Role Playing Fan Fiction ❯ Sweet Curiousity ❯ PaNiC ( Chapter 31 )

Disclaimer: Please enjoy. This in no way shape or form is related to Kingdom Hearts or any other related story lines merchandise or otherwise. I'm simply writing a yaoi fanfic about Sora and Riku that in no way is related to or has anything to do with Kingdom Hearts or Disney Corporation. Any characters having similar name or otherwise should not be confused with any existing characters from any Kingdom Hearts franchise or Disney corporation. Oh and computer fixed so yay! Finally, now I can continue and not go to the library and write at a slow pace. :/ Please enjoy.

 

Chapter 31. PaNiC

 

I looked up and stopped hugging my knees. What was I doing? I can't be sitting here moping and being depressed. I've been through worse. Riku would be fine how bad could it be? EMERGENCY that's how bad it is! What if Riku…. No I can't think that way I have to be strong for Riku. I can't always be little sobby poor pathetic weak Sora. I have to be someone who he can count on someone strong. Got to get it together calm down and be strong if not for me then for Riku.

 

Sora opened his eyes as soon as he saw the hospital in view he jumped out of the car not bothering to wait for Axel to park. Sora rolled on the floor landing hard. The car screeched stopping. Sora sat up and ran into the hospital a couple of people gasped at Sora's sudden action that made him look like a stunt man out of an action movie.

 

Roxas yelled out after Sora worriedly he was about to get out of the car to chase after him but Axel holds him back. “Let go Sora might be hurt!” Roxas yells loudly at Axel annoyed.

 

“He's fine…I gotta give that brother of yours props jumping out of my car like that at the speed that I'm going. Either Sora is a crazy devil or he must really care about Riku…makes me a little jealous that someone could care that way about Riku.” Axel turns the wheel to the right to park the car it made a loud screech as he turned.

 

“What's that suppose to mean!” Roxas angrily yells at Axel annoyed getting ready to strike Axel.

 

Axel shields himself from any abuse that Roxas may inflict on him, laughing to himself at how cutely Roxas reacted. “I was teasing Roxas.” Axel glances over at Roxas who had his hands covering his pretty little face from Axel as if to be crying “Ah! Roxas I was joking I was um please don't c-cry.” Axel face softens he begins placing a hand gently on Roxas shoulder...

 

Roxas uncovers his face and sticks out his tongue at Axel. “Don't touch me.” Roxas steps out of the car with an evil smirk.

 

Axel mouth fell into a gape he blinked a couple of times trying to understand and comprehend what just had happen to him. He shook his head and hurried over to the other side. “I really thought you were crying.” Axel frowned.

 

Roxas stuck out his tongue “Over you? Yeah right I was just teasing.” He smiled coldly.

 

Axel picks up Roxas and cuddles him and Roxas begins yelling and cursing at Axel saying things like he wasn't in the mood or what not. Axel tightens his hug tighter and laughed. “Aw you love me and you know it.”

 

Sora dashed without getting a visiting pass the receptionist yelled after him but Sora ignored the lady's cries for him to come back instead of waiting for the elevator he ran up the stairs to the fourth floor his lungs stung and burned but Sora did not care he was going to get to Riku regardless off how much pain or exhaustion he was feeling, when he got to the top he breathed heavily trying to get to Riku's room he caught the handle tiredly. Riku…I'm here…He opened the door and his face went blank.

 

The room laid empty it was cleaned up. There was no sign of life anywhere empty, like Riku had never been there. Sora hurried over to the door to double cheek if he was in the right room it even said on the side of the door `Riku Eclipse' it read. Sora didn't understand or he didn't want to understand what was going on he didn't want to start to think was he dreaming?

 

A nurse came up and looked at Sora oddly, then starts removing Riku's name from the tablet on the wall.

 

“W-Wait what are you doing?” Sora said walking toward the nurse frantically his voice sounding breathless.

 

The nurse looks at Sora as she begins walking away but stops and looks behind her shoulder “I'm removing his name. Mr. Eclipse has checked out this evening. Now if you'll excuse me young sir, I'm rather busy today.” She smiled kindly and hurried off.

