Role Playing Fan Fiction ❯ Sweet Curiousity ❯ SeLfIsH ( Chapter 14 )
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By: XxNiGhTxX 
Riku's choice.
Miscellaneous: Role Playing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 10.16.2009 | Updated On: 11.18.2009 | Pages: 1 | Words: 2.2K | Visits: 135 | Status: Completed
Riku's choice.
Miscellaneous: Role Playing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 10.16.2009 | Updated On: 11.18.2009 | Pages: 1 | Words: 2.2K | Visits: 135 | Status: Completed
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Chapter 14 SeLfIsH
I-I don't know what's going how I ended up here, Why I had to fall for such a low trick that Seifer cooked up for me. I seriously was close to my death there until for no apparent reason he shows up Riku... Riku the one I lied to, the one I had insulted so badly, the one I had caused so much abhor toward me...But I can truly say this no matter how selfish this sounds. I'm really relieved and happy...
I didn't understand why or how? It made him want to help me it was too much, too much to take at once what I was feeling at this very moment was pure bliss. Right when I saw light, right when I regained some off my conscious and saw his face I knew, I knew that I wouldn't be able to hold back anymore. I told him; I loved him I did but my voice was all raspy and all that came out were groans of pain and coughs from straining my hurt throat but I didn't care how much it hurt I honesty can tell you this now.
If I were to die now. I would not care because Riku, Riku had saved me from there...
Sora slammed his chin against the pavement making him bite his lip which was a very unpleasant and painful experience, Sora groaned as he struggled to get up What happen? Sora painfully lifted himself his tongue throbbing in pain, he ignored it and focused on searching for Riku "Riku..?" he croaked in question. He rubbed his throat painfully scanning around until his eyes feel to the floor to were Riku layed pinned to the floor by a huge concrete mass of cement his eyes widen as he ran toward Riku.
"Riku!" he yelled frantically feeling the need to cry this was to much to bear he felt like looking away but his eyes stayed glued on Riku and the blood seeping through the concrete seeping, so much blood. "RIKU!" he yelled his burning throat stinging his vocal chords.
A hand smacked into Sora's mouth covering anymore of his shouting that was about to come out from Sora's lips, the hand began trembling, some wet warm liquid wetten Sora's lips "Your too loud. I'm r-right here will you not y-yell.." he says faintly staring at Sora as he grunted painfully smiling weakly.
Sora stared wide eyed his eyes falls on Riku's hands his eyes grow wet. I can taste his blood..
Riku's hand flays downward dropping to the floor, he clenched his hand into a fist. Pulling himself forward or at least struggling, he budged a little and tiredly gasped with frustration he sighed looking drained at Sora.
Sora couldn't help but begin to cry his tears stream down as he clasped onto Riku's hand holding it tightly What do I do? ...I'm to weak I can't help Riku he got me this far. He helped me but, how do I get Riku out of this ...
Riku looked at Sora surprised "Sora.." he gasped feeling the heat build up. He's crying..?
Sora looked at Riku helplessly his eyes full of sadness.
Riku smiled at Sora rubbing the tears away with his hand shaking "I'm alright S-Sora look listen stop crying. I want you to go ok? yo-"
"NO! I WON'T LEAVE WITHOUT YOU RIKU I-I WONT! " he yelled clenching onto Riku's hand tightly hugging it with all the his might as if he were to lose him if he were to let go his body trembled.
"Sora if you don't go we'll both die!" he said growing impatient and beginning to pull away from Sora but, Sora wouldn't let go off him. What is he doing? What happened to the selfish him...he must be scared that's it.
"I-I don't care. I rather die than l-leave you here." he sobbed.
"Your lying! Your just scared!" Riku says pulling his hand away but, Sora wouldn't budge.
"NO THAT'S NOT TRU-" Riku covered Sora's mouth .
Riku made an effort to pull himself out again he managed to pull his lower top out tiredly resting his head on Sora lap breathing exhaustively as he gasps for air. He stared at the sky endlessly desperately wanting to breath that fresh air. "Fine...I don't want die knowing that I caused your death." he gruffed. I'm to tired to argue..
Sora smiled slightly and nodded at him. "Here I'll help y-you. " he said feeling his body beginning to tense up he pulled Riku's hand tugging on it .
