Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction ❯ Again ❯ Again - As long as I have you ( Chapter 3 )

Again

Arithkenshin

Sun shone through the window again. Kenshin's eyes fluttered open as he tried to roll onto his side and flinched in pain. Gritting his teeth he pulled himself into a sitting position, remembering why he was where he was and what had happened. ~I hate being an invalid ~

The entire cause of his torment poked a head around the doorframe, not entirely sure of his reception and looking like all Kenshin would have to say was boo for the man to sink through the floor.

Pain, annoyance and anger at a lot of things at once were a little too much for Kenshin to hold his usual optimism over. "Oh for Christ's sake Aoshi… I told you I forgave you… just fucking stop it."

Aoshi flinched a little, but walked over to the bed. Gingerly he sat on the edge of it and looked down at his hands fidgeting. Already sorry for his outburst Kenshin reached a hand out slowly, so as to stop the pain, to rest on Aoshi's. Tear filled blue eyes met Violet ones. "Ken… I…"

"Shush Shi… please I don't want to hear it…" Kenshin sighed. "Just pretend you're nursing me better after I got beaten up…I'd prefer to live in denial for a while."

Ayoshi raised an eyebrow. "You… get beaten up…" He let the absurd statement hang in the air.

"There were 25 of them and there was nothing I could do, having only chopsticks to defend myself." He attempted a weak smile, his energy gained from sleep was seeping away again fast, but he knew he needed to do something to cheer Aoshi up. What he had done to Kenshin was something the younger man was tormenting himself over, and although Kenshin hated the part of the black haired man that had done it… he knew that was just a small part of his lover… he knew…that if he gave the man enough love and showed him how much he meant to him, that eventually that side would recede into nothingness. ~It just has to… I don't know how long I can survive him if it doesn't work~

It had the desired affect; Aoshi smiled. "hehe Kenshin… ok…" he took a deep breath. "We'll pretend you got ambushed with only chopsticks for defense… though I am pretty sure you could have done a lot of damage with those."

Kenshin's eyes were lidded…and he managed a weak smile. "Shi…you owe me…"

Aoshi looked puzzled. "I know Kenshin… I can never begin to make it up to you."

"Yes you can." The red haired man murmured sleepily and looked at the jet haired man, his eyes lidded… "You put me out of action for a while… so… you have to make it up to me when I am better." A cheeky smile spread across the lips.

"I don't… oh…" Aoshi had the good grace to blush…and he watched the man he loved fall asleep with a slight smile on his face.

Several days passed. Kenshin had always healed well, and this was no different. He soon got bored and noticing that Aoshi slept on the coach every night started to annoy him.

Almost a week after the incident, Kenshin woke up at his usual time… just before dawn… and stretching stiff limbs he gingerly climbed out of bed…having to steady himself against the bed posts due to his legs being weak from so much lying down. ~If Shishio was here today, I would be a dead man~ He chuckled to himself at his own pun, and slowly made his way out into the living room. It was a little more strenuous than he had thought… but he was determined not to let Aoshi continue to sleep on the couch… and if he was going to be stubborn then the red head would just have to come and sleep on the couch too.

Half way to the couch his knees gave out…and Kenshin fell on all fours "Dammit!"

Aoshi woke up at the slight noise and jumped up from the couch to see Kenshin on the floor on all fours cursing himself.

"Ken?" The voice was full of worry and the younger man dashed over to the red head and forced the face to look at him.

"It's ok Shi… I was just coming out to see you." Violet eyes looked away ashamed at his lack of strength. "I wanted to surprise you… I miss you holding me."

Aoshi was taken aback. This red headed beauty didn't hold a grudge, he didn't care that his lover had beaten him to a pulp and raped him but days before. ~He loves me… all of me, even though I almost killed him~ Gathering the red head into his arms he carried him back into the bedroom and laid him on the bed, before taking off his own shirt and climbing in next to him. "If that's all Ken… all you had to do was tell me you weren't too sore to have me sleep in the same bed anymore. Silly red head."

