Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction ❯ The Dead Never Stay Dead ❯ Farewell ( Chapter 9 )

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Disclaimer: Oh yeah, rub it in why don't you? While we're at it, why don't we declare today 'Make fun of Ange_Noir because She Doesn't Own Rurouni Kenshin Day'? Well I got news for you all, I may not own Rurouni Kenshin but I so have first dibs on it if it becomes available to the public. And if you even for one minute think of getting to it before me, you have to get through my army of Robot Bunny Rabbits, they're cute but deadly. But hey, although I may not own Rurouni Kenshin I do own Gabe and he's going to be mine forever and ever and ever…etc.

Ange Noir: *squeezes Gabe to the point of unconsiousness*

Gabe: Someone…help…me…*passes out*

A/N: This is a repost because my grammar was all wrong and the usual so I din't want to humiliate myself any longer by keeping it like it was. Today is my birthday so for a great big birthday present I would like some reviews. So just read this extra long chapter and review okay?

Part 8- Farewell

Last time on The Dead Never Stay Dead-…he felt so mad after that. He blamed Kenshin for all that had happened, blamed the world for letting it happen, and blamed himself for not being strong enough to prevent it. He then tried to get stronger on his own, to prove that they didn't need Kenshin and that he'll be the one to protect everybody… He never once thought about how she felt, and if he was feeling terrible then she must have felt worse because she and Kenshin were so close and she had known him longer than he had. At that moment when Kaoru was taking care of him, he promised himself that he'll make up for what he did and try to make Kaoru feel better. He no longer felt anger towards Kenshin; rather he felt sadness at losing him after having known him for what seemed a very short time… It's just so heartbreaking that even children are forced to face the harshness of the real world…"Kenshin," she started seriously, "It's time…" But the question still remains, does he really deserve this second chance after all that he has done? But he erased that doubt from his mind completely after thinking about the people he left behind and after thinking about Kaoru. He may not deserve this but Kaoru certainly does… "I'm ready." He said simply… "I sure hope so for your sake and Kaoru's." Tomoe gripped his hand a little tighter and then lifted them both up into the air to face the next step of what will begin the series of trials that Kenshin will soon have to face…

Time has elapsed

But I miss you

I miss you

I love you

And I truly need you

I know somehow that deep down you need me too

So I decided to come back for you

It's time to make amends for what I never said

And I'm able to do that now that I'm no longer dead

You are my new love

Maybe not my first but my last

One of the few who have ever accepted my past

This time I'm going to remember that on everyday

That I won't ever fail to say

To say that I don't dream of ever going away

And that I plan to love you in every which way

'thoughts/quotes'

"dialogue"

~*~ end chap/end scene/pov change

Things to know: In Japan when someone sneezes, the Japanese believe that someone is talking about you. Talk about paranoid, eh?

Kenshin stood restlessly beside Tomoe, waiting for the archangel's arrival. His hand kept straying to his side, trying to unconsciously grab the sakabatou that wasn't there, most likely to seek comfort from its familiar presence. Tomoe looked compassionately at him knowing that all this was from his nervousness. "Calm down," she berated to Kenshin, "he's going to be here soon enough." Kenshin glanced at her with a startled expression, so deep into his thoughts he was completely unaware of Tomoe's presence.

"I'm just anxious I guess." He gave her as way of an explanation. "I mean what happens today can and will change the rest of my life. I just feel a little on edge."

"Well just try to relax, okay?" Tomoe said, attempting to reassure him. "What will happen, will happen and no amount of worrying will ever change that. So if you can manage to calm down a little bit then today won't be too much a stress on your nerves."

Kenshin's face split into a placating smile, now feeling much calmer after Tomoe's quaint assurance. Tomoe inwardly smiled to herself after noticing Kenshin's sudden calm but her eyes sobered when she started thinking about his fate. Regardless of what she said earlier, one can't help worrying when faced with the unknown.

Ten minutes passed then fifteen and twenty. 'Where is he?' thought Tomoe. Looking down at Kenshin, she noticed that he appeared seemingly unconcerned at the Archangel's delay. Tomoe looked covertly around her so that Kenshin wouldn't be able to catch her impatience and mild distress. This is an important day for him and the only person able to make it all happen isn't here yet. She couldn't help but feel a little uneasy right now. It's amazing to her that Kenshin is able to wait so calmly for the angel when moments beforehand he couldn't stay still. 'How exactly is it that me, an high ranking angel in my prime, is unable to have the easiness that Kenshin now holds in abundance?' Looking once more about her, Tomoe let a small frown of annoyance mar her face to let known her displeasure, 'Exactly what is taking Gabe so long?'