Riku sighed and finally managed to get out, his stomach had a huge gash on it blood trickled down. Riku almost fell but Sora caught him quickly regardless, Riku's weight for Sora was too much for him to keep him up. So he lost his balance falling down, which caused his body to flinch from the pain on his back and chest but it probably couldn't compare to the pain Riku was feeling.
Riku groaned and began coughing, he quickly moved away from Sora coughing up blood he let out a groan as he tastes his blood. Ugh...I seriously feel out of it...I don't think, I can get out of here...I feel so sick...
Sora placed a hand on Riku's back. "Riku are you alright?" he mumbled his body beginning to fail him.
"Yeah never felt this great Sora..." he said sarcastically wiping the blood from his chin.
Marluxia frowned, the bathroom was out of order. Did he go to a different bathroom then? Marluxia walked back and patted a blonde haired girl with a weird hair style "Uh excuse me."
The girl turned around with a smug annoyed look. " What the hell do yo- Marluxia?" she gaped at him oddly, her drink drops falling to the ground and some of it's contents spilling on Marluxia's shoes.
Marluxia took a step back. "Hey be careful with tha-" Marluxia gulped and quickly turned around. "Wrong person sorry," he quickly walked off, when a hand grasped his tie quickly pulling him back violently.
"What the hell are you doing here? Were you too stupid that they had to transfer you all the way to high school again Marluxia?" she says carelessly pulling his tie closer toward her not bothering to worry if he was in pain or not.
Marluxia snatched the tie away from her " Your as rude and blunt as ever Larxene." he fixes his tie patting it and rubbing the wrinkles away from what Larxene had caused.
"Hmp. Don't change the talk. What are you really doing here?" she questioned as she stared at him suspiciously.
"I'm here with my boyfriend now, if you'd excuse me. I have no time right now for you." he walks off only to be pulled back once again, he threw a glare at Larxene.
"Who's your boyfriend?" she asked scanning around seeing who has caught Marluxia's interest now.
Marluxia grabbed his tie. "Why are you so nosy ?" Larxene tried to hit Marluxia but Marluxia dodged quickly. "You are at times, you know. " he smiled. Must I run into her at a time like this?
"Hmp if he's your boyfriend then where is he? Did he run away from you?" she snapped..
Marluxia rolled his eyes."No he went to the restroom but the ones over there are out of order and there only seemed to be one restroom in that building." he turns his head towards Larxene. "You wouldn't happen to know? Where the other restrooms are located at would you ?" he asked.
Larxene nodded and pointed toward the burning building. "Yea but you better hope, he's not in there no more or man is he burning now." she slightly laughed at Marluxia's priceless expression.
Marluxia face went pale. "I haven't even, I'm not even done with him...SORA!" he runs toward to burning building.
"Marluxia! Where are you going? You can't go in there stupid !" she yelled.
Marluxia picked up pace but the buildings entrance was blocked off. Marluxia tried running through."Let me in!" he yelled frantically.
"What are you doing son you trying to get yourself killed?" said the bulky man .
"My boyfriends in there! If you wont let me through then go save him and I'll stop ok just GET HIM OUT!" he snarled angrily glaring at the two males blocking the entrance.
The other male laughed. "He's long gone now no way in or out. " he lets out a high pitched laugh.
Marluxia was about to hit him when his partner smacked the guy hard across the head."Look we have help on the way ignore him ok? We can't let you through it's too dangerous in there the building is beginning to collapse I know how you feel but you must be patient did you look around for him ?"
Marluxia frowned. "He went to the restroom. I haven't seen him since then. " he says in a low ticked of tone he was glad that the other male understood him but he just couldn't stay there and do nothing.
"I'm sure...helps on the way son." he said trying to calm Marluxia.
Two males barged through the building causing the previous two males to fall to the ground. One of them was badly wounded while the other wore no shirt. Marluxia tried to see who they were.
Demyx coughed. "Man it's hot in there " he said taking a breather.
Zexion looked at Demyx dizzily holding onto him."unnn.."
Demyx forced a smile "Least we made it out."
Marluxia saw the ones who were protecting the entrance help out the two wounded males, he quickly dashed in the building without being seen and began searching. He wasn't able to see much of anything clearly, still he yelled for Sora; no response. He ran through the halls and in the classroom searching for Sora until he made his way to the second floor.