"Pfft… you should know how I am… you've been taking care of me." And the red head curled himself into a ball against the chest of his lover, and slipped back into a sleep, hastened by the fact that he had just exerted energy that his body really would have preferred to spend on healing.

Stroking that silk like red hair that fell across his chest, Aoshi lay wide awake, listening to Kenshin breathing the even breaths of sleep. "If I could control myself better love… I wouldn't have needed to nurse you back to health in the first place." And once again tears slid down the younger man's cheeks.

The next few days saw Kenshin heal rapidly, till one morning he bounced out of bed, almost the usual Kenshin, and ripped the bandages off that had been wrapped around his ribs.

"Ken… do you think that is wise?"

A cheeky grin in his eye… Kenshin pounced on top of his lover. "Hehe, since when have I been a wise man Shi… I would never make it as a wise man… " The nimble red head grew serious for a moment and lowered his face close to Aoshi's. "I am far too much in love to be wise Shi…" And timidly he kissed the younger man, chastely, gently and yet still passionately.

Aoshi melted under the touch… over a week it had been since he had hurt the man he adored, over a week since he had touched him in that way, afraid that somehow he would hurt him again. And here was the most beautiful being he had ever met, kissing him, forgiving him, loving him.

Letting his arms wrap round the smaller form, Aoshi gently flipped him over onto his back and sought entrance to the red heads mouth with his tongue, shyly asking for permission. Kenshin didn't wait long at all before responding and welcoming the invading tongue into his mouth. The black haired man melted into the kiss, trying to wash away the memories of what he had done, of how it had felt to have that power… and just let the passion in the man beneath him free him, forgive him and love him.

The kiss broke…both men a little breathless. Violet eyes gazed a little heated into equally as affected blue. Raising his eyebrows the smaller man's lips quirked into a smile. "Ahhh that is good."

Aoshi was a little confused. "What is good?"

"I thought you might have lost interest in me…"

Aoshi laughed…"Lose interest in you… that isn't possible Ken… you occupy every thought that I have…I am aware of you with everything that I am."

"Then shut up and kiss me… show me how aware you are…"

Aoshi didn't need to be told twice… lowering his head again he devoured his red headed prize, still not quite able to believe how lucky he was.

The next couple of weeks passed in a blur. Every morning was spent in each other's arms, just kissing and holding each other… before both men sat down to breakfast.

~Damn him… does he think I am going to break~ Kenshin stood in the back garden… barely breathing hard… standing with sword ready wishing for the umpteenth time that his lover would stop being so delicate with him. Again Aoshi half-heartedly ran at his lover. Kenshin had had enough and flew into the air coming down "Hiten Mitsurugi Style … Ryutsuisen."

Sputtering Aoshi picked himself off the ground and looked at Kenshin in slight disbelief. "You…what…"

"I just got a little sick of you handling me as if I would break. I won't break Aoshi… I am fine now…"

"Then you held back…" Aoshi's voice was incredulous. "There is no way that I would have gotten up that easily if you hadn't"

Kenshin looked a bit sheepish. "I wanted to wake you up and make you stop treating me like a porcelain doll… not bruise you badly."

Aoshi lauhed. "Well then… I guess we need a proper training session."

Much happier Kenshin readied his stance. "Ready when you are blue eyes."

"Not as ready as you need to be." Aoshi grinned.

A few hours later both men dripping with sweat sat on the ground swords resting on their knees they smiled across from each other.

"See how much more fulfilling a workout can be when you don't hold back Shi?" Kenshin was teasing the younger man.

"Heh… well… I guess that is the same for every type of workout isn't love?"

Kenshin blushed… brushed himself off and looked into blue eyes. "I'm going to go and get a quick bath… wash some of this sweat off me…I want to go for a walk…"

Aoshi raised an eyebrow…"Well I will come and make sure you manage to wash your back…"

"Heh, purely professional interest in taking a bath with me then?"

"Of course!" Aoshi grinned. "I do have to go into town to the market… we need some food… so I will leave when you go on your walk… ok?

