Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ A new horizon ❯ A fight and an explanation ( Chapter 4 )
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By: Sirei 
Ohh Rei is going to get it.....
Oh and i don't own Sailor Moon
Anime/Manga: Sailor Moon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Action | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 11.07.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 4.4K | Visits: 840 | Status: Completed
Ohh Rei is going to get it.....
Oh and i don't own Sailor Moon
Anime/Manga: Sailor Moon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Action | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 11.07.2005 | Pages: 2 | Words: 4.4K | Visits: 840 | Status: Completed
A/N:
Sorry for the delay but I just had a new idea for an othere story. It's and crossover with DBZ, Rurouni Kenshin, Inuyasha and Sailor Moon, naturally.
It has alittle bit to do with the carpathian series of Christine Feehan but at the same time is nothing alike.
Let's just say that the different races (Saiyajin, Oni, Youkai and Terrans) have the problem of not finding females for them. And is has to be soulmate of the man in question. So they stand short before the extinction when nothing happens.
It will be then like a journey where the leader of each race is going to learn about the others.
You will learn why leaders are going and if they find females for their race and themselves in the story ^^
Well let's start this chapter!!!!
Last time:
The new Usagi would let nobody insult her or her loved ones. Not even from her own friends which loved like a family. And Rei would be now the first one who would see one side of the "new" Usagi that even her former enemies let flee like rats from the sinking ship.
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Cold calculating blue eyes looked staright at violet ones. The whole Arcade lay in dead silence. The strained pulsing aura the two clashing entities surrounded were more than enough to silence even the loudest guest. Rei's violet eyes looked pained and angry at Usagi and Mamoru. She just didn't understand how they could betray her that much. What had she done to deserve that her crush and her best friend decided out of the blue to hook up? How had been the chances that those two would hit it off in an day after weeks full of hatred and angry words?
No this was something she couldn't let go unnoticed. She had to let them see how impossible they were together and that they would never find luck and happiness with each other. Yes, she had to show them that they would hurt themselves with this relationship. And that Rei feared she could be left alone from Usagi and that she wouldn't give up her crush on Mamoru wasn't in any way a motivation. No she did that just for the two best friends she ever had!
Usagi meanwhile looked at Rei with sadness. She knew that she had an crush on Mamoru and what her fears were but now Usagi had to show her that she loved Mamoru the most. She would have to hurt Rei and she didn't liked it one bit but she had to do what someday otherwise would an issue. Inwardly she laughed about that. Oh yes she had already too many experiences with Rei in any dimension that there existed to know what complications could come.
"Rei what the fuck did you say?"
Cool blue sapphires stared at shocked violet. Usagi started to smirk. Somehow this would be fun for her. Millions of years alone had been very enlighting her in the simple pleasures every day. In short: She knew how to be a coldhearted bitch in the right moments and loved it. Especially with Chaos it always been fun and her literally *explosive* temper.
"U-usagi are you ok? Since do you say such words....? I didn't even knew that you know of them? B-but that has nothing to do with what I said to you! I told you that a relationship between you and Mamoru absolutely impossible is by normal circumstances!"
Now heated violet with sparks of red clashed with still cool and supperior looking blue eyes. But Rei wasn't ready to stop yet. No she would show her best friend just how hot her temper and her fire could get.
"Who do you think you are? I thought it was clear that you weren't allowed to use....*unfair methods* to become love or other things in your life? How irresponsible will you get Usagi? One time is it a icecream you're after then an entrance somewhere where you're not allowed to enter and now you use it to gain Mamorusempais love! That is not only irresponsible but downright mad and evil! How could you?! You may be an clutz, a ditz, a child, an looser, a totally failure for all of us but it still gives you the right to play with someones feelings like this!"
The whole arcade, and especially four girls and two men, gasped. How could Rei say something that bad to Usagi? Everyone was sure that soon she would start to wail. Mamoru was ready to step to her and console her, Motoki started to go to the bar to make an giantic fudge and Ami, Makoto and Naru were waiting to interfere and protect Usagi as something totally shocking happended.
Usagi laughed.
