Role Playing Fan Fiction ❯ Sweet Curiousity ❯ BLiNd ( Chapter 18 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Disclaimer:Kingdom Hearts or the characters do not belong to me simply was written for oneself satisfaction and others. Please enjoy. Riku's sad recovery.
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Chapter 18 BLiNd
3 days before...Sora's kidnapping.
I finally woke up feeling groggy, my side was quite sore. I opened my eyes but quickly closed them. I was feeling extremely tired and so weak like as if a vampire came in and drained me from my blood not a nice feeling I had. Not only that my bones ache, my head felt foggy and was I hungry. Everything that happen seemed unreal. I really was expecting to wake up in my room and being glad that I was just dreaming, but no I was here in a hospital . Where's Sora? I couldn't think of anyone, but Sora. Was he safe?
Riku stood quickly ignoring the sharp ache that seemed to stab at his side flinching. He opened his eyes looking around but everything was black, he couldn't see anything. He shook his head, breathing heavily not believing what was going on he panic rubbing his eyes again no light just darkness nothing, but absolute abyss. Riku tired to talk. My voice, my sight what's the hells going on! Riku grabbed his head breathing heavily.
Zexion looked up from his book and grabbed Riku's shoulder holding onto it. "Riku calm down." he says calmly.
Axel stands up from his seat hurrying over to Riku quickly. "Stay with me man." he says soothingly trying to relax the silver-haired male.
Riku frowns feeling the bandages covering his eyes. "SORA!" he yelled feeling scared, he started to shake uncontrollably pushing the helping hands away violently. The burning in his throat stung, but he did not care he tried to take the bandages from his eyes off, but Axel held both his wrist down. "He's not here Riku. Calm down pull yourself together!"
Zexion looked at Riku rubbing his back.
Calm down! CALM DOWN !?I can barely speak not only that I can't see shit! Calm down you got to be fucking me! I have to take these bandages off. I can't be blind, I can't! I just can't the bandages...the bandages yes that's it their the ones making me see nothing but darkness, their the ones that are blocking my sight, they have to be, they just have to be! Riku tried breaking free from Axel, but couldn't he was too drained, too tired. "L-Let go!" he gasped.
Axel shook his head. "NO Riku. Not till you fucking calm down. I know it's hard ok? Just try, please you have to or else the paramedics will come in and put you to sleep like last time. Please I don't want to see them come in again." he said worriedly.
Riku couldn't stop shaking. "LET GO!" he coughed afterwards not being able to relax. What does he mean like last time! I just woke up!
Axel sighs. "Riku, I can't do that till you settle yourself down!" he says trying to make it clear to him so that he may understand.
Riku finally gave in though he felt extremely frustrated and unable to relax whatsoever, he breathed heavily his heart was pounding against his chest repeatedly slowly. Riku tried to not cause a scene he managed to relax his muscles. Why is all this happening to me...
Axel held onto Riku's wrist. "Ok.." he said slowly rubbing his wrist carefully studying Riku's movements.
"Happen...what's...wrong..wit..me..?" he choked trying to form words but were barely clearly understandable.
Axel looked down at Riku's wrist and stayed quiet for a bit trying to figure out how to say what he was going to say, nervously looking at Zexion trying to seek for help.
Zexion frowned. " Riku...your.. the doctors are going to fix your eyes ok?..." he says as convincing as he could.
Riku began shaking he moved his head toward Zexion his mouth slightly opening as his lower lip trembled. He didn't know what to say his mind stoped, he felt like crying, but couldn't. He swallowed his mouth beginning to go dry, he breathed heavily as he began to shake his head slowly. I'm, I'm, I'm fucking blind... Riku laughed a little feeling dizzy, feeling lost.
Axel was going to hug Riku, but Zexion beat him to it. All he did was stare. "Riku don't worry your eyes, they'll get fixed soon. I promise. My pops works here he's calling for the best doctor located in Twilight Town he will be here within a week he's one of the best." Axel says with a sad smile.
Zexion held onto Riku beginning to feel the need to cry for him, but instead he held them in he couldn't cause Riku anymore trouble than he already had on his shoulders.
Riku stayed silent not moving but shaking as he stood there lifeless wordless too stricken with shock, his heart began to beat at his chest violently. What if...I can't see ever again..I could speak...barely but see...What if the Doctor can't fix my eyes then what? Huh! I'll be blind forever surrounded by nothing, but darkness.
Riku pulled away full force and fell back against the pillow not saying anything.
Axel was about to grab Riku's hands to stop him but realized that Riku was just only resting and of course, too shocked to respond which just sadden Axel. "Riku.." he stared sadly at Riku before staring at at the floor trying to figure out what to say. I'm sorry.