"Ok…" The red head smiled happily as they walked arm in arm to their bathing room.

"Kaoru?"

"Yes Yahiko."

"Why does Kenshin stay with him, I don't understand… he isn't usually this weak. How can he let himself be treated like that?"

Kaoru sighed, she knew the answer even though she didn't like to admit it. "Sit down Yahiko." Kaoru got comfortable herself. "See… its what you would call true love I guess."

Yahiko made a grunt of disbelief muttering under his breath. "Aoshi has a strange way of showing it."

"Shush Yahiko… do you want me to answer this or not?"

"Sorry Kaoru… I'll listen."

"Kenshin loves Aoshi. They have many experiences in life that draw them together I guess. And well that's just it. Kenshin knows how it is to become something you cannot control… and in this…monster that did this to him, he knows it isn't really Aoshi… at least it isn't doing what Aoshi really wants… its just a side of Aoshi that he tries to hide. I know it doesn't make it any better or easier for us to understand why Kenshin refuses to fight back… but be honest Yahiko… could you hurt myself or Kenshin?"

The boy seemed to think about that for a while and for once seemed to grow serious. "You know Kaoru… I don't think I could." Kaoru didn't answer; she was too busy looking over Yahiko's head, the boy turned around to follow her gaze.

"Thank you both… its nice to know… you understand." Kenshin looked thinner… and a little drawn, but his smile was the same.

"Understand is probably a little far fetched Sir Ken." Megumi's voice was steel hard. "The only reason I didn't drag you back here is I know you are stubborn enough to have tried to get up and go back to Aoshi, and it would have made your health worse. You should come home… that man is no good for you."

Kenshin's eyes took on a dangerous glint. "That man is plenty good enough for me. It isn't his fault… it wasn't his fault. He is not himself when he does it."

"Great excuse Kenshin… no really, its original." Megumi's voice was thick with sarcasm.

"I didn't come here to argue Megumi. I came here to thank you." The red head sighed, shoulders slumping a little, and Yahiko ran to him.

"Kenshin… we are just worried…I miss spending time with you… can't you come back and stay?"

The violet-eyed fighter looked down at the young man. "You can always come to my house and spend time with me Yahiko, you are always welcome."

"What send him there and risk that man doing that to him as well Kenshin." Kaoru stood up. "He already put Sano out of commission for a few days, can you imagine what he would do to a child!"

Losing patience with his friends Kenshin raised his voice. "Yahiko wouldn't lean over and kiss me Kaoru! Shi would have no reason to lose his control and get angry."

He tried to find some understanding in their faces, looking at each of them searchingly.

Yahiko looked unhappy. "You won't come back and stay then will you Ken?"

Megumi snorted. "Of course he won't Yahiko… he chooses his lover over us irregardless of what he has done to him. So be his choice."

"I wouldn't have to make that choice if you wouldn't all be so unreasonable!" Kenshin didn't like the turn the conversation had taken, he had just wanted to say thank you. "If you chose to make me make that choice then I have to chose him. I cannot leave the man I love, when he needs me most, and I will not be a coward and run from him just because he can endanger me." With that he turned on his heel and left the Dojo.

The three of them watched him go in silence, but it started to grow uncomfortable after a while. Yahiko sighed.

"I guess we just lost our friend…I miss him already."

Kaoru patted the boys head absently. "We didn't lose him… he just… we just… won't see him…but if he needs help…we'll always be there"

"You know its true…Aoshi does love him." The others looked up in surprise as Sanosuke walked into the room.

"You can say that … after what that monster did to you and to Kenshin." Megumi was indignant.

Shrugging his typical shrug Sanosuke sat on the ground. "I didn't have a right to kiss him… but I just couldn't help myself. If he hadn't walked in… nothing would have happened, but… I didn't realize he held such a rage in him… such a passion for Kenshin. He would sooner kill Kenshin than let someone else have him."

"But that's just stupid. How can you hurt someone you love so much? I don't understand." Yahiko looked at the older man beseechingly, needing an answer.

Again Sano shrugged. "We always hurt those we love the most Yahiko… its just the way life works.