~*~*~

Gabe irritably rubbed his nose after another bout of sneezing came upon him again. He was quickly tiring of these ongoing attacks because they were starting to fray upon his nerves. That and the fact that he woke up with a monstrous headache didn't help matters any. He figured that he was either coming down with something or someone was talking about him. Since it's unheard of for angels to get sick, he was leaning towards the latter option. Well seeing that there's nothing to stop these sneezing fits, he'll try to put up with them for the time being. Being who he is and all this should be expected.

All day however, Gabe couldn't help but feel as if he was forgetting something; something important. What that something was, he has yet to discover. Going over in his mind a list of all the things he had to do today, he came up with a blank. He couldn't for the life of him remember any small yet important detail that he has unnoticeably forgotten to do. He checked up on the major angels to see that they were all doing their jobs and he listened to all of their complaints and requests if they had any. He then looked in on some of the newly arrived angels that are having a hard time adjusting to this type of lifestyle. There was a small group of children that he had an especially hard time consoling. This was normally Tomoe's department but since nowadays she has her hands full with Kenshin, Gabe decided to help her out a bit and just do this job for her for the time being.

Wait a second, Gabe's eyes widen in realization. 'Of course,' he thought to himself , 'how could I have forgotten? I was supposed to meet both Kenshin and Tomoe today because today is when I'm sending Kenshin back to Earth. And checking the time I was suppose to meet them about… thirty minutes ago!' Gabe gulped nervously after weighing the predicament he was in. Tomoe is going to kill him! Another sneeze took hold of him and he grimaced. He could bet on all that is holy that Tomoe supplied most of these sneezes to him because she's just so fickle about promptness.

Another sneeze echoed through him and he hurriedly sped off on his wings towards the previously arranged rendezvous. He wasn't in the right mind state to concentrate enough to teleport safely. For all he knew if he even attempted to teleport, he might accidentally send his wings to who knows where. Gabe faltered slightly in the air as another sneeze came upon him. 'Is it just Tomoe or are all women such sticklers for punctuality?'

~*~*~

Tomoe's eyes bore holes deep into Gabe's back as she glared at both Gabe and Kenshin from afar. He had the nerve to fly in almost an hour late, didn't even supply an excuse or reason, and only when she reminded him of his misdemeanors Gabe remembered to at least give both of them an apology. But it can hardly qualify as a good apology. It was more of an 'I don't care, I can get away with anything' apology. But that's not even the gist of her anger. What's really making her mad, irritating her beyond belief is that after all she has done, all the patience she shown these past weeks, the understandments of his numerous slipups (and there were many), after all of that and her never ceasing dedication and compassion for this new idea, he just dismissed her as if it was nothing.

'Tomoe you may leave us now. I'll just send for you when I require your services again.' Those were exact words verbatim for verbatim. How dare he treat her as some servant- important only when he can gain something from her without him having to do anything? Just seeing those mocking words in her mind's eye, set her fuming once more.

The only satisfaction she got from any of this was that throughout the whole charade, Gabe failed to look at her straight in the eye. It seemed that he was acting a litter afraid around her but that certainly didn't show in his tone or choice of words. But knowing Gabe his attitude was probably only an act. But the reason he was afraid was most likely because he was fearful of a reoccurrence of what happened last time when she became mad. And all that it proved was that angels aren't always angelic and can be like demons themselves if need arise. 'And it certainly did arise in that particular situation.' Tomoe thought smugly to herself.

Not wanting to remain the third wheel, Tomoe took to the sky to attend to the chores she had shirked for the past weeks. At least there, she will be wanted and needed. And without even bothering to look at the conversing duo below her, Tomoe disappeared from their to attend to her own equally important business.

~*~*~

Gabe could breathe a little easier now that Tomoe finally left them. She's one angel that you wouldn't want to make angry. Gabe cringed involuntarily, recalling a not so fond memory when he had the misfortune to make her mad. Actually it can better be described as frightenly enraged than just plain mad. And when Tomoe's angry, it's a dire day for all in heaven because her temper isn't something to be taken lightly.

But he wasn't here to think about Tomoe and how one should be wary of her split personality; he was here for Kenshin to give him insight and guidance if he is still undecided about his final decision. Turning to his redheaded companion that was silently walking beside him, he realized that Kenshin was in his own little world at the moment. Even waving his hand in front of Kenshin's face didn't snap him out of it and after a few failed attempts at that, Gabe began plotting of ways to get his attention.

Suddenly a devious smile alighted upon his face as a cunning idea began forming in his mind. Gabe fell back behind Kenshin until he was a few yards away from him. He then started to run towards Kenshin at full speed which increased as he gained momentum. A few feet from Kenshin's still oblivious form, Gabe using his acceleration and his wings gained air and landed soundly upon Kenshin's shoulders. This unexpected weight threw Kenshin off balance and sent him tumbling towards the ground.

