Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction ❯ Daughter of the Forest RK Style ❯ What Lies Beneath ( Chapter 12 )

Full Summary: Kaoru, the only daughter of an Irish King, must save her six brothers from an enchantment placed on them by an evil sorceress. What will happen when she falls in love with a Britain? Story is based off of Juliet Marillier’s book Daughter of the Forest. KK
Disclaimer: I do not own Rurouni Kenshin or Daughter of the Forest. As much as I’d love to take credit for Nobuhiro Watsuki's and Juliet Marillier’s creations, I’d rather keep what little money I have.
This story is a work of fiction and should not be taken as a serious era piece. Sevenwaters, Harrowfield, Northwoods and the Three Sacred Islands are made up places.
A/N:
Italics mean mental conversations.
Daughter of the Forest RK Style
Chapter 12: What Lies Beneath

Entering the dining hall, Kenshin escorts me to a chair next to his. Directly across from me is an elegant woman a few years my senior.
“Marina, this is my fiancée Tomoe. Tomoe, this is my guest Marina,” Kenshin cordially states.
“It's nice to finally meet you. Kenshin has told me so much about you. I hope we will get to know each other better in the next few weeks. Maybe the two of us could find the time to share some tea.” Tomoe says with a seemingly sincere smile on her face.
I smile in acceptance of her invitation. Maybe Mine is right in telling me not to worry. She seems kind enough and obviously isn't deterred by the fact that I am Irish.
Situating herself next to me, Mine greets, “I trust you're journey was a fair one, Tomoe?”
“As always, it is nice to see you Mine. It's been far too long,” Tomoe replies with a bow. “Thank you for the concern. My trip was a very pleasant one.”
With a ghost of a smile, Tomoe continues, “Kenshin gave me word of your pregnancy. How far along is the child?”
“We are expecting within the next few months,” Mine replies while smiling at her husband.
“I could not be any happier for the two of you. I know how long you have prayed for such a blessing. I wish the best for your little family,” Tomoe replies with a eerily sad smile.
“I completely agree with my Tomoe. A child is a wondrous thing to behold. I can't wait for the day when my own child will bear such a creation in her womb. I'm sure Kenshin also looks forward to it,” Gohei states while taking in Kenshin's expression.
Kenshin bows his head in acceptance of his uncle's statement, but otherwise his expression leaves nothing behind. The only way to describe his demeanor is indifferent.
All I can say is that the British have some strange formalities. In Ireland, such a reaction would be seen as an insult towards the future bride and her family, but here it's almost expected. I know if my husband reacted in such a fashion I would be infuriated. I don't care if the marriage were arranged, I would at least hope he find me suitable enough to bare his children! Isn't that why one gets married in the first place?
For the rest of the night, we eat our dinner in silence. Usually the household would be chatting over our meal, but Gohei supposedly looks down on such behavior.
I can't really complain though. The silence may feel foreign to me, but anything is better than listening to another lecture on the stupidity of the Irish. I'd much rather take my chances living among the English villagers than bare such arrogance. Sometimes I wonder how Kenshin can be related to such an awful man.
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After dinner Sakura and her Ladies in Waiting escorted the entire party to the sitting room for ale. The room is nicely furnished and would be more comfortable if the hostess and her brother weren't watching me so intently. Kenshin, Jiro, Mine, Kiyoshi and even Tomoe have done what they can to make me feel more at ease, but I can't shake this bad feeling. Now that Kenshin has walked off with Tomoe, my fears have only intensified.
Without Kenshin's presence, both Sakura and Gohei have become uncensored with their stares and cheeky comments. As the time passes I feel more and more like a sitting duck in the midst of a group of hunters. I'm just waiting for one of them to attack me at any given moment. Hopefully Kenshin will come back soon. I can already feel them planning another attack.
Some of the Ladies of court, hearing of Tomoe's arrival, decided to make an appearance much to most of our dismay. The only people who seem to be enjoying their company are Jiro and Sakura. Sakura enjoys the whispers the girls make towards me while Jiro just enjoys the attentions they bring. He can say the most awful endearments, or in some cases blatantly insult them, yet every last one of them continues to swoon over him.
At the moment, some blue-eyed brunette is trying to win his favor. Unbeknown to the girl, Jiro strategically places himself so that Kiyoshi, Mine and I could listen in on their conversation. The girl may be pretty, but she is clearly oblivious of her surroundings.
Normally I would feel bad about listening in on such a conversation, but if she is bold enough to hang onto the man indecently in front of us, I doubt she would be embarrassed to know that we are listening. As Mine said earlier, “If she enjoys being the center of attention, who am I to deny her?”
