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PLAYING WITH FIRE

"Do you know what could happen when you play with fire?"

The words spoken in the darkness of my mind found his way to my councious, awakening me up to the sound of the silky silabs.

I opened my eyes, trying to see in the picht black darkenss that surrounded me, but nothing came into my sight.

My head felt heavy, and I wondered how much I drank last night and if it was already morning, as I couldn't see any light. And then I remembered.

I opened my mouth in shock and tried to move, but to no avail as I discovered that my hands were tied to something above my head and I didn't know where I was.

I remebered then that I wasn't alone, and fear crept back into me. That couldn't be happening. It was too bad, too evil to be happening.

Trying to focus my mind I narrowed my eyes, but soon I discovered that it was useless, there was some kind of clothe blinding me and as I trashed trying to free me from the ropes that tied my body I heard a soft chuckle.

"If you play with fire you could get burnt" the voice told me again.

The same fear crept back to my heart, but now it was closer to panic. I knew to whom that voice belonged, and I couldn't believe that he was doing that to me.

The events of the last night coming back to my mind.

I was drunk, and I wanted him to notice me. So I played with fire. Not the wisest move to made, especially when said fire was one of your closest friend and a very dangerous one. But at that moment I didn't realized of the fact that even he was human. And maybe I pushed him a little too far.

So I got burnt.

For the last two years I tried that he noticed me, but failed at every attempt. He was always quiet, always looking at me with his cold blue eyes and saying nothing. I just wanted for him to see me as a woman. Well someone had realized that I was a woman, the fact that it wasn't the one I wanted to only made my predicament worse.

I was drunk, and I kissed him. In front of him. But he didn't even looked at my way.

He finally stood up and left us alone, the two of us drunk and embarrased. I passed out and now I woke up to find myself blindfolded and tied.

"Is that was you wanted, Misao-dono?" the voice was playfull but I could feel no humor in it. I was freaking out.

"Please Himura" I said "I'm sorry"

He laughed and humourless laugh.

"Being sorry won't help us now. He's looking for you and he will surely kill me if he knows I laid a finger on you"

I was dumbfonded by that statement. He didn't, did he? He was drunk and I was drunk. But nothing happened between us last night.

"please Himura" I begged again "release me"

"You knew this could happen, and you did it anyway" he continued, ignoring my pleas "and know my wife will throw me from her side, if your beloved Aoshi-sama doesn't kill me first, that's it"

"nothing happened" I repeated.

"Oh no, something happened" he said, and laughed again with that mirthless laugh that sent shivers down my spine.

"Why are you doing this to me?" I cried.

I didn't know why he was torturing me, I thought that he was my friend. But why had I kissed him in the first place, why had I let Aoshi believe that we were more than friends if he was married with Kaoru? If he was my friend? I was drunk, that seemed like a good idea at that moment, that was the only thing that seemed reasonable.

"Why did you do this to me?" he asked "I had everything I wanted, and now I'm going to lose it all only because a little girl didn't had the courage to confess her feelings"

Shame and guilt engulfed my heart as I heard the pain in his voice, that was true I had risked everything he had only for a little chance to make Aoshi notice me. I was that egoistical and childish.

"I'm sorry Himura" I said again crying.

"You better be sorry" he said "Because now I'm going to have what you said I had. I'm going to claim my price for losing everything"

Fear crept back to me, I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Was he implying what I thought? He couldn't. I mean, he couldn't be saying that he was going to take me.

I heard his footsteps moving away from me, and I heard a door opening.

"Wait for me I'll be back in a moment" he said, as if I could get away from there.

He left me there, thinking, wondering what was going to happen to me. Though I had a precise idea of what it was, I just refused to believe it.

Seconds streetched as I tried to hear his footsteps coming back, every heart beat echoing in my ears.

And inside my head I heard time after time a voice telling me that I got burnt. That was the real meaning of playing with fire.

I finally heard the door opening again and his footsteps coming closer to me.

He didn't utter a single word, he just stopped besides me and I could feel his precense towering over me. I took in his scent, so overpowering as he leaned down to kiss me. He smelled so like Aoshi that it made me want to cry.

"Please, don't" I managed to say just before his lips claimed mine, with such force and passion that it hurted.

I had never been kissed before, and I could feel rage in those hot lips, pressing against mine, ravishing my tender flesh. He thrusted his tonge forcefully inside my mouth, causing me to gasp in shock as he deepened the kiss with hunger barely contained.

But I couldn't feel pleasure at that kiss, all I could feel was pain. Everything was lost now, if he had taken that action that could only mean that we had lost everything. And it was all my fault.

"please Himura, let me explain everything to Kaoru" I begged once he withdrew his mouth "please don't go further"

But he didn't say anything.

I cried out loud when I felt his hands reaching for my clothes, I began trashing again, trying to break free from the ties. But it was impossible.

As he stripped me naked I felt his calloused hands brushing my skin, I wondered for a brief second if Aoshi's hands would have felt this way too, rough and soft at the same time.

"please Himura" it seemed that the only thing I could do was to beg "don't, please don't, please don't, please don't" I repeated again and again, until his mouth finally silence me.

This time the kiss was even harsher, as if he was raping my mouth. I found it hard to breath. His teeth were tugging my lips, hard, no tenederness in the caress and I moaned in pain as I felt the blood dripping from my mouth.

I was totally naked now, and the terror was filling every nerve inside of me.

I repeated the plea as a mantra.

"please Himura don't"

And everytime his name came out of my mouth he atacked me harder, violence hardly contained in his kiss.

But still no sound came out of his mouth.

