Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction ❯ Daughter of the Forest RK Style ❯ Destinies Intertwine Once More ( Chapter 20 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Full Summary: Kaoru, the only daughter of an Irish King, must save her six brothers from an enchantment placed on them by an evil sorceress. What will happen when she falls in love with a Britain? Story is based off of Juliet Marillier’s book Daughter of the Forest. KK
Disclaimer: I do not own Rurouni Kenshin or Daughter of the Forest. As much as I’d love to take credit for Nobuhiro Watsuki's and Juliet Marillier’s creations, I’d rather keep what little money I have.
This story is a work of fiction and should not be taken as a serious era piece. Sevenwaters, Harrowfield, Northwoods and the Three Sacred Islands are made up places.
I do not own any of the shows that my author's notes are spoofing, excluding Druid You Know?. All borrowed plots are merely for entertainment purposes only.
A/N:
Italics mean mental conversations.
Daughter of the Forest RK Style
Chapter 20: Destinies Intertwine Once More
The journey home was not one filled with joy and excitement. We all knew what we were about to face and though we traveled swiftly we were not looking forward to our fate.
As strong as my resolve was by body was too weak. We made it three quarters of the way before my body gave up in exhaustion. My brothers were angered at me for not alerting them of my physical state earlier but eventually they over looked my stubbornness and provided me a cart. I do not know how they were able to get one but I didn't object. I had already pushed my body beyond its limit.
Despite Shougo's warnings I couldn't help but cry when I first saw the condition our land was in. The trees that so loyally protected us from invading armies had been chopped down to two thirds of their original population and the crops were dead or dying.
As we approached a village on the outskirts of our land a young woman informed us of the conditions our people faced. Supposedly my father was so devastated over our disappearance that he completely neglected the land. Without my brother guidance and my father's provisions the crops and livestock began to die off.
Because the people had little to eat many of the weak, elderly and young began to grow ill and in many cases died. The village representative tried to seek aid from our father on several occasions but Lady Yumi would turn him away with the excuse that Lord Koshijiro was too busy to deal with the common folk.
As more and more people began to fall ill people began to leave for neighboring tuaths. Those who stayed started chopping down lumber in desperation. The lumber they sold to neighboring tuaths was enough to feed their families meagerly but they still weren't able to afford animals or supplies to recover their fields. They were forced to continue chopping down trees to survive.
After tending to the ill we left the village with a promise to aid all the villages our father neglected. In anger we continued home every once in a while stopping at a village to check on the sick. I know that my brothers would have rather stormed the castle walls but I felt it my responsibility to do what I could. I couldn't walk past a village knowing that someone might be needing my assistance.
When we first approached the castle walls we were shocked to find that not a single guard was at their post. The castle seemed eerily quiet and devoid of life. In a panic my brothers and I ran through the halls in search for any sign of life.
Because of the vast size of our home we decided to split up. Okita, Tsunan, Souzou and Shougo searched the western half of the castle while Soujiro, Okita and I searched the eastern half.
I had been extremely angry with my father for letting our lands fall into ruin until I found my father collapsed on the floor of his study. I can still recall the sadness in my father's eyes as he pleaded in an airy voice, “Please forgive me Akiko. I only wished to move on with my life, but instead I've lost everything. I've lost our children and now my new wife and child. Why did I have to lose Aoshi as well?”
Holding my father in my arms for the first time in my life I began to cry. Despite all his strict treatment towards my brothers and I love him. He did not deserve to be manipulated by Lady Yumi so cruelly. No one deserves to be used and thrown away so thoughtlessly.
It's been nearly a year since I first found my father and he has slowly begun to make progress. No longer does he call me by my mother's name and little by little he has come to learn of Lady Yumi's part in our disappearance.
Father originally took out all his anger upon himself when he heard what she put me through but with Soujiro's guidance he came to terms with his feelings and found a more constructive outlet for his anger. After four long months of Soujiro treating him, he became fixated on finding our long lost brother Aoshi. Souzou and Soujiro accompanied our father as he roamed around Ireland for three months looking for our infant brother.
It's funny how things work out. All of my life Soujiro and our father never got along. They would constantly fight and argue, but now the very son my father despised is the only one who can properly heal his wounds. Soujiro's gift of the sight has an incredible healing quality that until now was never fully tapped into. By stringing images of our father's past Soujiro has begun to provide a glimmer of hope our father had once lost.
This has taken a great toll on Soujiro both mentally and physically. Soujiro no longer eats and drinks with the family when we gather for meals or speaks much. The more he treats our father the more animal like he behaves.
The most apparent changes in his behavior are his newfound fear of dogs and confinement. Soujiro has been spending less and less time in the castle as the days wear on and we have even had to ban all dogs within a hundred yard radius of the castle walls. Soujiro's fear of dogs is so intense that just the mention of the word will send him cowering in a corner for several hours. The effect of mentally healing my father has cost my brother much of his sanity but he continues to do so with an ever present smile on his face.
The rest of my brothers have been kept busy rebuilding the villages. The damage was far worse than we initially expected. By the time our father returned with Aoshi my brothers were only able to plant new crops in half of the villages, replant a hundred trees and start reconstruction for a handful of villages. Even with the villagers help our tuath has a very long way to go before it will begin to stand on its own two feet again. If not for Lord Raidon's support I doubt my brothers would have gotten as far as they have.
Shortly after our homecoming, tragedy befell the houses of Sevenwaters, Glencarnagh and Sidhe Dubh (shee dove). As Lord Raidon explained, after a couple of months of our disappearance we were all thought to be dead and therefore Tae was still unwed and his place in the alliance was unproven. Lord Shishio of Sidhe Dubh had made a proposal for Tae's hand in marriage and like a dutiful daughter she did not complain when she was forced to marry him.
As we later found out Tae was not happily wed. Lord Shishio was cruel to her and treated her like a slave. With a two-year-old son named Enishi and a two-month-old named Chizuru, Tae felt trapped. Once a woman bares a child, especially one who has a claim to a throne, she has few options. A woman cannot just leave her home in such a situation; even if she could she would never be able to take her children without deadly consequences.
Even after her husband's death, finding another husband would be difficult. Men want woman who can bear them a child and provide legitimate heirs. The likelihood that you could bare heirs for your new husband and that your previous children will not fight for his throne are too great a burden for most to handle. Once you bear children of noble blood you are a slave to your children’s and husband's whims. As horrible as that sounds, it is a reality all woman of noble birth must come to terms with.
