Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction ❯ Again ❯ Again...so lucky to have you ( Chapter 1 )

Again

Arithkenshin

"You think you can end everything just by holding the flower of the strongest? Aoshi, how can you enter this battle with such a thought? Miss Misao, Sir Okina, Hannya, Shikijo, Beshimi, ad Hyottoko. Not any of them has once wished for an ending that involved your death!"

"Here's something you're not aware of. When I told that "strong girl" that I'd find you and bring you back to them, she was so hopeful she couldn't control her tears. No matter how strong you say she is, she's still a sixteen year old girl! I understand that she's had a tough life and that she's used her wits to take control of her situation. But, she's still desperate for your guidance. You're the only one in the world she trusts to answer her questions and dry her tears. Will you abandon this girl for the sake of your pride?! Will you try to hide behind the title of the strongest and run to your death?! What happened to your strength of spirit? Try to recall the pride you used to have! You let time stop after the Kanryu estate, but you've got to let it start again before it's too late!! You've GOT to WAKE UP!!!" He was out of breath and glared at the man in front of him, pushing red hair out of the way, stance ready.

The taller man snapped.

"Are you blind? She means nothing to me! Can't you see that… can't you see? It's you I want."

The red head froze and blinked.

The dark haired man advanced… the pride was back, the gait mocking. He approached the battosai. "Everything… since I met you… since you defeated me… defeated me! You are perfect… you are everything I should be… you are everything I should have!"

He reached out a hand… almost beseechingly, touching Kenshin's cheek.

There are those moments in your life when time seems to stand still. When it seems nothing at all could hurt you or hinder your dreams, and you want to keep everything just the way it is… forever. This was one of those moments.

He couldn't believe his ears. How long had he wanted this, how long had he fantasized? And now, the man of his dreams, disregarding for now that those dreams were sometimes nightmares, was standing in front of him, touching him, looking at him in an entirely unsettling way; a good unsettling way.

The world around them disappeared and Kenshin leant into that hand, closing his eyes.

"Aoshi… I…"

And he was silenced by a kiss… a sweet innocent chaste kiss, soft and full of questions, which would wait for answers. The red heads hand twined in black hair and the blue-eyed man eyed man kept a hold of the others chin. Reluctantly they pulled away and looked at each other. Kenshin's face was as red as his hair, but Aoshi wouldn't let him look away. They smiled at each other… the first time Kenshin had seen Aoshi smile and it made him melt.

The little world shattered. "You fucking pervert!" Sanosuke stormed across to them and pulled them apart, punching Aoshi. "You can't beat him fairly so you unsettle him… You fucking coward!"

"Aoshi rubbed the blood that dripped from the corner of his mouth, confusion momentarily showing on his face before that mask slipped back over. His eyes lost the feeling they had briefly showed. Picking himself back off the floor he stood back up.

"You think I need to unsettle him to beat him?" Those eyes fixed on an angry Sanosuke. "I need to do nothing but use my skills to beat anyone." His eyes shone with fire, slightly insane, completely distanced. He couldn't distinguish, he didn't care, his mind was occupied with the one thing that mattered… bloodlust.

Wanting to prevent his best friend from fighting with the black haired man, Kenshin took a step towards Aoshi. "Aoshi… settle… its…" But as he laid his hands on the mans arm he was thrown across the floor as he was struck on the side of his face, and slid into the wall, dazed.

Aoshi didn't even register, but Sano saw red. "Bastard… that's how you show him how much you care?!" And he ran at him fists ready and somehow received the hilt of one of Aoshi's Kadachi's in his face. Stumbling Sanosuke came to a halt and glared at the man that had hit him, blood dripping from his nose. "You'll pay for that."

Aoshi laughed without a smile. "You have courage." And again Sano ran at the man, and again the man hit him, harder than before. "It would be better if you gave it up." But then the black haired man stumbled to his knees and cradled his head, pride and courage gone. Shaking his head he cleared his vision, and it fell on Kenshin, who was being surrounded by his other friends, everyone of them glaring in Aoshi's direction. But he didn't care… he didn't understand… what had happened to Kenshin?

And he remembered. That cold wall that encased him, he remembered striking out at someone who had touched him… it had to have been Kenshin.