“So far it looks as if the 'Brunettes Are Smarter Than Blonds Theory' has been disproved. At least the blond Jiro was talking to earlier asked if they could talk outside,” Mine says in disappointment.
“Brunettes are smarter than blonds?” Kiyoshi retorts playfully.
“This girl's stupidity puts all brunette kind to shame,” Mine says while ignoring her husband.
“I have traveled the length of both England and Ireland, yet I have never heard someone speak of such kinds. Please do enlighten me,” Kiyoshi mockingly rebuttals with a bow.
“For one who claims to be so worldly, you know little about the world that surrounds you. It's quite a pity that I'm married to such an ignorant man,” Mine replies playfully.
“Is that so? For my lack of knowledge, I must insist that you personally instruct me on such worldly matters. I seem to be severely lacking in such important studies,” Kiyoshi says with a smirk on his face.
Completely enraptured by their mock argument, Mine replies, “Such an apology has fallen on idol ears; for I only except those given in sincerity. Even a Lord must show some humility. Until you learn that lesson, I fear that I can not instruct you any further.”
“Not only are you a radiant beauty, but a wise philosopher!” Kiyoshi states; while pressing a kiss on the back of Mine's hand.
“Do not think such flattery will win my favor. I am not as easy as some of the women in our company. What works on these women will not work on me,” Mine replies while feigning hurt.
Feeling the need to escape from my guardians, I take the opportunity to walk into the kitchen. As cute as the couple may be, their antics can get quite suffocating. One can only watch so much before feeling like they are impeding on someone else's love life.
Quite frankly, it's a part of their life I have no need to be in the middle of. Why would I want to be in the middle of someone else's love life when I have no wish to create my own?
Successfully entering the kitchen unnoticed, I begin to prepare myself a cup of cider. As much as I enjoy the ale, I can only take so much. The last thing I want to do is become intoxicated in front of Gohei and Sakura. I'm sure they would find some way to use it against me.
Slowly sipping on the cider, I look out the window towards the garden. What I wouldn't give to be out there instead of here. I promised Kenshin that I wouldn't leave these walls for the entirety of his uncle's visit, and I'm not about to go against my word. The last thing he needs right now is to worry about my safety.
With that said, I'm sure Kenshin would be worried sick if he found out that I ran away from Mine and Kiyoshi. I best join them before anyone notices that I've gone missing.
“So this is where you went. Missing our little Shinta now, are you? I bet this is the longest that he's left his little pet,” Gohei says in amusement.
It is obvious that Kenshin did not get his observational skills from his mother's side. Does he seriously think I've never left Kenshin's side? If anything, I spend more time with Mine!
And what is with his “little pet” comment. If he seriously thinks anything has happened between Kenshin and I, he is stupider than he looks. That's saying a lot; what not with his long beard and beady eyes.
While examining my body thoroughly with his eyes, Gohei continues, “You are quite the beauty my dear. It's not a wonder that he has chosen you to entertain his whims. I'm sure a girl such as yourself is far too great a temptation for even the mighty Lord Shinta.”
No, he can't be this stupid; it has to be some sort of a trick. Didn't Kenshin say he had a strong spy network? I must keep my composure.
“I really must thank you. For a while there, I was starting to worry that my Tomoe would be wed to a virgin. Tomoe deserves a man who knows how to give her pleasure, wouldn't you agree?” Gohei remarks with an evil smirk on his face.
I stare Gohei in the eyes questionably. What is he trying to get at? If he seriously thinks such comments would bother me, he most obviously hasn't heard the kitchen maids speak of me!
“When Shinta is wed to Tomoe, I'm sure your presence will be unwanted in this household. Tomoe can be quite a jealous girl,” Gohei says with a serious face.
Slowly rubbing my arm with the back of his hand, Gohei continues, “I might be willing to make an exception and hold you as one of my mistresses. Because of your blood you could never bare my children or hold a status, but at least you would have a place to stay. Seeing how protective Shinta is over you, I'm sure you're quite exceptional in the bedchambers. I'm willing to let my ethics slide this once in order to get a taste of Shinta's exotic fruit.”
Without thinking, I slap Gohei straight across the face. How dare he speak to me so forwardly? I am not some tavern wench who can easily be won over with vulgar words or promises of riches. I'm a child of Sevenwaters! If my brothers were here, I'm sure Gohei would be dead by now! It's times like these that I miss their over protective nature.
“Why you little slut! I have bestowed you more kindness than your kind deserve and yet you have the audacity to strike me!” Gohei yells furiously. “I could have you killed for attacking the royal family!”