When news of our return reached her ears Tae was devastated. Her one and only love was alive and she could never be with him. It was reported by Lord Shishio's men that in an attempt to clear her mind Tae took a walk in the marshes surrounding her home and slipped. A few of the guards tried to save her, but they were unable to reach her in time. She drowned in the murky marshes of her cruel husband's land and left two young children to grow up in the world without a mother's love. All that she left behind were letters addressed to Okubo, her children, her father and myself explaining what lead to her untimely death. Her supposed slip was not as accidental as her husband's men had claimed.
To add to Okubo's anguish the following day, Lord Shishio was found dead on his way back home. Okubo, Okita and Lord Raidon have surprisingly spoken little of this incident. Every time I make mention of the assassination they change the topic quickly. I can't help but speculate that Lord Shishio was killed for his treason against the campaign. I'd only imagine that it would take a while to orchestrate an assassination. The assassin would have to know their target's plans and weaknesses so this plan had to be put into motion far before Tae's death. If my brother had in fact been a part of the planning it would explain his unusually dark and sad demeanor.
I did talk to Okubo shortly after the deaths and he made mention of his guilt. Somehow he blames himself for not contacting Tae earlier and confessing his feelings. For the first time in my life Okubo cried on my shoulder and confessed that he would have married her and taken her out of the household if she had alerted him about her mistreatment. He would not have cared what others would say; he would take her children as his own. In his depression he swore to take her children under his wing and to never love another. I cried beside my brother for the happiness he and Tae were so cruelly denied.
Much like our father did when we were younger Okubo shortly there after become obsessed in the inner working of the tuath. Having newly inherited the throne from our father, I am not too concerned over his chosen outlet. If it gives him purpose and a sense of accomplishment I have no room to complain. Needless to say, I haven't seen much of him as of late.
I can't really complain about Okubo keeping busy. Ever since I returned home I haven't had a day to myself. The death toll was horrible but it could have been far worse. With the conditions my people were living under I'm amazed that so many were able to treat the ill for as long as they had.
What is even more remarkable are the people's resolve. Any and all able bodies were either assisting my brothers or helping me tend to the sick. A few of people in various villages have even begun creating clinics and training under me. Despite their physical condition they are still strong in spirit. I have never been prouder of my people.
As soon as word spread of our return people who previously fled Sevenwaters began to return, many of them providing supplies and much needed labor.
Things are finally starting to look up for my family and our people yet I am still troubled. No matter how much I try to distract myself my thoughts always return to Kenshin. The only time I have peace is while I'm tending to the sick and even then it is short lived. I can't help but wonder how Kenshin and the others are doing. As happy as I am to be home I miss them terribly.
This is the first day since I returned to my tuath I have the afternoon to myself. The village I planned to visit had no need of assistance. I checked the patients and was surprised to find that those who were studying under me had everything under control. The patients I saw two weeks prior had recovered and are helping the rest of the village in their restoration. Though I am sad that I have no way of distracting myself this evening I am proud of my people. Soon my visits will be less frequent and life will start to get back to normal. I am very proud of them.
As I am making my way back home I notice a particularly large tree a little ways from the path I'm traveling. Not wanting to return home so quickly I loop the bottom of my dress through my belt so that my dress ends slightly passed my knees and begin to swiftly climb the tree.
Reaching the top I smile as I look down towards the ground. I have not climbed since I was a child. I'm sure that if anyone saw me they would disapprove, but that is unlikely to happen. I'm far too high in the tree for anyone to notice me. As long as I remain quite all should remain peaceful.
Stretching my legs on the large branch I'm perched upon I close my eyes in thought. A lot of things have been on my mind since I came back. The most pressing issue on my mind is Lady Yumi. I could not vocalize my fears in front of my brothers but I feel a sense of wrongness about the whole situation. Why did Lady Yumi leave so quickly and why did she choose to leave Aoshi with an unsuspecting couple? It isn't too unbelievable that Lady Yumi would not nurture the child on her own, but being that she is a powerful sorceress, why would she choose for a couple of strangers to take him in unprotected. As Soujiro reported there were no magical guards in place and Lady Yumi chose to give her child to one of the poorest families in the town. Why would she do something like that? Could she not think of someplace safer for the child or did she not care?
I wonder what my brothers and father did with the child? When they came back the child resided in the nursery for a couple of weeks before he mysteriously vanished with Shougo. When Shougo came back without the child he told me that the child was in good hands and that he would live a good life under our family's protection. I did not question him further since I knew it would get me nowhere.
I wish my brothers would stop sheltering me. As a child of Sevenwaters I have a right to know about the affairs of the estate. Have I not proven myself qualified to safeguard our family’s affairs? I have sewed six shirts made of figwort, and managed to remain silent for nearly three years yet my brother's still refuse to let me get involved in any other affair outside of visiting the villages. What more must I do to prove to them that I am just as much a leader of these lands as they are?
At times I think Kenshin listened to me more than my brothers. At least when I was in Harrowfield Kenshin actually was interested in my opinion. He didn't treat me as some weak and fragile girl like my brothers do. I miss our training sessions, and the evening strolls we would go on. When I was with Kenshin I felt important; I felt like I was an equal. As much as I miss Jiro, Mine, little Sanosuke, Sakura, Akira, Tomoe and Kiyoshi, I miss Kenshin more than anything. I feel suddenly empty without his presence nearby.
Playing with the ring around my neck I begin to cry in frustration. Why do I miss him so much?
Because you love him child,” A sweet unearthly voice amusedly chuckles.
Opening my eyes I see the Lady sitting beside me on a nearby branch. I stare at her wide-eyed in shock.
Why do you look at me so child? You honestly don't believe that our involvement would end once your brothers were free did you?” The Lady inquires with a smirk.
I don't know what I expected,” I reply back honestly, “But I didn't expect you to come and visit me so soon nor in a tree no less.”
With a bell-like chuckle the Lady replies, “My daughter, I could not think of a better place to speak with you. I prefer to speak immersed in nature; I am a creature of the earth.
I'm sorry,” I state apologetically, “I should have known better.”
There is no need to apologize,” The Lady replies while taking in my expression. “I am not insulted that you would forget my position in this world. Others of my kind might not take it well, but I am able to overlook it. Though the others sometimes forget, you are human; you are expected to have your times of weakness.”
I bow my head in appreciation.
Child, there is no need to bow. You have done your tuath and the Tuatha De Danann proud. You have proven yourself stronger than most of your kind and you have our respect. You have the right to stand tall in front of us. You have more than proven yourself,” The Lady states proudly.
With a smile the Lady continues, “Because of your bravery and your strength of spirit the Tuatha De Danann have decided to give you our thanks. If it were not for you we would have lost the islands before the prophecy could be reveled.”
What do you mean by the prophecy?” I inquire in bewilderment.