She just started to laugh. Was had began with a low chuckle began to grow to an full-out right-from-the-deepest-recess-of-her-soul laugh. Cool sapphires were dancing with glee at the shellshocked expression on Rei's face. Did she thought that would hurt Usagi? That she would back down from the challenge Rei had sent her? ' It's really amusing how silly our little miko can be sometimes. Her words were not only untrue but also a little bit too low from thze standard of her. Hmm, it seems that she is either too angry or too scared with this situation that she looses her serene and calm surface. Now.... what to do with this opportunity?'
Smirking and full of laughter were Usagi as she walked right in front lay by our of Rei so that only inches were between them.
"Rei, as my best friend and as my sister in all but blood let me tell you this. This was the worst and saddest insult I have ever received.And that it was you that it came from made it all the sadder. Because Rei, you have nearly all the time your thoughts firm in your head and normally you do think when you talk, ne?! So I can say that this insult leaves me only with sadness and unhappy because I have to be the object of one of your dumbest insults in the world. You know Rei just before you spoke I thought that this word-fight could be fun and now I am clearly dissappointed.
But you have now stepped on one platform for me too low to follow so I will just make this situation clear with you, maybe hurt you a bit because it's the truth and then we can look if we don't lay by our differences and go together with the others and "
,shortly sapphires met the calm ocean to show she was talking from him,
"maybe some other persons to jewelry from Naru's hahaue. Are you ready or do you wish to say something before I begin? No? Ok Reichan I will now talk in full sentences and without reservations because of your obvious challenge in mine and Mamo-chan's decisions."
Rei just gaped like a fish out of water. But she wasn't alone. Mamoru's reaction to the nickname was the same but not with shock but with pride, honor, love and affection. 'Usako you're really the greatest' Smirking now, he was anticipating what his little Usako would show now from her new side.
" You are so full of yourself Hino Rei that you don't see that others may know about you weakness an that everything you show us is just a role you play.
Whatever I or Mamoru decide to do with our relationship is just our decision and no one elses. I find it fucking unbelieveable that you not just search this situation out to break us up after we so shortly just found each other, but you also make it a personally warplane where you can finally let all your anger at your own insecurities and weaknesses out. And that, Rei, is unforgiveable. Rei I care a fuck about anything that you just said because I know that it isn't true in any way.
But not only that, I have already decided that anything that stands between me and Mamochan has to be destroyed and when you try to then even you will come into the crossfire. You may deem youself worthy to oppose against our decision to be together and maybe you just want even for a little our best but if you were true to yourself you have to say you are just scared shitless. And do you know what? I don't give a shit. I just don't care if you're the Queen of England or if you're Cleopatra or the some princess of a province. It just doesn't matter to me because the only thing that I love more than my life and any others on this world is Mamochan and anybody who thretens him and our relationship can see himself killed in the next twentyfour hours. But you are lucky Rei because I think at least a little bit about you cause you're like a sister for me.
And because of that I will not kill you but give you this as warning. I don't care where you from, what your family is like and what problems you have. I know all of it. I know every little thing about you Rei and if you ever, and when I say ever I mean ever Rei, do a shit like that you try to bring Mamochan and me to break up again, I swear you will curse the day you were born. I will make your life a living hell Rei and would let you become immortal so that you can enjoy it.
Your insecurities about your loved ones leaving you alone and that you aren't good enough for friends are bullshit. Rei you're beautiful, sophisticated, funny, gentle and the best sister one could have. But your also a stubborn, fiery, short-tempered, mean, too strict and insecure.
So if you could just accept that Mamochan and I are together, we will never leave you, that you can make friends on your own and even find an boyfriend I would be grateful because I just want to go out of here,maybe a little bit shopping but foremost just be with Mamochan. Just get that through your thick head and we will be out of here."
The whole arcade was stunned. Rei stared at Usagi as if she were an alien and couldn't get her thoughts together. 'Wha-Ho-Wher......Damnit! Just what the fuck had happened here? And how did Usagi knew? Who told her? Am I really all that? Could I really get an boyfriend if I wanted to? I just don't understand....'
