Ronin Warriors Fan Fiction ❯ Exiting Space ❯ Exiting Space ( Chapter 1 )

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Exiting Space

Disclaimer:I do not own Ronin Warriors as you all very well know.
As you all very well know. As to why it's generally felt
disclaimer are important, I will never know. The song exit
is by Radiohead. Anyone who has a problem with that can
see me after class.
Author's Notes: I feel somthing is missing from this. I just don't know what.
This had been alot more depressing but, I cut it out.
I don't think alot of people would have understood it's other form.
So, all I'm trying to say is there may be a revised fic up soon.
And excuse my poor spelling. I don't have spell check nor the will
to find a dictionary.



Peace. Quiet. Dreams. Just dreams. But, god they were so wonderful. Living in illusion
Wasn't so bad. Besides, what was so great about real life? When sleep was unavalible, I hid
I hid myself in books. Lived someone else's life for awhile. Lived for awhile.
Ah, but in sleep.... in sleep I was alive.

"Wake from your sleep
And dry all your tears"

Cool hands reached out and shook my shoulders. Not again. I knew what would happen now.
Now, in the middle of the night, real life was to begin. Prehaps it was fear, that night,
or sheer stupidity that forced me to open my eyes. Forced me to stare into those
crule, hazy eyes. But, much to my surprise, the eyes looking down upon me were a pair of
soft, pale blue ones. Unshed tears made them glisten and twinkle like the north star. Bright,
yet fearful of being so high. So alone. I couldn't help but, get lost in them. "Mom?"

"Today we escape
We escape
Pack and get dressed
Before your father hears us
Before all hell breaks loose"

"What about Daddy?" I ask quietly as I pull on my shoes. "It's okay. Really it is."
she says more to herself then to me. I looked to his sleeping body. Crumpled pathetically
on the couch. "Oh, Pumpkin......."

"Breathe, keep breathing
Don't loose your nerve
Breathe, keep breathing
I can't do this alone"

The car was a warmth that kept the cold of years past out. I could hear my mother's voice
and she sounded far away. As we pulled away from the house, I couldn't help but fear the future.
What would happen now? Now that home was just a distant memory?

"Sing us a song
A song to keep us warm
Theres such a chill
Such a chill"

My mom had one hand on the wheel. The other was holding mine, squeezing. Trying to drain
us both of our pain. Trying to hold the memories at bay. The guilt. The hate. The love. Anything
that wasn't just the two of us.

"And you can laugh
Your spineless laugh
We hope your rules and wisdom choke you"

I knew from then on I had to be strong. My mother needed me. We were all we had in the
world. Just us and the endless night above. Lost forever in a haze of memories and hope. Just us.

"Now, we are one
In everlasting peace
We hope that you choke
That you choke"

But, what was to happen to him? The man who made my mother the emotional train wreak she
is. Who is going to stop him from drinking himself into oblivion? Nobody....... I hope.

" We hope that you choke
That you choke
We hope that you choke
That you choke"