“When have you felt it your right to enforce your laws upon this household? Last time I checked, this estate was under my rule. I hope you don't find my leadership lacking. If that is the case, I must inquire why you find me a fitting husband for your daughter?” Kenshin retorts in an eerily calm voice.
Shivering in anger Gohei replies, “Of course I do not feel it's my place to enforce my will on your people, but she's not one of your subjects now is she? She's a mortal enemy of our kind and subject to the rules of war.”
“That might be true on your land, but I enforce no such law. I might be engaged to your daughter, but my position in your war has not changed. I have no intention of fighting against Sevenwaters and see no wrong in allowing an Irish woman to stay as my guest. If you have a problem with my leadership you should speak now. I do not wish to further bind myself with those who do not trust in my abilities,” Kenshin retorts smoothly.
“You highly misjudge my intentions,” Gohei replies apologetically. “It was wrong of me to assume that you would support your family over some Irish brat.”
“You are right,” Kenshin replies stoically. “It was wrong of you to assume. You most obviously are a bad judge of character if you would believe that I hold any family deity towards you. For all that I'm concerned, our relationship is no different than any other neighboring Lord. I do not hold trust in those who find me untrustworthy; family or not.”
“It's not that I do not trust in your abilities, it's just that it is hard to let someone else assume responsibility. You forget that at one time I held control over this estate,” Gohei arrogantly rebuttals.
“Such an apology would be valid if I had not assumed control seven years ago. That is plenty of time to adjust. I highly recommend that you spare my subjects and guests of your judgment. I will not be so lenient in the future,” Kenshin remarks coldly.
While leading me towards the door Kenshin threatens, “If I even hear that you have attempted to speak to Marina again I will break all ties with your estate. As long as you are in my house, I expect you to follow my laws. If you find yourself unable to do so, I eagerly suggest that you remove yourself from the premises immediately. I am more than willing to provide armed escorts if you are in need of them.”
With a scowl Gohei replies, “That will not be necessary.”
“I hope your behavior does not show otherwise,” Kenshin sternly comments.
Pausing in front of the door, Kenshin calmly states, “By the way, my mother has been eagerly searching for you. You best not keep her waiting. Mother has never been a patient woman.”
Hastily Kenshin drags me out of the kitchen and through the hall. Immediately, all eyes turn toward us in bewilderment. I'm sure the sight of a silently fuming Kenshin dragging a terrified girl is the last thing anyone in the room would expect.
By all means, I'm just as confused as they. First I am propositioned and yelled at by Gohei and now, I'm being dragged towards the garden by a fuming Kenshin. I don't even know the source of his anger!
No matter where his anger lies, I'm sure that I'm not going to enjoy this conversation. I can't stand the thought that Kenshin might be disappointed in me. He is willing to sacrifice his reputation with his neighbors for my sake, yet I can't even manage to stay out of trouble for more than two minutes!
No matter how hard I try, I feel like I'm ruining his life. The last thing I want on my conscience is to know that I've taken away everything he's worked so hard for. I'm not worth all the trouble. He should just take me back to Ireland and never look back.
Motioning me to sit beside him under an oak tree, Kenshin says in a soft voice, “Do you know why I brought you here?”
I shyly shake my head no in response. Something about the tone of his voice has me nervous all of a sudden. It's strange how easily Kenshin's words can affect me.
“When I was a child, my father and I planted the very tree we're sitting under. For as long as my family has ruled over this land, it has been a tradition for the Lord to plant a tree with his children once they reach their tenth year. The tree is supposed to represent the passing of knowledge from one generation to the next. I guess you can say that it's sort of a coming of age ritual,” Kenshin sadly explains.
“My father and I were never close. It's not that we didn't care for one another; it's just that my father was never one for expressing his emotions,” Kenshin says with a frown.
Taking a couple of seconds to collect his thoughts, Kenshin continues, “My father was an expert swordsman and trained me extensively. He was a hard task maker and expected me to follow every order perfectly. This meant that I was never allowed the luxury of expressing my emotions or giving away my thoughts. I always thought that his training was some sort of punishment, until the day that my father took me to plant this tree.”
Looking at the tree in reminiscence, Kenshin continues, “That day my father explained the inner workings of the estate. It was the first time that I had ever had a man-to-man talk with him. The entire day was spent asking my father questions and receiving honest feedback. It was one of the best days of my young life.”
Looking towards me, Kenshin says with a sad smile plastered on his face, “At least it was until I asked my father about his weariness towards Gohei. At that moment my father explained that blood or marriage ties do not make someone trustworthy. There is always one individual in every family who will take advantage of anyone. No one is safe from his or her exploits; not even their close kin. He made me promise that I would never allow Gohei any advantage over me. That is why I do not readily show Gohei my emotions nor do I lend him my services. I keep him at arms length and plan to keep things that way.”