Rei was confused. Never had she seen Usagi this confident or smart. Her own low self-esteem seemed to be well hidden or so she thought. That Usagi out of all people could see through her walls was frightening. Rei just couldn't believe what one day could do to an shy and ditzy girl.
"Usagi what happened?" asked Rei with a calm facade. In her mind she was panicking at the thought some youma could have control over her or that the dark kingdom had something done to her. When she was truth to herself than she felt even something different in her aura. Something that was ageless and had too many experiences and memories than an 15 year old girl could have.
'Oh kami-sama! Please don't say that Usagi has been posessed! I don't know if I would ever forgive me for the fight with her yesterday and today if something happened to her! Kami! Why did I not feel it before that her aura is full of these strange power and that it seems to pulsate? And these strange feelings from her..... superiority, serenity and noble air around her. Please kamisama send me strentgh to help her in any way I can.'
What do you mean Rei? I am totally okay. I feel fine and I would like to go now if it's okay with you. Mamochan would you accompany me?" Usagi had felt the streak of panic that went through Rei but she decided that now was not the time to share memories from a lifetime she wasn't even sure she ever lived even she knew she had. Just not in this lifetime. So Usagi did everything a normal girl would do in that moment. She squeeled happily as Mamoru nodded and bounded to him, to wrap herself around his right arm.
"Ohhh Mamochan that is soooooo sweet from you! Then now we go off to the Osa P. Jewelry and then we can go for a little bit to the park yes? Ohh I just love you sooo much!" Bouncing and happy chattered Usagi with Mamoru, or better: she chattered and Mamoru listened. The girls were a little bit confused by Usagi's suddenly *normal* behaviour and the cold glare that Rei sent to her when she was ignored.
But Ami, Makoto and Naru were already accustomed to Usagi's and Rei's behaviour so it wasn't that of a problem. Motoki just smiled and wished them all a good day as he waved them through the arcade door.
For Rei nothing was ok. Everything was now falling into place to her. Usagi's abnormal behaviour and now her try to be *normal* again. Then her usual cheerfulness which was still a long way from how she had been. It was still a little bit seriousness in it as well as gracefulness she never had before. What happwned to their wonderful, cheerful and childish Usagi? And who was this person in front of them? Oh yes she still had the same aura in the core but everything seemed to be different around it.
Whatever she said had an gentle approach for obedience in it. Her eyes were still sapphire but there was an coldness and an awareness in it that stemmed from too many wars they had seen. Even the lines of her face had transformed from the chubby little Usagi to an straight and very adult Tsukino Usagi who was more an woman than a child. All in all was this Usagi someone who had seen one too many hardships but still had some innocence as if something (or someone) had tried to beware it for her.
Mamoru saw that something changed in his Usako. His careless little Odango Atama had transformed into an woman that knew what she wanted. Even now he felt his face grow hot as he thought about how she just said she loved him in the arcade. He would never been so careles to expose his feelings in that way. And she didn't seem to mind that he didn't return her words. No she just knew.
'She knew? But... how could she know what I feel for if even I didn't know before this little scene in the arcade? And what the hell happened with her? She is like an adult one time and the next again like a child. No that's not true. Even now she knows much more than she says. I can see it in her eyes. Oh kamisama! Her Eyes! They are..ageless. But serious and at same time gentle and aware of everything that happens around her? What happened to my little Usako? Is she still in there somewhere? My little Usako who worries only about the new Sailor V game and if her money is enough for a shake?'
Mamoru began to watch how Usagi talked. How she walked, moved and just everything about her. More and more diferrences between her and the girl he knew started to come forth and before he knew what he did he stopped her.
The girls who had been all the time behind the pair and beside the brroding Rei saw now that something wasn't right with Usagi. She was not only different in her acting but was like a whole new person. Makoto began to speculate with Naru to distract her from Ami. Ami meanwhile started to scan Usagi and became some very interesting readings. As Mamoru stopped they were all near the hysterics because they just didn't knew who or what this new Usagi was.
"Okay, who or what are you?" Rei asked. She was the first to speak as the others had still doubts. When this was really an youma the senshi couldn't bring Mamoru and Naru in danger. Mamoru thought nearly the same. When this was to hurt Tuxedo Kamen he didn't knew if he should only speak when they were alone. Naru was totally obvious to this hypothetical danger and just asked herself what happened with Usagichan.
