Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction ❯ Come Undone ❯ Chapter 1

Title: Come Undone

Author: D-strike

Rating: NC-17

Pairing: Enishi/Kaoru

Type: One-shot

Summary: Hmmm… just a lemon I made for the two. Just read it and Enjoy!

(Kaoru's POV)

It was one rainy afternoon when it all started.

Rain fell incessantly as the wind blew a roaring breeze.

He was there and I was here.

Another training was occurring just as always. Defeating battousai had always been an issue to him. But now, he's only doing this for one main reason. To keep fit.

A year had already passed since that incident of kidnapping me for a cause happened. Of course, Kenshin saved me and defeated the bad guy who wishes me harm. Now, I reside once again in my dojo with Kenshin, Yahiko and sometimes Sano around. Everything was normal and perfect… not until that day when he came back and I saw him as the rush of memories and feelings stirred on me. He was filled with bruises and wounds and his clothes were dirty as if he just dipped into a puddle of mud. He was weak and I could tell that he hadn't eaten a proper food since the day he walked away from us. From me.

Sympathy was the feeling I felt just from seeing him like this. I know it's wrong, but the urge is so strong. I invited him in and gave him everything he needs to regain strength. My friends had no idea about this, especially Kenshin of course. Everyone decided to visit Dr. Genzai's sister in the mountains, I chose to be left alone for once since I was sort of not in the mood to climb mountains. I felt guilty just from the thought that none of them knew what was I keeping back here. I'm sure Sano and Yahiko would burst in anger… as for Kenshin… I knew he would be very, very upset.

But his stay here was provisional. Once his wounds are healed, he can go back to whatever business he was working at right now. He did agree with this two and then it was settled.

A week almost have passed since he got here, and I found it harder and harder to retain myself from doing some things that may lead to bedlam. I have to admit, I've been in love with this man once. But those feelings were spoiled right when we left the island. I never expected to welcome these feelings once again.

He was still as handsome as ever. Chiseled body, fine-looking appearance and attractive green eyes. There were times when I would find myself staring at him, watching him eat during dinner, and observe his every moves as he trains. Was I in love again? Is it safe for me to feel these emotions stirring in my heart? Should I take the risk of falling? All of these… I don't know. I couldn't find the right answers to my own questions.

(Enishi's POV)

I knew she was watching.

It was rather irritating although I didn't make any move to brush her away.

Somehow, the thought of her standing there and staring at me made me feel at ease. It did bother me though whenever I see that small face of hers. Fairly it seems that she was hiding something from me. Through dinner I could sense her eyes piercing onto my skin, and whenever I try to catch her gaze, she would turn away and have that melancholy appearance again.

Maybe it was the battousai…

Or maybe it was I…

The idea of me staying here troubles her, so am I. For the past year I had tried so hard to forget that face. Those blue eyes filled with empathy and kindness, valor and gallantry. She had always been this beautiful, nothing much has changed since that day I allowed battousai to take her away. From that day on, dreams started to haunt me. It was grief I presume since I knew very much that I was distraught when she walked out of my life.

I was in love with her.

But that vanished a long time ago.

I never thought it would come back again.

Everything in her completely enthralled me. Her wits, her bravery, her compassion, and her loyalty that no one could ever break. Too bad the cold vile murderer has the only right to claim it. Again, I found something that would sum up the anger I felt for the battousai. And that was she. She who had been sympathetic enough to let me reside in her dojo after all the mishaps that had happened between us. She who melted my cold, unfeeling heart.

It was too much, too much that sometimes my urges leads me to her door and confess everything to her. But I knew it would be a futile attempt to do so. That bastard owns her heart and it will never be mine. However, the more I stay near her, the more it pains me the thought of having this forbidden love.

This had to end.

And I'm the one who should end it before it cause more damage to me.

To us.

I have to tell her…

And that would be tonight.

***

"Kamiya."