I thought I explained this to you before,” The Lady replies with a sigh. “One neither of Erin nor Britain yet at the same time both shall bare the mark of the Raven and keep watch at the needle. Only then shall the islands be won.”
I understand but why is this of any importance to me?” I reply back in shock.
Your people are the protectors of the islands. When one of your ancestors married a member of the Fomhoire (fo- vo-reh) your family alone was given the task of safeguarding the islands. You personally will have no further part in the islands, but your children and your children's children shall,” The lady states calmly.
My children?” I begin before the image of the girl with black hair and emerald eyes speaking with a boy with red hair and amethyst eyes replays in my mind.
Yes, your children,” The Lady states with an amused smirk.
But, how?” I inquire in disbelief.
Why, as any human female has before you,” The Lady replies wickedly. “By taking a husband of course. I must add that for a mortal he's quite the prize.”
How is that possible?” I ask unable to register the Lady's words.
What is so hard for you to understand?” The Lady states with an annoyance bordering on anger. “Do you dare to second guess me child? I tolerated one slip but I will not tolerate another. When one of my kind speak we do not lie.”
What about the time you told me Akira was dead?” I retort angrily. “Did you not lie then?”
Calming down the Lady calmly states, “I did not lie to you child. I told you that the Christian was dead and that your friend's body was never recovered. We could no longer sense him in the mortal realm and therefore I told you my suspicion. I never specifically stated that he was dead; you filled in the missing information on your own.”
I stare at the Lady in shock. I misinterpreted her words?
We did not find out about your friend until he was released by the fairies and had run to the convent. By that time you were in England and outside our protection. We could not inform you of the news,” The Lady states sympathetically.
I'm sorry that I doubted you,” I reply back apologetically. “I hope you will forgive me.”
If you were anyone else I wouldn't,” The Lady states shortly. “For that you should be thankful.”
I bow my head in shame as the Lady continues, “Do you have any questions of me? This will more than likely be the last time that we will ever call upon you.”
Staring at her in shock I hesitantly inquire, “What happened to Lady Yumi?”
That is a question we can not fully answer,” She replies back calmly. “She used most of her power on imprisoning your brothers and bewitching your father. When you broke her enchantment she knew she would be too weak to fight you and your brothers so she fled with your younger brother. After she found a home for your brother she disappeared from this realm and has yet to be found. She is buying her time and recuperating. When the time is right she will appear once more. Thankfully your father and brothers found the child before she could use him as a tool against us.”
I shiver at the words. I wouldn't put it past Lady Yumi to do something as cruel as turn a young boy against his family.
Do you have anymore questions?” The Lady asks coaxingly.
Are all of the people of Harrowfield doing well?” I inquire with my head bowed down. “Maybe if I knew how they were I would be able to move on.”
My child,” she replies in concern. “Do you truly think any news I could give you would erase your pain?”
No,” I honestly state, “But I truly hope that it could ease it even slightly.”
The house of Harrowfield is in turmoil and will see many trying times, but it is nothing they will not be able to overcome. They will not fall into ruin if that is what you want to hear,” Looking into my eyes searchingly she continues, “But that is not what you want to hear. Since you will not state your true concern I will answer it for you. Kenshin is doing all right but he is troubled by your absence. He cares for you more than you want to believe. The past year has not been easy on him nor has it been for you. Because I want to see you happy I suggest that you understand your feelings for Kenshin within the span of two moons. If you don't you might lose him once more.”
Before I could reply the Lady states while fading away, “You have suffered for your brothers enough. It's time you do what was best for yourself and follow your heart.”
My mind is spinning after everything the Lady told me. Instead of easing my fears her answers have only left me more confused. What does she mean that I need to figure out my feelings for Kenshin? I have no feelings for Kenshin other than friendship. Yes, I've missed him more than anyone else in Harrowfield but that's only because I was his charge. He was only taking care of me because the Tuatha De Danann told him I could give him information on his brother.
There are also times when I start to wonder. When he left me for the last time, what did he not tell me? He was so somber and subdued back then and I can't forget the feeling of his arms wrapped around me after he freed me from the flames. Despite my thoughts that I failed to save my brothers I felt safe. I was happy in his arms and I never wanted to let go.
In tears I play with the ring around my neck. My brothers told me I should get rid of the ring but I could never talk myself into doing so. Just the thought of destroying his gift tore my insides. I couldn't get rid of my one precious memory of him; I couldn't give up his gift of love.
Pulling the ring from around my neck I look upon the ring lovingly. This ring symbolized more than a need to protect like I once convinced myself. If it was a marriage of convenience why would he take so much time and energy to make me a ring? Why give someone who you hold no feelings for, something made with so much love? Kenshin loved me and I was too hardheaded to realize it. Mine, Tomoe and Sakura tried to tell me but I still couldn't recognize it.
How could I have been so stupid? How could I have ever been so ignorant? Kenshin wanted me to stay by his side yet in the ultimate gesture of love he let me go. I left a man who loved me more than his own happiness without a thought; without a word of sympathy; without telling him how much I love him.
Firmly clasping the ring in my hand I pull my feet towards my stomach and sob uncontrollably. I love Kenshin and like a fool I only realize it a year after leaving his side. I left him and I'll never see him again. I'll never hold him in my arms or share our first passionate kiss. All I have are memories and broken dreams.
Taking Kenshin's ring I place it on my ring finger. I stare at my hand in shock at the realization that the ring is a perfect fit. Somehow Kenshin was able to accurately guess my finger size despite the swelling my fingers. I truly lost the only man that I could ever understand me; the only man beside my brothers who's touch didn't frighten me.
I continue to cry over my lost love until finally I fall asleep in exhaustion.
***Later***
Two days have past since I talked to the Lady. My brothers were worried when I showed up late that evening but I lied and told them that I got carried away with the villagers. My brothers seemed to believe my lie except Soujiro and Shougo. I'm sure they noticed the condition of my dress and the redness in my eyes, but they said nothing. For that I was grateful.
Tonight our father has prepared a feast in celebration of our return to Sevenwaters. The household has been busily preparing for the feast and Eriko, who was one of the few loyal members of the staff to remain in our father's service, eagerly asked for my assistance. I cannot deny her such a simple request. I hadn't spoken to her much since our return and I missed her company. She's the closest thing I've ever had to a mother even if she is old enough to be my sister.
“Kaoru,” Eriko cheerfully greets me with a hug. “It's nice to see ya and yer brothers. Thin's been outta sorts wi'out ya.”
I smile up and before replying, “I've missed you too. Things have been really hectic since we arrived. I'm sorry that I haven't visited you earlier.
“Now, now lass,” Eriko smiles brightly. “No need to be 'pologizin'. Ya've got much more pressin' matters to ten' to. Besides, ya here now an' tha's all that matters.”