So he stumbled to the man who was resting with his back against the wall. The red head opened his eyes and saw Aoshi's face as the man approached him; full of remorse, full of fear that the red head would reject him. So the scar faced man crawled on the floor towards the black haired man… reaching out a hand and they came together hugging each other.

"Gomen Kenshin… Gomen." Aoshi stroked the red hair and searched the bruise on Kenshins right cheek to make sure it wasn't too serious. "I didn't realize, I didn't notice… it was you… I just…"

"Its ok… I'm not badly hurt…" Just resting in the other mans arms made him feel better, made him feel whole.

"Its not ok Kenshin." Kaoru's eyes were angry… and Kenshin knew it was partly because she was in love with him, but he couldn't help feeling happy that Aoshi had said what he had.

"I'm sorry if you think that miss Kaoru. But it was an accident. I know how it is when I am concentrating on a fight, indeed I do."

Her eyes flashed. "Fine… it was an accident then, but have you forgotten that he has been trying to kill you for the past… god knows how long?"

"That's all in the past now Miss Kaoru."

"I was confused, I am confused." The voice spoke softly, just loud enough for people to hear.

"Fine Kenshin, if this makes you happy, then good." Kaoru turned and left murmuring under her breath. "That just better have been a once off accident."

Aoshi gathered Kenshin into his arms and pushed passed Sano, who was still glaring at the man. Ignoring the rooster head he made his way outside, carrying the man he had never thought could possibly return his feelings in his arms. And for the second time in a very long time, Aoshi ventured to smile.

It warmed Kenshin's heart.

Frown on his face, deep in concentration Aoshi chopped wood. It was winter and the fire needed to be stoked.

Kenshin looked out of the window and smiled at the site. Aoshi still didn't smile very much, it made it just that much more special when he did. And every time that he smiled, Kenshin knew that he himself was the only reason that the man had found some peace. It made him feel special, it made him feel warm inside. Sometimes that new found peace threatened to retreat, but somehow Kenshin knew the warning signs and managed to bring his little pride and joy back to him by making a joke or something that changed him back.

The last few months had been like a dream. The red head still couldn't believe it. He was still unsure of just what he should do. He had never had someone love him before and loved them back, but Aoshi didn't seem to mind that he was inexperienced, and he hadn't pushed him any further than Kenshin was prepared to go. The pale cheeks coloured as he realized that hadn't been very far at all.

To keep their skills sharp they practiced every day out the back of the house… winter made it a little less appealing but it was something that Kenshin was adamant about. He didn't want the chance that something happened to rip his world apart because he had neglected his skills. But they usually got that out of the way early in the morning.

It was a nice winter's day, so Kenshin slipped outside and sat to watch the dark haired man chop wood. His eyes fixated on his target but his mind wandered. He hadn't seen the others in a little while. They didn't seem to like to some over as much as he had hoped. Though he could understand why Kaoru didn't like to come, and he guessed that he could understand why Yahiko and Megumi chose to follow her example, but he had really hoped that his best friend would have gotten over his initial dislike of the situation. He didn't realize he sighed, but Aoshi looked up in concern to see eyes looking at him that weren't overly focused.

"Ken?" The frown that creased his forehead melted away as Kenshin reacted to his voice, refocused his eyes and smiled.

Perplexed Aoshi pushed a stray strand out of his eyes. He still wasn't sure how to go about this whole relationship thing. He knew what he wanted, he knew how to take it… but he wasn't too sure about giving… but if Kenshin's attitude was anything to go by, he didn't seem to be making too many mistakes. But then on the other hand maybe Kenshin was just being Kenshin, maybe he was just staying with Aoshi because he didn't want to hurt him. He could be like that.

"Shi?" Kenshin reached out a hand, Aoshi took it and was pulled down next to Kenshin. "What you thinking?"

Not wanting to meet Kenshin's eyes, he concentrated on their linked hands. "Are you… happy with me Ken?"

"Happy Shi?…What a silly question. What makes you ask that?"

"You evaded Ken."

"Oh I didn't mean to… I just wanted to know what would make you ask such a silly question. Happy? Yes I would venture to say that I am happy Aoshi, that I would." He seemed to consider something. "I do have you after all." He smiled timidly.