It was dark when Kenshin approached the house he shared with Aoshi; winter was passing, and it would be spring soon. His mind was far away; sad that his friends had chosen the way they had chosen, but after spending hours on the riverbank thinking about everything… he knew there was no way he could abandon someone he loved so much, especially when they needed him. He loved Aoshi and he knew the real Aoshi loved him… he would just have to try and keep Aoshi from giving into the darker side of himself… and thereby avoiding to ever get hurt again. As he reached the front door this new decision gave him renewed energy and he chastised himself for coming home so late. He would have to apologize, and hoped Aoshi wouldn't be too upset or worried. Pushing open the door he stopped dead. Candles as far as the eye could see… like a sea of candles.

A hand grabbed him around the waist, holding him close kissing his hair, and Kenshin relaxed, melting against the body behind him.

The voice, soft and husky Aoshi spoke through the thousands of kisses he was threading through Kenshin's mane of hair as he slowly walked the older man towards the couch. "I wanted you to know how much I love you… how very much you mean to me… and how terribly sorry I am that I snapped and hurt you the way I did."

Twisting and turning in Aoshi's arms Kenshin laid his hands on the taller man's chest and gazed up into beautiful blue eyes smiling. "I know…" His simple answer made Aoshi smile, as he bent down and claimed the red heads up turned lips in a deep, exploring kiss, which lasted for minutes as tongues fought for dominance, and ended in the men smilingly breaking contact as they gasped for air. "Hehe Shi…oxygen is a good idea, that it is…" and he winked at his lover. "I'm hungry." Rose budded lips pouted.

Aoshi turned him around and pointed him in the area of the place in front of the fire place…"Oh my gosh.. .Shi… beef stew!!! I love beef stew!!! I haven't had it for ages!!!"

Aoshi smiled to see Kenshin's face light up the way it did. "Yeah… I know… I hope its ok… I went and got the recipe from Tai at the Akabeko… I've never cooked it before… so I hope we don't both end up ill from it."

Kenshin laughed that sweet refreshing laugh. "I doubt it Shi…"

They sat down to eat. The silence was comfortable, but Aoshi loved Kenshin's voice… he found it musical. "So… did you enjoy your walk love?"

Kenshins eyes reflected pain that he very quickly hid. "Oh … well…it was ok…" He tried to smile and looked at Aoshi…"You weren't with me so it couldn't be perfect." His attempt at a grin failed.

"What's wrong Ken?"

"Nothing."

"Kenshin I might believe that if you didn't look like you wished the floor would open and swallow you whole."

"Heh… never could pull the wool over your eyes now could I?"

"Stop evading Kenshin… it'll feel better if you let it out."

"I doubt it."

"You don't know until you try Ken."

Kenshin sighed…he didn't want to tell, but he knew Aoshi would know if he lied… and once the younger man wanted something he never really let go of the topic. "Fine… I went to the dojo today."

Aoshi placed his empty bowl with the rest of the things and rested his hands on his knees. When he spoke his voice was carefully controlled, not letting out anything that he was feeling. "And… how was it?"

Kenshin's eyes were looking at the ground… and he was fidgeting with his hands. "Does it suffice to say that you are now the lover of a man with no friends?" he attempted a weak smile again.

"No… tell me what happened."

Sighing the red haired man continued to fidget. "Well… I really wanted to say thank you… you know…the wounds healed well and that medicine helped me heal faster… and well… they came and helped… and I am grateful… but…" He took a deep breath, fighting back the tears. "But they wanted me to come back to the dojo, they said you are too dangerous to be around, that I am a fool to stay. And that … I had to chose between them and you."

Aoshi couldn't breath. "And?"

"And…like I said… I no longer have friends…" Tears slipped down a scarred cheek, unnoticed by their owner.

Aoshi didn't want to ask but he had to. "Do you think they could be right Ken? Do you think you would be better off without me?"

"No." The reply was timid. "No I wouldn't be… who would love me Shi… no one… and who would love you… I couldn't leave you alone… not when you need me." More tears fell, now down both cheeks.