That bitter, crisp voice startled out Kaoru and almost made her cut her very own finger. If it was Yahiko or Sano, she could have yelled. But this person was different. This was him and she could do nothing else but to turn around and force a weak smile at him. "W-what can I do for you, Yukishiro-san? Are you hungry? Dinner will be ready soon." It was weird but her feet suddenly became all wobbly just seeing the sight of him.

Enishi had his arms crossed, his silver eyes glaring intently at her as he leaned his whole weight against the wall. "No, I'd rather starve to death than have that disgusting cooking of yours. I've been suffering long enough." He bitterly spat, although inside he felt sorry for telling these words to her. Especially when he saw her face flinch in shame.

Although that did not last when she suddenly stood straight up with her chin raised in defiance, "Well, if that's the case. I guess I'll be eating dinner alone tonight." She turned her back and continued her chopping. How could he insult her like that? After all she have done to him. She offered him shelter, food, clothes! It was very unfair to offend her with his terrible words. It pained her to hear it particularly from his mouth. Her brows started to furrow and her chopping become hasty.

Enishi though chose to continue. "That would be much preferable. Your tongue seems to be immune with the bitter taste of your food. I bet battousai himself could not stand that darn shit." This was his only way to avert the feelings he was feeling for this meek girl. For the past few days he had not mouthed a single mock at her, and that might have been really weird for her. Neither did he know that Kaoru much enjoys a silent Enishi than a talkative, ruthless one.

It took his attention when the chopping was suddenly halted and everything seems to be quiescent than ever. He waited just from the anticipation of her facing him with raging eyes. But that never came. He could only see her back, raggedly breathing as if she was trying her best to hide the rage forming inside her. "If that's what you think, then why bother stay here??"

"Because I needed to."

Kaoru finally turned to him and looked up skeptically, "Why do this? Why insult me when you knew that I'm so vulnerable right now?"

He scoffed and looked away, not liking how she stares at him, "I never thought you were vulnerable. Is it because battousai's not here to protect you? Is that why you say you're vulnerable?"

"No! Don't you dare mention Kenshin's name here!" Kaoru yelled back.

"Oh yes, Kenshin… the all mighty Kenshin, your lovable rurouni. How could I dare to insult him?" he made a long cruel laugh and started towards her, "It seems Ms. Kamiya here still cannot stand on her own feet without her beloved Kenshin. Truly you are vulnerable… especially having a man in the same roof who almost attempted to kill you a year ago."

In return, she narrowed her eyes at him and said, "Do you still want to continue your vengeance even if I humbly took you inside my dojo and healed your wounds? This is how you repay me?"

He took a step forward and said, "I did not force you to do such things."

"Although I still did it because I felt pity on you. You were so weak and-" she took a step also, with both of her arms planted on her hips.

"I am not weak!"

"Oh really? And how exactly can you explain things such as when you fainted on my arms? It took me sometime to drag you inside."

"You could have left me there."

"You know I cannot do that!" Kaoru took another step.

"And why is that? You're supposed to hate me, Kamiya. If ever the battousai and his merry band were here you wouldn't have done the same thing now would you?" Enishi finally consumed the remaining inches between them and now they stood at the center of the kitchen, eyes glaring and nose flaring in annoyance. It seems they were still oblivious to how exactly close they were from each other.

"You cannot tell me what I'm supposed to do or not, which means that no one else even Kenshin could tell me whether to or not to save you." She took a heavy sigh and looked up into his eyes. "And besides, I could never ever hate you, Yukishiro-san. I love to but I can't." she said this in a very soft voice, almost wanting to calm the tension happening between them. Kaoru was starting to think through Enishi's words. She finally realized that he too was worried as she was. Both of them were enemies and supposed to be foes for the sake of their motives.

He too was confused of what to do or not. He wanted her to hate him so he could find a reason of not to love her. But it seems his plan didn't work. In fact, it made it more difficult to overlook his feelings. "Why?" he moved again, causing him to be only a hairbreadth away from her face. She could almost feel his hot breath against her skin.

Kaoru seems to be now aware of their position and her cheeks started to redden terribly, "B-because… I… I was-um…" suddenly she was unconsciously drawn to his lips. Enishi was taller than her and it was his shoulder that she could only reach which makes her eyes focus onto the lower part of his face. She couldn't help not to stutter since it was very difficult to talk and have this tingling sensation within her.

