Itami (pain)

Memories of Kenshin's Bloody Past Poem

The blood rushes through my veins

I fell like I've given up all hope

But I can't, I won't

My life has been nothing but untold lies

Flooding all that lies deep inside

I feel like I should just run and hide

Or maybe I should just stay and die

I can wait and bleed

Or I can give up and feed

Feed on those who are weaker than me

So that I can live this dying dream

My sight has now turned hazy

I don't recognize myself, I must be going crazy

Get the fuck away from me , I'm not through

Ripping your heart out, this can't be true

I didn't mean to say what I said

I just want to get this damn thought out of my head

When my world turns upside down, and I can't get back up, I've fell

I hope that you will be the first to go with me, to burn in hell

That's my thought I wanted to tell you

Now I want to rest in my blood that has over come you

But instead my pain feels your soul

It sinks in leaving a deep dark hole

Now I can finally crawl inside to sleep

To never wake, I' am now one with you, mine to keep

By me: Mari- (Gouka85)

Why do I feel this?

A Kenshin to Kaoru poem

Why do I feel this?

Why do I feel like smiling?

Why does this happen to my lips when I see you?

Why do I laugh?

Why does this noise come out of my mouth?

Why do I feel love?

Why does my heart speed up when I see hear your voice?

Why do I freeze when you brush against me?

Why? Why?

Why don't my eyes close when I look at you?

Why do these nightmares go away in my sleep?

Why do you appear in my dreams?

Why do I cry when your not there?

Why do I ponder over you?

Why? Why? Please tell me

Why do I watch you sleep?

Why can't I stop thinking of you?

Why? Why?

Wait I know why, because I love you!

By: my sister Angie