With a resounding thud and a muffled 'oro', Kenshin was snapped out of his daze. Gabe who escaped unscathed, landed lightly beside Kenshin's fallen form. "Kenshin," Gabe spoke openly to the swirly-eyed man as if what he did was an everyday occurrence, "you won't believe the lengths I frequently have to go to snap you out of your daydreams." A small frown was placed on Gabe's face as he just observed Kenshin for a minute. "You have really got to shape up Kenshin because at times I feel like I'm your babysitter afraid to leave you alone from one moment." Gabe said, in a reprimanding tone.

After Gabe helped Kenshin up and dusted him off, Kenshin just smiled at him good-naturally. "You know it's at times like these that you remind me of how little you really are."

At that remark Gabe's body bristled out angrily and he ruffled out his wings; indignant. "I am not little and I feel highly offended by this accusation. Why I bet that I'm a few decades if not centuries older than you." Gabe stated roughly, swiftly denying Kenshin's observation.

Kenshin just smiled genially at Gabe, undeterred at his fierce outburst. "For a moment there you acted just like Yahiko."

Gabe just glowered at him sulkily, feeling as if he had just been insulted. "Now that's going too far and I wholly resent that remark so I'll just pretend that you didn't say anything."

Kenshin realizing that he made Gabe mad readily apologize to make amends. Gabe only sighed, his resolve to stay mad at him slipping. It is practically impossible to remain angry with Kenshin and he should be the one apologizing not him. After all, he was the person responsible for pummeling Kenshin into the ground and from the thud that he heard, it must've been painful. Gabe smiled at Kenshin to let him know that his apology was accepted and that they are on good terms again. Nonetheless Gabe not one to be easily misguided from the situation at hand, turned a worried face towards Kenshin. "But seriously, is there anything wrong Kenshin? You were just so preoccupied with your thoughts that you had me worried for a second there."

"I'm sorry that I worried." Kenshin said his tone light so as to ease up Gabe's unnecessary worrying. "I was just thinking about some things, I guess I just forgot where I was for a moment."

"Care to share them with me?" Gabe asked, concerned.

"That's alright but it's not as serious as you think." Kenshin said as a turndown to Gabe's offer. "It's nothing really so I don't want to trouble you with them."

Gabe peered into Kenshin's face his attitude serious as though he was looking for some unknown clue in the depths of his eyes. Suddenly feeling awkward and self-conscious Kenshin blinked once, twice, and three times before Gabe stopped looking so earnestly at him and he relaxed his face into an easy grin. "Well I'm sure that you're right and it's probably nothing to get so worked up about. But if you're ever in need for someone to talk to, I'm always here for you." Kenshin just smiled knowing that he wouldn't dream of burdening his problems on Gabe or anyone else for that matter. He created these problems on his own in the first place so it's only fitting that he should suffer the consequences.

Realizing that Gabe went on walking without him, Kenshin ran to catch up. They continued walking in companionable silence each deeply immersed in their own thoughts, Gabe with trying to find the best way to talk about Kenshin's predicament and Kenshin was thinking about the he have left behind in Japan.

Suddenly Gabe stopped his face serious as he decided to get down to business. And even if his words don't come out as smoothly as he wanted, so what? There's no use in delaying the inevitable. And anyways, there will be less misunderstanding if his words were blunt.

Kenshin who had fallen behind Gabe didn't notice that the archangel stopped so he bumped right into him and he barely managed to not fall this time around. 'I have got to stop this daydreaming business.' Kenshin thought reproachfully to himself. Kenshin walked up beside Gabe and was going to apologize to him until he saw the expression on his face. He looked as if he was thinking about something very important and if Kenshin so much as open his mouth, Gabe would be likely to lose his train of thought. So Kenshin patiently waited by Gabe's side willing to listen to his thoughts when he was ready and if he feels like sharing them.

But Kenshin's mind soon wandered and his eyes roamed the horizon to pick up anything interesting. In many ways, Heaven is not too different from Japan. Children still play in parks that uncannily resemble, between the numbers of clouds, the greenery enriched parks on Earth. There are couples of elderly who take walks to enjoy the scenery and groups of kids who just sit chat under the shades of Cherry Blossoms. Why if it wasn't for the wings, halos, and the fact that he knew everyone was dead, Kenshin would've thought that he was back alive on Earth.

As Kenshin allowed himself to sink into his thoughts once more, Gabe decided that is was time for action and he began to voice out his thoughts to Kenshin, unbeknownst to him that he had started daydreaming again. "You don 't belong here you know." Gabe stated pleasantly as he began walking again. Kenshin's daydreams crashed right around him as he hurried to catch up to Gabe and he tried to digest what's been said to him.