Giving Eriko a hug of my own I reply, “I don't know what I would do without you.”
“Ya'd burn tha whole house down tha' ya would!” Eriko retorts with a chuckle.
I smile warmly at the woman before me. No matter how sad I am Eriko always seems the right thing to say or do to cheer me up.
Looking me up and down Eriko inquires, “Though' we'd be havin' a banquet this evenin' and yer dressed in some ol' rag. As pretty as the thin' may have been it ain' much to look at now. It's all burnt and stain'd lass. Don' ya think ya oughta wear somthin' else?”
Shaking my head I reply, “A dear friend of mine made this for me and I can't stand to part with it. As a way to remember her and all those I left behind a year ago I am wearing this dress.”
“I see lass,” Eriko states with a smile. “And tha' ring; does i' also hol' some memory as well? Maybe some ol' love?”
With a sad smile I reply, “My husband whom I left behind.”
“I heard rumors but I though' 'em false. Di' ya really wed a Bri'ian?” Eriko asks in concern.
I nod my head sorrowfully.
“O' lass,” Eriko exclaims excitedly. “Ya've all grown up and fallen in love. Ya go an' peel me some potatoes while ya tell me all abou' 'im.”
With a small smile I take the knife on the counter and begin to peel the potatoes along side Eriko. With restrained happiness I begin, “He's name is Kenshin and I met him three years ago while I was wondering on my own. He saved me from drowning in the river.”
“Ya were drownin'?” Eriko utters in shock. “Why woul' ya be drownin”?
“I was on a boat,” I reply with a smirk, “And I fell out of it. I was half-starved and not in my right mind and I couldn't think well enough to swim.”
“How frigh'enin',” Eriko states worriedly, “Though from the smile on yer face ya don' seem to upset by the fact.”
Shaking my head no I reply, “I was at the time, but I am grateful now. If it weren't for his protection I would have been killed.”
“I wish thing's like that happened to me!” Eriko replies merrily. “If 'e were cute 'nough I'd purposely jump in tha' water and stage a drownin'!”
“It's probably a good thing you didn't meet him. You probably would be in the river right now,” I reply with a smirk. “He has the most exotic red hair I've laid eyes on. Hair like his would make the great sun god Lugh jealous! As amazing as his hair is, his eyes are truly breathtaking. He's eyes are most amazing shade of purple I've ever seen! It's like staring into two shards of amethyst. When he's angry or protective his eyes turn a haunting shade of amber the likes of which I've never seen or heard of before. He has to be one of the most beautiful men I've ever laid eyes on.”
With an all-knowing smirk Eriko exclaims happily, “The li'l lass is in love!”
With a sad smile I reply, “I am, but it was fated to fail.”
“Why's tha' lass?” Eriko states suddenly somber.
“He's an English Lord,” I sigh. “He not only has a responsibility to his people but I could never remain by his side without endangering his people further.”
With a frown Eriko states, “Sorry lass, but maybe thin's will work out. Ya ne'er know, maybe he'll come back for ya and realize wha' 'e lost. I'm sure no man woul' give ya up after knowing ya love 'im.”
Shaking my head no I reply, “He doesn't know my feelings for him. He wed me in an attempt to protect me, but I didn't realize that I cared for him until recently. I left him despite the fact that he was silently begging me to stay by his side.”
Embracing me Eriko states sympathetically, “Though ya weren't able to share ya feelin's at leas' ya had love for a while. Some people will ne'er know such a feelin'. Hol' on to yer memories as long as ya can.”
I smile at my friend happily before bringing my attention to the potato in hand. Eriko's right, as long as I hold onto my memories I'll always hold a piece of Kenshin in my heart.
***Later***
The meal was festive and joyful. Our father wanted to celebrate the anniversary of our return privately and I can't say I'm disappointed. Between Eriko's kind words and my family's unusually close bond my spirits are higher than they've been since I first left Harrowfield. With time and my family's support I'm sure my heart will heal and I'll be able to look at back at my time with Kenshin with happiness instead of despair.
“You should have seen Okita,” Souzou comments gaily. “He took one look at the old farmer's daughter and became completely sweet on her. What was her name again? Kyoko?”
“It's Myoko and I'm not interested in her,” Okita replies with a straight face.
“Oh really, that's not what it looked like to me,” Souzou retorts tauntingly. “Unless you take to playing the part of a stable boy anytime a fair maiden seeks assistance?”
“I do not,” Okita says keeping his anger in check.
“So she was a special case?” Souzou inquires questioningly.
With narrowed eyes Okita replies, “She was in need of help and her father was sick. I was just being a gentleman. I know that is a foreign concept for you, so I have no idea why I'm even wasting my breath.”
“You really shouldn't be ashamed little brother; it just shows that you are becoming a man,” Souzou states with a laugh.
“I'll have you know that I've been a man for a while. You on the other hand are far more questionable,” Okita exclaims angrily.
Before Souzou could say another word our father begins to laugh happily. I stare at him proudly. I've never heard him laugh before and I have to say that I like the change.
“You boys are still so young,” our father replies with a playful smirk. “I feel younger just listening to you.”
My brothers smirk at each other forgetting about their argument. The fact that they made their father happy far outweighs any resentment they might have held.
Entering the door in a rush three guards enter the room with a prisoner in tow. I stare in shock as I see the battered face of Kenshin.
Before Kenshin can take a look around the room Soujiro pushes me under the table and mentally states firmly, “If you want to know how he really feels about you, stay under the table and don't make a sound.”
Standing up threateningly our father states firmly, “What is the meaning of this?”
“This man asked to see you. When we denied him access he threatened to kill us. We were forced to detain him,” the taller of the three guards states clearly.
“You did well,” Okubo states towards the guards. “May I ask you what you are doing in these parts Lord Shinta?”
My father turns toward Okubo in shock be fore replying, “This is the Britain who married my daughter?”
Okubo turns toward Kenshin and clearly states in English, “My son informs me that you are in fact Lord Shinta of Harrowfield. He also told me that you have wed my daughter. You let her return to her land so I must insist why you are in my hall?”
“It is true that I once went by that title, but I no longer have any claim such a title,” Peering from under the table I look upon Kenshin as he continues, “I willingly gave my throne to my younger brother Akira.”
Shougo translates Kenshin's words as I stare up at him in disbelief. He gave up his title? Why would he do that? He was a good Lord! Why would he do something so drastic?
As the help hurriedly makes their way to the hall our father inquires challengingly, “Why would you do such a thing? What could you possibly gain from such an action?”
Soujiro immediately takes the position of translating our father's words into Gaelic. In anticipation I await Kenshin's response.