In a concerned voice Kenshin continues, “I don't think I have ever been as scared as I was when I entered the hall to find you missing. I don't think I would have been able to live with myself knowing that I failed to protect you.”
With a depressed expression, Kenshin says, “The fact that Gohei cornered you in the kitchen and began threatening you angers me to no end, but at least you are safe and physically unharmed. I'm sorry that I wasn't able to keep him away from you. I have carelessly put you in a dangerous situation and will never forgive myself. If you wish to go back home and be rid of me, I would not blame you.”
Clasping Kenshin's hand I look into his eyes apologetically. It's not fair that Kenshin blame himself. If I hadn't walked away from Mine and Kiyoshi none of this would have happened. If anyone is to be blamed, it should be me. How could Kenshin or the others predict that I would walk away the minute they took their eyes off of me? I hadn't even planned on it!
With a smile Kenshin replies, “From this point on, I will solely take charge of your security; that is, if you will allow me.”
I nod in consent. If that's what it takes to rid Kenshin of his guilt, I will readily except.
“Good,” Kenshin replies with a smirk, “Now all we need to work on your inability to follow orders. If I'm going to protect you, I must know that we trust each other. I would never tell you to do something unless I felt it absolutely necessary.”
Guiltily, I look down at my hands. I have to admit that he has a point. Many of the situations I have found myself in could have easily been prevented if I had only listened to him in the first place.
Lifting my chin Kenshin says in a firm voice, “Please look at me Marina.”
Meeting Kenshin's soft gaze, Kenshin continues, “I know that you haven't intentionally put yourself into these situations. You had no idea what would result from your actions so do not blame yourself. Just promise me that you will be more cautious in the future.”
I nod back in understanding. What he is demanding isn't all that much. I have been much too relaxed and I understand that now. If I'm ever going to complete my task I must play by Kenshin's rules. Without his help I will never get out of this situation alive.
“Why is it that every time I talk to you I end up telling you things I've never told another living soul? I hardly know you, yet I feel like I could tell you anything,” Kenshin says slightly embarrassed.
I look at Kenshin in shock. He can't be serious! Why would he confide in me so readily when he has friends like Kiyoshi, Mine and Jiro? They are trustworthy individuals who would be more than willing to listen. Well, Jiro might not be able to deal with Kenshin's sentimental side, but Mine and Kiyoshi are more than qualified.
“I don't know how to explain it,” Kenshin replies in deep thought, “but I feel more at ease around you. It's almost as if I don't have to worry about judgment or meeting expectations. As much as I enjoy Kiyoshi, Mine and Jiro's company, I will always be their Lord and kinsman. Around you, titles don't matter. For the first time in my life, I'm free to be myself.”
Smiling at Kenshin's testimony I stare up at the night sky. Something about this whole conversation reminds me of the times I spent with Soujiro on top of the roof. He too used to say something close to what Kenshin just testified. I always thought his ability to express emotions in front of me came from our bound, but could there be more to it than that? Did Akira not also feel the same? What is it that makes people willing to confide in me?
Glancing over my shoulder I notice Kenshin contentedly glancing at the stars. Looking at him now, it almost seems as if the whole situation with Gohei never happened. I've never seen him so relaxed.
Why does Kenshin trust me so readily? I've done nothing to deserve such loyalty.
“It's beautiful tonight,” Kenshin airily comments, “I haven't seen things so clear in a long time. It's much too nice of a night to stay cooped up in the castle, wouldn't you agree?”
I smile at Kenshin while leaning my back against the oak tree. I have to agree with Kenshin's assessment. Nights like this should be spent peacefully outside rather than uncomfortably indoors.
Leaning against the tree beside me, Kenshin once again stares up at the stars above us. I too follow in his example and enjoy the peaceful companionship.
A couple of minutes pass comfortably before the silence is interrupted by a soft chuckle. I glance beside me to find Kenshin intently trying to hold back his laughter. As we make eye contact, I raise an eyebrow at him questionably.
“I'm sorry,” Kenshin manages to say in between chuckles, “I was just remembering the look on Gohei's face when I threatened him. I have never had so much fun angering anybody!”
I smile in remembrance of Gohei's anger. I have never seen a man shiver so profoundly.
“If there was one good thing about this evening, it has to be the fact that I put Gohei in his place. I've been wanting to do that for years,” Kenshin says happily.
I smile back at Kenshin in amusement. No matter what may happen, I can always depend on Kenshin's optimism.
“I think this is a record,” Kenshin replies with a smirk. “I don't think I've ever seen you smile so much in one day. If I only knew that it took a couple of personal stories and a rescue mission, I would have set something up sooner.”