Gabe glanced over to Kenshin and shook his head in good humor. Is Heaven just so dull that Kenshin falls so easily into daydreaming? "You were probably to busy daydreaming to hear what I was saying so I'll repeat it just for your benefit." Gabe looked beside him at Kenshin and quirked an eyebrow in amusement as Kenshin's face tinged a faint pink. Gabe turned his attention back towards the road all traces of emotion wiped from his face. "You may have noticed that heaven resembles Earth in a lot of ways. There are animals, plants, and so on. Basically all items involving Nature that GOD created can be found here. But the thing is that this is all an illusion. A powerful, impressive illusion created only to make the new angels feel more at home here. Heaven may look like Earth but it isn't Earth and that's where you belong- on Earth."

Kenshin turned a confused face towards Gabe but seeing that he had his eyes elsewhere, he voiced out his confusion. "What exactly do you mean by all of this?"

"Why don't we sit down for awhile, Kenshin?" Gabe offered spotting a bench not too far off. "What I have to say can be better understood sitting down." Kenshin considered just standing up but that would be rude and that just wasn't him. Even so all this talking was starting to make him a little apprehensive. Kenshin just nodded his head in compliance as more questions and worrisome thoughts raced through his mind. They walked over to a park bench that showed a great view of the park. It gave off a wonderful atmosphere, making Kenshin feel less anxious than he was feeling a moment ago. Kenshin glanced over to Gabe expectant of his words but it seemed that he was stalling for the time being. The anxiety was killing him but he waited two months for this so awhile longer won't kill him after all he is dead. He just hopes that Gabe won't take too long because the suspense is driving him mad.

Gabe gazed out towards the park and all its lively as he racked his mind to find a simple way to explain all the complications concerning Kenshin's past. Finally after what seemed like forever, he sighed coning to terms with himself that there is no way easy enough to accurately convey what he wanted to say. Oh what the hell, he'll just wing it and hope that'll it'll come right.

Gabe slid back in his seat trying to get comfortable enough on the cold, rigid bench. He looked down morose-fully at his dangling feet as he tried to bring up the nerve to do what was warranted from him. At last he raised his head towards the energetic scenery while trying to ignore Kenshin's questioning gaze. It was either now or later and the sooner that he got it over with the better.

"You don't belong here because you weren't meant to die and your sudden death can and will affect what will happen in Japan." There, that was in his opinion simple enough. But after looking at Kenshin's lost expression, Gabe realized that he only confused him some more. Gabe sighed inwardly exasperated with himself. It wasn't Kenshin's fault that he wasn't getting it, it was his because talking really isn't one of his strong suits.

Gabe took a deep breath before going on trying to come up with a different approach to the problem. "Okay let's put it this way. If you stay here, your absence from Japan will upset the natural flow of history resulting in an unforeseen paradox. Everyone on Earth has a destiny that has already been mapped out before his or her birth. You had your own destiny planned as well. It doesn't matter if you don't believe me or not, but that's the truth. It was your destiny to fulfill the role of the Battousai and bring Japan into a new era. You had to be the one to do it because nobody else was so highly qualified like you were. And believe me when I say no one I mean no one. You wouldn't believe how hard or long we looked. We even went so far as to…"

"Um… Gabe?" Kenshin interrupted him gently.

"Huh?" Gabe asked. For once, he was the clueless one. Kenshin only quirked an eyebrow at him amusingly waiting for Gabe to catch on to what he was getting at.

"What?" Gabe demanded irritatingly fed up with the silent messages that he couldn't quite understand. "I don't know what you're getting a…" Gabe trailed off as realization hit him hard. He cleared his throat, embarrassed that he wandered off the main subject. And he called himself an archangel. He sounded more like the little kid that Kenshin accredited him as. As his face flushed apologetically under the injustice of all of this, he smiled meekly at Kenshin before trying to get back on track. "As I was saying before my mind wandered a bit," Gabe then uttered a cough, feeling slight discomfort from that admittance, "you were predestined to become the Battousai. But that was only part of your destiny because you have yet to complete the other part of it and your unplanned death is to blame for the interruption of your fated destiny. But if you fail to return to Japan and accomplish your destiny, I fear what will happen to Japan's history because of that." Gabe took a deep breath and looked his eyes to Kenshin's face, his expression dead serious. He just had to get the message across to him. "Kenshin, it is for that very reason why it is crucial for you to go back to Japan."

After his small speech Gabe turned expectant eyes towards Kenshin hoping that he now understood. Gabe's eyes became deadpanned after he realized that Kenshin was daydreaming…again. Well he shouldn't be surprised because this has happened enough times for him to be expecting it. But maybe Heaven's atmosphere is a little too much for Kenshin. But there have been past occurrences of angels who can't let go of their life on Earth and were prone to fall into daydream spells. Gabe eyes softened worriedly as he continued to observe Kenshin, maybe he was suffering from something like that. But this was Kenshin he was talking about, the legendary swordsman. Imagining him succumbing to something as weak as that was just simply… unbelievable. With his worry dispersed, Gabe narrowed his eyes in anger. He wasn't such a bad speaker that he made Kenshin's mind wander, was he? And even if he was, it's rude to treat him a genuine archangel in this manner.

