Romance Fan Fiction ❯ Love for a Vampire. ❯ Chapter 16

Chapter 16

I was sitting in math class, with Alexander sitting beside me. Normally I was would have been doing my lesson, but after the nightmare that I had the other night I just couldn't seem to keep my mind on anything. The words on the page of the lesson study just seem to blur together like I was drunk and my mind was slowing slipping away from me. It was one of the most odd feelings I've ever had.
Alexander was starting to notice my change of mood today, I know he was noticing. I was the normal happy person in the morning, afternoon, and evening. Now that wasn't the case, I was like a fucking walking zombie; one that just groaned as a reply to any question that you asked. I was doing that a lot, and it was annoying the teachers, people that talked to me other than the girls and Alexander. I was waiting for Alexander to ask me what was wrong, but the question was would I be able to tell him.
It didn't really make sense why I didn't want to tell him. Maybe it was because I thought that was really going too happened. That I was really going to turn into a monster and kill everyone around me, then like get murdered before one them of died or some shit. The thought truly scared me, because I didn't really like fighting, or the thought of killing someone.
I was resting my cheek in my hand as I looked at the computer screen, and every so often I would change the page so it would like I was doing something. I didn't need the teachers asking me what was wrong, and getting involved it my life. It was bad enough that my father worked for the school, and Ms. Rose had the hots for him. She checks on me like every fucking hour it seemed like.
I don't know how she could like him, when he didn't like her back. Then again she didn't know that he didn't like her. It would break her heart and that's why my father didn't tell her that that was just the type of man he was; I knew that a little too well at the moment. Plus he was in love with Alexander's father, which was a little creep in a way. I hoped that they didn't get together; I really hoped that they didn't.
I was so busy thinking about such stupid things that I didn't notice that Alexander and passed me a note until he tapped my shoulder. Of course I jumped, and looked at him like a deer in the headlight of a car. He sighed, rolling his eyes a little and pointed to the little folded piece of paper at my elbow. I looked at it for a second before taking it and opening it. I read Alexander beautiful hand writing. Man, I wish I had good handwriting like this.

Hey Jacoby. What is wrong with you? You seem really distracted and sad. Talk to me please.
<3 Alexander.

I kinda felt bad for worrying him now, but then again I could make it better; that was the bright side to it. At least I could still look on the bright side of things.
I took my pen from the cup that I had sent it in, and started to write back to him in my....handwriting.

I....um....You won't like think I'm weird, or get scared if I tell you?
<3 Kuro-kun

I lifted my head up to see if that computer tech, or the math teacher was watching us, but I didn't seem any of them looking so I lightly tossed the note to Alexander. He seemed to have been expecting it, for he didn't jump. He opened it, read it quickly, and wrote back.

Like I could ever be scared of you, and we're both weird, hell we're vampires. lol ;p

lol Good point, but I'm being serious, Alexander.

Okay, just talk to me. We have like 45 minutes of class left and I know you. You're not going to tell me when others are around.

Yeah......I've been having nightmares lately.

Figure I would start with that first. I was scared to go into my father being in love this his father to fast. It might like totally freak him out; I know it freaked me out a little, no a lot!

Nightmares about what?

About me being a werewolf, and that's not even the start. Then are sometimes different. Like one time I killed everyone, but left you so you could watch them all die and I could watch you suffer....then when I went to kill you, you killed me. You were crying saying ' I'm so sorry.’ In another I saw Jasper trying to rape you or something, I was a werewolf again, and I attacked him. I killed him of course. You looked so scared me, for I didn't know what I looked like in this one. You gave me a mirror and the werewolf I saw came out the mirror and bit off my head. My body at your feet, you were screaming bloody murder.

I know that was a lot to write in a note, but I just had to get off my chest so bad. I felt really good to get that part of my worries off my chest. I looked over at Alexander. He was deep in thought, trying to think of what to say to make me feel better about it, yet he had already made me feel better by reading it. I didn't care if his advice was good or bad.

You know, I think that you’re worried that Jasper is going to come back, and freaked out with all the werewolf and vampire stuff, now that you know they are real and living around us. I wouldn't worry of it so much, after all dreams are just a way for your mind to work out things that you can't work out when you are awake. ^-^

Oh! I never thought of that, maybe I should have. lol

Yeah, is there anything else that you wish to talk about?

I kinda wished that he hadn't of asked that. I mean I was feeling really good, having laughed at myself. Sometimes I could be so absent minded, but now that whole feeling went down the drain and fast. I guess I should talk to him about it.