 

Sora eyes widen his knees gave out as if all life and strength was emptied and sucked right out of him, he didn't know what to do or what to think. Checked out? As in passed on? Died? What do you mean checked out?! Sora's head dropped he stared intently at his knees at the floor a couple of tears rolled down is cheek he didn't know what to do. Riku's gone?

 

“Sora? Hey Sora what's going on? Why are you on the floor?” Roxas crouches down trying to get Sora to stand up. “Sora! What's gotten into you get up!” Roxas says impatiently. Over of matter of seconds Roxas face grows worried with concern.

 

“Riku…” Sora mumbles under his breath.

 

“Yeah he checked out so let's get going. We came what we came for let's go already Sora.” Roxas says troubled.

 

Sora stands up and yanks his hand away violently glaring at Roxas. “What do you mean let's go? Riku passed away and all you can say is let's go!?” Sora balled his hands into fists getting ready to strike his brother as he pushes Roxas against the wall. Riku's gone and all he can say let's go? What is wrong with him…?

 

“Riku didn't pass away.” Roxas looks at Sora oddly.

 

Sora stared at Roxas confused. “H-He didn't?”

 

Axel walked toward Sora and Roxas “Whoa, What's going on here Roxas and Sora? Wow man that is hot so Sora you finally came to your senses that you want your brother? But surely I'm absolutely sure Roxas wouldn't leave his boyfriend out of any of the fun.” Axel says moving in closer and placing a hand on Roxas shoulder.

 

Roxas brushes Axel's hand away turning his back on him. “No way! Sora's mine and mine only and I want to be alone with him whether you like it or not.” Roxas nuzzles his nose against Sora's cheek and plants a kiss on Sora's lips.

 

Sora covers his mouth surprised by the sudden reaction. He blushes backing away. “Roxas!” Sora almost ends up tripping on his own two feet from the sudden action.

 

Axel gapes at Sora and Roxas his cheeks turning a light pink.

 

“Axel what's the hold up? Seriously I want to get out of this depression of a white building.” The male walks as he places his hand on the wall heading over and crashes into Sora.

 

“How can you tell Riku? If you can't see whatsoever in your state, without anyone having to tell you.” Roxas replies rolling his eyes.

 

Sora groans and looks over at what had crashed into him. What's that alluring smell?

 

Riku gets up sitting on Sora. He leans forward closing in on Sora catching a whiz of whomever it was that he had landed on he gets closer to try and identify. Sora?

 

“Gah! Riku? What? How? When um I ah…?” Sora's face reddened turning a deep red. He began feeling very drained and overwhelmed by the smell and having Riku on him it was heaven he could die right now and it would not matter he would be super happy. Sora ends up falling back down.

 

Riku gets up picking up Sora, Not a surprise that he is so light. He stares at Sora who rested in his broad arms.

 

“Sora!” Roxas hurries over to Sora leaving Axel hanging. He looks at Riku oddly “What you do this time Riku?” Roxas frowned troubled.

 

Riku ignores Roxas “Can we go Axel? Regardless of me not able to see I can still smell the weird disinfectant smell that the hospital holds and it's not any better with my ability to smell enabling me to have that sense stronger than my other senses.” Riku wiggled his nose as if it was itchy.

 

Axel nodded. “You've been a real priss lately Riku. Keep it up and I won't say yeah all of the time for you.” Axel headed over to Riku with a sneer.

 

“I'm blind so I'm allowed to be whinny and be treated like a prince or else the one looking bad would be you Axel and not me.” Riku smirked handing Sora to Axel.

 

Axel picks up Sora and rolls his eyes and flips off Riku. “I don't mind looking bad as long as someone can't see.” He swings his finger back and forth in front of Riku's face. Axel shivers from Roxas glare that was like a strong stab in the back. “Aw come on Blondie you can't expect Mr. defenseless blind bat over here to carry Sora back to the car.” Axel pouted.

 

Roxas closed his eyes and began walking toward the elevator. “Yeah your right you didn't have to look eager to carry him either. Oh by the way Riku?” his eye goes to the corner of his eye looking straight at Riku.