Gabe was so riled up that he was tempted to snap Kenshin into awareness but he suppose that both he and Kenshin needed the time to think. So as patiently as he could and that wasn't saying much, he waited for Kenshin to come out of his stupor. Gabe counted the passing time by drumming his fingers on the arm of the bench to show his annoyance and to vent out his anger. It may be a terrible thing to anger Tomoe, but then again it's a crime in itself to anger any angel. Yet even in the midst of this bout of anger, Gabe couldn't help wondering exactly what Kenshin daydreams about all the time.

~*~*~

He was reliving all of his memories that involved his makeshift family. He was remembering how he met each and every one of them, and reminiscing on all the good and bad events that they all experienced together.

Kenshin smiled softly to himself recalling each special trait that set them all apart.

Sano with his loose attitude and his impulsiveness leaves you forever entertained. His love for gambling and everything free, particularly food, remains unrivaled but he is the man to rely on when you need someone to fight alongside by you.

Yahiko has the true heart and spirit of a samurai but he also holds in his possession this undeniable stubborn will. That can be useful for when he stands up for something he deeply believes in. However, he does have this natural knack for causing and getting into trouble especially when it involves a certain young dojo assistant master.

Megumi's unbelievable doctrine skills and knowledge often leaves one amazed. Although her somewhat playful teasing can cause trouble for people like something you've never seen before. But that can usually be overlooked because her sophistication and liveliness tends to make you overlook her vices.

Dr. Gensai and his granddaughters are always a pleasure to have around you. Their warm and understanding attitudes never fail to put people at ease. But how can one not be with being around the ever bubbling and playful Ayame and Suzume?

Tae and Tsubame are such friendly and nice people. They are always willing to help anybody they should come across. They often are able to put smiles upon the most downtrodden of people's faces.

But then there's Kaoru… ah Kaoru. To sum her up in a few short words is a feat impossible for him. She took him in regardless of who he was and of his past. That in itself shown that she is considerate and trusting. She is strong willed, brave, and beautiful beyond comparison. She has this inner light that you can't help but be drawn to. Yet she has a down-to-earth rough edge attitude that makes you comfortable to be around her.

Kenshin sighed, nostalgia seeping in him. He wanted to go back home to his family. No, he needed to go back home to his family. He didn't know when he started considering the dojo home or the people he came to know his family. His real family was taken away from him at such a young age. So to be granted another family after all of the terrible crimes he had committed, is something that never ceases to amaze him.

But if what Gabe said is true then if he is unable to go back to Japan, to his old life, then Japan will be affected in distressing way. And if Japan is affected then quite possibly so will his family as well as numerous others living in Japan. He might unintentionally hurt them all if he failed to return. That will be yet another burden that haunts his dreams. But to be able to return to Japan he will have to share a body with them. That is just something he can't bring himself to do especially if the person he is going to share a body with has no say in the matter. It doesn't matter if the fate of Japan rests on his shoulders he cannot will not mess up someone's life by inhabiting their body. There just has to be another because if there isn't his conscience will suffer greatly because of it.

Kenshin was eased from his musings by a persisting tug on his sleeve. Kenshin turned to see a very irritated angel glaring up at him. "I guess I did it again, huh?" Kenshin asked in or rather stated in an apologetic tone. His only answer was the thinning of Gabe's lips to show the level of his annoyance.

"Umm, I guess an 'I'm sorry' is needed here." Kenshin interjected lamely in the static silence.

Gabe just sighed and massaged his temples for a bit to try to rid himself of an oncoming headache. He never had any before Kenshin came so he knows exactly who to blame. But really, he's getting too old for this. Gabe focused his eyes on Kenshin, hoping that he at least got the gist of what he was saying. "Please tell at least that you now understand what I explained to you because I am not going to repeat it again. Good deeds can only drive so far."

Kenshin nodded implying that he understood everything. Gabe then sighed in relief relaxing a bit in the process. But at the sight of Kenshin's somewhat troubled eyes, Gabe didn't let his guard down completely. "While I understand that I must return to Japan to complete my duty that I was predestined for, I can't return in the way that you won't me to." At the appearance of a frown on Gabe's face Kenshin rushed on ahead. "It's not that I don't want to because I want nothing more than to go back. But I can't in good conscience evade someone's body to do it. I know that I have caused you enough trouble as there is but if there is another way to do this then please tell me. If I can go back in my own body or perhaps have a new empty one or even…" Kenshin broke off confused at the peals of laughter now pouring forth from Gabe's mouth.