Aoshi's face lit up, a few seconds of sunshine, shined into Kenshin's world, before that frown settled back into place. "What about you? You never seem to be happy for long? Is it something I have done?"

Aoshi seemed taken aback. "I… no… you haven't done anything Ken. I am happy… I think anyway… haven't really ever been happy before… it is a foreign feeling. But if this… with you… is happiness then I like it. It feels good." He leant forward and kissed Kenshin gently. He had never kissed anyone gently before he had kissed Kenshin that first time. It was a new, caring experience and he liked it. Before Kenshin he had simply taken anyone he wanted when he wanted them, how he wanted them. But this… was somehow more fulfilling. It was more right. The tongue that darted around and played with his was somehow more satisfying than the force he had used before. This giving in itself was much more than anything else he had ever had before. It was a challenge in itself and he reveled in it. That cold side of him that always threatened to take over completely and suffocate the person he was… it seemed to be less in the forefront when Kenshin was near, and that was something he didn't think he could ever thank Kenshin enough for.

Kenshin broke the kiss as a cold shiver ran up his spine, and Aoshi chastised himself. "You're cold Kenshin, you didn't put on appropriate clothes for sitting out here."

Kenshin laughed as Aoshi bundled him into his arms and gave a feeble attempt at struggling.

The little cottage they had moved into bordered on the forest, giving it a peaceful and solitary atmosphere. Carrying Kenshin into the living room he placed him on the couch and knelt down next to it, still kissing the smaller man, as he pulled the couch closer to the fire place, to keep the red head warm. Delicate fingers threaded themselves through soft black waves, holding the head in place not giving any chance of escape. Both violet and blue eyes were closed, touch, smell and taste heightened by that fact. His tongue danced in the red heads mouth, tasting his sweetness as if searching him, and he felt the older man respond. The kiss deepened. Slowly Aoshi moved to be lying on the couch over Kenshin, never breaking the kiss. Instead the kiss grew more intimate, each man pushing the bounds of the other, hands moving through hair, over ears, massaging each others neck, but never breaking the touch. It grew hot between them, each mans body reacting to the other, reacting to the heat in each others mouths. Aoshi felt like he could devour the man and Kenshin did not seem to be of a mind to stop him. Disentangling one hand from Kenshin's hair Aoshi pushed the crimson shirt off the red heads shoulders. Slowly he pulled out of the kiss, a disappointing moan emerging from the violet eyed man, who tightened his grip in Aoshi's hair, not wanting to let him go. But the moan changed to one of surprised pleasure as Aoshi closed his mouth over the sensitive area between Kenshin's neck and shoulder and bit down, sucking and tracing it with his tongue. Back arching slightly, forcing that spot further into Aoshi's mouth, Kenshin moaned louder, wanting more, as the black haired man above him bit down even harder.

He could feel how hard Kenshin had gotten beneath him, and he yearned for more. Reaching down and unfastening the knot at Kenshin's waist he slipped a hand inside his lover's pants and fastened a gentle but firm grip around him. Kenshin gasped, surprise making him freeze for a few seconds, but as Aoshi continued to suck and nip at his neck, while pumping him slowly he soon gave into it and the moans began again.

Seeking out the red heads lips again the blue eyed man bit down lightly on highly sensitized lips making Kenshin gasp anew. Somehow Kenshin's clothes got removed, though neither would remember how, and calloused yet somehow soft fingers glided down his chest… pinching his nipples. But the red heads cry got caught in the other mans mouth as he kissed him deeply as if trying to swallow him whole.

One hand still pumping the man writhing beneath him, the black haired man slipped the other to cup tight and taut buttocks. The body in his hands bucked slightly, and he squeezed tighter a finger brushing the red heads opening.

A strangled scream emerged from the long haired man and suddenly Aoshi's hands were empty. Aoshi looked up to see eyes shining with lust, but shadowed by fear and uncertainty staring at him from where Kenshin had huddled at the end of the couch.

~Idiot,~ he chastised himself.~ can't even be patient when it comes to this, now how the hell do I make it better again~

"Ken… I… I am sorry, I got carried away."