I slap Kenshin's arm angrily. No one treats me like a damsel in distress! I have lived on my own for a year without anyone's help and can easily do so again.
Chuckling, Kenshin retorts, “The last person who dared to hit me in such a manner was a young girl on her tenth year. Don't tell me you too are so young!”
Crossing my arms across my chest, I glare at Kenshin in agitation. How dare he call me a child!
Smiling, he replies, “I'm sorry, but I couldn't resist. I am sure that you are used to people commenting on your childlike innocence.”
I stare at Kenshin in bewilderment. No one has ever told me that I possess childlike innocence. Am I really childlike?
“I'm sorry once again,” Kenshin says apologetically. “I didn't mean that comment to come off as an insult. I'm surprised that no one has ever made such a comment before. Surely your brothers would have teased you. Are the shirts not for them?”
I look at Kenshin in astonishment. How did he know?
“It seems to me that there are only two reasonable explanations for your task. Either you are creating a shirt for a lover or for your family. No one would be willing to put themselves through so much pain unless it were for love,” Kenshin says with a smirk.
“At first I thought you were making the shirt for a lover,” Kenshin remarks in deep thought, “but that theory was quickly dismissed upon seeing multiple shirts. Upon further inspection, I noticed that none of them are female cuts. If you were making a shirt for your mother or sisters, I'm sure they would have been constructed first. Most women have learned their mother and sisters measurements after sewing along side them every day.”
I raise an eyebrow at the statement. What is he getting at?
“You see,” Kenshin replies with a smile, “people for the most part feel more comfortable dealing with things they already know. Knowing this human characteristic, I safely ruled out female family members. I'm I right in assuming that you have neither a mother nor a sister?”
I nod my head yes in awe. Yet again, he amazes me with his observational skills.
“I'm sorry if I brought up bad memories,” Kenshin says apologetically. “I'm sure you miss your mother terribly.”
I shake my head no with eyes down cast. As horrible as it may seem, how can I miss a woman I've never known?
“Did she die after giving birth to you?” Kenshin asks in a sympathetic voice.
I nod my head yes somberly. How did such a pleasant conversation turn so depressing?
“You were raised by your father and brothers then?” Kenshin inquires in deep thought.
I slowly nod my head yes in response. Why is he so interested in my family?
Smiling at me Kenshin replies, “I guess we both have something in common. We both lost one of our parents at a young age.”
I raise my eyebrows questionably at the statement. Exactly how old was Kenshin when he lost his father?
“I never did tell you how my father died,” Kenshin says with eyes down cast. “My father was chopping down some trees in preparation for the winter season when one of the men in a neighboring group fell a tree on top of him. My father was killed instantly. I was in my eleventh year while Akira was going to hit his ninth the following day. Instead of celebrating Akira's birthday, we spent the entire day at a funeral. I don't think Akira ever forgave us for pushing his birthday aside. I can't blame him though; we should have been more thoughtful. Life has a funny way of reminding you of what you have by taking it away.”
I hug the man beside me in an attempt to comfort him. After a story like that, I would only hope for someone to embrace me.
Kenshin's tension towards my sudden action fades as quickly as it appeared. Before I know it, he pulls me into a tight embrace.
“Thank you,” Kenshin softly whispers, while slowly letting me go.
I nod my head in understanding. What kind of a friend would I be if I didn't comfort him in his time of need?
Didn't Kenshin make a comment towards Gohei that he has been in control of Harrowfield for seven years? He surely didn't take over the estate immediately after his father's death, so exactly how old is he?
Laughing Kenshin replies, “Are you wondering how old I am?”
I nod my head yes in embarrassment. He must really think I'm childish now.
“I'm sorry that I was laughing. It just amuses me how quickly I've learned to read your thoughts. I am going on my twenty-fourth year come April. I took control of my father's land on my sixteenth birthday,” Kenshin says eagerly awaiting my response.
I look at him in astonishment. Never would I have guessed he were that old! He looks no older than twenty years!
With a smirk Kenshin replies, “I'm used to that reaction. Most people think I'm lying when I tell them how old I am. My father was much the same. He used to complain that the men in our family are cursed with eternal youth. Being a leader, youth isn't always seen as a positive trait. Would you trust someone who looks like a teenager to lead you into battle?”
I just smile in amusement. If it were anyone else making that statement, I would agree, but Kenshin is in a category all to himself. What he lacks physically, he makes up in presence. If I had to choose between fighting Kenshin or twenty well trained soldiers, I would choose the soldiers in a heartbeat. Those amber eyes give me the shivers just thinking about them!