"Cat got your tongue, Kamiya?" he too was dazed… awfully dazed since his motives of thrashing her away vanished quickly. It was replaced by this sudden rush of emotions that he never though he had.

"Enishi… I…" but before she could continue her words, her mouth was completely covered by his. Her eyes flew wide although it started to close instinctively when her body finally gave in. The kiss was gentle at first, as if he was testing if she was comfortable with this sudden assault. He embraced her waist with his broad arms as she encircled her on his neck. He crushed her tightly against his own body, causing a small gasp come out from Kaoru's throat. He took this as an advantage and placed his tongue inside her mouth. Finally, their tongues met and this made her hesitant for a moment. It didn't long before both of their tongues fought in an erotic dance, tasting each other as the kitchen became more feverish than ever despite of how hard the rain fell outside.

Kaoru felt she was in heaven, sinking through his arms as pleasure finally takes in. Never had she thought she'd be kissed like this! It was her first time and definitely she was glad it was Enishi who did it. Oh, how long she had yearned for this moment. Just as then when she felt his hand crawl on her waist and up to cup her breast, Kaoru suddenly found the strength to push Enishi away. Kenshin suddenly came to engulf her vision.

He looked at her in half bewilder and half disappointment. Both were breathing heavily, her face flushed and her lips swollen from the heated kiss they shared. "Kamiya-" his voice was gruff, truly upset from the cliffhanging pleasure she gave.

Kaoru released herself from his arms and headed to the wooden counter for support. She was still breathing raggedly as she tries her best to retain her composure. "This is wrong… we're not supposed to do this…" she knew her words were all lies. She badly wanted to be in his embrace again if only Kenshin's face won't keep popping into her mind. She started to feel guilt just the thought of betraying Kenshin and her friends. It was wrong, very wrong.

Enishi won't allow this. He tried his best yet still he cannot find the strength of letting her go. He loved her and so as lusted for her. He won't allow that redheaded bastard spoil his happiness again. If battousai stole his sister so easily, then it is most likely fair for him to take Kaoru as his. He wants her and he usually gets what he wanted.

With this firm decision, Enishi started to approach her from behind and surprised her by placing his hands on her shoulders. She flinched from his touch although relaxed when he leaned on her ear and whispered, "What exactly is wrong with this? You're not wedded with Himura, are you?"

"No…" she practically breathed out rather than tell.

Enishi then started to rub her shoulders and then allowed his hands slid down to her arms, soothingly stroking her, "You said you don't hate me…"

"Yes…" again she breathed, now her eyes fluttering shut when she felt his mouth trailing soft kisses on her neck. He was torturing her and she could do nothing but give in. She tilted her head on the side to make an easier access.

Enishi smiled at this, "But I do…" he gave the skin a nip just enough to leave a red mark there, "I hate you," he muttered against her skin and he went back to her ear and suck her lobe, emanating a soft moan from her mouth. "I hate you so much for making me feel this way."

"…hate me…?" Kaoru managed to answer back, turning her head to see him in the corner of her eyes. It appears that her mind wasn't functioning right now because of the desire that engulfs her.

"Yes." Enishi raised his head and his eyes promptly caught the sight of her slightly opened lips, "I hate you because I love you." He then captured her mouth with his again and shared the heated kiss once more. He released her mouth once just to turn her around and when she did, she surprisingly attacked his and initiated the kiss. He took her blue ribbon off to release her long hair from bounds and started to run his fingers through them. Kaoru did the same as she holds his neck snugly.

Their hands were practically everywhere, touching parts that they knew would pleasure each other. Enishi started to fumble on her obi and in a matter of seconds, Kaoru felt the heavy fabric slide loose, slitting the silken kimono in half. She on the other hand was undoing Enishi's sash, but upon doing this he took her hand and ceased her from undressing him. "Not yet." There was a mischievous glint in his eyes, which made Kaoru wonder. But before she could even speak, he kissed her again although this time he was trailing down from her jaw to the crook of her neck. Moans were spilled as he did this and all she could do was pull his head against her neck as close as possible.