"Its really ok Shi… I'm not hurt… just… I should be the one to say sorry." Violet eyes looked away from darker ones, arms wrapping around his naked form, as he tried to stop the shivers that started to wrack his body.

For the second time that day Aoshi gathered the smaller man into his arms, draping Kenshin's shoulders with one of the blankets draped over the couch. "No Ken… I know you aren't ready… I shouldn't push you like this." He dropped his head into the soft red hair for a minute and feeling a complete lack of response forced the man to look at him. "Ken I am so sorry… but you know sometimes I just… I just want you so badly… I feel so strongly for you… that I cant hold it in anymore, I cant… it just grips a hold of me…"

Looking in those blue eyes Kenshin saw them start to glaze over… the cold crept around them slowly starting to swallow those normally warm blue eyes, turning them to ice. Wanting to stop that ice from engulfing the man he loved, Kenshin reach out his hand and cupped the younger mans cheek. "Shi… it's really ok. I am sorry I am so sensitive. It's just going to take me longer than I thought it would, please have patience with me… please?"

Those beseeching words and eyes chased that cold away again and he looked down at the shining violet orbs thankful, for everything.

Nudging his nose against Kenshin's cheek, he bundled the man in his arms and hugged him tightly. "I never mean to hurt you Kenshin, I am so lucky to have you, I just still cant believe it!"

"Start believing it silly."

And they stayed curled up on the couch, just enjoying having each other near, long past Kenshin's shivering had passed, not noticing the time that went by, until they heard a knock at the door.

Startled they looked at each other, and Aoshi placed the obviously less dressed Kenshin on the couch, and got up to see to the door throwing a log on the fire as he made his way to it.

Shirt still undone he opened the door.

"Hmmm. Am I disturbing you?"

"Of course not Sanosuke." ~It doesn't matter how much I do not like this young idiot, but Kenshin will be happy to see him.~ Swallowing his distaste for the visitor, Aoshi stepped back from the door opening a path for Sanosuke to walk through into the house. Kenshin had gotten dressed and walked over to his best friend… not quite knowing how to approach him he stopped in front of him and smiled. "Heya Sano… it is nice to see you, that it is."

"I'm glad you still think so Kenshin." He smiled back at his friend. "Here… I bought us all something to eat… kinda missed your company … I guess if it means that much to you, I can put up with dickhead over there." He gestured casually over to where Aoshi stood watching the two.

Kenshin smiled. "That would be nice Sano."

Aoshi walked over and placed a hand on Kenshin's shoulder, "Sure it would… I guess I can put up with you too." His eyes met Sano's over Kenshin's head and they came to an understanding… as long as Kenshin was around they would `put up' with each other.

The evening proceeded… and turned out quite enjoyable. Kenshin fell asleep in Aoshi's arms that night, happy at last, that everything seemed to have turned out well. His life was finally looking up.

Sano became a more frequent visitor and started spending almost every afternoon at the cottage. Aoshi didn't particularly mind but he did miss the alone time he and his little hitokiri had had. He found himself retreating outside more and more, to leave the two best friends in peace, he didn't think that Kenshin noticed.

But his little red head was a lot more perceptive than Aoshi realized. Several days after the first visit, Aoshi came back in the house expecting to see both of them joking in the kitchen and Sano then staying to dinner. Dusk had already fallen, the sky was darkening, and the living room was lit softly with the glow of candles. Aoshi was a little confused, and almost jumped as a hand gently grabbed his. Looking down his blue eyes met violet ones.

A small delicate hand reached up and pulled his face downwards…searching lips caught the taller man's in a chaste kiss, which somehow still left him breathless. Though full of love those violet orbs were unsure of themselves. "I wanted to show you… you seemed to be growing distant the past few days, that you did. I love you Aoshi."

And again the taller man let himself be pulled into a kiss, and this time he felt a soft tongue probing at his lips, seeking permission to enter, and so the jet haired man opened his mouth willingly, snaking out his tongue to clash with his partners. Catching the red haired man's tongue in his teeth, Aoshi bit down gently and sucked, eliciting a slight moan from the other man. He rested his hands on the waist of the smaller man and leant into him.

