Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction ❯ The Drowning of Thyself ❯ Into the Water ( Chapter 2 )

The Stages of Drowning Thyself

 

Notes: /..../ denotes flashback. This part is longer due to the long lemon-y scenes. I really hope it's not too boring. *sheepish smile* I think I went ahead of myself here... Just hope you enjoy reading this part.

Part 2: Into the Water

 

She stared up at the posh looking building, slightly apprehensive. Enishi's hand settled on her back and gently, but firmly led her into the building. She barely registered the beautiful chandeliers adorning the lobby's ceiling, or its exquisite collection of art hanging on the walls. All she could feel was the pounding of her heart and how it bellowed in her ears.

 

`He's obviously more well-to-do than I'll ever be in a million lifetimes...,' Kaoru felt the thought go through her mind.

 

She didn't realize they had already gone up on the elevator and had arrived on a certain floor. Kaoru blinked, slightly fazed at not remembering the trip up at all. She took a look at the floor number - 16, and gingerly stepped out onto plush blood red carpets.

 

Enishi's hand left her back and she saw him move in front of her, walking towards a polished black door. He seemed to have found his keys and had opened the door, turning to gesture her inside.

 

Kaoru took a deep breath and concentrated on walking through the door.

 

Enishi watched as she moved past him, her eyes glazed, not seeming to fully comprehend the situation they were in. He closed the door and locked it, taking his time with his usual routines. He placed his keys in the drawer next to the door, placing his coat on a stand, loosening the top button of his shirt before finally feeling comfortable enough to settle on watching Kamiya Kaoru inside his home.

 

She wasn't moving. She was standing in the middle of his living room, her back towards him.

 

Enishi wondered if she was capable of thinking properly at that moment.

 

 

/”I love you,” he whispered softly as he cradled her in his arms. “I love you, Kaoru-dono.”

 

She smiled and pretended to huff at the name.

“Mou, Kenshin..., you promised...”

 

“Gomen ne, anata,” he chuckled, holding her closer, “Habits are hard to break.”

 

He paused and looked into her eyes. She stared up, content to gaze into his tender violet eyes.

 

“Kaoru.”He tested her name on his lips, then smiled as he kissed her. “I love you, Kaoru.”

 

“I love you too, Kenshin,” she murmured as she returned the kiss./

 

Kaoru shook her head.

`Stupid happy memories...,' she felt mad at her mind, which was intent on making her miserable, `Go away happy memories...'

 

She felt fingers slide through her own, turning her to face the handsome owner of the luxurious home. Her knees felt weak as he fixed her with a stare that was so unlike Kenshin's.

 

“Don't think of him.” His voice was low and quiet, but she understood the command in his tone. “Think only of me.”

 

And with that, she felt his lips cover hers in a passionate kiss. She moaned at his aggression, her hand sliding up onto his arm, gripping his shirt sleeve. She emptied her mind and poured herself into returning the kiss.

 

/”I'm sorry, anata,” he looked at her with guilty eyes. “I am so sorry...”/

 

She tensed in this stranger's arms -Enishi's arms - and felt his arms tighten its grip on her. He broke away from the kiss, looking down at her with blue fire in his eyes.

 

“Don't think Kaoru,” his breath warmed her lips, “Don't think.”

 

He devoured her lips once again, pushing his body against her, molding her soft curves onto him, his hands not allowing her to break free.

 

She kissed him eagerly, wanting to follow his command. She reached up to run her fingers through his hair, then held his face as she shivered when his tongue touched her lips. Her mouth opened to receive him, tangling her tongue with his own. Kaoru closed her eyes, feverishly shutting out Kenshin's guilty eyes from her mind.

 

His hands lifted her onto him, Kaoru wrapped her legs around his body instinctively as her back was slammed into a wall. She pulled back from the kiss and gasped.

 

“You're. Still. Thinking.” He pronounced his words with a narrowing of his eyes.

 

“I'm trying...” Kaoru gasped as she felt his hardness push against her, “...not to.”

 

“Try harder.” He bit back as he swooped down to further ravage her lips.

 

Delicious shivers were running havoc through her body as she held onto him tightly, pushing against Enishi's form, trying to find a way out of her sudden feeling of urgency.

 

He grunted something unintelligible and licked her lips before drawing away. His hands reached under her shirt, warming her cold skin. Kaoru's eyes fluttered open briefly before closing them with a moan as he turned his kisses to her neck. As he licked and nipped at the long stretch of skin, his hands teased their way to unclasp her bra.