“I know that it is improper to ask a lady her age, but since I was willing to share, I had hoped you might as well,” Kenshin says with a courteous nod of the head.
In an attempt to communicate I raise one finger followed by six.
“You are in your sixteenth year?” Kenshin says with a smile.
I nod my head yes in response.
“Since we're on the topic, when is your birthday? How many months away is it?” Kenshin asks with a smirk.
I have to think about this question thoroughly. My birthday is in December, so if it is currently September, I will hit my seventeenth year come three months.
With a smile I raise three fingers excitedly. I forgot how soon my birthday was.
With a playful grin Kenshin replies, “You were going to have a birthday and not alert me? It's a good thing I asked. You leave us little time to prepare.”
I must be imagining things. When did I become a normal guest? Last time I remembered, I was being held for information. But then again, what prisoner is granted free roam or able to share intimate moments with their captor? Somehow our relationship has turned from a captor/ captive relationship to friendship in the span of two months. I don't know how it occurred, but I'm not about to complain.
I look at Kenshin haughtily. He distracted me from the topic at hand. How did he know about my brothers and how did he know that my father wasn't a part of the collection?
“I'm sorry, I kind of got side tracked. You want to know how I knew that your father was excluded?” Kenshin replies seriously.
I shake my head yes enthusiastically. I don't care if I look like a child eagerly awaiting a bedtime story. I desperately need to know how he figured out my secret!
“To tell you the truth,” Kenshin says while rubbing the back of his head nervously, “I kind of guessed on your father.”
I just stare at Kenshin in bewilderment. He guessed?
With a grin he replies, “Currently, you have three completed shirts. Knowing that, I could safely assume that you had at least two brothers. Whether you were constructing a shirt for your father I had no idea. I figured that if I mentioned your brothers, I would find out if you were making a shirt for your father. Judging by your reaction, you aren't.”
I'm completely awe struck. He tricked me into giving him information about the shirts. I can't believe I was so easily fooled!
“I'm sorry for tricking you. I was just curious about the shirts. I never meant to insult you,” Kenshin apologizes.
I just smile at him. He really need not apologize. The fact that he was able to solve the mystery of the shirts all through observation makes him worthy of such a secret. Just as long as he keeps this secret sealed, I have no problem.
“Don't worry, I will not tell a soul,” Kenshin says in a serious voice, “but I do have a couple of questions. First off, how many brothers do you have?”
With a smile, I immediately raise six fingers.
“Six!” Kenshin says in astonishment. “That leaves three more shirts. I'm guessing that your task is far from completion.”
I nod my head yes slowly. It's already taken a year and a half to create three shirts. I'm only half way through with the shirts! Not only that, how am I going to gather my brothers? I have no clue where they are nor they I.
“Another question if you will?” Kenshin asks in deep thought. “What exactly are you going to do with these shirts?”
I bow my head in shame. As much as I trust Kenshin with this knowledge I cannot inform him of my task. I wouldn't have allowed him the knowledge of how many shirts I had left, but thankfully he asked me about my brothers instead.
“So you won't tell me?” Kenshin says in disappointment.
I slowly nod my head no.
Turning away from me Kenshin says sorrowfully, “I see.”
Throwing myself in front of him, I intently stare into his eyes. No he doesn't see! If I have to stare at him all night to get him to understand, I will gladly do so.
While maintaining eye contact Kenshin sternly replies, “It's those people from the cave isn't it? They wont allow you to tell me, will they?”
I stare back at Kenshin in shock. I wouldn't doubt if my eyes are popping out of their sockets right now.
“They won’t allow you to talk of your task will they?” Kenshin asks in a soft voice.
I shake my head no. There is no use in lying to him. They did mention to him that they had a task set out for me.
“Then I wont ask you any further questions. As long as it doesn't affect my household, I have no right to intrude in your affairs. Whatever your agreement is with them is your own business,” Kenshin says with down cast eyes.
I clasp Kenshin's hand and smile at him sorrowfully. I hate hiding such things from him, but I must do so for my brothers. I just hope that he understands.
“I understand. You must do what is asked of you. I just wish I knew the importance of your task,” Kenshin says in understanding.
I lower my head in guilt. I don't know what to say or do. I feel bad about hiding my intentions, but I'd feel worse betraying my brothers.
“I respect your silence and I hold no resentment towards your actions,” Kenshin replies with a smile. “I'm sure I'd do the same for my brother.”
I smile up at Kenshin. Yet again, he's insight astounds me.
“It's getting late and I'm sure the other guests are starting to wonder what has become of us. If you wish to avoid Gohei I can inform the others that you have retired. If you like, I could send Mine to accompany you,” Kenshin says in concern.
I smile at the offer but decline. I don't like the idea of forcing Mine to watch over me.