“I wanted to see Kaoru again,” Kenshin replies pleadingly.
“So you threatened one of my guards?” My father retorts questioningly. “That isn't making much of a first impression.”
With a bow Kenshin answers, “In all honesty the only thing that really matters to me is seeing my wife once more. If I have to threaten someone to get an audience with you I will gladly do so again.”
Unable to keep out of the conversation Shougo rebuts, “If I remember correctly you let Kaoru freely leave and denounced your marriage vows.”
After translating for Shougo our father questions, “Is this true?”
“It is,” Kenshin replies sorrowfully.
“Why would you let her go only to return a year later?” Father inquires with a smirk. I know that look on his face; he's trying to coax something out of Kenshin.
“When I asked Kaoru what she wanted she said that she wished to return home to Sevenwaters. As much as I wanted her to remain by my side I knew that I couldn't force her to stay. To do so would destroy her and I would never be able forgive myself if I had caused her so much pain,” Kenshin replies staring my father in the eyes.
“As admirable as it was to let her go, why have you renounced your throne and come to bid upon my daughter?” My father replies doubtfully.
“Those are matters in which I would rather speak to your daughter privately,” Kenshin replies slightly annoyed by all the questions.
“My sons and I have every right to know your intentions with my daughter. If you are not willing to make your intentions known publicly do not deserve to see my daughter. I will not allow her to get hurt by you a second time. I heard how your people nearly killed her,” My father states with eyebrows raised.
“I will not deny what happened in my absence,” Kenshin replies with head bowed. “For the past year I have not for one moment lost a shred of guilt for her treatment. My poor judgment nearly meant her life and I will forever feel unworthy of her love, but that doesn't change my feelings for her. There hasn't been a day that has passed without her in my thoughts. Even though I had planned on turning over my throne to my brother soon after her departure I was constantly tempted to leave sooner. Living without her is unbearable.”
I stare at Kenshin in shock. Does he really care for me so much that he would abandon his responsibility as a ruler and renounce his title?
“What held you back from leaving right away?” Shougo inquires genuinely interested in his answer.
“Despite the fact that I gave up my throne I still hold Harrowfield in high respect. My brother will make a good leader but he was never trained and I still had to hold a trial against my uncle. I couldn't allow what he did to Kaoru go unpunished,” Kenshin states looking my brother straight in the eye. “When I give someone my word I stick to it. I gave the people of Harrowfield my vow that I would take care of them and I wanted to make sure that I kept my promise after my departure.”
“That is good reasoning though I wonder what you can give my daughter. My daughter is very precious to me. I will not just allow any suitor to court my daughter without proving themselves,” My father states contemplatively. “You have no land or title and are nephew to one of my sworn enemies. What makes you more qualified than the many other suitors that have asked for her hand?”
I have had other suitors? Why has father kept this from me?
“You are right,” Kenshin bows his head deeply in respect. “I no longer have any land or title to give your daughter nor do I have a source of income. I have very little to offer your daughter in terms of possessions or wealth but I love your daughter more than anything. Since the first day we met my whole world revolved around protecting her. I can not imagine a life without her; it is far too unbearable a thought.”
I begin to silently cry in joy. It's taking everything within my to keep quite and not run into Kenshin's arms.
“What if we don't allow you to speak to her? What would you do then?” Shougo inquires intrigued by the interrogation.
“I would say that shouldn't be your decision to make. I would hope that you would respect your sister's judgment enough to let her decide her own fate,” Kenshin states without a trace of anger of malice.
“I have to agree with Shinta,” My father replies in concern. “Kaoru has proven that she is able to take care of herself and make her own choices. I would not deny her the right to decide who she marries but I must ask what will you do if she does not reciprocate your feelings?”
“Whether or not she accepts me I will not go home. I have given my brother full control over Harrowfield and will not revoke it from him. If Kaoru doesn't love me then I will leave immediately and wonder for the remainder of my days. Whatever she decides I will respect her wishes. I could never force her to love me in return; I love and respect her too much to do otherwise,” Kenshin answers my father straight in the eye.
They stare at each other for a couple of seconds unwavering until my father states with a smile, “For your sake I hope my daughter found your words convincing. Kaoru, you may come out of hiding.”
Keeping my eyes on Kenshin I raise from under the table. He stares at me wide eyed before shuddering, “K... Kaoru?”
Walking towards him I press my finger against his lip before stating softly, “I heard everything Kenshin.”
Looking down at the floor Kenshin states shyly, “I didn't want you to learn of my feelings like this.”
“Kenshin,” I reply with a sad smile, “I already had an idea of how you felt.”
Kenshin stares at me with jaw agape. Using all the will power in me not to start laughing at Kenshin's adorable expression I continue, “During our time apart I slowly began to realize your feelings for me.”
“Kaoru,” Kenshin airily states while looking at his hands, “I would understand if you resent me or wish to never see me again, but after our last departure I had hoped that maybe you loved me in return. I couldn't keep on living in doubt. Even if I leave here without you I will never regret my actions. I have to know if we have a future together.”
Lifting Kenshin's chin up so my tear filled eyes could lock upon Kenshin I state, “I have had a year to think about you and no matter how much I wished I could never get you out of my thoughts. I was wrong when I told you that Sevenwaters was the only thing that could make me whole. Without your presence beside me I feel just as incomplete. I love you Kenshin with all of my heart.”
With tears falling upon his face Kenshin firmly pulls me towards him and kisses me softly on the lips. The action startled me at first. Beside our chaste wedding kiss I have never been kissed before. Not at all deterred by my inexperience his tongue softly grazes my lower lip. Unable to contain myself I moan against his mouth.
Just as Kenshin and I are about to deepen our kiss someone in the hall begins to clear his throat. Kenshin and I separate from one another red in embarrassment as we slowly turn towards the table.
We must have been kissing longer than I thought because everyone beside my father, Soujiro and Okubo has left the room. The fact that I didn't notice their departure makes me blush an even darker shade of scarlet.
“I see that Kaoru has made her decision,” My father replies with a restrained smile. “I respect her choice and so too shall her brothers. You are welcome in our household and in time will hopefully accept Sevenwaters as your new home. I will not have my daughter or grandchildren living outside the protection of the forest. Though you are a Britain we shall do our best to look beyond that. I hope you understand that this will take some time, though my people will not try to burn you on a stake like yours attempted upon Kaoru.”
With a bright smile directed towards me, Kenshin replies, “You could tell me that the people would stone me to death every time I step out of the palace walls and that would not deter me from staying beside Kaoru. I thank you for your hospitality.”