I began to sob, I was helpless as I finally realized he wasn't going to stop and noone was going to save me. I decided to be quiet and let he have his way, I deseved it. I had ruined his life, I deserved that he ruined mine.

I felt his fingers caressing mi cheek, wiping away the tears that were now falling silently and his lips were again over mine.

But this time he was tender, no more violence, no more pain. Just the tender touch of his lips over mine. I allowed myself to feel that kiss, amazed by the fact that he was the same man that bite me until he tasted blood only a minutes ago. Now he seemed caring and gentle, as a lovers kiss might have felt. And when he touched my lips with his tongue, almost asking for permision to enter I parted my lips to let him, wondering why it felt so right to kiss him now and why was my body reacting to that kiss.

"I'm not going to fight you anymore" I said at last againt his mouth "I'm so sorry Himura. I never wanted this to happen. I just wanted Aoshi to notice me"

I didn't knew what else I could say.

He moved and kissed me in the neck, I let out a little gasp and then closed my already blinded eyes to enjoy the sensation that spreaded thought my body. I wanted to cry again, my own body was betraying me, arching against him as his mouth and lips traced the curve of my neck and went down to my breast.

I moaned when he took one of my little breast in his hand, touching it gently, rolling the hard nipple between his fingers. I cried out Aoshi's name.

He took the other nipple in his mouth, touching it gently with his tonge, bitting tenderly. Something inside of me was awakening, a fire-like sensation spreading throught my veins. I moaned again.

His other hand was unbraiding my hair, letting it loose for the first time since I could remember.

My body had a conscience of his own, and as his mouth left my breats I whined and arched, begging for more. He took my lips again, and I could feel a smile against my lips.

Everything inside of me was against that, but my body thought diferent, and when his hand began to stroll downwards, towards my belly and down I arched again in pleasure.

Soon his fingers were curling the hair on my womanhood, and I was breathing harder and harder, I was feeling wet and burning from the inside.

All that I could hear in that place were my pleasure moans and his hard breathing, as he didn't say a word.

I spreaded my legs apart as his hand was placed between my legs, one of his fingers finding his way inside me. I cried in surpise but soon another sensation took me, I was melting, only the feeling of his finger inside of me and his mouth on my lips remained.

I cried again Aoshi's name when a second finger joined that one, increasing the feeling inside of me and the desire that was taking me.

I was shaking under his weight, unable to made a coherent thought for my life. The fact that he was heavier than I thought Himura would be slipped from my brain as another wave of overwhelming pleasure took me when his thumb touched that spot in my sex. I cried louder. Panting heavily I threw away the little dignity I had left and begged him to take me.

My body complained and I whined when he withdrew from me, only to feel relief as the sound of clothes falling to the floor registrered in my ears.

He was all over me again, naked now and I could feel the warm of his body against me, the hardness of his member pressing against my legs.

He spreaded my legs even more and positioned himself between them.

He proved me again with his fingers first, thrusting three inside me this time, I screamed at the little flash of pain and then arched against his hands, trying to feel him deeped.

I could hear his breathing, hard and quick. He was as excited as I was.

And then I felt it, the tip of his member touching the entrance of my passage. And I knew that it would hurt, that he wasn't going to go easy on me. He thrusted hard, that was my punishment I realized and the pain threatened to tear me apart. I cried in pure agony, feeling him deep inside of me. Everything was still at that moment, and then he began to move, slowly withdrawing and thrusting again against me.

He took my mouth as he increased the pace, the pain was gone now and the feeling of being on fire was back with a vengeance. I couldn't help but to move with him, to thrust him inside of me, further, deeper, wanting to feel every bit of him inside.

I cired Aoshi's name again and again, as if he was the one making me feel that way. Everything lost to my pleasure, only the achievement of climax possible at that moment. I knew he was about to climax himself, his breath almost as fast as mine, his thrusting frenzy and as I felt my body reaching it and the muscles of my inner passage contracting around him and sending him over climax I screamed Aoshi's name even louder for the last time.

The blindfold allowed me to believe that it was him, as his scent was the same and he didn't spoke a word the whole time. But as he collapsed by my side I knew that I couldn't deny myself any longer and I cried.

"I wanted it to be Aoshi" I said "I'm sorry Himura, but I wanted it to be him"

I felt as his hands left my body and he stiffened by my side. And then the blindfold was removed and I could see at last.

I opened my eyes in shock looking at the man that was staring at me. Looking at me from above a pair of icy blue eyes taking every little detail of my naked body as I realized what had happened. Aoshi.

"You realize what happens when you play with fire?" he said.

I was totally loss at words, anger and relief fighting inside of me. They had tricked me, and that moment I fully understood the meaning of being burnt.

"Why you?" was all I could mutter staring at him wide eyed.

"That was what you wanted, ne?" his tone was still cold, but I could see amusement in his eyes.

"How could you do this to me?" I said still not believing it.

"I was about to kill Battousai when he explained to me that all you said was false" he said "I had to teach you not to lie"

He leaned to me and kissed me, I enjoyed the feeling of kissing him, and being kissed by him.

"How you convinced him to help you?" I was curious now, knowing that at the begining it had been Himura really.

"I just promised him not to tell anything to Kaoru about your little kiss last night" he smirked "and he cooperated"

"and how did you knew that I would call you out" I finally asked.

"I didn't know" he stood up and retrieved something from the floor.

"And if I had called out Himura's name?" I wondered out loud.

He turned and I saw him unsheathing his kodachi, he pointed it out at me and smiled.

"You don't want to know" he whispered.

And he was right, I didn't.