Yeah I do have something’s else to talk to you about.....

Talk to me, Jacoby. It is bothering you and it does show.

I know it shows which is the bad part. Thank god that my father hasn't been riding me about it. *sigh*

Okay, tell me.

Well....Like a week or two ago, I don't know I lost track of times, but anyways I was reading my father's mind and he's still in love with your father. That's why he doesn't like Ms. Rose, other than that's he's given up on girls all together after I told him mother passed away.

When he read that he looked a little stunned. I guess he didn't go around reading everyone's mind like I first thought he did, oh well. He started to write back tome, I was hoping that he wasn't going to tell me that we had to break up or something shit like that. That would totally break my heart, and kill me.

I see, so that has been bothering you. I can see why to be honest with you. My father only wishes to be friends with him, and he would never up and leave Justin unless he had good reason to dump him and he doesn't. I hope that you're not upset, just in case that you wanted them to be together....

No, I don't want my father and your father to be together. That would mean we couldn't be together, because we would be like brother's dude.

Oh, I didn't think of that. Stupid me. XD lol

lol Yeah stupid you, and you're suppose to be the smart one.

No one is perfect. *hug* hey would you like to come over tonight. I've been really bored lately....I miss you being beside me ya know.

Yeah I know. *kiss cheek* I think my father has a meeting after school so he'll be late tonight. He keeps telling me that I should come over and stuff, but you said you were busy.

Well I ain't anymore so come on over. I'm sick of being alone in that big house.....um...I get kinda scared when I'm alone in that house. I don't know, and I've never admitted that to anyone but you. So keep it hush-hush.

Totally man, I won't tell anyone. I know what that feeling is like. I mean I had to live with it until I met you.

True that. I love you....we should stop passing notes now. *giggle* ^___^

Good idea, I love you too. *hug*

He took the note, read it, and stuck it his pocket. We had about 20 minutes of class left, and I was feeling so much better that I managed to get the lesson I was on done just in time to leave the class.
I was amazed how Alexander could make me feel so much better. I was cheerful the rest of the day, and my mind would often wander to what Alexander and I were going to do tonight. How I loved and hated when my mind ran away with me!