“I do not do this for you,” My father states matter of fact. “Kaoru has done more for this family than anyone could ask. It is about time that her family give back to her.” Looking at me with a smile my father continues, “I'm sure the two of you have much to discuss in private. I think it best that we all retire early.” Kissing me on the forehead my father adds, “I shall see you later tomorrow.”
With a sad smile Soujiro states aloud, “I'm happy that you are together once more. I hope you will finally find some happiness of your own.”
With a cheerful smile I reply, “Thank you Soujiro. Thank you for supporting me.”
With a nod Soujiro follows Okubo and our father out of the hall towards their rooms. I lead Kenshin in the opposite direction towards my room.
“Kenshin?” I smile. “I'm happy that you are here but I still don't understand why you would leave. I thought Harrowfield was your pride and joy?”
With a smirk Kenshin replies, “It's true that I loved leading my people but not as much as I love you. I could live the rest of my life without a title but I couldn't live without you.”
I shyly state, “I don't deserve it. You gave your loyalties to your people first. I feel horrible that you would break your promise to them for my sake.”
“Are you having second thoughts over taking me back?” Kenshin inquires in concern.
“No,” I answer swiftly. “I could never turn you away. I'm just concerned that you will not be happy. If you stay here with me you'll never be able to rule again.”
“Whether or not I stay with you, I have given up my throne,” Kenshin states with a smile as he wraps his arms around my waist. “I knew that once I left I would never be able to rule again. I do not regret my decision nor will I ever. I have my wife in my arms again and that is all that matters.” Looking around the hall Kenshin inquires with a smirk, “Kaoru, by chance, does anyone reside in the rooms nearby?”
With wide eyes I reply, “The only people who ever occupy this part of the castle are our guests and we have none at the moment. Why do you ask?”
“Hm,” Kenshin comments with a wicked glint in his eyes, “So no one should be walking through the halls then?”
With an eyebrow raised I ask, “What are you thinking about?”
His grin gets wider as he replies, “This.”
Pulling me against him Kenshin's lips possess mine gently. Much like in the banquet hall Kenshin immediately begins to caress his tongue on my lower lip. Enjoying the feel of his tongue I cling onto him desperately.
He quickly captures my lower lip with his teeth before braking our passionate moment and stating in an airy voice, “We should continue on our way to the room.”
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With a blush I nod and begin to lead the way once more. Finally hitting the end of the hall I shyly state, “This is the room.” Opening the door I continue, “It's not as big as you're used to...”
Pressing a finger on my lip Kenshin states merrily, “It doesn't matter how large the room is. As long as you're here that's all I need.”
In embarrassment I look down at the floor. I'm not use to this much attention.
Lifting my chin and staring into my eyes Kenshin states playfully, “You shouldn't look down at the floor while in my presence; I might start to get jealous.”
With a chuckle I pull Kenshin into a tight embrace. Laying my head on Kenshin's shoulder I sigh in contentment as his hands begin to play with my hair. The feeling of his fingers on my scalp is amazingly calming. I'll have to talk him into playing with my hair more often.
“Kenshin?” I sigh happily.
“Yes Kaoru?” he replies distractedly.
“I love you,” I state while snuggling into the crook of his neck.
Pulling me away from him he whispers teasingly within a hair's width of my lips, “I love you Kaoru.” Stroking my cheek with the tip of his fingers he continues, “My wife.”
With tears in my eyes I shyly kiss him on the lips. Despite the fact that he is my husband I am still timid. I don't know what I'm doing; what if I kiss him wrong and he doesn't like it? Will he be angry or worse, what if I hurt him?
As if sensing my nervousness Kenshin states lovingly, “It's alright. I don't expect you to know how to kiss.” Cupping my chin against his palm he adds, “I'm happy that you have never kissed anyone before me. It means a lot to me that I'll be the one to teach you.”
I smile at Kenshin as I press my hand against his. Nothing at the moment could make me feel happier than I do now. The one person in the world that I love more than anything is holding me as if I were the most precious being in the world. I think I could live the rest of my life and never know a greater joy.
Lifting his other hand to cup the other side of my face he presses his lips upon mine once more. With a sigh I place my hands around his neck and begin to play with his hair. I enjoyed it so maybe he will also.
I begin to smile as Kenshin begins to press his lips firmer against mine with a moan. I reply in kind as his tongue begins to part my lips. Feeling his tongue lick the inside of my upper lip I let out an airy moan. With a satisfied smirk Kenshin begins to caress said lip with his teeth gently. Unable to control myself I open my mouth about to speak before Kenshin's open mouth claims my own.
I am about to close my mouth but suddenly I feel his tongue gliding against my teeth. A strange heat passes over me as I feel his tongue slowly make its way further into my mouth. Before I know it both of our tongues are fighting for dominance.
So caught up with the feeling of our kiss I have fail to take notice of Kenshin's roaming hands until I feel my dress falling from my shoulder. In fear I break away from Kenshin and cross my arms over my chest. As much as I love Kenshin I can't forget what that man in the forest did to me. Though I doubt Kenshin would ever hurt me I can't dismiss the pain and confusion I felt from my prior experience with men. I was in so much pain.
“Kaoru,” Kenshin states in concern. “What's wrong?”
I shake my head no in despair. Not only do I have horrible images playing through my head but also I have made Kenshin worry.
“I'm so sorry Kenshin,” I cry out. “I know you wont hurt me, but I'm afraid.”
“Shh,” Kenshin replies while embracing me tightly. “You were hurt, it's only natural that you would fear it. If you don't feel ready I wont force you.”
Shaking my head no, I state firmly, “No, I want to be with you. I wont let something like this get in between us.”
Looking straight into my eyes Kenshin replies, “I wouldn't walk away from you if you choose to wait. I am willing to wait until you are ready. I don't want you to fear me and most importantly I don't want to hurt you.”
With a sad smile I state, “I know, that's why I want to be with you. It's been three years and I have yet to face my fears. With you there to comfort me I'm sure I'll get thorough this.”
“Are you sure?” Kenshin asks in concern.
“I've never been more sure about anything in my life,” I reply with a smile.
Looking into my eyes searchingly Kenshin states unsure, “If you wish to stop at anytime...”
I cut off Kenshin's statement with a firm kiss. If I let Kenshin continue I'm sure he would try to talk me out of this. No matter how painful the memories are I don't want Kenshin to stop. I want to be with him and make him happy. Kenshin has done so much to be by my side, I want to show him how much his love means to me.
Kenshin returns the kiss with a fervor I never would have fathomed. Unlike the other kisses we shared earlier this one seemed full of passion and desire. I can tell that Kenshin is still holding back, but I don't mind. I want to savor the feeling of his arms around me and of his tongue upon my lips.