"Is that all?" Gabe asked between fits of laughter.

"Is that all." Kenshin repeated incredulously. "If you don't mind me asking, what exactly do you mean by saying 'is that all?'?"

Gabe who had gotten his laughter under control straightened in his seat and looked Kenshin full in the face. His eyes still crinkled at the corners so it still looked as if he was laughing at him, but Kenshin decided to disregard that.

"Really Kenshin you shouldn't scare me like that. I thought it was a life or death situation or something. You know something important."

"But it is important." Kenshin said imploringly while slightly leaning forward. "I just can't regardless of the importance of this situation enter someones body without their knowledge or permission."

"Calm down no need to get so passionate." Gabe said reassuringly while he pushed the red head back until he was squarely rooted on the bench. "You know as well as I do that you don't have to pick that option. You do, after all have another choice." Disbelief and relief washed over Kenshin's face and after seeing that, Gabe realized he didn't inform Kenshin of this second choice. Gabe grinned to himself in embarrassment. Really where has his memory gone these days? "Apparently that other choice I failed to tell you about. Sorry about that." Gabe said apologetically.

At the sight of Kenshin's open face, Gabe continued. "Yeah you see since I know how much of a prick you can be about weighing people down with your personal problems, I improved my talents so that I will be able to transport your soul into a new unused body."

At Kenshin's lack of response Gabe jokingly commented, "Oh no, no, hold your thanks really all this gratitude is pretty overwhelming." At Kenshin's blank look, Gabe sighed giving up. "Why do I even try? I admit defeat because my sarcasm is most definitely wasted on you."

Kenshin looked at Gabe, finally getting what he was saying. "Oh please forgive my rudeness. It's just that I'm so shocked at all of this that it's taking me awhile to let it all sink in. But thank you so much. You have no idea how much this means to me."

Gabe got up from the bench and tilted his head towards Kenshin. His hair ruffled calmly in the breeze and his eyes clouded as if remembering a faraway memory. "I think I do." Gabe responding plainly and his voice gave that short sentence such a feeling of sadness that the grief almost feels tangible. Before Kenshin had time to think about this moment for long, Gabe's attitude change and the mood lightened.

"Come on," he said brightly, "let's go find Tomoe because I know if I leave her out of something this big she'll have my head." So Gabe then grabbed Kenshin's hand and hauled him out of his seat. Stretching out his wings, they took to the air in search of Tomoe so they can finally close the book on all of this confusion and send Kenshin back home.

~*~*~

Three silhouettes stood at the back gates of heaven. Up close, you will immediately recognize them all- a tall ebony hair beauty with warm brown eyes and skin the color of ivory. She can often be seen helping many angels both new and old around the vast empire known as the last remaining Eden. In the middle, an angel of short stature but of high ranks, the great archangel Gabriel. He is one angel very quick to anger but most of his frustration comes from a deep-rooted resentment that he bears the facial features and physical attributes of a young boy. How he came to be archangel, nobody quite knows. Standing next to Gabe is a person that you can't help but recognize. With his flaming red tresses and deep violet eyes, one would think he looked quite particular. But after noticing the cross mark scar on his cheek, you would be afraid to voice that out to him because seeing that trademark you would know him as the legendary samurai, Battousai.

But if you happen to stumble across this trio, they will pay you no heed because they are at the moment discussing something of great importance among themselves.

"So exactly what do I have to do?" Kenshin asked nervously. His apprehension, now that the time to actually leave was here, was increasing in leaps and bounds.

"It's not that hard really." Gabe explained plainly. "All you have to do is step through the back gates of heaven will you will fall into your new body. Seeing Kenshin's startled face, Gabe rushed on to reassure him. "You won't be hurt at all because a jet stream of air will guide you safely to your new body."

"Um, so I don't have to worry about spirit energy or ki or anything like that." Kenshin asked.

"Oh that?" Gabe said laughing it off. "I just said those things to make me seem smarter than the average angel. You know I do have to keep up my image. So even if you wanted to return to Japan the other way all that junk wouldn't have mattered."

Kenshin's face took on a dumbfounded expression. "Well it worked." Gabe said inconvincibly. He ran his hand through his hair suddenly feeling embarrassed.

Tomoe then decided it was time to step in to save Gabe anymore unnecessary embarrassment. "I'll miss…no we'll miss you Kenshin." Her throat clogged up with unbidden emotions. "Make sure you do some good down there so we'll know that all our work wasn't for naught." Tomoe then hugged him surprising them both. Kenshin uncertainly returned it at loss at what to do. "Who knows," Tomoe murmured against his chest chokingly as salty tears slid down unwanted against her cheeks, "maybe if you're lucky we'll meet up down the road someday." But just as quickly as this moment begun, it was just as quickly ended making it seem as though Kenshin imagined it all. But he could smell the scent of her tears and he could see the shaking of her as she tried to gain her composure. Maybe on some level she actually does remember him.