Suddenly there were arms holding him and letting him cry… holding him tightly and lips firmly pressed against his hair. "I am so lucky to have you, so lucky to love you Kenshin." The voice that spoke into his hair was husky and full of love.

Kenshin cried till he felt the tightness in his chest ease up a little. The feel of Aoshi so close to him made him feel warm and tingly… ~I love him so much, I want him so much… I need him to touch me…~ he raised his head to look at the man holding him. Blue eyes gazed down questioningly looking into violet. Parting his lips absently Kenshin licked them and Aoshi swallowed obviously. "Kiss me…Shi…" The words were soft, pleading, needing, wanting and loving. Aoshi lowered his head and tasted the sweetness that was offered to him.

Everything around them disappeared as their passion took a hold of them. The kiss deepened until Kenshin felt as if his black haired lover would devour him, and yet he leant into the kiss more… wanting everything. Aoshi caught his little red heads tongue between teeth that bit down gently holding it captive…a moan ensuing from the smaller mans throat, sent tingles down the taller mans spine. He pushed the shirt covering Kenshin's torso slowly open, reveling in the feel of that soft skin under his calloused hands.

Needing air Kenshin had to break the kiss; panting he threw his head back, as Aoshi pushed the shirt off his shoulders constricting the red head's arms, baring the soft porcelain neck to view. Not able to resist Aoshi let his mouth wander… clamping mouth and teeth over that sensitive spot he knew affected the delicate man so much. Gasping Kenshin freed his hands, shirt falling to the floor and entwined them in his lovers hair, pulling the dark head closer…"bite down harder…" clenched teeth and breathless voice made his statement barely heard, though the younger man did comply. Depositing harsh sharp bites all the way up and down Kenshin's neck and shoulder, the dark haired man felt himself become hard as the delicate figure in his arms writhed in pleasure.

Wrapping his legs around Aoshi's waist, Kenshin squeezed, not able to fully contain himself… ~It burns… it feels so good… augh… ~ Kenshin was almost beside himself with the sensations that skilled tongue and sharp teeth were eliciting in his body.

Noticing how worked up his love was getting Aoshi left the mans neck and once again took rose bud lips in a kiss. Rougher this time, both burning with a hunger for each other that they hadn't given into for a long time, they tasted each other. Aoshi could feel Kenshin's erection rubbing against him, through the cloth of both their pants, somehow the younger man's shirt had also been removed.

Nibbling on Kenshin's ears made the smaller man gasp in pleasure and dig his delicate long fingers into his lovers back. Aoshi cried out and Kenshin reached up and forcefully grabbed a handful of black hair making Aoshi have no choice but to kiss him again.

Slowly losing control Aoshi ran hands up and down his lovers sides…applying pressure where he knew the violet eyed man was most sensitive, and achieved the wanted response of gasping moans from his target.

Just as the passion was taking over, and Aoshi had undone Kenshin's pants… the black haired man pulled out of the kiss and looked down at his lover… stopping. Panting breaths emerged from his mouth as he tried desperately to get himself back under control. Confused violet orbs stared up at him, the heated lust in them still visible.

"I'm sorry Kenshin… I shouldn't have…"

Confusion laced with pain as Kenshin pulled himself into a sitting position, legs against his chest. Lowering his gaze he rocked himself back and forth, seemingly without realizing what he was doing. "I… understand…" His voice was so soft and tear ridden that it wrenched Aoshi's heart, and the black haired man moved as if to speak, but Kenshin inched further away. "No… Shi… after… everything… I wouldn't want to touch me either…" Barely audible now Kenshin continued to look at the ground.

Shock laced through Aoshi's body…that his lover thought this? That the man in his life thought that he would no longer want to touch him because his body had been sullied… that was a thing that hadn't even crossed Aoshi's mind. The dark haired man didn't feel he had a right to touch that body again… not after what he had done, not after the pain he had inflicted.

"Ken… look at me?"

The red head shook his head and continued to look at the ground.