"Okay? If I could ask you what exactly you mean Rei? I am Tsukino Usagi, fifteen years old, your friend since nearly six months and now the girlfiend of the greatest man in the world!" Usagi looked lovingly at the blushing Mamoru. She nearly laughed out loud. So Rei and the others had started to see the changes in her. Well they just had to live with that. She was now the new Usagi. One that was everything she had worked for. Whether it was in this life, dimension or time or in another.
It didn't matter. Many things had changed her in ways not even Sailor Pluto or Sailor Cosmos herself had foreseen. But somethings would never change. Her love for her friends the senshi and the planets. Her love of the life and everything that comes with it.
Her love for her universe.....
Her universe that was Mamoru.
As well as their children.
Oh how she missed the laughs of her children and grandchildren.
' Please kamisama. I wish not for many things but please protect all my loved ones and let them be born. I know that I am normally not allowed to be here but you were so cruel to me. To let me lose them only to have them reincarnated and to lose them again. I remember that I begged you to hold their souls beside you so no pain could ever harm them again. And I know you have hold you promise until my end and the end of my universe was near in every dimension. But now I beg you to give me this chance. This chance to live peacefully with them. To let this universe live! '
Slowly Usagi turned around to look at them. Ami was still analyzing with her Mecury computer. Rei watch the steady pulsing of her aura. Mamoru was distressed, she could see it in his eyes. He was blaming everything again on himself. Usagi sighed. She had to explain some things to them. But it was important that Naru wouldn't get suspicious. As well as Mamoru. It was just too early to say him that she was Sailor Moon and Makoto, Rei and Ami the Senshi.
' Okay Usagi just think of an explanation that has no senshi business in it and it should be clear how you changed without sounding suspicious. Perfect, senshi of all life! Now you only need to let an youma appear and you are the perfect enemy number one! Oh well. How about the truth? Hey my name is Tsukino Usagi and in a another dimension and universe or better in all others we have ever existed I was Sailor Cosmos. How and why I am here I can't just now remember but I will tell you when I can.'
"Well, you know minnasan that you have always told me I should be more acting like my age and not like my childish self. And because of that I thought I should try and chnage myself. I tried to be more like Ami with her genius and good notes. then I tried to be strong like Makoto and then to be more like a lady like Rei but all of these things did not let me be more that what you wanted. I even tried to please Mamoru so that I would look more like an adult to him than a small child who he could only tease and have no good word for. I tried all that and at last I finally saw how I had to be. Myself. I only had to be myself. And now that i know who and what I am I have changed in your eyes. But the truth is that this is all I have ever been. I am Tsukino Usagi, daughter of Tsukino Kenji and Ikuko, sister of Tsukino Shingo, friend and sister of Mizuno Ami, Kino Makoto, Hino Rei and Osaka Naru, and girlfriend of Chiba Mamoru."
Stunned the girls as well as Usagi's boyfriend looked at her. They just couldn't believe what they had just heard. This should be their klutzy Usagi? And she had found herself? Well maybe she could give them courses because just yet they couldn't even gather their thoughts.
Usagi couldn't help herself. She started to laugh herself silly.
"Hahahahaha oh minna you should see your faces just now. Kami you look like you have seen and three-headed monkey! I am sorry that I confused you with my behaviour but I just couldn't back to playing your little innocent Usagi now that I know how I really am. I love myself just the way I am and I know it will be awhile for you to adjust to that but I promise to behave myself till you do!"
Smiling Usagi started to go in direction of the jewelry.
Mamoru was stunned. Like a lightening he had sensed just now the change in Usagi's personality and a bond between. them. It was something like his bond with Sailor Moon. But here he reacted not when she was in danger. No, it was like he could feel everything she felt and nearly as if he could read her thoughts. She had to feel his emotions and thoughts too cause at the moment she amused over his jumbled musings.
~Usako.... I feel you... can you hear me?~ Mamoru tried their bond.