" Hey Jacoby, what would you like to have dinner?" Alexander asked me as I sat on the leather couch in his living room.
" I don't know Alexander," I said, I really didn't care what we had just as long as I would eat it.
" Alright then," He said, sitting beside me, like maybe he should wait to make something. I looked at his face, and I couldn't read his expression, which wasn't normal.
" Alexander, are you alright?" I asked; pouting a little, face inches away from his.
" Um..." He blushed, seeing my face that close to his. He doesn't normally blush like this, that was my thing. Though that really doesn't mean that something is wrong. " I don't think I took Aspirin for my headache, I think it was something else..." He blushed a little more.
Of course I didn't get what he meant right away, until I looked down at his crotch. My eyes widened, and I looked at him with that ' oh my god' look. His pants were bulging like he stuffed them with something. He couldn't be that horny unless what he took was Viagra.
" It was Viagra wasn't it," I said, thinking how he couldn't notice that it wasn't pain meds. Who couldn't notice something like that, the name of the med was written on the fucking bottle!
" I think so, then again I couldn't tell. It was a red and white bottle just like the headache pills," He chuckled, looking at me with that look in his eyes. He was losing his control over himself. I knew what he was thinking, and was more than likely going to do, but it wasn't a good idea to do it in the living room on his house. What happened if someone came home and saw us?
" Alexander, sweetie, I don't think it's a v----" He suddenly kissed me deeply, but my mind didn't change. I gently pushed him away. " Alexander, please, it's not a g--ah!! Don't touch there." I have to give him credit he was a fast worker. I didn't even notice that he undid my pants.
" You know you like it?" He nipped my ear, and I could feel his tongue a little too. I couldn't help but shiver. He was right, I did like it, and I did want more; but in the living room!
Alexander had pushed me down on the leather couch, so that he was on top. He worked off my shirt with one hand, as the other rubbed my cock. I don't see how he could just have sex in his living room, but then again it added to the mood.
" Alexander...Ahn!" My whole body jerked as he rubbed harder, and I felt two of his fingers start to push into my entrance. " D-don't...we're going to g...get Nh caught!"
" No, we're not," He smirked kissing my lips softly. " Just relax." He pushed his fingers in deeper.
" Ah..Nn! A-Alexander please," I clung to him, my nails digging into his bare shoulders. I don't know when he stripped himself, but he was butt-naked now. God he was so fucking sexy, but I would get back at him, I swear I would.
Alexander was kissing at my neck when his fingers were fully in, then he started to thrust them in and out hard with no gradual increase so it would hurt as much. I could feel the urge to cum, but I was trying to hold it back. Thinking that if I didn't cum he wouldn't go to something else and just leave me alone. I was so scared of getting caught, I didn't really care how good it felt at the moment.
" Jacoby, do you really want me to stop?" Alexander suddenly asked in my ear, which took me by surprise. I didn't know if I wanted him to stop, I just didn’t' want to get caught.
" N-no...Don't stop," I said, and I know I was being a little bit of a hipocratic.
" Alright, my love," He said, now kissing the middle of my chest. He added fingers, and his rhythm in rubbing and thrust was fast and uneven.
" A-ahhh Alexander!" I arched my back, and I started to smell his blood. My nail were breaking through his skin. The sight of blood made my mind go nuts. I want to taste his blood, let it rush into my mouth in warm gushes. " Oh god....." I said breathless.
I suddenly grabbed Alexander's forearms, stopping the rubbing and thrusting. He looked at me with a somewhat shocked look. He was thinking that I suddenly wanted him to stop, until he saw the look in my eyes. I gave him a fang filled smile, pushing him down now.
" J-Jacoby?" He said, his voice was questioning. " W-what are you doing?" He asked as I spread his legs.
" What do you think?" I purred in his ear, licking it.
" mmm" He moaned a little. I could feel him trembling beneath me.
I titled my head so that I could kiss his neck lovingly, and he groan turning his head to the side to expose his neck for me. I wasn't sure if he knew what I was going to do, better yet my true intension was, but he would soon fine out.
" Nh!" He jerked a little when he felt my tip against his entrance, and my tongue run against from his callor bone up his neck. " J-Jacoby...."
" Shhh Alexander," I said as I bit into his neck, feeling the warm gush of blood in my mouth. At the same time I thrusted into him. These two things made him cry out in both pleasure and pain.
" W-what the hell man!? Ahh!" He screamed as I thrusted in harder.
I chuckled as I licked most of his neck clean. There was still some blood left that had dripped onto his chest, shoulder, and not to mention the couch. I smirked at him, seeing the look on his face. His eyes sparkled, half closed; a deep blush spread across his cheeks, chest heaving with his heavy breathing. A sight that would arouse any gay or bi male.
" Y---uh! You have blood on your face," He said, his hand on the back of my neck, starting to pull my face slowly to his own. I didn't like the wait, and in the next 3 seconds our lips clashed together in a heated, much desired kiss. Blood smeared his pretty face.
I felt Alexander's nail started to dig into my arms as I thrusted even faster into him, hitting his sweet spot over and over again. He was trying his best not to scream; the way he was biting his lip showed that. It had started to bleed, and I licked the blood away.
" Ohh Jacoby...." He panted, arching his back, lifting his hips a little. " Nnnh!!"
After that he came without warning, and I followed. Alexander was totally breathless, poor guy. He looked at me, with sleepy eyes.
" S-shouldn't we....clean up your mess?" His words were slurred because he was tired and in need of sleep.
" I got it, my love, you sleep, we have a dance tomorrow remember," I smiled at him, and he gave a smiled back before curling up a little and going to sleep.
It was odd how we switched between seme and uke every time we had sex. I always thought that he'd be the seme, but I guessed wrong. I never thought that he'd fall asleep afterwards, though it was cute. He was so adorable in his sleep.
I cleaned everything up, not tired at all. Alexander would move out my way if I poked him in the ribs; I'm surprised that he didn't just wake up with all the moving he had to do. He even let me dress him, because I knew I wouldn't be able to pick him up and carry him up the stairs. I gave him a pillowed, and I pulled a blanket it over us both as I laid down beside him, and he hugged him like a teddy bear. I stayed awake for a while, until sleep from me half from being so comfortable and half from being so bored.
As I slept I dreamed of what would happen at the dance tomorrow night. Most of what I dreamed was good, but that changed like it always did when I was going to wake soon. I started to have nightmares, dreaming of everything that could go wrong at any given moment. No matter how much I wanted to wake I couldn't. Even though I couldn't stop the nightmares from coming I told myself that they couldn't and would never happen.