Riku felt his vision grow a blur he rubbed his head it was getting to hard to breath. Riku swayed to the wall and slided down feeling so dizzy. "Sora.." he says weakly his hands pulling Sora forward .
Sora began shaking his head he didn't want to hear it "No Riku we have to go, you can still make it we..c-can still.." he fell to his knee's in front of Riku hugging him tears rolling down his cheek as he held onto him tightly.
Riku groaned in pain hissing through his lips "Ow..Sora..listen.." he said feeling immense pain throbbing in his chest.
Sora sobbed feeling such a strong jab at his heart not wanting this to be true he refused to accept this. "No your coming. I'll get you out. I w-will Riku..I promise.." he began pulling Riku.
Riku smacked Sora's hands "Stop! ...y-your such a liar Sora ...haha...look at you, you could barely stand what makes you think I will..." his voice trailed off he dropped his head back breathing heavily gasping for air Ah...It's hurts wow, I could have never imagine dying like this...I cant. I have no energy to move, I have no energy to talk god it hurts so much too breath Sora must feel like this too...
"RIKU!" he screeched his voice losing sound but still he forced himself to talk. "Riku please don't..don't d-d-die ple-" he gaped at Riku.
Riku placed a hand on Sora's lip shushing and he shook his head effortlessly losing conscious slowly his head begun to ache. Riku pulled Sora's head to his chest and held him protectively his heart slowly losing its beat while Sora's thumped nervously at this.
"R-Riku..?" he gasped.
Riku smiled weakly staring at Sora's blue eyes his icy blue turqouise eyes slowly losing vision. "shhhh...." he whispered to Sora embracing him holding onto him tightly and not letting go. I don't care anymore if you were too afraid to leave, but if your willing to...die with me at least..at least. I wont die alone...I know that's selfish but...I don't care Sora if it's with you I don't care...
Riku kissed the top of Sora's forehead softly before shutting his eyes.
Goodnight Sora....
Hmm the end . How was it did you enjoy it they finally realize how they felt for each other Marluxia lost while Riku won Man I bet you guys would be ticked off if this was the end huh? Well I'm almost done with the upcoming chapter to be honest I thought this story would only be 10 chapters but boy was I wrong downright wrong anyways thank you for the reviews I really appreciate it Anthony man I'm happy your reading this hehe and Bunniez-r-luv, bored spitless, shaysterr, Mentally Obvious, and all of you thx for reading.
Chapter 14 SeLfIsH
I-I don't know what's going how I ended up here, Why I had to fall for such a low trick that Seifer cooked up for me. I seriously was close to my death there until for no apparent reason he shows up Riku... Riku the one I lied to, the one I had insulted so badly, the one I had caused so much abhor toward me...But I can truly say this no matter how selfish this sounds. I'm really relieved and happy...
I didn't understand why or how? It made him want to help me it was too much, too much to take at once what I was feeling at this very moment was pure bliss. Right when I saw light, right when I regained some off my conscious and saw his face I knew, I knew that I wouldn't be able to hold back anymore. I told him; I loved him I did but my voice was all raspy and all that came out were groans of pain and coughs from straining my hurt throat but I didn't care how much it hurt I honesty can tell you this now.
If I were to die now. I would not care because Riku, Riku had saved me from there...
Sora slammed his chin against the pavement making him bite his lip which was a very unpleasant and painful experience, Sora groaned as he struggled to get up What happen? Sora painfully lifted himself his tongue throbbing in pain, he ignored it and focused on searching for Riku "Riku..?" he croaked in question. He rubbed his throat painfully scanning around until his eyes feel to the floor to were Riku layed pinned to the floor by a huge concrete mass of cement his eyes widen as he ran toward Riku.
"Riku!" he yelled frantically feeling the need to cry this was to much to bear he felt like looking away but his eyes stayed glued on Riku and the blood seeping through the concrete seeping, so much blood. "RIKU!" he yelled his burning throat stinging his vocal chords.
A hand smacked into Sora's mouth covering anymore of his shouting that was about to come out from Sora's lips, the hand began trembling, some wet warm liquid wetten Sora's lips "Your too loud. I'm r-right here will you not y-yell.." he says faintly staring at Sora as he grunted painfully smiling weakly.
