Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction ❯ So close.....yet so far away ❯ 2 ( Chapter 1 )

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So close...yet so far away
~~::Sanosuke Lover::~~
Disclaimers: Ano....If ya really want to know I don't own the characters....Yes....I don't own Sano....AHHHHHHH....You know I wish
I did.....But ohhh well.....
Warnings: YAOI!!!! If you don't know what that is ITS MAN AND MAN LOVE!!!! Okay now that thats been cleared if you don't like Yaoi
then LEAVE...Cause if you flame me FUCK YOU!!!! I don't like being flamed....I have a ego smaller then a speck of dust don't make
it any worse!!! Okay now that thats over those who like Yaoi but doesn't like my fic please be nice...And those who like Yaoi and
like my fic...ARIGATO!!!!! BTW...I was just kidding about the ego thingy....^_^ I love my life!!! Did I mention this is angsty?

Anyways.......HAVE FUN!!!


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Kenshins POV (3 weeks later)

"No it tastes wonderful, that it does!" I said.

"Really?" Kaoru asks me.

We were all having dinner and Yahiko had supposedly fallen asleep after he finished his food while the doctor and his two grandchildren
had also fallen asleep.

"Of course, but I'm really tired tonight. If you don't mind I'm to go to bed early today, that I am?" I said as I got up to leave.

"Of course I don't mind, sweet dreams." She says.

"Night..." I left. The truth was I wasn't tired I was just really depressed. Sano hasn't come by in 3 weeks. I really miss his face around
here. Kaoru has been acting strange and Yahiko and her have been getting along well too. There's just something wrong and I have a
feeling that it has to do with Sano's disapearance. I wonder what has happened. Maybe I can go to his house and find something. I got
up and went out. I was so lost in thought that I forgot to make sure I wasn't being followed. I know for a fact that something is going on
with Kaoru shes been trying to get close to me. She doesn't realize that I'm not interested. In fact I'm not interest in any kind of girl.

Yes, I'm gay. But thats besides the point, I have only one boy that I love with all of my life. Your probably wondering who the hell is this
right. Well, it Sanosuke. Yes, Sagara Sanosuke. Thats why I am always thinking of Sanosuke. I miss him so much that it hurts. I can't
stand not seeing that beautiful smile that he always has on his face. I can't help but to notice how many poor people are around this
neighborhood. Is this how he lived before he became Zanza? For some reason that really hurt.

I get to his front door and knock. I wait a while but when he didn't open I knocked again and when it didn't open I just invited myself in.
I find that everything is in place but this one broken frame. I reach to get it but a letter caught my eye and I reached for that instead.
When I read I finally realize the reason why he left me. It was a note to me:

Kenshin,

I would tell you this in person but I'm afraid to. I know I can't have you the way I want to cause you love her, Kaoru. Yahiko and Kaoru
told me to leave you alone, and I don't want to take you away from the one that loves you and you love. I hope you understand. Its not
that I wasn't happy there with you all. Its just I want to know what it feels like to be loved and to love back. I can't get that here. so I
left to find that. But please Kenshin remember that you have a very special place in my heart. I love you and always will and I hope that
your life is full of happiness. Hey what do you know the next time we see each other you might be married and there will be a couple of
chibi Kenshins.

Ano...Thats sounds so cute. See with me I realized that you would probably want kids and I can't give you that. I know that Kaoru would
make you happy....Can you tell that I'm lying right now. Yeah, its hard telling you this stuff when all I want to do is rip that bitch in half.
Like I said I still love you. And always will. But I can't stay here while watching that slut have what I really want. Its a good thing that
I'll be gone by the time you find this cause you probably want to rip my head off for calling that thing all this stuff. But lets forget about
that...anyway....I think I'll get to the point...I love you.....And I want to thank you for all the memories I have here. I will always treasure
these memories. Cause its the only thing I can have.

Until the next time we met....Ano....I want to stay but I can't.........I would do anything to be able to hear you say ORO again.

Goodbye my handsome Samurai.......

Sagara Sanosuke

I can't believe this. He really did love me too...he didn't tell me. Now I can't have him anymore. I look around the house. I see that the
back door is ripped.

"Oro? Whats this?" I get a laturne and turn it on. I soon realize that there is a big mess around the place. I look at the walls and I screamed.
"BLOOD!!!" ohhh god theres blood all around here. What happened? Then I remember the picture that was falled. I run to pick it up. There
was something written on it with blood.

Kenshin,

I know that you will probably come here when you realize that your friend is missing. Yes, I Aoshi has him. If you think you can save him then find
me. I'll give you a hint....Its were my comrades are baried and if you don't come...I might as well dig a grave for your lover boy here. I'll give you
2 weeks from the day you find this...

Aoshi

SANO!!! I can't take it anymore....this is too much. Sano's letter....Aoshi's.....

"OH GOD.........SANOSUKE!!!!!"

Kenshins eyes flared and he swore....

"I SWEAR I WILL KILL YOU AOSHI...." he said as he headed out to find Sanosuke....

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Muhhahahaha....Did ya all like that?!?!

Yeah well I'm going to leave you like this for a day since I've been forbidden to go on the computer tomorrrow.

Until then........


Sayoonara!

~~::Sanosuke Lover::~~