Romance Fan Fiction ❯ Love for a Vampire. ❯ Lost and found ( Chapter 8 )

" Well, hey little brother!" Kiagen smiled brighten at Alexander. " How is my little brother?"
" I am good, and you?" Alexander hugged his brother, and looked totally happy.
" I'm beat from the trip. Running from Japan to here is not all that fun," He laughed, and Alexander chuckled.
" You always were the type to always take the hard way," He looked at me. " Kiagen, this is my boyfriend, Jacoby."
Kiagen looked at me, and I looked at him. When our eyes met images flooded into my head, play backs of my life, horrifying images. I just stared at Kiagen, unable to look away, not noticing that I was starting to shake or I had stopped breathing. Yet I did noticed that Kiagen's smile had faded from his face.
My lips quivered, trying to form words, but my breath would come out. It was caught in my throat, no way of releasing it in. I didn't know what Kiagen was doing to me, and I couldn't think, I couldn't breathe. I was getting really dizzy. That's when images of Alexander and I making love made it's way into my head. Then suddenly I found my voice.
" GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!" I shouted at him, holding my head, doubled over.
" What'd you do to him, Kiagen!" Alexander growled at him, he was at my side, trying to calm me down. I didn't know if he was there the hold time. " I thought you'd never do that to someone again. Do you realize that it hurts them?"
" I was curious, Alexander," Kiagen said in a sorry tone. " I wanted to see what he was like."
" Then ask question, don't make him relive he fucking past!" Alexander picked me up, and I curled into his arms.
" It's okay," I said, getting him to start at me in shock. " It just took me by surprise that's all. I didn't know what he was doing to me...."
" I'm sorry," Kiagen said, bowing a little, then walked off.
I still didn't understand what he'd done to me. It was like he was getting into my head, looking into my past, my life now. My life with Alexander. I understood that there was nothing that you could hide from him, you had to be honest with him, and that scared me. I hated to talk about my past. I had a hard time telling my past to Alexander, his father, and Justin. But Kiagen didn't have to just get into my head and raided it like that, which was rude. Yes it pissed me off.
" My brother is so stupid sometimes, you alright?"
" Yes, I'm fine. I thought you were the only one to read minds," I said, sighing.
" He kinda read your mind, Jacoby," Alexander said, looking very disturbed. " He read into you past, and now. He can do that with anyone he chooses, but they relive what happened to them. I didn't get a chance to tell him don't do that to you. Still he shouldn't have done it."
" Alexander," I said, my hand caressing his cheek. " He just did it to make sure that you were safe with me. He's your big brother, he loves you, and he'll do whatever it takes to protect you."
" I guess you're right," Alexander smiled at me, setting me down on my feet. " Um...." He blushed. " Well he knows."
" So? It's not like that's a big deal," I said, not viewing it as a big deal, and then again I've never had a brother or sister, and never will.
" So, we're going back to school tomorrow, and he's driving us. What if he says something that's a tip off of what we just did in the shower?" Alexander said, making a very good point.
" Touché, my love, touché," I gave a nervous chuckled, not really knowing what to think or do about that. It would be weird, and the kids at school were cruel like they were at every high school in the U.S.
" Do you what to go to school, cause my father can excuse us?" Alexander asked me, yet I smiled at him.
" I'm fine with it, man!" I said happily. " There's nothing better than taking on the whole school over something stupid like a few football players getting thrown in jail."
" Well, I'm glad to see that you are cheerful about it," He said a little bitterly. " I'm not looking forward to it at all. I know if someone starts messing with you, I'm going to lose it. I can't afford to lose it again like I did. I almost slipped my secret."
" Oh, yeah, the vampire thing," I said, getting it now.
" Exactly," He nodded his head, sighing, starting to walk to his room, and I followed him.
Once we were at his door he looked at me. " Same here," He told me, and then he just faded into his room, walking right through the door. It was the coolest thing I've ever seen, I wish I could do that.