But before Kenshin could delve into that thought any further, Gabe started speaking acting like nothing ever happened. "Now listen carefully Kenshin this part is important." Gabe waited until he was sure he had Kenshin's full attention before continuing. "You must not inder any circumstances tell anyone of your real identity but they must realize it on their own. You may help lead them to the conclusion that you are Himura Kenshin but if you tell them directly, dire consequences will follow." After seeing that Kenshin understood, Gabe went on. "You have only a certain amount of time to remain in this body and after that time is up and Kaoru hasn't realized who you are and you haven't accomplished your destiny you will be thrown from this body and will await your judgment of your sins in Purgatory." Gabe held up his hand stalling Kenshin's question. "You will know when your time is nearing the end but I cannot accurately tell you exactly how. Just trust me when I say, you will know. If you succeed in doing what is required of you, we will provide you with your original body." Gabe scratched his head trying to think of anything he might've left out but he came up with nothing. "So, um, that's about it. Any questions?"

"Just one," Kenshin replied.

"I'm all ears." Gabe said warmly.

"How will I know what my destiny is?" Kenshin asked contemplative.

Gabe was lost. How would he know? Or better yet how would anyone know what their destiny is? Gabe searched his brain to come up with the right words to answer this. "Truthfully," Gabe admitted, "I have no idea. But I guess you'll just know, you know?" Gabe reached up and somewhat awkwardly patted Kenshin's back. "Why don't you burn that bridge when you come to it? I'll sure you'll figure out a better answer than mine sooner or later."

Kenshin smiled down at Gabe, unconvinced at this slight conviction. Gabe stepped back from Kenshin. He was starting to miss him already. "Well you better get going. There's no use staying around here any longer."

The gates were opened and everything was in place all that he need to do was to leave. Kenshin ran his hand through his windblown red locks. He was stalling and he knew it. Kenshin sighed as tendrils of anticipation and uncertainty flitted through his stomach. He was just about to jump before a nagging worry enter into his head.

He turned to Gabe and asked afraid of the answer, "Um, you have done this before… right?"

Gabe just walked slowly up to him his smile a little to fake for Kenshin's comfort. Kenshin was granted one answer before he was pushed unceremoniously out of Heaven's gates by the archangel himself, "Uh, no."

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A/N: After three months and numerous revisions, it is done! This chapter didn't go through my beta because she is unavaiable at this time. So when she gets back I'll send it to her so it can look grammatically correct. Kenshin may seem to have his head in the clouds a lot in this chapter but that's just how it came out. (sorry for that sad excuse for a pun, but I just couldn't resist). But you know often times the story writes itself instead of you writing the story. Don't get it? Neither do I so no worries. This has got to be my longest chapter yet so accept this as your Christmas present and a huge apology present too. I'm also starting some new works so don't expect my next chapter to come out soon. Oh, my birthday is on the seventh of January so if you all wish me a sweet sixteen then it may come out faster than expected.

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Reccomendations(on ff.net):

It seems as if every story has some so why not mine?

Chiki: What can I say? She has the best stories. And to be able to update three stories in one day is a highly commendable feat.

A Memory Forgotten by donna8157: It's a Kaoru loses her momory kind of fic but except none of the Kenshin-gumi are there to help her recover it. She meet Seta Soujiro and after some conflicts with some shady characters they travel to China to solve a past that Kaoru never knew she had. Original pairing so don't fret but it's certainly a story worth reading. I am not really good with summaries so check it out for yourself.

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Reviews:

You guys been waiting three months for these so I made sure I made them extra good.

hellagood#1

this is a good story!!! you know i bet kenshin will either choose Aoishi's or Enishi's body!!! PLEASE UPDATE SOON SO THAT I KNOW THAT IM RIGHT!!!!!!

You're close they're going to be in the story alright but I don't want to give anything away.

CurlsofSerenity

*points* there's tomoe! KEnshin get your butt back to Kaoru! *clasps hand over mouth*

You are eccentric, as always it seems. Yes, Kenshin's going back to Kaoru (about time I might add). Now we'll just have to sit back and see what will happen.

IchigoHikaru

I luv this story! It's great! I have a suggestion for you though. Imagine if you put the entire shishio thing..you know what i mean...into this story? Since this takes before then it would add an interesting plot to the story. Just imagine! If Kenshin decides to live as Sano, then they are going to need another fighter when they go to Shishio's hideout..etc. Could you tell me what you think?