 

“Enishi...,” she breathed in his name as she felt his hands trace her breasts, holding them in his hands. “Enishi...”

 

“Raise your hands.” He murmured quickly as his hands temporarily left her skin.

 

Obeying him without a second thought, she felt him pull of her shirt and bra before a silence ensued. Several moments passed before she opened her eyes, wondering why he wasn't continuing with his ministrations.

 

“Enishi...?”

 

She didn't bother to finish whatever thought she had had before as she saw him looking at her with feral intensity. She felt another shiver come over her, goosebumps appearing on her bare skin as she realized she was also blushing from his gaze.

 

“Not here.” He said roughly, scooping her up and into his arms.

 

Kaoru held onto him as he carried her purposefully into his bedroom, setting her down on the floor as he went to switch on the lights. Her arms automatically tried to cover herself, a foreign feeling coming over her.

 

/”You're such a bastard.” Salty tears ran down her face as she looked away from him.

 

She could almost see his guilty face.

“I really am sorry, Kaoru. But I can't be with you anymore.”/

 

“I don't think I can ever leave you alone.” Enishi had suddenly appeared before her. “You'll start your thinking again.”

 

 

 

Enishi closed the distance between them swiftly, his arms winding around her nude torso, warming her skin once more. She accepted him willingly into her arms, drawing into his heat, her head tilting back to receive his demanding kiss. Her lips felt bruised as she matched his raw passion.

 

He was first to break away, his slow, controlled breathing a distinct difference to her sharp, ragged gasps for air. There was a searching look in his eyes, as if though prying into her clouded mind. Kaoru held her breath - if there was anyone who could read her so openly, it would be this stranger.

 

Enishi's face looked grim as he held her hand gently, eyes still on hers as he backed towards a wide one-seat couch. She felt almost guilty at her inability to just lose herself to the sensuality this man was pouring upon her. Kaoru stood over him, watching as he plopped down onto the seat, his eyes dropping to her stomach. She daren't breathe as he skimmed his fingers over the waist of her skirt.

 

“I feel like I should apologize...,” Kaoru gasped, her hands clutching onto his shoulders as she felt him pull down her skirt in one move.

 

His fingers traced the outlines of her white cotton panties, there was a brief tug on his lips before looking up into her eyes questioningly.

 

“I...,” her breath was hitched again as she stared into his eyes, realizing he was starting to remove her last piece of clothing. “I've never...,” she tried to maintain a steady calm as she continued to stare into his endless blue eyes. “...never done this...before...”

 

His lips quirked up into another smirk as he finished pushing down her panties to her ankles. Kaoru gingerly stepped out of the pool of clothing at her feet, her nude form inches away from Enishi's face.

 

“I somehow deduced that by myself.” Came the sarcastic reply.

 

Kaoru bit down a mix of emotions - fury, temper, shame, embarrassment - and held on tighter to his shoulders. He had turned his attentions back to her skin, trailing kisses along her hip bone. Occasionally he nipped at her skin, his teeth creating sharp sensations between her legs.

 

“It's awkward.” She continued, her voice wavering slightly as his lips travelled closer to her center. She took in a deep breath, “I've only been with only one other man in my life...been kissed by only him...”

 

Her words were stopped abruptly when Enishi pulled her down unexpectedly so that she was kneeling in front of him. His hands held her face, the smirk still ever-present on his lips as he pressed a kiss on her own.

 

“You're breaking your own rules, my dear,” he whispered against her mouth, eyes piercing hers, “I've been waiting for the sex part of our meeting to begin since forever.”

 

Kaoru realized that those were the longest string of words she had heard from him so far. She narrowed her brows, determined to physically stop thinking.

 

 

Enishi realized there was a dramatic change in her aura as she leaned in to place a chaste kiss on his lips. Chuckling at her feeble attempt for a kiss, he held onto her and bruised her lips trying to open them with his tongue. She moaned and briefly allowed entry, swirling him inside her mouth before breaking the kiss, leaning away from him. He felt himself protest with a grumble at the back of his throat before the sensation of her hand on his thigh grabbed his attention.

 

His gaze snapped back to her eyes, which were erotically demure, her lashes fluttering as she lowered her gaze to his crotch. He cautiously kept his breathing checked as she unbuckled the belt of his pants, unzipping the fly with careful slowness that ate at his patience.