 

Riku turns his head to face Roxas confused.

 

Roxas grabs Riku's hand. “Axel just flipped you off and here let me help you to the car hold my hand ok and stand really close to me the doctor said to be very cautious with you.” Roxas smiles coldly at Axel and pulls Riku rapidly to the elevator.

 

Riku tilted his head confused. Is Roxas mad at Axel? I hate it when they drag me into their little fights. Riku let out a tired sigh. As long as I get home and away from here I'm content.

 

Axel frowns and hurries after Roxas but the elevator closes on Axel's face practically shutting on his nose he shakes his head rolling his eyes. As if I would be jealous over Riku.

 

~????~

 

Sora manages to regain himself he sits up rubbing his head which was sore from landing on his head. He glances around noticing that he was not at the hospital anymore he freezes as he see's who laid next to him he was naked, he covered himself quickly with the blanket that was laid out in front of him. What's going on? Why is Roxas next to me?! WHY AM I NAKED! Sora blushes deeply.

 

Roxas opens one eye and smirks. “Hey you're finally awake. Sleepyhead.” Roxas smiles moving closer to Sora and wraps an arm around Sora's waist pulling him closer and quickly plants a kiss on Sora's lips. “I had fun last night big brother.” His lips curve into a devious grin.

 

Sora mouth gapes open “WHAT?!” he backs away but ends up getting pulled closer. Aw…he's naked... gross.

 

“What's wrong Sora? You don't like me anymore?” Roxas pouts.

 

Sora backs away and bumps into another body. Hesitating he turns to look behind him and sees Axel. Sora gapes at Axel his face filled with shock. “Wha?”

 

Axel quickly grabs Sora's hands and ties them behind his back. “What do you mean what? Sora you wanted this remember? You're the one who asked for this.” Axel spreads his grin in a chesire cat way his emerald eyes flashing with excitement and ambition.

 

Roxas leans forward and begins kissing Sora's neck and trailing down as he goes lower every time. “Ready for round two? Marluxia wanted to join he'll be here any minute now.”

 

Sora begins to feel dizzy and yells out. “NO!” Sora ends up waking up as he grabs someone clutching to their back. He gapes at the persons back and his eyes searches around the room it wasn't his usual room he was elsewhere but where?

 

Riku throws a pillow at Sora. “Will you shut up! I'm trying to get some rest. The beds at the hospital are quite stiff so I haven't been able to sleep well. So go to sleep and ask me tomorrow.” Riku says turning his back to Sora as he heads back to sleep.

 

Sora's jaw opens wide he looks under the blankets quickly he was wearing clothes he let out a sigh of relief and lays his head on the pillow and closes his eyes until seconds later he gets up blushing brightly not being able to relax.

 

Riku groans “What now? You had a nightmare? You're supposed to be watching me not me watching you, would you go to sleep? I'm trying to get some rest if your not tired then get the hell out of my room so I can sleep.” Riku says trying to go to bed.

 

“Wait what's going? Why am I here?! I thought you died! ” Sora says loudly not being able to comprehend what was happening, his mind was foggy. He throws the pillow back at Riku feeling tears swell up from anger and sadness mixed into one.

 

Riku rubs his head. “Well I'm here aren't I? Now will you let me sleep you damn brat. You have no idea being in the hospital surrounded by that disinfected smell and stiffs beds. I'm tired goodnight.” Riku pulls the blanket over his head leaving Sora cold and uncovered.

 

Sora blinked a couple of times. Trying to comprehend exactly what was going on “B-But What?”

 

Riku exhaled loudly seeing how Sora wouldn't let the subject die down quietly to let him rest. Riku turned to face Sora. “Sora?” Riku begins to say as gently as possible.

 

Sora shivers a bit at the breeze that entered through the window “Mmm? What?” he looks at Riku confused.

 

“Sora why do you think you're here? Also before you answer would you consider looking at my face hmm? A pair of blindfolds I'm sure you know why they are there right?” Riku shifted uncomfterbly tiredly letting out a small yawn.