2 days later~
Riku frowned at the spoon that was nudging him for entrance. "I'm not hungry right now. " he fussed as he frowned. It's been two days since I recovered and Sora recovered five days ago...Why hasn't he come to see how I'm doing! Heartless brat. I saved his life...and he doesn't even care; would it kill him to come see me...?
Tidus looked at Riku disappointed. "Come on Riku you need to get better if your weak for your operation, it will only cause you and the surgeons trouble." he protested pushing the spoon against Riku's mouth again.
"Has Sora check- augh! " Riku coughes as some of the soup slips down the wrong pipe hole.
Tidus laughed. "haha" he laughed.
Riku wiped his mouth. "WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM!" he snarled angrily he would glare if he could but instead he turns toward the laughter angrily coughing a bit. I want to strangle him!
"A joke, A joke well you wouldn't eat so you gave me no choice." Tidus begins to collect himself slowly trying not to go overboard.
Riku angrily turns away from Tidus. "Has Sora tried seeing me whatsoever? I mean at all?" he said again his voice sounding desperate.
Tidus moved uncomfortably in his chair getting a little angry. Every time I come, he always asks about Sora, Sora this, Sora that, augh it's annoying. I know he saved Sora's life and all but Sora doesn't even like him. Not only that Zexion been coming around more often lately he should really screw off. Riku's mine well not yet but he will. "No he hasn't Riku." he tries to sound as calm as possible.
"Oh..." Riku's voice drone out as his lips curved upside down sadly. You would think after that little event of him holding onto to me so tightly he would...come...Who am I kidding? He's probably with his boyfriend celebrating having fun that he's lived through that fire... Riku rests himself down. I feel stupid for caring.
Tidus places the bowl of soup down on the table near Riku's bed. "Um Riku.." I probably shouldn't bring this up, but I better better or else Zexion might take Riku from me.
Riku let's out a sigh. "What do you want Tidus? I already told you, I don't want to eat right now. I'll eat later for now." he fumed.
"It's not that, I just, I hope, I'm not um well bugging or anything it's just um I-I wanted to..." Tidus began to to fiddle with his shirt nervously as he begun to blush glancing around nervously.
Riku turned to face Tidus as he decided to sit up moving his hair from his face not that it mattered since, he couldn't see whatsoever but it still felt in the way. "Bugging me?" When don't you huh? " What is it you wanted to say Tidus?"
"I wanted t-to know if you wer-" Tidus stops when his eyes widen in frustration.
Zexion came in and glared at Tidus, he quickly practically skips towards Riku and sits on the bed hugging Riku from behind. "How are you feeling today Riku?" he asks cheerfully as he threw Tidus a disgusted look.
Riku jumps a little startled by Zexion. "Ah..Zexion is that you?" he asked his voice sounding off keyed. He gulped feeling the air growing heavy around him. Just what I need two crushes in the same room, Wow. Thanks just what I needed to feel much better.
"Zexion get off OF HIM! Can't you see, he's bruised have you no manners!" Tidus skewed.
Zexion loosened his grip. "I'm not hurting him. Huh Riku, I'm not?" he smiled. Rubbing his cheek against Riku's affectionately.
Riku rubbed his head and grabbed Zexion hand gently pulling him off. "No actually your not at all Zexion, but I would rather not be hugged right now." he says coldly pulling away. Why me? I'm flattered. I mean Zexion, Ahh I can't not till, I get Sora out of my mind. I just feel like, I'm cheating on him for some weird reason it's, I can't.
Tidus smirked at Zexion and made a childish face as he stretched his eyes and mouth at him grinning revealing his teeth.
Zexion shot up the middle finger flashing him quickly then giving Riku some space. "If you insist then." he says disappointingly.
Tidus angrily pushed Zexion off the bed making him fall a loud yelp was heard.
Riku turned to where Zexion was sitting "Zexion? are..you ok?" he asked. What now?
Zexion angrily jumped over the bed tackling Tidus to the ground beginning to pulls his hair angrily. "Why you little snot-nosed brat HOW DARE YOU! Push me off!" he snarled angrily.
Tidus let out a sharp cry. "OW. YOU BOOK NERD!" he yelled in pain. "You feel on your OWN DUMMY!" he shot back. Kicking Zexion in the stomach trying to pry him off.
Riku rubbed his head. "You guys, would you cut it out?" he says.
Zexion fell back and rubbed his stomach. "You almost kicked me there! In my groin! AT LEAST I'M NOT STUPID!" he counters viciously as he pinched Tidus nose hard.
Tidus tried kicking, ignoring Zexion insults this time aiming for his groin. "WELL I WONT MISS! THIS TIME THEN!" he tried kicking closer. I hate him so much AGH! I want to kill him.
"IF YOU TWO CAN'T BEHAVE GET OUT!" Riku shouted annoyed losing his patience he cleared his throat a little though it ached.
Tidus and Zexion stared at Riku surprised they slowly began getting up from the floor.
"If you insist Riku my sincere apologies." Zexion says sitting on the table close to Riku.