 

When she finally held his manhood in her hands, he barely contained his groan of approval. He watched in awe and growing lust as her small hands began their magic, massaging him to the point where he was too hard to think about anything else asides from plunging himself deep, deep, ...deep within her.

 

Kaoru lifted her eyes then, her hands stopping, a small smile at the edge of her rose-petal mouth, before she closed them around his head.

 

Enishi stiffened and felt his body had been electrified, his senses going crazy as he watched her take him fully inside her mouth, her head bobbing up and down in a slow rhythm that was increasing its pace as she went along. Her tongue caressed his skin feverishly as she used lips and teeth to entice his frazzled senses. His hands clutched the arms of the seat as she leaned closer, her breasts grazing his leg as she continued to swallow him whole.

 

The feel of her hardening nipples against his leg was the last straw. With an incoherent grunt, he roughly pulled her away from his engorged length, drawing her on top of his body.

 

She looked absolutely divine with her startled eyes, her flushed body and her moist lips. Like a greedy child, he positioned himself at her opening and roughly took her down upon him.

 

Enishi finally felt a sense of relief wash over him as he felt her soft walls become an antithesis to his hardness. The relief was rudely taken away by a growing need for something more. He looked up at Kaoru's face and noticed her slight discomfiture- her body was not yet ready for anything more.

 

Taking her chin and pulling her face close to his, he murmured,

“Don't worry, sweet, you'll feel much better soon.”

 

He devoured her mouth again, loving kissing her while he was surrounded by her tight body. Reluctantly breaking away, he gave a soft command,

“Turn your back to me. Don't get off, just turn.”

 

 

Kaoru looked confused at his words. She acted on them quickly enough, her hands awkwardly balancing herself on the seat's arms as she turned away from Enishi. She muffled a moan as the slight movement made her walls constrict around him further. The short action on her part left her tired and wanting, she could feel herself throbbing against the length of his manhood.

 

Large, calloused hands arched her body against him and his breath whispered against her ear,

“Let's get you ready, my sweet.”

 

Before she could begin to fathom what was happening, one hand had left her waist and had snaked around to find the bud of her desires. She cried out instinctively as his fingers grazed the delicate skin.

 

“Enishi...,” she cried, her hands gripping the armrests for dear life.

 

A sly snicker breathed against her skin.

“Move your hips, sweet.”

 

She obeyed him, stifling a cry as his fingers moved as she did. Her hips rose and fell as his fingers continued to stroke her most sensitive spot. Within seconds she felt as if though her body was melting onto his hands, pooling liquid onto his busy fingers and she discarded her pride to cry out his name.

 

“Oh god, Enishi!”

 

His finger soaked itself in her juices and lathered her bud in them, stroking her with more urgency as her hips rode his length with wanton pleasure.

 

She had thought that she was already close to bursting when his other hand removed itself from her waist, dislodging her brace, and reached for her breast. As soon as his hand found her nipple, tweaking and playing it to her rhythm, she lost all control. Her back slumped against his body, her hips were the only part of her moving out of her own volition, her mind was lost, and all she felt was mind-numbing desire.

 

“Enishi...” her hoarse voice cried out over and over again.

 

His fingers grazing her bud was now ferocious, making her move with abandon against his hardness, up and down... up and down... she was too tired from pleasure but she couldn't stop. She felt as if though she would die at any moment.

 

“Come.” A hissed command. “Now.”

 

Her body seemed to follow his words as she felt herself break onto him in spasms, her hips slowing as his hands began to quiet to a gentle touch on her sensitive skin. She let out a shuddering breath of air as she fell back against him, unable to move as her mind became blissfully empty.

 

 

It took all of his control not to follow her orgasms and to just release himself. He counted his breathing, trying to stay in control as he felt every luscious curve of Kaoru's body through his sweat-drenched clothing.

 

Once he was able to check himself, he momentarily enjoyed the feeling of just being inside her. Closing his eyes, his hands swept a touch against her darling bud, smiling with satisfaction when she shivered against him. His smile was wiped off when her moist body clenched his manhood tightly, almost breaking his resolve.

 

Enishi reluctantly pulled her off of him and into his lap. An overwhelming desire to laugh brimmed inside him when he saw the vacant look in her eyes.