~Hai Mamochan I can hear and feel you. This is our bond. It is unique in any way. Since I accepted myself in any way there is, I could feel it. I think we have to accept ourselves to bond with our soulmate. NAd Mamochan you are my soulmate. You are the only man I could love and I know that since I was six years old. No don't even try. I know you think it would be too early for me to know that you are my soulmate and that all this is only a crush and that we didn't knew each other because you were in the orphanage and I lived already her but even then I dreamed of you. I know what I am talking about Mamoru and if you want proof then just feel my feelings for you~ Usagi send all her love through her bond as she lokked behind her where her friends and Mamochan were following she saw that he had tears in his eyes.
He was just overwhelmed from her love and she could understand why. nobody had ever loved him. Not his former girlfriend and nobody else after his parents. This uncondidtional love was something new and frightening for him. But she could wait until he was ready for more. Before he could see her smirk, she saw again forward. Okay she was just a fifteen year old girl but she had the soul and spirit as well as knowledge of an ageless immortal woman who had nearly over thirty milliards of years when not more ( she never bothered to count years without her Mamochan and family and friends. It was just too depressing and after two suicides and reincarnation she was more than ready to forget it) without her man and any activity with him. And that meant only one thing: She needed it bad!
Well and who knows if she couldn't seduce Mamochan just right into her bed.' No my bed would be with my otousan who has even poblems to think about an man with me. no it had to be his bed in his appartement. Mmmmhh I ask myself why would Pluto give this chance. I mean normally and old soul like mine to bring here.... she knows that I need Mamochan and I would be old enough to make love to him.....what did she thought to bring me here? What destiny and purpose had this? Maybe... and just maybe... my older self is needed here because not only my experiences but because something more terrifying than Chaos awaits me here.... Something.....that needs not only the power of Sailor Moon but the power of Sailor Cosmos and Neo-Queen Serenity... That is an frightening thought. Am I here to speed up the relationship between me and Mamochan? I hope Sailor Pluto knows what she does because even I am not sure what exactly is going on...'
Frowning Usagi looked at the blue sky. The sun was still shining in her natural way and no signs of Metallia or anything else from the dark kingdom was seen.
'Whatever you thought Setsuna-san I hope you know your metier. And Kamisama I hope you will guide me through this. Because I am afraid and scared to death. May the power of Selene watch over me and let me see the path ahead.'
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to be continued.....
Sorry for the delay but I just had a new idea for an othere story. It's and crossover with DBZ, Rurouni Kenshin, Inuyasha and Sailor Moon, naturally.
It has alittle bit to do with the carpathian series of Christine Feehan but at the same time is nothing alike.
Let's just say that the different races (Saiyajin, Oni, Youkai and Terrans) have the problem of not finding females for them. And is has to be soulmate of the man in question. So they stand short before the extinction when nothing happens.
It will be then like a journey where the leader of each race is going to learn about the others.
You will learn why leaders are going and if they find females for their race and themselves in the story ^^
Well let's start this chapter!!!!
Last time:
The new Usagi would let nobody insult her or her loved ones. Not even from her own friends which loved like a family. And Rei would be now the first one who would see one side of the "new" Usagi that even her former enemies let flee like rats from the sinking ship.
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Cold calculating blue eyes looked staright at violet ones. The whole Arcade lay in dead silence. The strained pulsing aura the two clashing entities surrounded were more than enough to silence even the loudest guest. Rei's violet eyes looked pained and angry at Usagi and Mamoru. She just didn't understand how they could betray her that much. What had she done to deserve that her crush and her best friend decided out of the blue to hook up? How had been the chances that those two would hit it off in an day after weeks full of hatred and angry words?
No this was something she couldn't let go unnoticed. She had to let them see how impossible they were together and that they would never find luck and happiness with each other. Yes, she had to show them that they would hurt themselves with this relationship. And that Rei feared she could be left alone from Usagi and that she wouldn't give up her crush on Mamoru wasn't in any way a motivation. No she did that just for the two best friends she ever had!
