking his head up and down slowly his eyes beginning to water he stared at Riku pleasingly making himself look keen.
Riku stared at Tidus then he looked away to stare at the landscape of the sky "I guess it wouldn't hurt to give you a shot bu-"
Tidus grinned and jumped into Riku's arms hugging him tightly twisting his head into Riku chest "You won't be disappointed. I'll make it worth your time. I will hehe you have no idea how happy I am ah Riku Riku Riku! " he laughed nervously a small blush spread across his face feeling relived.YAY! He said yes he said yes! He actually said yes!
Riku stumbled to the floor hitting his head on the door then the floor he groaned. Tidus was too happy to noticed that they fell he layed on top of Riku grinning and yammering on about what he was planing and whatever else. Riku lifted his head looking at Tidus annoyed " Tidus." he moaned painfully "Get off will you and help me up?" Tidus just continued talking not hearing what Riku had asked. "TIDUS!" he yelled to get his attention finally.
Tidus eyes widen as he sat up looking around "How'd we get on the floor Riku?" he asked looking around surprised.
Riku sat up looking at Tidus grimly "You launched yourself onto me and we both fell." he said accusingly.
Tidus deeply blushed embarrassed by this "ah oh s-sorry about that..sexy." he smiled as he scratched his head with glee.
Sexy?Riku looked oddly at Tidus and gets up helping Tidus also "Anyways back to what I was saying until someone tackled me to the floor." he said as he began to rub his head feeling the throb of pain continue.
"Sorries." Tidus smiles cutely at Riku.
"Let me think about it first ok?" he said as he was returning back in his house not waiting for Tidus reply.
"Think?" Tidus followed behind Riku putting his hands behind his back."I guess it's much better than a straight-up no." he says smiling sadly understanding what he was referring to.
Riku stopped turning around to face Tidus "Look today I - I want to be alone so if you would allow me to my own business. I have a lot of errands to attend to." he said protesting.
Tidus made a face and sighed silently to himself "Oh um. Ok that's fine Riku well how about afterwards? Or maybe. I can be of help to you?" he offered as he walked a little deeper in the house.
"No not today. I have to finish this on my own and I also have homework to finish after." he proclaimed as he walked forward pushing Tidus out. Stopping him from coming in his house any futher.
Tidus finally gave up and left "Fine I'll go, oh and Riku."
Riku looks up.
"I'll miss you." he says tippy toeing as he kissed Riku on the lips . Tidus let's out a giggle before running off.
Riku watches Tidus disappear off he then closes the door leaning his back against the door as he touches his lips in wonder. Even after all that...I can only think of Sora saying that to me and kissing me...Riku angrily shuts his eyes exhaling with frustration. Sora why Am I , even thinking about you at a time like this. Riku punches the wall bruising his knuckles. Your this wall Sora. I swear I'll Punch you if you come across me. I hate you. Riku makes his way to his room and sits on his chair grabbing a pencil.
Riku began stabbing an eraser with it he then raised it to his lips as he began looking through his textbook the pencil's tip smelled of strawberries his nose flared and he removed it from his lips. Studying the pencil carefully angrily remembering that Sora had used that pencil and his smell was left all over the tip of the pencil. He glared at the pencil it suddenly slipped from his grasp and fell under his desk he sluggishly stuck his head under and grabbed the pencil he noticed a red backpack pulling it out and placing it on his desk.
To his luck he slouched his shoulders down annoyingly staring at the backpack. Shit. This back pack is Sora's great just fucking great. He yanked the backpack and placed it on his bed ignoring it he went back to his textbook concentrating.
~Sora's House~
Sora went straight to bed pulling the covers's over his head crying to himself he couldn't take it no more he just wanted die. He just wanted to disappear from the world. He didn't want to see anyone, he didn't want to talk to anybody. He just wanted to crawl under a rock and be forgotten that he ever existed in such a life.
Marluxia sat next to the crying Sora smiling to himself "Sora your wasting time, You shouldn't cry over a prick like him come on you have me. " he says leaning forward to where Sora's ear should be since his whole body was covered by the blanket.
Roxas had left the two of them alone but was outside of Sora's room he wanted to be with Sora comforting him telling him everything would be ok but Marluxia insisted to let him take care of it.Why does Sora care so much about what Riku exactly happened between them anyways and this Marluxia guy is getting on my nerves. Where did Sora meet a guy like him?! I mean he's a looker yea but ugh...I never knew Sora liked guys...hmm not like it matter's I love Axel and would gladly admit it to anyone...so then what is Sora?...What about Kairi?
"Leave me alone go home! You don't understand what ..I'm going t-through!!" he sobbed.
Marluxia frowned and forced himself into the covers going under were Sora was, he started to get on top of him as he raised his head to stare at him face to face holding both wrist tightly gazing at him. "I do Sora. I really do, you feel rejected as if your breaking slowly and painfully remembering every word that escaped his luscious pinkish lips it makes your head throb you can't face him you don't know how your supposed to talk to him. How you can get him to understand. What your feeling and Why you did, what you did." he says staring intensely at Sora.
Sora gasped every word that Marluxia said was being shoved in his face against his will whether he wanted to listen or not even held tightly so that he would not escape or run from the truth that he spoke of. He stared back at the piercing eyes which read through his thoughts and feelings so severely and easily Sora whimpered tears dripping down his eyes as he stared helplessly at Marluxia. Why? Why are you still here I push you away and you come back why are you trying so hard to help me?! "WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO THEN!? TELL ME! IF YOU KNOW SO MUCH IF YOU UNDERSTAND ME SO WELL IF YOU JUST WONT LEAVE THEN tell...me." he whined feeling the urge to hug Marluxia, the urge to be loved to be held onto so tightly to be helped by Riku, Riku..please..Riku...dont shun me away understand me LISTEN TO ME! Sora wailed in pain.
Marluxia withheld his laugh he had to or his plan would go to ruin. Why is he making it so easy, so easy or maybe I'm just to experienced with this kind of thing man I'm so happy I took those psychology and acting classes in college. He gasped a little taking a deep breath since, he was holding himself from laughing it took some of his breathing energy away. "For one cry, cry yourself till you have no more tears to shed. Let it all out Sora it's ok." his hands release his grip on his wrist now rubbing them gently calming his tone of voice soothing his words.
Sora stared up Marluxia he immediately feeling the throbbing pain rise up again forcing him to cry. He couldn't help it anymore. He shut his eyes and hugged Marluxia tightly clenching onto him. Crying loudly feeling incredibly worthless as he dug his face deeply into Marluxia's chest sniffling to himself in grief.
Marluxia smiled at this and slowly moved his hand around Sora's shoulder holding him with one hand while the other fondling his soft brunette hair he moved his face close to Sora's head smelling his nice scent that filled his nostrils. Thats right cling to me as if you need me. Rely on me as if I were to help you put all your faith into me...Sora.

...?Ok not what I expected but ok anyways I'm going to be in my thinking mode for a bit cause It took a different turn from what I was expecting and again thank you for your reviews and I apologies for my grammar errors I'm truly sorry.