Sora stared wide eyed his eyes falls on Riku's hands his eyes grow wet. I can taste his blood..
Riku's hand flays downward dropping to the floor, he clenched his hand into a fist. Pulling himself forward or at least struggling, he budged a little and tiredly gasped with frustration he sighed looking drained at Sora.
Sora couldn't help but begin to cry his tears stream down as he clasped onto Riku's hand holding it tightly What do I do? ...I'm to weak I can't help Riku he got me this far. He helped me but, how do I get Riku out of this ...
Riku looked at Sora surprised "Sora.." he gasped feeling the heat build up. He's crying..?
Sora looked at Riku helplessly his eyes full of sadness.
Riku smiled at Sora rubbing the tears away with his hand shaking "I'm alright S-Sora look listen stop crying. I want you to go ok? yo-"
"NO! I WON'T LEAVE WITHOUT YOU RIKU I-I WONT! " he yelled clenching onto Riku's hand tightly hugging it with all the his might as if he were to lose him if he were to let go his body trembled.
"Sora if you don't go we'll both die!" he said growing impatient and beginning to pull away from Sora but, Sora wouldn't let go off him. What is he doing? What happened to the selfish him...he must be scared that's it.
"I-I don't care. I rather die than l-leave you here." he sobbed.
"Your lying! Your just scared!" Riku says pulling his hand away but, Sora wouldn't budge.
"NO THAT'S NOT TRU-" Riku covered Sora's mouth .
Riku made an effort to pull himself out again he managed to pull his lower top out tiredly resting his head on Sora lap breathing exhaustively as he gasps for air. He stared at the sky endlessly desperately wanting to breath that fresh air. "Fine...I don't want die knowing that I caused your death." he gruffed. I'm to tired to argue..
Sora smiled slightly and nodded at him. "Here I'll help y-you. " he said feeling his body beginning to tense up he pulled Riku's hand tugging on it .
Riku sighed and finally managed to get out, his stomach had a huge gash on it blood trickled down. Riku almost fell but Sora caught him quickly regardless, Riku's weight for Sora was too much for him to keep him up. So he lost his balance falling down, which caused his body to flinch from the pain on his back and chest but it probably couldn't compare to the pain Riku was feeling.
Riku groaned and began coughing, he quickly moved away from Sora coughing up blood he let out a groan as he tastes his blood. Ugh...I seriously feel out of it...I don't think, I can get out of here...I feel so sick...
Sora placed a hand on Riku's back. "Riku are you alright?" he mumbled his body beginning to fail him.
"Yeah never felt this great Sora..." he said sarcastically wiping the blood from his chin.
Marluxia frowned, the bathroom was out of order. Did he go to a different bathroom then? Marluxia walked back and patted a blonde haired girl with a weird hair style "Uh excuse me."
The girl turned around with a smug annoyed look. " What the hell do yo- Marluxia?" she gaped at him oddly, her drink drops falling to the ground and some of it's contents spilling on Marluxia's shoes.
Marluxia took a step back. "Hey be careful with tha-" Marluxia gulped and quickly turned around. "Wrong person sorry," he quickly walked off, when a hand grasped his tie quickly pulling him back violently.
"What the hell are you doing here? Were you too stupid that they had to transfer you all the way to high school again Marluxia?" she says carelessly pulling his tie closer toward her not bothering to worry if he was in pain or not.
Marluxia snatched the tie away from her " Your as rude and blunt as ever Larxene." he fixes his tie patting it and rubbing the wrinkles away from what Larxene had caused.
"Hmp. Don't change the talk. What are you really doing here?" she questioned as she stared at him suspiciously.
"I'm here with my boyfriend now, if you'd excuse me. I have no time right now for you." he walks off only to be pulled back once again, he threw a glare at Larxene.
"Who's your boyfriend?" she asked scanning around seeing who has caught Marluxia's interest now.
Marluxia grabbed his tie. "Why are you so nosy ?" Larxene tried to hit Marluxia but Marluxia dodged quickly. "You are at times, you know. " he smiled. Must I run into her at a time like this?
"Hmp if he's your boyfriend then where is he? Did he run away from you?" she snapped..
Marluxia rolled his eyes."No he went to the restroom but the ones over there are out of order and there only seemed to be one restroom in that building." he turns his head towards Larxene. "You wouldn't happen to know? Where the other restrooms are located at would you ?" he asked.