Usagi meanwhile looked at Rei with sadness. She knew that she had an crush on Mamoru and what her fears were but now Usagi had to show her that she loved Mamoru the most. She would have to hurt Rei and she didn't liked it one bit but she had to do what someday otherwise would an issue. Inwardly she laughed about that. Oh yes she had already too many experiences with Rei in any dimension that there existed to know what complications could come.
"Rei what the fuck did you say?"
Cool blue sapphires stared at shocked violet. Usagi started to smirk. Somehow this would be fun for her. Millions of years alone had been very enlighting her in the simple pleasures every day. In short: She knew how to be a coldhearted bitch in the right moments and loved it. Especially with Chaos it always been fun and her literally *explosive* temper.
"U-usagi are you ok? Since do you say such words....? I didn't even knew that you know of them? B-but that has nothing to do with what I said to you! I told you that a relationship between you and Mamoru absolutely impossible is by normal circumstances!"
Now heated violet with sparks of red clashed with still cool and supperior looking blue eyes. But Rei wasn't ready to stop yet. No she would show her best friend just how hot her temper and her fire could get.
"Who do you think you are? I thought it was clear that you weren't allowed to use....*unfair methods* to become love or other things in your life? How irresponsible will you get Usagi? One time is it a icecream you're after then an entrance somewhere where you're not allowed to enter and now you use it to gain Mamorusempais love! That is not only irresponsible but downright mad and evil! How could you?! You may be an clutz, a ditz, a child, an looser, a totally failure for all of us but it still gives you the right to play with someones feelings like this!"
The whole arcade, and especially four girls and two men, gasped. How could Rei say something that bad to Usagi? Everyone was sure that soon she would start to wail. Mamoru was ready to step to her and console her, Motoki started to go to the bar to make an giantic fudge and Ami, Makoto and Naru were waiting to interfere and protect Usagi as something totally shocking happended.
Usagi laughed.
She just started to laugh. Was had began with a low chuckle began to grow to an full-out right-from-the-deepest-recess-of-her-soul laugh. Cool sapphires were dancing with glee at the shellshocked expression on Rei's face. Did she thought that would hurt Usagi? That she would back down from the challenge Rei had sent her? ' It's really amusing how silly our little miko can be sometimes. Her words were not only untrue but also a little bit too low from thze standard of her. Hmm, it seems that she is either too angry or too scared with this situation that she looses her serene and calm surface. Now.... what to do with this opportunity?'
Smirking and full of laughter were Usagi as she walked right in front lay by our of Rei so that only inches were between them.
"Rei, as my best friend and as my sister in all but blood let me tell you this. This was the worst and saddest insult I have ever received.And that it was you that it came from made it all the sadder. Because Rei, you have nearly all the time your thoughts firm in your head and normally you do think when you talk, ne?! So I can say that this insult leaves me only with sadness and unhappy because I have to be the object of one of your dumbest insults in the world. You know Rei just before you spoke I thought that this word-fight could be fun and now I am clearly dissappointed.
But you have now stepped on one platform for me too low to follow so I will just make this situation clear with you, maybe hurt you a bit because it's the truth and then we can look if we don't lay by our differences and go together with the others and "
,shortly sapphires met the calm ocean to show she was talking from him,
"maybe some other persons to jewelry from Naru's hahaue. Are you ready or do you wish to say something before I begin? No? Ok Reichan I will now talk in full sentences and without reservations because of your obvious challenge in mine and Mamo-chan's decisions."
Rei just gaped like a fish out of water. But she wasn't alone. Mamoru's reaction to the nickname was the same but not with shock but with pride, honor, love and affection. 'Usako you're really the greatest' Smirking now, he was anticipating what his little Usako would show now from her new side.
" You are so full of yourself Hino Rei that you don't see that others may know about you weakness an that everything you show us is just a role you play.
Whatever I or Mamoru decide to do with our relationship is just our decision and no one elses. I find it fucking unbelieveable that you not just search this situation out to break us up after we so shortly just found each other, but you also make it a personally warplane where you can finally let all your anger at your own insecurities and weaknesses out. And that, Rei, is unforgiveable. Rei I care a fuck about anything that you just said because I know that it isn't true in any way.