Aoshi moved slowly over to the smaller man and reached out a gentle hand, raising that sculpted face to look at him. Tears marked tracks down Kenshin's cheeks and the look in his eyes made Aoshi wish he could just wash the past away. Softly the blue eyed man kissed Kenshin's forehead and sat back still holding the latter's chin in his hands. He almost didn't trust himself to speak. "After everything I have done… you still want me to touch you?"

Surprise flitted over the pale face…"Of course I do Shi… I want it to be as amazing as it was before…"

Aoshi pulled the delicate man to him, holding him in his arms tightly but carefully as if not wanting to break him. Kenshin began to relax… letting his head fall against the younger man's bear chest, the tears stopped falling and they just sat drinking in each others warmth.

Timidly Kenshin raised his eyes to look into thoughtful blue ones. "Shi…you aren't repulsed by me then?" The hope in the man's voice made Aoshi want to cry.

"Of course not Kenshin, you could never repulse me even if you tried." ~But I repulse myself from what I did to you~ "I love you… "

A smile lit up the red head's face. "Oh good…" And he reached up and tugged Aoshi's face down to him… kissing the black haired man tenderly. During the kiss Kenshin wrapped his legs nimbly around the waist of his lover again and pushed his chest against that of the younger man.

Breaking the kiss Aoshi looked at Kenshin quizzically. "Ken…?"

"I think we should start from where we left off Shi…" The voice was shy, but resolve hid behind it.

Aoshi couldn't believe what Kenshin was saying… this man wanted him… after everything he had done? After what he had done to his body?

As if sensing the dilemma his lover was going through Kenshin kissed him tenderly again… "I love you Shi… and yes I want you inside me again… I miss you, I miss us… I want everything back… take me, please."

Deepening the kiss as he returned it Aoshi looked into partially lidded violet eyes, raising them in question. For an answer Kenshin pressed his legs tighter around the younger man and dove his tongue further into the dark haired man's mouth. Needing no further encouragement Aoshi raised himself to his knees and shuffled over to the couch… Kenshin still attached to his body, tongue still conquering Kenshin's mouth.

Gently he laid the red head on the couch, quickly removing the pants that had already been done much earlier. Mouths still entwined Kenshin tugged impatiently at the pants that still covered Aoshi.

Momentarily letting go his hold on the smaller man's mouth, Aoshi murmured as he nuzzled his lovers neck. "Patience love."

"Don't want patience… want you." Kenshin pouted cutely, knowing he looked irresistible at that moment. Aoshi growled low under his breath as Kenshin giggled and pushed Aoshi's pants down to his ankles.

"Fine, have it your way." Mischief entered the dark haired man's eyes, and he gathered both Kenshin's wrists in one of his own larger hands and held them above his head. Mock shock appeared on Kenshin's face as he tried half-heartedly tried to free himself from his captor. "Shush love…I promise this will feel amazing." Kenshin was quite certain he could count on that.

Hands still held captive Kenshin felt Aoshi's mouth lower to his shoulder… biting, nibbling and licking he traced a line down to Kenshins nipples and chose one to assault. Running his spare hand from Kenshin's knee between his thighs over the hard shaft that lay between them, up the red heads side and to his hands, he separated Kenshins hands and held him down, one on each side. Slowly he began to move his body, so that both of the men's erections came in contact with each other. Kenshin moaned in surprise at the sensations that ran through him.

Bodies close Aoshi continued to move his body in a rhythm against his lovers, causing friction and heat. Mouth still assaulting one of Kenshin's nipples he bit down hard, making the red head gasp in pleasure. Still moving against the man he loved, Aoshi moved his body a little higher enveloping his lover in a kiss that swallowed the sounds of passion, as Kenshin's legs locked tighter around his younger lover.

Kenshin breathed into his lovers mouth…"Inside… me…"

Aoshi wanted the same but he wasn't going to go hard and fast about anything this time, he wanted Kenshin to enjoy it, to be brought to new heights over and over again, and somehow he was going to manage it.