“I'm sure Mine wouldn't mind accompanying you in your bed chamber. If anything, she would be glad to get away. Last time I saw her, some of the ladies at court were starting small talk with her. You know how much she enjoys those women's company,” Kenshin says with a smirk as he leads me into the castle.
I shake my head in pity. Poor Mine! She hates small talk more than anybody I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. Once you get caught by one of the ladies of the court it's none stop gossip and mindless chatter for hours. The minute you flee from one of them, another makes their way towards you.
“I'd join you, but sadly, I have to make an appearance,” Kenshin says with a sigh. “I still have matters to attend to with my uncle. Usually Tomoe accompanies Mine during our meetings, but I know how much Mine dreads it. Wherever Tomoe goes, the ladies follow.”
I could just imagine Mine sitting in a corner angrily while Tomoe chats away with the ladies of the court. I'm sure the situation is quite exhausting for the two of them. From the little I have seen of Tomoe, she's not much interested in the ladies either.
“As you have probably noticed, Tomoe does not enjoy the ladies company either. The only reason she gets along with them is because it's her job to. A lady of her standing is taught to put her own needs aside when in the company of others. Mine is very much Tomoe's opposite. I find it strange that they get along so well,” Kenshin comments with a grin.
Somehow the idea of those two getting along doesn't surprise me. Both are strong women in their own way. I'm sure they both admire each other for their strength of will.
What I find more interesting is the fact that Kenshin is able to maintain his sanity around so many strong personalities. You would have to possess a strong understanding of yourself in order to keep one's self grounded. I've only been in this household for a couple of months and already I'm starting to lose myself!
“I've noticed how uncomfortable you seem around Tomoe. I promise you that there is nothing to worry about. She has no problem with you staying under this roof. In fact, she is very eager to speak with you,” Kenshin says seriously.
Somehow I do not believe Kenshin's words. She might be interested in meeting me, but I highly doubt that she wouldn't have a problem with my presence. Most women would be jealous.
Looking me straight in the eye, Kenshin remarks, “You might find this hard to believe, but Tomoe does not share her father's sentiments towards your people. As she put it, 'how can you hate someone you've never met?'”
I glance at Kenshin wide eyed. How can the daughter of such a racist man hold such sentiments?
“Tomoe may act like she has no opinion, but those who take the time to get to know her learn otherwise. It's in her nature to give her opinion only when asked,” Kenshin comments seriously.
“Tomoe wanted me to ask you if you would join her for tea tomorrow. She would really like to speak with you. She's been looking forward to meeting you ever since her father sent word of your arrival. I think she's more interested in your company than mine,” Kenshin replies playfully.
Why would Tomoe want to meet me so badly? Is it because I'll be the first Irish person she has ever had the opportunity to meet or is it something else? I desperately hope Gohei is wrong about Tomoe being jealous.
Finally reaching my door Kenshin says with a comforting smile, “Don't worry about Tomoe. I've informed her about everything that has occurred and she is perfectly content with you staying here. Tomoe knows that she can truthfully express her opinions in front of me.”
Brightly smiling, Kenshin asks, “Should I send Mine up to your bed chamber? If you are tired, I'm sure she wouldn't mind hiding some place else.”
With a smile I nod my head yes. After what happened earlier this evening, I'd much rather have someone's company. I don't trust Gohei to stay away from my room, even if he's in a meeting. The man is much too sneaky.
With a bow Kenshin replies, “I will send Mine up immediately. Good night Marina.”
I bow back before walking into my room and shutting the door. Despite all the chaos, tonight didn't turn out all that horribly. Gohei may be an evil man, but at least nothing happened. Thank the Tuatha De Danann that Kenshin rescued me. Who knows how things would have turned out if Kenshin had not walked in!
Situating myself under the covers, I slowly begin to relax. I didn't realize how tired I was until I entered my room.
What should I think about Tomoe? Kenshin obviously trusts her, but why wouldn't he? After all, she is his fiancée. She seemed kind enough, but then again, Lady Yumi also seemed kind in public.
Then there is the issue of my relationship with Kenshin. What am I going to say to her? I'm sure she has heard the rumors. How do I explain that Kenshin and I are only friends? Will she even believe me? The last thing I want is for Tomoe to see me as a threat.
What's more important is how I will communicate with her? I highly doubt Kenshin will be beside me to speak on my behalf.
I guess there is no sense in worrying about it now. When the time comes, I will figure out a way to explain myself.
Just as I'm about to fall asleep I hear a knock on the door. Slowly I get out of bed and let Mine in.
“Thank you for inviting me. Those women are insufferable! I don't know how Tomoe can put up with them!” Mine exhaustedly states.