Slowly Kenshin withdrew from the kiss and smiled shyly. "I…we shouldn't let the food get cold… I made your favourite…" And he led his taller man over to the food.

Aoshi enjoyed the dinner but couldn't really recall what he had eaten, his mind was focusing on what Kenshin had said. ~he loves me… he really loves me… he said so. I didn't think this was ever possible. How can this have happened, how can I be so lucky?~

"Shi… are you ok?"

Aoshi startled out of his reverie. "Yes… why Ken?"

"You just seemed distant is all." The beautiful pale face was marred by a frown.

"Oh Ken… no… I was just thinking." And he reached around the empty food bowls and pulled Kenshin to him, gathering the smaller man to him and settling them both in front of the fire. He lowered his head and kissed the top of Kenshin's head… nestling his cheek against the silky soft hair. "I love you Kenshin. I have loved you since the first moment I saw you. I never stopped and I will never stop loving you." His voice was soft and sincere and Kenshin's body melted. "Its just… I never expected you to tell me you loved me." Those violet eyes looked up at him beseechingly, caring and love all rolled into one. "You startled me is all."

Those purple eyes softened even more and a wistful happy smile spread over his lips as Kenshin reached a hand up to rest against Aoshi's cheek. The eyes closed in contentment as Aoshi claimed those upturned lips with his own; tongue brushing them as it forced its way into the red heads mouth and staked a claim on the other. He explored the smaller mans mouth while Kenshin's tongue tried in vain to battle against the other as his hands twined in Aoshi's hair, pulling the younger man harder against his lips not allowing the kiss to break. Though they did have to break the kiss for a moment when air became an issue, but Aoshi didn't leave his warm playground for long and claimed those lips again.

Kenshin moved a little, tugging at Aoshi's shirt, eventually managing to slip it off, which is no mean feat when you are lying in someone's lap. Timidly Kenshin raised himself to his knees and looked in Aoshi's eyes. And he kissed the younger man's face with small kisses moving down to the side of his neck and attacking the spot between the neck and shoulder blades that he was pretty sure was sensitive on Aoshi as well. The reaction proved it. Aoshi gasped. Kenshin continued to suck and bite… his shyness receding a little when he realized he was doing something that effected Aoshi the same way it affected him. But suddenly he found himself raised off his knees and laid gently out on the rug on the floor. Hair splayed beneath him as Aoshi bent over him he looked up into caring, loving eyes. "Ashiteru Shi…" Voice full of love and passion made Aoshi stop a moment, suspended just above him, staring into violet depths.

"I know Ken… but what is it you want?" Aoshi's voice was beseeching, needing an answer.

"You…"

"Me?"

"And everything that comes with you… I … I trust you Shi."

Aoshi smiled… he couldn't remember the last time someone had trusted him, and he didn't plan on making the man he loved regret it.

"Ashiteru Kenshin." And he lowered his lips to meet those upturned to him yet again, and tasted the man beneath him, twining hands in the pool of hair fanned underneath them.

He took his time, making sure that Kenshin experienced as much as he possibly could. Not having much experience in making someone else feel good, Aoshi simply drew on the things he knew he himself liked. He kneaded Kenshins, now unclothed chest… rubbing slow tender circles all over him… while his mouth delved deeper into his lover's. Every moan Kenshin uttered was swallowed by the taller man, and all the shorter one could do was rake fingers down the blue eyed mans back in an attempt to achieve some sort of release.

Aoshi smiled, and withdrew from the kiss, lowering his head to Kenshins earlobe his tongue darted out and licked the tender spot, and he felt Kenshin tense beneath him. So he nibbled the earlobe and Kenshin's moan made the younger man hard enough to find his pants constricting. Lowering his head further he nibbled down to Kenshins shoulder and began to suck while his fingers finally grabbed hold of those round pert nipples beneath him and pinched.

Kenshin's back arched, and Aoshi could feel the other man's erection against him. Impatience getting the better of him, Aoshi reached down and smoothly removed both his and Kenshins lower clothing…finally feeling the man he loved against him flesh on flesh, he reigned in that impatience… barely.