 

Sora frowned for awhile staring at Riku's angelic face wanting to yell at him but decided to calm himself down and refrain from arguing with Riku. “Well you obviously need help since you can't see…which makes no sense cause…w-when you saved me back then in the fire…you were injured badly… in other parts of your body not your eyes…I really though we were going to die back there especially you Riku…I thought I was going to lose you…I felt so hopeless…b-but at that moment…I didn't care if I was going to die…because I wouldn't die alone…I would have died with you not alone or without you but with me…it made me really ha-“

 

Sora's eyes widen as his mouth was struck with Riku's fingers making him stop talking. “Rmnikuh?”

 

“Don't say that…Don't say that you would be happy…If you died…Even if it was with me…I'd never be happy if you died…When your dead you become nothing…You can't smile…you can't laugh…you can't feel…you can't do anything. I would never forgive myself if you died Sora…” Riku says caressing Sora's cheek his voice sounding very sad.

 

Sora's eyes widen his face becoming red with unexplained happiness. “Riku…I'm sorry…”

 

“For what? What are you apologizing for now? Never expect you apologizing to someone like me…” Riku removed his hand letting out a semi long sigh.

 

“Well…I have a lot to apologize for…like your eyes I'm sorry, if it wasn't for me none of this… “

 

“Would you stop it's not your fault maybe the injuries, the worry over you, the insults, oh and the lack of sleep that also you may apologize f-“

 

“Fine whatever I'm not sorry!” Sora says turning his back angrily at Riku. Here I'm apologizing to him and all he can do is insult me and. “I'm not sorry at all that your bli…” Sora's voice trailed of not finishing his sentence.

 

“For that matter you didn't cause anything. The dumb hospital made a mistake…gave me the wrong operation thinking I was crazy enough to donate one of my cornea to a child heck too late now to get it back. I'm not about to go back to a poor child who used to be blind and be like `Hey kid give me my eye back'…while my other eye it's as if they did it on purpose like purposely blinding me by tearing a bit of tissue in my eye…It's, I don't know odd. Like someone planned it…” Riku says bothered by the feeling he shivered thinking about it.

 

Sora eyes widen turning back to face Riku trying to figure out what to say. “B-But you helped out a kid and you can see in a couple of day's right? It all turned out alright right Riku?”

 

Riku stayed silent. “More like a few weeks still…and…What if it didn't? I just hate it this feeling that I get every time I think about it as if someone purposely did it to hurt me…to physically blind me…its bothersome…”

 

Sora scooted closer. “But your fine, you shouldn't think so much or even negative Riku, that won't get you anywhere…” Sora smiled reassuringly regardless of Riku not being able to see him.

 

“I know…still it's not always good to be so careless better cautious than nothing. Your right I am thinking too much but still it won't hurt to be cautious.” Riku rubbed Sora's head then pinched his cheek before bringing his hand back and smiled to himself.

 

“Owch.” Sora laughed rubbing his cheek. “Still besides being too careful or not why am I in your bed?” Sora asked half smiling.

 

Riku breathed softly gently.

 

“Riku?” Sora blinked as he noticed that Riku had fallen asleep on him. Sora let out a smile and rested his head on the pillow and whispered to himself “Since you feel asleep and can't hear…Riku you have no idea how happy I am it feels like a dream almost but it makes me happy that you would rely yourself to me ask for my help and no one else…it makes me feel like I'm not so worthless…”

 

Riku murmured under his breath “Your not…”

 

 

Hows that for closeness and more SoraxRiku other than booring drama huh? I like making things complicated in stories hehe its fun. I'm sry. I've taken forever to write. I do have my laptop fixed now but I've been troubled with storylines and how to do this and that also I have finally gotten myself a job so I may be busy but! BUT! I will do my best to write faster. Being a Go player, artist, gamer, worker, college student, and a teen is not as easy o.o and my grammar is so horrible and I'm in college sad? Isn't it? Well don't wry. I will start to attend an English class and get better at me grammar. ^^ thanks for reading and review if u can. Till next time I will try writing faster. >.>