Breaking our embrace Kenshin takes off his shirt and moves my hands down his back. As my fingers trail down further down his back he begins to moan contentedly. Enjoying the feel of his skin on my fingers and the reaction he is having I begin to explore Kenshin's body. As my hands run lower down his body his moans grow louder along with my curiosity.
Feeling that I have explored his back thoroughly my fingers begin to explore his stomach. Following my fingers I can't help but notice how beautiful Kenshin is. His muscles are perfectly toned and his skin has such a rich golden tone to it. I've never seen anything like it!
As my hands get lower Kenshin's moans rise in intensity. Wanting to heighten his senses further I begin to travel my hands on the belt of his pants but Kenshin grabs a hold of my hands and begins to kiss me passionately. This time his kisses hold nothing back. I can feel his need yet I am not frightened. I want this just as desperately as he does.
Without breaking our kiss Kenshin leads me to the foot of the bed. Breaking our kiss Kenshin inquires softly, “Do you want to assist me with my belt or do you want me to do it?”
Slightly taken aback I reply, “What do you prefer?”
“It doesn't matter either way,” Kenshin states with a smile. “I want you to feel comfortable so you are going to make all the decisions. I'll move only as fast as you wish me to. If you even wish it, I'll sing for you though I have to warn you that my singing is horrid!”
With a grateful smile I reply, “I don't think singing is necessary.” After a soft peck on the cheek I add, “I am appreciative that you would allow me to set the pace.”
“Anything for you,” Kenshin states happily before kissing me on the lips. Before Kenshin can pull back I grab a hold of his waist and begin to deepen the kiss. While he is off guard I begin to play with his belt. Letting it fall to the floor with a loud thump I pull back from Kenshin in satisfaction.
“That was very sneaky. I'm very impressed,” Kenshin states proudly.
I watch Kenshin as he begins to take off his pants and stand beside me once more.
“Kaoru, are you sure you want to continue?” Kenshin inquires in concern. “We can stop if you feel uncomfortable.”
“No,” I reply while pressing my hands on his chest. “I want to continue.”
With a smile Kenshin asks playfully, “What does my darling wife wish of me next?” Pressing a kiss on my forehead he adds, “As I said before, You are setting the pace. Do you want us to continue kissing or do you want me to take you to the bed?”
Looking at Kenshin in amusement I inquire, “You are willing to remain the only one unclothed?”
“If it makes you more comfortable then yes,” he replies kissing me on the cheek.
“I think I'm ready for the bed,” I state warily. “No sense delaying the inevitable.”
Staring me in the eye Kenshin states firmly, “I wont do anything you are uncomfortable with. If you are not completely sure that you want this I will stop right now. I want you remember our first time fondly, not in fear.”
“Get me out of this dress,” I command confidently.
With a smirk Kenshin begins to kiss me passionately while his fingers roam my body. He begins to moan against my mouth as my hands begin to travel up and down his back in reply.
Eventually our lips part in a desperate need for air. Taking advantage of our distance Kenshin swiftly drops the dress to the floor and begins to kiss my neck. In shock I moan out Kenshin's name.
Feeling suddenly weak at the knees I fall down onto the bed. Taking a seat beside me Kenshin continues to give me soft kisses on my neck and jaw. With a hazy look in his eyes Kenshin states happily, “I love you Kaoru.”
Falling down so that Kenshin is now on top of me I reply, “I love you too.”
Noticing Kenshin's slight hesitation I begin to kiss him demandingly on the lips. With a moan Kenshin begins to shift on top of me and kiss my neck. This time his kisses do not end there. His lips trail down my neck to my collarbone then swiftly move to my ear where he begins to nibble with my ear lobe. I shiver in excitement as Kenshin's breath trails down my neck as his hands begin to rub my stomach. As his hands begin to massage my breasts his teeth begin to nibble from the top of my jaw down my neck.
Giving into the sensations his hands and mouth are causing me I begin to moan loudly as my hands eagerly seek out his body. No longer restrained by any clothing my hands travel down his back and down his backside.
Not at all suspecting my hands to travel so low Kenshin moans aloud as his hips thrust into my hip. I tense up when I feel his hardened member but quickly choke down my fear and continue roaming his body with my hands.
With a sense of purpose Kenshin starts trailing kisses down my neck down to my chest. Flicking his tongue on my left nipple Kenshin quickly begins to suckle gently. Hearing my moans he flicks my nipple with his fingers as his tongue plays with the other. Feeling my body shake in anticipation I desperately cling to Kenshin's shoulders.
Satisfied by my reaction Kenshin smiles up at me and inquires huskily, “Do you want me to continue?”
I look into Kenshin's eyes and nod my head yes. I do not trust my voice enough to speak.
While trailing kisses down my stomach Kenshin's hands begin to remove my undergarment slowly. As soon as the undergarment is out of the way Kenshin states softly, “I'm just going to prepare you. Don't worry, I wont hurt you.”
Trailing kisses down my stomach his hand begins to stroke me between the legs. As fearful as I am at the prospect of being touched like this I can't help but feel excited. The feeling of his fingers passing my vaginal opening is surprisingly pleasurable. This is nothing like the time that man raped me. Not only does Kenshin love me, but he makes me feel good.
Clinging the sheets beside me I moan as one of Kenshin's fingers enter me. Slowly his fingers move in a circular motion. As my moans grow louder Kenshin's finger begin to move at a faster rate. Soon Kenshin is using two fingers and is thrusting his fingers in and out swiftly.
By the time Kenshin pulls his fingers out of me I am panting in exhaustion. Never would I have thought that anything could feel so good!
Kenshin kisses my lips fervently before lustfully stating, “I want you but I wont continue until you tell me that you want me.”
Desperately trying to catch my breath I reply, “D.. Don't... stop.”
Kissing me desperately Kenshin begins to play with my nipples quickly before trailing his hands down my stomach. As he reaches my hips he adjusts himself before stating airily, “I love you.”
Before I can reply Kenshin slowly enters me. I arch my back and gasp at the feeling. As he thrusts into me slowly back and forth all I can only think about is how good this feels. How could I have ever feared his touch?
As my moans grow louder he begins to quicken his movements. With each thrust he enters me deeper until I can feel him fully immersed. My fingers dig into his shoulders as I struggle to control my breathing. As much as I want to scream out to Kenshin I can't seem to manage it. The only things I can seem to manage are to wrap my legs around Kenshin's hips and move my hips back and forth.
I arch my back as Kenshin releases himself in me. We both stare into each other’s eyes as we attempt to breath normally. It's almost as if we are afraid that the moment we take our eyes off each other we'll wake up from some wonderful dream.