Larxene nodded and pointed toward the burning building. "Yea but you better hope, he's not in there no more or man is he burning now." she slightly laughed at Marluxia's priceless expression.
Marluxia face went pale. "I haven't even, I'm not even done with him...SORA!" he runs toward to burning building.
"Marluxia! Where are you going? You can't go in there stupid !" she yelled.
Marluxia picked up pace but the buildings entrance was blocked off. Marluxia tried running through."Let me in!" he yelled frantically.
"What are you doing son you trying to get yourself killed?" said the bulky man .
"My boyfriends in there! If you wont let me through then go save him and I'll stop ok just GET HIM OUT!" he snarled angrily glaring at the two males blocking the entrance.
The other male laughed. "He's long gone now no way in or out. " he lets out a high pitched laugh.
Marluxia was about to hit him when his partner smacked the guy hard across the head."Look we have help on the way ignore him ok? We can't let you through it's too dangerous in there the building is beginning to collapse I know how you feel but you must be patient did you look around for him ?"
Marluxia frowned. "He went to the restroom. I haven't seen him since then. " he says in a low ticked of tone he was glad that the other male understood him but he just couldn't stay there and do nothing.
"I'm sure...helps on the way son." he said trying to calm Marluxia.
Two males barged through the building causing the previous two males to fall to the ground. One of them was badly wounded while the other wore no shirt. Marluxia tried to see who they were.
Demyx coughed. "Man it's hot in there " he said taking a breather.
Zexion looked at Demyx dizzily holding onto him."unnn.."
Demyx forced a smile "Least we made it out."
Marluxia saw the ones who were protecting the entrance help out the two wounded males, he quickly dashed in the building without being seen and began searching. He wasn't able to see much of anything clearly, still he yelled for Sora; no response. He ran through the halls and in the classroom searching for Sora until he made his way to the second floor.
Riku felt his vision grow a blur he rubbed his head it was getting to hard to breath. Riku swayed to the wall and slided down feeling so dizzy. "Sora.." he says weakly his hands pulling Sora forward .
Sora began shaking his head he didn't want to hear it "No Riku we have to go, you can still make it we..c-can still.." he fell to his knee's in front of Riku hugging him tears rolling down his cheek as he held onto him tightly.
Riku groaned in pain hissing through his lips "Ow..Sora..listen.." he said feeling immense pain throbbing in his chest.
Sora sobbed feeling such a strong jab at his heart not wanting this to be true he refused to accept this. "No your coming. I'll get you out. I w-will Riku..I promise.." he began pulling Riku.
Riku smacked Sora's hands "Stop! ...y-your such a liar Sora ...haha...look at you, you could barely stand what makes you think I will..." his voice trailed off he dropped his head back breathing heavily gasping for air Ah...It's hurts wow, I could have never imagine dying like this...I cant. I have no energy to move, I have no energy to talk god it hurts so much too breath Sora must feel like this too...
"RIKU!" he screeched his voice losing sound but still he forced himself to talk. "Riku please don't..don't d-d-die ple-" he gaped at Riku.
Riku placed a hand on Sora's lip shushing and he shook his head effortlessly losing conscious slowly his head begun to ache. Riku pulled Sora's head to his chest and held him protectively his heart slowly losing its beat while Sora's thumped nervously at this.
"R-Riku..?" he gasped.
Riku smiled weakly staring at Sora's blue eyes his icy blue turqouise eyes slowly losing vision. "shhhh...." he whispered to Sora embracing him holding onto him tightly and not letting go. I don't care anymore if you were too afraid to leave, but if your willing to...die with me at least..at least. I wont die alone...I know that's selfish but...I don't care Sora if it's with you I don't care...
Riku kissed the top of Sora's forehead softly before shutting his eyes.
Goodnight Sora....
Hmm the end . How was it did you enjoy it they finally realize how they felt for each other Marluxia lost while Riku won Man I bet you guys would be ticked off if this was the end huh? Well I'm almost done with the upcoming chapter to be honest I thought this story would only be 10 chapters but boy was I wrong downright wrong anyways thank you for the reviews I really appreciate it Anthony man I'm happy your reading this hehe and Bunniez-r-luv, bored spitless, shaysterr, Mentally Obvious, and all of you thx for reading.