Again, Kenshin moaned, his hands rubbing circles on Aoshi's back finding little spots of tenderness making Aoshi gasp. The black haired man continued his ministrations, lowering his head further to encase the nipples with his mouth. Sucking on the one and using a hand to play with the other he reached his free hand down and tenderly took a hold of Kenshin's hard member. He paused slightly and smiled into the man's chest as he felt the precum on the tip. The red haired man had moaned as Aoshi touched him there, bucking slightly into the hand, and tsking in disappointment as Aoshi withdrew the hand from his shaft and the mouth from his nipples.

Licking his fingers Aoshi lowered his head once more to continue his assault on the nipples and encased Kenshin's erection with his now wet hand.

"Auuhhh… Shi…"

Aoshi smiled again, and began to pump as he bit down on the nipple his mouth was assailing. The moan that ensued was more than worth it for the black haired man, and he pushed more pressure through his hand.

Kenshin seemed lost in passion… a thin sheen of sweat covered his body and his nails raked down Aoshi's back as if he wanted to tear through him.

~ My poor Hitokiri. No one has ever pleasured you… not like you deserve to be. But we'll change that. ~

Slowly he withdrew his mouth from the reddened nipple, ignoring the pout he knew was on Kenshins face at that moment. Reaching up with his free hand he searched for Kenshins mouth as his own tongue traced a long slow wet line down Kenshins chest. As he licked the precum off Kenshin's tip he inserted fingers into the red heads mouth, who in turn bit down, and traced those digits with his tongue. Moans slipped between those lips, and those delicate porcelain hips bucked as Aoshi took the full erection into his mouth. Kenshin gave a strangled cry, trying to push himself into Aoshi's mouth as deep as he could go. ~ Oh My God. How can this feel so good. What have I denied myself for so long? ~

Pumping with one hand, Aoshi started to suck gently, needing to control the bucking before the man beneath him choked him, and withdrew the now wet fingers from Kenshins mouth… bringing them down to play gently with Kenshin's sensitized balls. The scar faced man seemed to spasm… "Oh my GOD. Shi…!!!"

He knew the older man wouldn't be able to hold out too much longer so he increased the pace, mouth, hands and tongue working in unison, he felt the shudders start to wrack that delicate frame as the red head screamed in ecstasy and he held Kenshin tight as red haired man came swallowing every single last drop of the warm whiteness that came out of his lover.

Long fingers tangled in his black hair… breath coming in short gasps. "Shi… that…wow…" That shy smile was back and Aoshi returned it, maneuvering himself so he held Kenshin once again in his arms, but the little red head struggled up and stradled his lover pushing his body against the dark haired mans, eliciting a gasp from the latter as his painfully hard erection got caught between them both.

The red head nipped at the taller man's neck… suckling at it and murmering. "But its really not fair Shi… I don't know how to…I want you to find release… I want you to scream too…"

Aoshi kissed the red heads hair and held him against him… enjoying the sensations running through his body from the attention his neck was receiving. But he froze when he heard the man he loved utter his next words.

"Take me Shi… now…"

Managing to disentangle himself a little Aoshi held Kenshin at arms length and looked in those heated violet eyes. "Ken… are you sure?"

Those eyes looked at him, a little scared perhaps, but so full of trust and love that Aoshi could not believe how lucky he was. "Never been more sure…you would never hurt me intentionally… I know this… you wont hurt me now…" Those eyes were so innocent, so caring and everything only for the black haired man. One of Kenshin's hands reached out and grabbed something from behind his plate so fast that Aoshi hardly registered that he had moved.

Latching his mouth onto that of his younger lover's Kenshin ventured a deep kiss, speaking into Aoshi's mouth as he pushed a jar into the black haired man's hands. "Take me please Shi… I want you to…"

Not believing what he had always wanted to do was finally going to be realized, Aoshi didn't need to be told more than once. Hooking Kenshin's legs over his arms, Aoshi rose from the floor, the smaller mans mouth still sealed to his own, and carried him into the bedroom, vaguely noticing that Kenshin had also stoked the fire in there. He smiled as he laid Kenshin out on the bed and disengaging himself from the man, he looked down at him.