But not only that, I have already decided that anything that stands between me and Mamochan has to be destroyed and when you try to then even you will come into the crossfire. You may deem youself worthy to oppose against our decision to be together and maybe you just want even for a little our best but if you were true to yourself you have to say you are just scared shitless. And do you know what? I don't give a shit. I just don't care if you're the Queen of England or if you're Cleopatra or the some princess of a province. It just doesn't matter to me because the only thing that I love more than my life and any others on this world is Mamochan and anybody who thretens him and our relationship can see himself killed in the next twentyfour hours. But you are lucky Rei because I think at least a little bit about you cause you're like a sister for me.
And because of that I will not kill you but give you this as warning. I don't care where you from, what your family is like and what problems you have. I know all of it. I know every little thing about you Rei and if you ever, and when I say ever I mean ever Rei, do a shit like that you try to bring Mamochan and me to break up again, I swear you will curse the day you were born. I will make your life a living hell Rei and would let you become immortal so that you can enjoy it.
Your insecurities about your loved ones leaving you alone and that you aren't good enough for friends are bullshit. Rei you're beautiful, sophisticated, funny, gentle and the best sister one could have. But your also a stubborn, fiery, short-tempered, mean, too strict and insecure.
So if you could just accept that Mamochan and I are together, we will never leave you, that you can make friends on your own and even find an boyfriend I would be grateful because I just want to go out of here,maybe a little bit shopping but foremost just be with Mamochan. Just get that through your thick head and we will be out of here."
The whole arcade was stunned. Rei stared at Usagi as if she were an alien and couldn't get her thoughts together. 'Wha-Ho-Wher......Damnit! Just what the fuck had happened here? And how did Usagi knew? Who told her? Am I really all that? Could I really get an boyfriend if I wanted to? I just don't understand....'
Rei was confused. Never had she seen Usagi this confident or smart. Her own low self-esteem seemed to be well hidden or so she thought. That Usagi out of all people could see through her walls was frightening. Rei just couldn't believe what one day could do to an shy and ditzy girl.
"Usagi what happened?" asked Rei with a calm facade. In her mind she was panicking at the thought some youma could have control over her or that the dark kingdom had something done to her. When she was truth to herself than she felt even something different in her aura. Something that was ageless and had too many experiences and memories than an 15 year old girl could have.
'Oh kami-sama! Please don't say that Usagi has been posessed! I don't know if I would ever forgive me for the fight with her yesterday and today if something happened to her! Kami! Why did I not feel it before that her aura is full of these strange power and that it seems to pulsate? And these strange feelings from her..... superiority, serenity and noble air around her. Please kamisama send me strentgh to help her in any way I can.'
What do you mean Rei? I am totally okay. I feel fine and I would like to go now if it's okay with you. Mamochan would you accompany me?" Usagi had felt the streak of panic that went through Rei but she decided that now was not the time to share memories from a lifetime she wasn't even sure she ever lived even she knew she had. Just not in this lifetime. So Usagi did everything a normal girl would do in that moment. She squeeled happily as Mamoru nodded and bounded to him, to wrap herself around his right arm.
"Ohhh Mamochan that is soooooo sweet from you! Then now we go off to the Osa P. Jewelry and then we can go for a little bit to the park yes? Ohh I just love you sooo much!" Bouncing and happy chattered Usagi with Mamoru, or better: she chattered and Mamoru listened. The girls were a little bit confused by Usagi's suddenly *normal* behaviour and the cold glare that Rei sent to her when she was ignored.
But Ami, Makoto and Naru were already accustomed to Usagi's and Rei's behaviour so it wasn't that of a problem. Motoki just smiled and wished them all a good day as he waved them through the arcade door.
For Rei nothing was ok. Everything was now falling into place to her. Usagi's abnormal behaviour and now her try to be *normal* again. Then her usual cheerfulness which was still a long way from how she had been. It was still a little bit seriousness in it as well as gracefulness she never had before. What happwned to their wonderful, cheerful and childish Usagi? And who was this person in front of them? Oh yes she still had the same aura in the core but everything seemed to be different around it.