"But.." Tidus sat down on his chair angrily glaring at Zexion.
1 day later~
Again three day's now. Why am I even counting? I don't care. I always say that, but this is just stupid here, I am always waiting and for who? For someone who's not ever going to show, someone who has a boyfriend...
Riku sighed to himself pouting .
"What's wrong Riku? You sure been sighing allot why don't ya try cheering up? I know that the whole blind business got you all rattled up and stuff but the surgeon will have your operation ready this upcoming Saturday. Riku it will be a success I can feel it." Axel says.
The nurse walks in with a cup and some pills. "Time for your prescription," the nurse walks next to Riku handing him a cup off water and a couple of pills. Staring at him admiring the silver-haired male.
"Has Sora came in at all or by? " he asked the nurse.
"Oh no, no one by that name showed up today, but a bunch of female and male students came by and dropped by get-well cards, sweets, and flowers," she smiled.
"Did you take their names? Are you sure none of them were Sora?" he asked.
"I did but no Sora." she said in a sad tone knowing how Riku really wanted to see this certain person, looking over to the red-haired male. "Axel make sure he takes his medication." she says smiling at the red head. There both so beautiful everyone of their friends, their all so beautiful.
Axel nods. "Sure babe don't worry about it got it memorized," he grinned at his favorite catch phrase as he flashed his emerald green eyes at her making the nurse blush, he smiled at the results.
The nurse nodded as she walked out and almost running into the wall she quickly left stumbling out of the door.
Axel let out a laugh.
"What's so funny?.." asked Riku.
"Nothing Riku tell me something you got a thing for Sora or something?" he smirked at Riku's reaction when his lip twitched. "Am I right?" he slurred scooting his seat closer to Riku.
Riku felt his heart skipped a beat. "I well I do...actually I do." he says not believing himself for actually admitting that.
"Really? Well want me to make him come along here for you Riku? Yeah?"
"N-No. I don't want to see him, sides he's probably too busy with that pink haired freak to actually come here to see me." he says sadly.
"Who cares it's not like ya got nothing on that Marluxia guy or anything, and it's too late. I told him to come by today that Sora he's real piece of work. Riku, I wouldn't blame ya if ya layed eyes on that." he smiled.
Riku froze gulping down hard, a blush spreading across his face. "Does this mean you like Sora too?" he asked sounding defensive.
Axel laughed softly. "No I have Roxas member? But I wouldn't mind having a threesome with me him and Roxas." Ah a threesome. I really want one, What I would give for that to happen.
Roxas looks up at the sky a frown spreading across his face. "I don't know why but I'm going to have to hit Axel when I see him," he says to himself .
"A threesome? " he repeats annoyed.
Axel patted Riku's shoulder. "Hey if he all of sudden became yours. I would not not touch him. Your my best friend Riku. I would not lay a hand on him, keep that in mind."
"You better not." he gruffed.
Axel laughed "Ya gonna try snatching him then?" he grinned at this.
"No...He hates me. I know this Axel, he wont show today. He hasn't the past couple of days ok? He made it clear to me that I sicken him already no use trying. Sides to take him: if he doesn't even like me." he says with a hopeless frown on his face.
"Did you even ask him if he likes you? You sound too sure of yourself, Don't think just take action already tell him how you feel make sure you show him that or prove yourself that you want him Riku."
"I-I don't know..." Riku sighs.
"I'll help you out ok?" Axel smiles softly to himself.
~Unknown area~
"Wake up already!" Seifer smacks Sora's face.
Sora coughed straining his eyes feeling pain all over, he groaned a little trying to move his hands but they were tied down."Ugh..." he breathes tiredly it was getting hard to breath. He gulped and noticed a tight lose around his neck. "Seifer...untie me...you.." he gasped, not finishing the sentence.
Seifer stood up looking down at Sora with a menacing look on his face. "Like I would do what a fag tells me to do." he bent back down pulling on Sora's hair lifting his head upright as he stared at Sora's neck. "If you were a girl man would I love to do so many things to you Sora." he rubs Sora's neck slowly enjoying the feel on his finger tips.
Sora stares at Seifer glaring at him furiously biting his lip. "FUCK YOU!" Sora snarled as he tried to break lose.
Seifer glared back at Sora and grabbed his hair violently pulling him for a kiss pressing his lips against his.
Sora eye's widen in confusion angrily trying to pull away not knowing what else to do, but the more he tried to pull away the more he was forced against Seifer's lips, which were unavoidable.
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Finally done with this chapter...sorry if I took forever but I just had barely anytime with the whole people's I know in life keeping me distracted friends, Zack too haha kidding Zack is awesome anyways next chapter...will maybe take awhile for me to write AH! I finally got Kingdom Hearts Chain of Memories for the PS2 yes! That might distract me too...but aside from that thanks for reading and please do review