I give Mine a concerned smile. She looks like she's about to faint. She's exhausted her body far more than is healthy for a pregnant woman.
Running over to the dresser on the other side of the room, I pull up a chair for her beside my bed. I would have offered her a spot on my bed, but I doubt she would be able to rise from it easily. It's best to be cautious with such things.
Seating her in the chair Mine says in a frustrated voice, “I swear, you're just as bad as Kiyoshi! He even offered to show up late for the meeting just so he could walk me to your bedchamber! If I did not know better, I would swear that I was going to bear our son and savior, Jesus Christ!”
It took everything within me to keep myself from laughing out loud. Where does this woman come up with such things?
I do not pretend to be an expert on Catholicism, but I hardly think this woman could be put in the same category as the Virgin Mary. I'd imagine that the reincarnation of Mary would be seen as a little more virtuous.
It's a good thing I'm not Catholic, or else I wouldn't be nearly as amused I am now.
“Why, someone's in a strangely good mood,” Mine replies with a smirk. “Did Kenshin finally confess his unyielding love for you?”
I just stare at Mine in anger. How dare she say something like that? She, out of everyone in the household, should know that Kenshin and I aren't in a relationship.
“A girl can dream can't she?” Mine replies with a sigh. “You two were out for so long that I hoped something happened between you. Kind words or a loving embrace at least!”
I look down at my feet in embarrassment. I really shouldn't be embarrassed about what passed between us. After all, it was only a friendly show of affection.
“Oh, something did happen! Did he kiss you?” Mine squeals in excitement.
Covering her mouth I nod my head no. If that had happened, would she seriously think I would remain this calm?
“I'm sorry,” Mine replies in a hushed voice.
Like a child preparing to hear a secret, Mine gives the room a once over before softly whispering, “Did he embrace you?”
I nod my head yes in embarrassment. Why am I acting like a shy child all of the sudden. It's not like I did anything unusual. It was just a hug!
“So, Kenshin finally hugged you? I'm happy that Kenshin has finally taken the initiative!” Mine softly chuckles.
I nod my head no with eyes down cast.
With wide eyes Mine replies, “You embraced Kenshin?”
I nod my head yes. I wouldn't really call it an embrace so much as a friendly hug.
“I'm so proud of you. Finally, my words are starting to sink in,” Mine replies excitedly. “Why wait for a man to take the initiative? A woman has to pull her own weight too!”
I look up at Mine and shake my head no. It was just a friendly attempt to comfort a friend. Nothing more; nothing less.
“You can't seriously tell me that you hugged him and felt nothing?” Mine says in shock. “At least answer a couple of questions for me. First and foremost, did Kenshin embrace you back?”
I nod my head yes.
“And did he tighten your embrace?” Mine asks in frustration.
I nod my head yes in bewilderment. What does that prove?
“Seriously, you two are much too slow. It's painfully obvious that you two care for one another. What are you scared of?” Mine says in utter disappointment.
Kenshin and I do not care for each other in that way, and even if we did, it would never work. He's the Lord of Harrowfield and I'm a child of Sevenwaters! Though he is not at war against my people, he is kin to one of my father's greatest enemies.
Not only that, I have no time for romance. I must finish my task and return home with my brothers. I am not allowed the luxury of creating such attachments.
“I finally get it,” Mine says while shaking her head in disappointment. “You're scared to admit your feelings in fear of what might happen. I too was scared when I found out that Kiyoshi was Kenshin's kinsmen. I had never attended a formal dinner nonetheless attended a royal function. If I had allowed fear to hold me back, I wouldn't be here with Kiyoshi's child.”
With a sympathetic glance, Mine continues, “We all fear the unknown, but you can't allow that fear to keep you from your happiness. True happiness only comes to those who are willing to overcome their insecurities. I only hope that you come to that realization before it's too late.”
I look at Mine in disbelief. Did she come all the way up here to give me a lecture? If she did, her efforts were lost. Not only is my situation much more complicated than hers, I have no feelings to act upon!
“I am starting to tire. I will leave you alone to your own devises. We can speak further of such things on a later date. I'll see you in the morning,” Mine says making her way towards the door.
“By the way, I'm sorry that I started lecturing you. I sometimes get carried away. I hope you sleep well, Marina,” Mine replies with a nod.
I nod back while watching her exit the room. As much as her words have angered me, I can't help but forgive her. Though she may be wrong about Kenshin and I, I understand her need to get us together. She only has the best intentions in mind for the two of us.
In frustration, I decide to lie down and sleep. I will shuffle through my thoughts in the morning when my head is clearer. Resting my head on a pillow, I finally let sleep over take me.