"All in good time…" he breathed back. He could feel the red head pout, so he pressed their bodies together harder, eliciting a gasping moan from the older man, and Aoshi smiled into the kiss.

Kenshin felt like he was going to burn up with desire. ~His skin… so hot… Oh my…this is everything I ever wanted~ He felt Aoshi let go of one of his hands and reach to the table next to the couch. Although the younger man was still kissing him he now had free hands which he decided to rake down his lover's back…causing him to gasp in surprise. Kenshin grinned to himself. The kiss was somehow still continued, as if neither of them could taste enough of each other. Suddenly Kenshin tensed as something slick grabbed hold of his erection. Calming down he realize Aoshi was lathering his erection with lubricant.

Feeling his lover tense even momentarily made Aoshi stop for a moment. "Ken? You ok?"

Kenshin simply kissed the taller man again instead of answering, but then spoke into his mouth softly…"Why are you lathering me Shi?"

Aoshi smiled into the kiss…"Shush I told you it would feel great…" Kenshin gave into Aoshi's plea and simply continued to let his lover do as he wanted and make Kenshin feel the way he already was.

Having lubed himself a little before he had begun on his lover Aoshi gently positioned himself and his red haired lover so that his knees were either side of his lover, feeling the tip of the erection against his entrance Aoshi slowly began to slide down.

Kenshin's eyes opened wide as he realized what Aoshi was doing… but Aoshi smiled and shut the red head up with a kiss, not wincing at the pain that passed through him before something more akin to pleasure emerged.

Feeling himself fully embedded inside his lover Kenshin bit down on his lip to keep from screaming. This was so much more than he expected. He felt hot… like he needed to leap out of his skin, the pressure encasing him was driving him insane and he opened his eyes to look into lustful blue ones that were tinged with a little concern.

Holding his delicate lover to him Aoshi kissed his forehead. "Ken…are you ok? Is this ok?" The dark haired man seemed to be unsure of himself.

Kenshin was breathless, the throbbing he could feel in his loins wasn't letting him think clearly and it was all that he could do to focus on what Aoshi was asking him. "Its… oh gods… don't just stay like that… move… please…" Lustful violet eyes looked up into blue and that was all the answer that Aoshi needed.

Knowing his lover would never take initiative, Aoshi began to move his body … slowly up and down, all the while watching Kenshin's face contort in varied stages of pleasure. Forgetting all about his own pleasure for the moment, Aoshi concentrated fully on letting the red head feel amazing… and for a long while the pure enjoyment of watching Kenshins face reflect different stages of ecstasy was enough by far. Kenshin let out a strangled cry though and bucked as Aoshi lowered himself… embedding his cock even deeper in his lover and hitting Aoshi's prostate. The dark haired man almost screamed as the pleasure tore through his body and lost the control he had been exerting. Their rhythm picked up as each of them became wound up in the friction between them. Grabbing one of Kenshin's hands Aoshi guided it to his own erection that was sore from lack of attention. Despite the hazey state his brain was in Kenshin instinctively seemed to know what to do. Sweat provided lubricant and Aoshi neared his climax.

A scream tore from Kenshin's throat, full of ecstasy, passion and release as he bucked heftily one last time slamming into his lovers prostate enforcing a chain reaction where Aoshi could no longer keep himself in check. Climaxing he pumped white liquid out onto his lovers still heaving chest. Spent Aoshi pulled himself away from Kenshin to lay down next to him as the delicate man still recovered from the after effects.

"Shove over… couch hog…"

Satisfied violet eyes looked up at the taller man… "Pfft… you have to hold me…" Aoshi laughed and wiped the cooling cum off his lover's chest with one of the pairs of pants that had fallen to the floor, and he pulled him onto his chest. Languidly Kenshin sprawled over the younger. His heart was still beating fast.

"Ken?"

"Mhmm?

"Ashiteru…"

Kenshin smiled murmuring. "You were right love…Ashiteru."

Aoshi smiled and he felt his lover's breath even out as the delicate man fell asleep.

TBC

Please feedback is much appreciated… I have the ending written… just having trouble bridging the story… but I will get there