 

He swept back her raven bangs from her eyes, holding her face for a moment. He kissed her lips again, gently this time, and pulled back to watch her reaction. When he received none, he pursed his mouth, his sides hurting from holding back laughter. He pinched her hard nipples and it was then he got her startled attention.

 

She looked at him with curiosity in her eyes.

 

“I want you in my bed.” He said.

 

Kaoru paused, looking as if though it was hard for her to process information at the moment. After a few seconds, she got up, albeit wobbling a little, and made her way to his sprawling bed. He got up after her and watched as she eased up on his blankets, admiration clearly in her eyes at their comfort.

 

“Kaoru.” He called out to her.

 

She looked up from her reverie and watched in wonder as he started to remove his shirt. His piercing aquamarine eyes held her, challenging her to look away. He discarded his clothes slowly, letting them fall carelessly by his side as he came towards her. Kaoru held her breath, her eyes raking over his form appreciatively.

 

If masculinity had a form of perfection it would have been him.

 

He crawled lazily onto the bed and she laid back as he came over her, pinning her underneath him. She reached up to wrap her arms around his neck, sighing as he kissed her again, his hands roaming her body as she threaded hers through his silky hair.

 

His mouth left hers and, without taking his eyes off of her own, moved to trail kisses along her collarbone and to the curves of her breasts. She sucked in a breath as he drew her nipple into his mouth, biting her lips as he continued to watch her reaction. He suckled her gently, nipping onto sensitive skin as his free hand attended to her other nipple. She started moaning again, whispering his name, letting it fall from her lips in an endless chant. Enishi's mouth moved to her other breast as his hand took a different trail to her already wet entrance. Kaoru shuddered as she felt him probe her with his digit, smoothing his finger in and out of her as he continued to suckle on her breast.

 

She arched against his body in need, her hand trying to reach to his own length. She felt a sudden need to please him.

 

She gave a cry as he inserted another finger within her. She didn't realize she had closed her eyes until she opened them again and found Enishi staring hungrily down at her. Maintaining eye contact, she watched as he took her hand and placed it on his hardness. She stroked him earnestly as he continued to plunge his fingers in and out of her, showing his future intent for her body.

 

She mumbled a protest when his hand pried her fingers from his length and his own fingers left her quaking body. She gave a delighted yelp when he replaced them with his hardened length. Probing at her entrance, she felt that this situation was different from when she had been riding him before. She looked up at him and realized he would lay claim to her being, dominating her physical self.

 

With a knowing smirk on his face, he thrusted deep within her. Kaoru wrapped her legs around his waist, holding onto him as he started a rhythm that was slowly but surely driving her insane. He pressed closer to her face and nipped at her ear, making her shudder and clenching his hardness within her. When his tongue circled wet designs within her ear, she all but mewled at his onslaught onto her senses.

 

His deep thrusting, pulling in and out of her with savage need, his hands pressing her body impossibly closer to his own, her mouth ravaging whatever was left of her mind, she lost herself to his love-making. She barely noticed when he disentangled her legs from his waist, propping them up against his shoulders and simultaneously hitting a spot within her that she didn't know she had.

 

She felt the climax build within her slowly, a deep burning that growled to be released. He seemed to notice it too, smiling down at her wickedly, his blue eyes sparkling with a dark craving. He raised himself above her, his movements were slowing slightly now, much to her horror. She felt a desperate need building as she tried to urge him to go faster, her hips rocking with his own.

 

“Beg for it, my dear...,” his deep voice purred.

 

She acquiesced immediately.

“Please...,” she had no qualms about begging- she needed this to a point of desperation. “Please Enishi...”

 

Smiling sinfully down at her, he increased his pace, plunging deeper within her. Kaoru matched his moves with a fervor, feeling the pressure build within her quickly and then burst into fireworks as she felt her dam break, a muffled scream was choked back before she cried out his name with all her might.

 

“Gods...” Enishi cursed as he gave a final thrust deep inside her softness and spilled his essence into her.

 

 

When Enishi finally looked up from his rest, he realized that Kaoru was already asleep. Her lips curled into a contented half-smile. He pushed himself off of her and covered her body with his blanket. He joined her sooner than he expected, pulling down the blanket a bit to rake his eyes over her delicate yet sensual body.

 

He sighed and ran a hand fleetingly across her stomach before pulling the blankets around the both of them and falling asleep.

 

TBC...

Part 3: Sinking Slowly

 

Notes: And in the next chapter, I'll give Kaoru her old personality back...^^;;...