He returned in less than a minute. He was holding something in his hand, it looked like a necklace, and I tried to get a closer look. But I looked into his eyes. They were sad, like he was giving up something that really meant a lot to him.
" Jacoby," He said taking something off the necklace chain, and it was a ring, I couldn't see the details of it yet. " I want you to have this ring, it was my mother's so it means a lot to me."
He took my right hand, and placed the ring on the finger second to my pinky. It was a silver ring, and with a black rose made form what looked like Apatchy tears. It was his mother's ring, and I couldn't take it form him.
" I want you to have it," He said, looking at the ring, than into my eyes. I was a little shocked, because he was giving this to me, and it hurt him. I could see the tears threatening to fall.
" Alexander, I know.... I can't take this from you. I-it was your mother's, I c-----" He pressed his finger to my lips.
" Shhhh, she told me to give it to someone special to me, like my father did with her. It was his mother's, my grandmother." He smiled at me, and tears started to fall. " I'm sorry...." He wiped his eyes. He was falling to pieces.
" Thank you, Alexander," I hugged him, and he nodded, whimpering in my shoulder.
" I-I just miss her so much, ya know," He whimpered, and I rubbed his back, knowing how much it hurt.
" I know, Alexander. I miss my mother too, and my aunt," I held back my tears, being strong for him, cause if he saw me cry it'd just make everything worse.
He straightened himself up, wiping his eyes again. His eyeliner had ran, but he didn't seem to can. He kinda looked ashamed of himself, but there was nothing wrong in crying over someone that you miss. He sniffled a little.
" I'm sorry, I didn't mean to break down like that," He chuckled, biting his lip a little.
" It's all right, I'd prefer you let everything out, than hold it all in," I kissed his lip softly, and he seemed to relax.
" The ring suits you, and my mother would have liked you a lot," He smiled at me; his eyes got their sparkle back.
" My mother would have adored you, vampire or not," I chuckled, and he laughed.
" Alexander, Kiagen, Jacoby!" Mr. Black shouted, it wasn't a mad shout he was just calling us. But why did he want me?
Alexander led me down to the living room. Kiagen was sitting in one of the recliners, Mr. Black and Justin were on a love seat, which met Alexander and I had the leather couch. Alexander sat before I did, and before I could sit beside him, he'd put me on his lap, where I curled up happily. If I could purr I would have.
Mr. Black looked at Kiagen. " I'm disappointed in you, my son," He started, and Kiagen looked down at the ground ashamed. " I told you not to do that to Jacoby, but no you go and do it anyhow."
" I'm sorry, dad," He pouted a little. " I-I couldn't help it, it just happened."
" I understand," Mr. Black nodded, and then looked at me. " You okay, Jacoby?"
" Oh yeah, I'm fine, never better," I smiled brightly at him.
" That's good, I feared that Kiagen had freaked you out beyond repair," He chuckled.
" Well I can tell you his ass hurts like hell," Justin and Kiagen snickered. I'm starting to believe that they were more alike than they seemed.
Mr. Black looked at them, totally clueless. I thought he would have guessed by now, that or Justin would have told me. I guess not.
" What are you two talking about?" He asked them.
I hid my face in Alexander's chest, blushing. Alexander rubbed my head, running his fingers through my hair, chuckling. I peeked at Mr. Black and he looked at me curiously, and I hid my face again. I didn't know if it was in shame, or embarrassment.
" What's up with him?" Mr. Black asked, I couldn't tell who he was talking too.
" Um.... hehe," Alexander said, I could hear his heart picking up speed.
" Alexander, what did you do?" Mr. Black's tone became worried.
" I told him about the vampire thing, and healed him, and he gave his blood freely to me...and we made love in the house, and kinda on the bathroom floor." He gave a nervous chuckled.
" What do you mean kinda on the bathroom floor?" His father asked, god that guy just wanted to know everything. What he writing a book or something?
" You gave him a bj?!" Justin gasped.
I turned around and looked at him innocently. " What's a bj?"