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Slowly removing himself from me he falls onto his back in exhaustion and pulls me to his chest. With a sigh of contentment I snuggle against Kenshin's chest. Stroking my hair Kenshin states with a kiss on the top of my head, “Thank you.”
Looking up into Kenshin's eyes I inquire in shock, “Why are you thanking me?”
With a smirk Kenshin replies, “For accepting me and trusting that I wouldn't hurt you.”
“I can say the same about you,” I reply exasperated. “You have given up your throne and your lively hood all for the chance to be with me. I should be thanking you!”
Giving me a peck on the lips Kenshin states with a smirk, “I guess we both are lucky then. You should get some rest now.”
“I'm not tired,” I exclaim only to be cut off with a yawn. Kenshin begins to laugh good-naturedly at my body's unwillingness to pull off my lie. “So maybe I am tired, but I'm not going to rest unless you promise to join me.”
With a chuckle Kenshin replies, “I wouldn't dream of doing anything else.”
With a contented sigh I fall asleep in Kenshin's arms.
***Later***
The next two months passed blissfully. With each passing night, and in some cases days, my fear of being touched seemed to vanish almost completely. Sometimes I might panic when Kenshin begins to touch me in the middle of a kiss but no longer does my fear get the best of me nor goes it go noticed by Kenshin. I will probably never completely lose my fear towards strange men, but I am happy that my fear of Kenshin has nearly evaporated.
As happy as Kenshin and I are things have not completely faired well in the past few weeks. Soujiro had begun acting unusually strange three weeks ago and kept on mentioning that father was going to be alright without him and that he no longer had to concern himself over my safety. He would take long walks and rarely sleep in his room.
This is why we didn't notice two weeks ago until he hadn't come home in two days. Soujiro would often leave, but never for so long a period. My other brothers were not so concerned but I was in near hysterics. In understanding Kenshin accompanied me in my search the following day.
Soujiro's footprints mysteriously lead us to the shore of a small lake a few miles from our home. Nobody or any sign of life were found beside the footprints leading into the water and a snow-white swan's feather. I desperately tried to call to Soujiro mentally but I neither heard nor found Soujiro. All I found was absolute silence and stillness.
My father and brothers believe Soujiro to have killed himself, but I do not want to believe that. Soujiro isn't the type to do something so selfish. He knows how much I suffered to save him and my other brothers; even with all his changes I cannot believe him to throw away my gift.
The only person I spoke of my feelings was Kenshin. Everyone was so convinced that Soujiro killed himself that I knew I would not reach them. I'm sure Soujiro is alive and will eventually make contact with the outside world once he deals with his fears. Having had to conquer a fear I understand that he just needs time to himself. He will eventually find himself one day. I had complete faith in him as a child and I still do. I don't need a message from him to know that he's alive.
To add to Soujiro's disappearance a few days later a couple of Druids came to take Shougo to the Nemetons. He would stay there for a few of years in solitude to train in the ways of Druid lore and one day hopefully become head Druid. The Druid's had been interested in my brother before our disappearance but after hearing of his ability to maintain his human mind in his swan form they where fixated on him joining their brotherhood. At the prime age of twenty-five Shougo will be the oldest Druid to start training in the history of the Nemetons.
Everyone, especially our father, was overjoyed by the news. Because the Druids come in the middle of the night and usually in secret we did not have a chance to celebrate with Shougo, but we had a feast the following night in Shougo's honor. The rest of the household had a pleasant enough time despite the still fresh loss of Soujiro. His presence was never more missed.
Only time will tell what will happen but one thing is becoming truer by the moment; we have all grown up and are drifting apart. At Okubo's engagement several years ago I feared this day, but now I see things differently. Though it is sad not all change is bad. As long as my brothers are happy that is all that matters. They will always be in my heart whether they stay in Sevenwaters or leave. I will not stop them from pursuing their own happiness. I have Kenshin by my side and am anticipating a beautiful baby girl with hair of black and eyes the shade of emeralds. How could I ever remain sad?
Rubbing my stomach Kenshin whispers in my ear, “You were drifting off again. Whatever were you thinking about?”
“The usual things,” I warily smile. “Just wondering what will become of my brothers. I wish I could know what will happen to all of them.”
Looking up at the sky Kenshin replies sympathetically, “I often asked myself that question of the people I left behind in Harrowfield until I realized that asking those questions wasn't getting me closer to an answer. It's impossible to prevent the thought from occurring, but we shouldn't dwell on them. Doing so will only cause us to miss out on our own future.”
Smiling at Kenshin proudly I state, “How did I manage to get such a philosopher for a husband? Sometimes I think you missed you're calling as a holy man.”
With a wicked grin on his face Kenshin retorts, “I doubt I would make a good holy man. I enjoy married life far too much to have become a Priest.”
Laughing whole-heartedly I reply, “Sometimes I forget that your people don't allow holy men to marry or have relations with women. It just seems so strange to me.”
“Besides,” Kenshin states happily, “Even if they could marry I would have never meet you. The thought of never having you as a wife or expecting our child is painful.”
Slapping his arm playfully I retort, “You're just saying that because you don't want to deal with an angry pregnant wife.”
Shuddering Kenshin states, “I was actually giving you a compliment, but now that you mention it, I really would like to prevent your anger. Mine was violent enough, I can only imagine what a trained swordswoman would be like.”
With an evil chuckle I retort, “That's right and guess whose fault it is that I'm so thoroughly trained?”
“And I don't regret it,” Kenshin states while helping me stand up. “It's getting late. I think it best that we get home before you grow too exhausted.”
“I can take care of myself!” I exclaim in frustration. “I am a healer, plus I'm not a little girl in need of your protection at all hours of the day.”
Looking me up and down thoroughly Kenshin replies amusedly, “You most definitely aren't but that doesn't mean that I wont continue to watch you. We have a child on the way, plus I enjoy watching you.”
With a ‘humph’ I walk ahead of Kenshin all the while mumbling under my breath over how stubborn and excruciating the male gender can be. Kenshin begins to chuckle softly as he makes his way to my side and grabs hold of my waist. We walk side by side silently through the forest as the sun slowly begins to sink in the sky.
Tha... tha... that's all folks! Daughter of the Forest RK Style is hereby completed, but do not fear, Son of the Shadows RK Style shall soon be here. YAY!
I hope this chapter pleased all of you out there. I know that it isn't completely happy, but at least Kaoru and Kenshin are together. That's got to be worth something!
School has just started and I do not have as much time to write. I have tried to create a good schedule for writing but time will tell if my attempt was a failure or success.
I would like to send my thanks to all my faithful viewers I will do my best to swiftly begin posting Son of the Shadows RK Style.
Ja ne!