Enishi used his hands to explore her almost naked body. His left hand took one breast and gave it a light squeeze before rubbing his thumb against the hardening nub. He gave the other one a deliberate, torturing lick before taking the whole rosy nipple in his hot wet mouth. Kaoru threw her head back and made a muffled cry.

The other hand made it's way to her stomach, giving her navel a light touch before going down to it's destination. Kaoru jerked and had no idea whether to moan of cry as one of his fingers rubbed her clit. Her hold tightened as her nails started to dig into his back. Enishi looked at her and kissed her forehead softly, "Shh… it's all right…" he reassured as he continued his venture of pleasuring her. He stooped down to capture her lips and allowed his finger to enter her at the same time. Kaoru gasped although it was replaced by a long desirable moan when he started to make an in and out motion. It was really hard to stand up right now since her legs seems to turned like jelly from the bliss he was giving her. Good thing Enishi had led her to the counter as to support her from falling.

"O-Oh… Kami!" Kaoru moaned as the second finger entered her vaginal entrance while his thumb strokes her bundle of nerves much to drive her to insanity.

Just the sight of her makes him hard. Face flushed, eye shut tightly, lips slightly parted to release her erotic cries. He knew he wouldn't last much longer and so he started to untie his sash and let his hakama fell loose to his knees. He did not stop his ministrations as he did this, which was really impressive for the matter.

He leaned down to her ear again and huskily whispered, "Come for me, love… come for me…" and he hurriedly replaced his fingers with his own throbbing member. He slowly entered her since he knew well that this woman was untouched. She doesn't look like a whore that anyone can fuck around.

Kaoru winced in pain when he finally encountered her walls. She looked up to him and he gave her a comforting smile, "It'll be gone soon, don't worry." He continued to break and enter her until she covered her from top to hilt. With a grunt, he withdrew and started to move gradually.

The pain finally disappeared and pleasure started to take in. Kaoru wrapped her legs around his as her arms embraced him with all her might. "Enishi…" this was the sign he had been waiting for and started to move in his own kind of pace. She was really wet just as what he wanted her to be and this made him release loud groans.

To his surprise, Kaoru started to follow his motion and they finally moved in unison. "Faster, Oh kami! Faster!" she moaned while raking her nails on his back leaving light red lines on his tanned skin. Of course, he complied and fastened his movement.

"Shit! Kaoru!" Enishi himself cried when he was about to reach his peak. It didn't take long when Kaoru finally gave out a loud cry of his name as he spilled his own seed within her, muffling a cry as he buried his face on the crook of her neck. Both fell breathless against the counter with Enishi still holding Kaoru against his chest.

When they finally started to breath normally again, Kaoru looked up and gave him a light peck on the lips, "I love you too… I always have…" she was contended to his eyes lit up as she smiles in return.

"Well, that's good. At least now I have the reason to keep you for myself... forever that is." He grinned back and kissed the top of her head.

Kaoru sighed and leaned her head against his chest, "Why did it took us this long, Enishi? Why haven't we done this while we're still in the island…"

"Because we're both afraid. We know this is outlawed." Enishi whispered as he stares blankly into space. Even after a mind-blowing sex, he still could think the possibilities that may happen if ever they continue this relationship.

"I am not married, Enishi. I still have the right to love another man."

"Kaoru… I know battousai will-" he was silenced when Kaoru placed a finger on his lips, smiling as she did so.

"I don't care what he'll think, Enishi… I was not his and never will be."

"How about your friends?"

Kaoru dismissed it with her waving hand, "They'll just have to accept it."

Enishi looked at her skeptically and said, "You seem to be too confident about this."

She weakly smiled and placed her head on his chest again, "Since you arrived here, I've done a lot of thinking… I really love you and there's no way I'll allow you to walk out of my life again." She could hear him chuckle from his vibrating chest, "You never cease to amuse me, Kamiya."

"But of course! I was born to amuse you, Yukishiro."

The End