I'm glad you like my story, I like it too. Well of course I should because it's my story. Does my idiocy have no boundaries? Putting Shishio in the mix will complicate matters a lot and putting the Juppongata in there too is probably too much drama then I already need. But don't worry I have a couple of bad guys that will show up and maybe some other characters from RK.

Melissa

I'm enjoying your fanfic and I'll be looking for updates. You must be annoyed at so many people asking if you got the idea from Yu Yu Hakusho;I would be. Nevertheless, when I read that part, it was an immediate reaction. The grammatical errors that slip through are fine. Only if they become so numerous that I lose the story's thread will I quit reading, but that shouldn't be a problem with yours. You wondered if you should change the name? I doubt you would at this stage, but don't. I like it, and your title stands out among all of the others. In addition, how would I find you again? I would like it best if Kenshin got his own body back, but I'm waiting to see what you decide. This is, after all, your story, so I accept that you will write what you will write. (still--please not Sano) I like the foreign words and phrases you include because you also say what they mean. Yes, this reader is an idiot(baka!)concerning such, but I'm learning:) I also like the poetry at the beginning of each chapter, but if you become stuck, skip it and post the chapter without it. Maybe add it in later if you're inspired. I feel you're staying true to the characters, which is my main requirement for a fanfic. Changing the personalities would ruin the story in almost every instance. Thank you for letting them be themselves. Happy writing!

I'm glad you like my story and the Yu Yu Hakusho reaction can be a pain, but I'm learning to ignore it. I'm glad the grammar isn't too bad you can thank my beta Julia on that part because I have no grammar skills whatsoever but I have this habit to correcting people in their grammar errors when they speak. Word of advice never do this to a teacher and definitely an English teacher. I don't think I'm going to change the title it kind of grew on me after awhile. What's wrong with Sano? Kenshin in the end will get his body back. I'm also juggling with the idea of giving him a new body after awhile. I'm glad you like the vocabulary. Some stories don't put the meanings down and that just gets so confusing so I just assumed that everyone is as much as a baka as me and put them on the top. I have great poems, don't I? Not many people have their original poems for each chapter. But if I'm stuck I'll probably ask some readers if they supply me one because I can't type as well if I don't have a good poem to guide me. They're kind of like guidelines for me. Aren't I strange? I'm glad you think my characters are acting in character. That's one of my top priorities concerning this story. Hopefully my characters will stay this way as the story progresses.

Ari and Kat(faery)

howdy! This is Ari calling...hello, is anyone there...oh well, where's the beep? (*BEEP*) His y'all, this is Ari! JUst wanted to stop by and say hi, and say that i likedthe fanfic- but what's happened to Kenshin?! NO! YOU KILLED HIM! Man, where's a good katana when you need one?...Oh...you're bringing him back? Okay, i guess it's alright then... Well, got to go- read my fan fic, Wind Blown Storms! Meth ten, and Go in Peace! -Ari

One thing I fear- chemically imbalanced reviewers. Thank you for reminding me why. Thanks also for reading my story and I hope you like this chapter (as late as it came out) as well as much as you like my others. I'll try to check out your story and after reading your review, I'm sure it's as crazy as you. While we're on the subject of unsolicited advertisements, read my other stories/poems. Kittenkatie

i really enjoy reading your story. i hope you update

it really soon

If you consider an update three months Later early, then yes, I updated really soon. I'm glad you like my story. If you didn't, then you probably wouldn't have said that you enjoy reading it. Aren't I obvious?

Elf Fanatic Lark

DON DON DON! The final choice has come! Poor kenny...he's always gotta make those hard choices...but, I still think that he should either be put in a new body, and habe Karou fall in love with him...(idea!!) Maybe he could be injured or something and passes out in front of the dojo? Maybe yahiko or Karou finds him, and during the recovery she learns that he doesn't know of his past, but he acts so much like Kenshin! *crosses arms* That's fine, I just can't wait for the next chapter!

I hope you're not mad at me because I might become so distraught that I might not be up to working on the next chapter and I will take even longer to update. You know if you read between the lines that really mean to shower me with reviews. Wow your idea sounds like you have your own story! I might have Kenshin transfer to another body somewhere along the way but for the moment he's sticking with… Well to find that out you have to stay tuned for the next chapter.

Ava

Its bob's fault you're taking a while to write the next chapter, isn't it? I

know it is! But don't feel bad, bob does that to everybody!

Bob always gets a bad rep, doesn't he? Why do people always assume that when something goes wrong, it's always Bob's fault. Have you ever considered that it might now be bob's fault but that I might be the one to blame? But unfortunately this time around it is Bob's fault. I have never realized until now how much better it feels to blame someone else.

Julia

I seemed to have misplaced your email address so if you can e-mail me it, then that will be most appreciated. I know you haven't beta'd this chap but I haven't gotten a chance to email it to you since I lost your address but…oh look cookies! Gotta go^_^

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