That red hair fanned out beneath him, framing the porcelain white delicate body that the younger man had come to love so much, it looked like a pool of blood. Those lust filled eyes looked up at him heatedly and a fine boned hand reached for him. There was no way he could withstand any longer. Lowering himself onto the bed he grasped that hand in one of his own… pushing those pliant legs apart with one knee, Aoshi traced a line down Kenshins chest and lowered his head to give the man a passionate kiss. One of Kenshins knees reflexed and pulled itself up a little as Aoshi lowered his head and bit into the other thigh, a moan erupting from the red heads lips.

Delicate fingers threaded through dark locks, as Aoshi opened the little jar and applied the lubricant in there to his fingers. ~ He must have had this planned… wow he must have really had this planned ~

Aoshi smiled and spoke softly…" If it hurts too much Ken, just tell me… and I'll stop." He felt the body beneath him tense a little… "Relax…are you sure…"

A small slightly nervous chuckle emerged from the delicate man…"I am Shi… please…"

The brunette did not need to be told again. He traced the older mans entrance with a finger, transferring some of the lubricant and slowly applied pressure. He heard an intake of breath from Kenshin as the red head fought to relax his body when the finger slipped inside him.

~ I can do this, I cant do this. For him, I can do this. ~

Slowly Aoshi inserted his long finger inside Kenshin. Slowly the body encasing it relaxed… and he moved it a little to get Kenshin used to the feel of his body being that little bit invaded. ~ Now can I find it? ~ As he moved his finger around and in and out he pushed in as far as his finger would go and felt the surprised but pleasured moan emerge from his lovers mouth as his body reflexively bucked, and Aoshi smiled… ~ ahhh found it. ~

Pulling the finger out he heard a cluck in disappointment, which was quickly replaced by surprised gasp as a second finger was added.

~ This feels good… aauuhh… more… oh… I actually want more…~

The taut body tried to buck, wanting to push those fingers further inside, but Aoshi was not going to hurry this, not now that it was finally here. Soon a third finger was added to the mix and Aoshi had trouble holding the red haired man down to stop him bucking. He didn't want to cause him more pain than necessary. Touching that tender spot inside once again Aoshi smiled at the next moan, it was almost pained… and speaking of pained he felt his own hard cock throb in response. He wouldn't be able to keep himself under control for much longer.

"Ken… you ok?"

"Mmmppppfh." The violet eyes were filled with a hunger Aoshi had never seen in them before… a hunger all for him. "More… Shi… More!!!…" A more adamant invite would not have been possible. Withdrawing the fingers caused Kenshin to whimper.

"Sorry love…" Aoshi lathered his own member with lubricant and positioned himself behind Kenshin. Pushing those pliant porcelain legs forward, he was a little surprised how flexible Kenshin was…he placed his throbbing cock at the entrance to his lover. "I promise it wont hurt long love…" And he pushed slowly, surely until he was fully embedded inside the red headed man.

"Aauuuhhhh… Shi… oh my god!!!" those hips bucked as Aoshi hit that spot and Kenshin let out a strangled cry wrapping his legs over Aoshi's shoulders. Impressed the younger man began slowly to pull out and push back in until Kenshin, wild with the feeling inside him that he couldn't control reached up with strong fingers and pulled the brunettes face close to his, kissing him fully and speaking breathlessly into his mouth. "Don't do this Shi… Harder… I need more… please please please."

Aoshi grinned into the kiss and moved his hips back again and slammed back into his lover… losing the last thread of control over his actions. Rhythm was found as Aoshi slammed in and out of those bucking hips faster and faster…enough presence remained for him to grab an almost rough hold of Kenshins rock hard member and pump him with his still lubricated hands. Flexible legs forced their bodies closer together as the climax neared. Tongues dancing in each others mouths the rhythm became too much for them both, Kenshin's body constricted around his lovers member as he came, and Aoshi could no longer contain himself as he pumped his seed deep inside his lover.

Breathless both med clung to each other… sweat and cum mingling and neither caring in the least. Reluctantly Aoshi pulled himself out of his lover and lovingly wiped the cooling cum off both of them. Violet eyes regarded blue… both still full of now slightly satiated lust. The dark haired man gathered the red head against him and held him tight. Kenshin cuddled into the warm pale chest.

"Thankyou Ken… I love you so much."

Kenshin giggled. "No… I thank you Shi…"