Kiagen burst out laughing. Justin, Mr. Black, even Alexander looked at me kinda shocked. I didn't know what a bj was, hell I warned Alexander that I was sexually retarded.
" What? I don't know what it is okay! Not my fault." I pouted hiding my face again, feeling so stupid. " I don't know what bj.... wait a second.... bj.... does that stand for blow job?" I looked at Justin.
" Yes, yes it does," He nodded his head slowly, talking a little slowly too.
" OH! I know what that is!!!" I said all excited, like a little preppy schoolgirl.
" You have a slow boyfriend!!!" Kiagen laughed.
I pouted. " It's not my fault. I-He's my first boyfriend, my first love. I don't know everything!"
Alexander was holding onto me tightly. He looked upset with his brother, when I looked at his face. He was glaring at Kiagen, but when Kiagen looked at him, he looked away.
" Sorry, Jacoby," He said to me.
" Why you saying sorry?" I asked him. " You didn't do anything wrong, I'm just slow."
" You're not slow!" He said, in a coldly tone.
" O-okay," I said, resting back in his arm.
Mr. Black cleared his throat and looked Kiagen, who'd calmed down.
" Kiagen?"
" Hm?" Kiagen looked at his father.
" Where is Matt?" He asked, and Kiagen's face dropped, he looked down. He has gripping the arm of the chair he was sitting in, his nail digging into the fibers.
" K-Kiagen?" I asked him, worrying.
" M-Matt's gone....I-I would have been home sooner if....." Kiagen was shaking.
It was weird, I could suddenly feel his emotions and I didn't really understand. I could see in his head, hear his thoughts. I saw him at a hospital, at the beside of a guy, who looked really sick. Then I saw papers with his name on it, Matt Andrews was his name. He suffered from cancer. Cancer, he'd died of cancer just a month ago. Kiagen missed him deeply, and his thoughts scared me. He was thinking of killing himself, which I could see as being rather hard, since he was a vampire. He'd already cut himself on his leg and arms.
" I'm sorry, Kiagen," I said to him. " B-but don't hurt yourself over it, it wasn't your fault."
He looked at me in shock. " W-what?"
" Stop cutting yourself, and if you kill yourself.... you’ll just be hurting you family. That's not what Matt would have wanted," I spoke softly, calmly to him. I could tell that he was thinking of how I knew all this.
" Y-You know nothing." He said after seeing the faces of his family.
Tell him I miss him, Jacoby. I heard a voice behind him, whispering in my ear.
Matt? I asked him, making sure I wasn't going crazy.
Yes, I'm glad that you can hear me. Don't turn around, just in case you can see me as well. We don't need you freaking out. Please tell him. Matt said, he sounded so sad, and sounded like a really nice guy. It wasn't his time to go.
" Kiagen, Matt says he misses you," I said, and he growled at me.
" Dude, you're nuts! He's gone!" He yelled.
" Don't tell at him!" Alexander showed his fangs.
" Please, boys!" Mr. Black stepped in between them.
Jacoby, tell him I'm coming back. Matt said to me, and he sounded so sure.
I can't tell him that! You're dead, you can't come back. What was he trying to do, get me killed?
You know, you're stronger than you think. You can talk to me, read into people's mind, without the effects Kiagen has, please, Jacoby. He was begging me, like I could bring him back. I didn't even know how to do that.
How the hell do I do that?!
Touch me, my hand is right next to yours, Jacoby. He was so fucking full of hope.
You know, you're full of shit, but whatever you say. I said, rather annoyed with him. The cancer must have gone to his head. I touched his hand, and it was cold, then suddenly warm.
" WHAT THE HOLY FUCKING HELL!!!!" Kiagen shouted, almost excitedly.
" Jacoby?" Justin back away from me. Mr. Black's face as paler, as well as Alexander's
" What?" I turned and looked up at Matt. H-he wasn't a ghost; he was flesh and blood, breathing. I turned his face. It was warm and real.
" Thanks Jacoby!" Matt smiled at me.
" O-ohh my go---" I fainted.