Whatever she said had an gentle approach for obedience in it. Her eyes were still sapphire but there was an coldness and an awareness in it that stemmed from too many wars they had seen. Even the lines of her face had transformed from the chubby little Usagi to an straight and very adult Tsukino Usagi who was more an woman than a child. All in all was this Usagi someone who had seen one too many hardships but still had some innocence as if something (or someone) had tried to beware it for her.
Mamoru saw that something changed in his Usako. His careless little Odango Atama had transformed into an woman that knew what she wanted. Even now he felt his face grow hot as he thought about how she just said she loved him in the arcade. He would never been so careles to expose his feelings in that way. And she didn't seem to mind that he didn't return her words. No she just knew.
'She knew? But... how could she know what I feel for if even I didn't know before this little scene in the arcade? And what the hell happened with her? She is like an adult one time and the next again like a child. No that's not true. Even now she knows much more than she says. I can see it in her eyes. Oh kamisama! Her Eyes! They are..ageless. But serious and at same time gentle and aware of everything that happens around her? What happened to my little Usako? Is she still in there somewhere? My little Usako who worries only about the new Sailor V game and if her money is enough for a shake?'
Mamoru began to watch how Usagi talked. How she walked, moved and just everything about her. More and more diferrences between her and the girl he knew started to come forth and before he knew what he did he stopped her.
The girls who had been all the time behind the pair and beside the brroding Rei saw now that something wasn't right with Usagi. She was not only different in her acting but was like a whole new person. Makoto began to speculate with Naru to distract her from Ami. Ami meanwhile started to scan Usagi and became some very interesting readings. As Mamoru stopped they were all near the hysterics because they just didn't knew who or what this new Usagi was.
"Okay, who or what are you?" Rei asked. She was the first to speak as the others had still doubts. When this was really an youma the senshi couldn't bring Mamoru and Naru in danger. Mamoru thought nearly the same. When this was to hurt Tuxedo Kamen he didn't knew if he should only speak when they were alone. Naru was totally obvious to this hypothetical danger and just asked herself what happened with Usagichan.
"Okay? If I could ask you what exactly you mean Rei? I am Tsukino Usagi, fifteen years old, your friend since nearly six months and now the girlfiend of the greatest man in the world!" Usagi looked lovingly at the blushing Mamoru. She nearly laughed out loud. So Rei and the others had started to see the changes in her. Well they just had to live with that. She was now the new Usagi. One that was everything she had worked for. Whether it was in this life, dimension or time or in another.
It didn't matter. Many things had changed her in ways not even Sailor Pluto or Sailor Cosmos herself had foreseen. But somethings would never change. Her love for her friends the senshi and the planets. Her love of the life and everything that comes with it.
Her love for her universe.....
Her universe that was Mamoru.
As well as their children.
Oh how she missed the laughs of her children and grandchildren.
' Please kamisama. I wish not for many things but please protect all my loved ones and let them be born. I know that I am normally not allowed to be here but you were so cruel to me. To let me lose them only to have them reincarnated and to lose them again. I remember that I begged you to hold their souls beside you so no pain could ever harm them again. And I know you have hold you promise until my end and the end of my universe was near in every dimension. But now I beg you to give me this chance. This chance to live peacefully with them. To let this universe live! '
Slowly Usagi turned around to look at them. Ami was still analyzing with her Mecury computer. Rei watch the steady pulsing of her aura. Mamoru was distressed, she could see it in his eyes. He was blaming everything again on himself. Usagi sighed. She had to explain some things to them. But it was important that Naru wouldn't get suspicious. As well as Mamoru. It was just too early to say him that she was Sailor Moon and Makoto, Rei and Ami the Senshi.
' Okay Usagi just think of an explanation that has no senshi business in it and it should be clear how you changed without sounding suspicious. Perfect, senshi of all life! Now you only need to let an youma appear and you are the perfect enemy number one! Oh well. How about the truth? Hey my name is Tsukino Usagi and in a another dimension and universe or better in all others we have ever existed I was Sailor Cosmos. How and why I am here I can't just now remember but I will tell you when I can.'
"Well, you know minnasan that you have always told me I should be more acting like my age and not like my childish self. And because of that I thought I should try and chnage myself. I tried to be more like Ami with her genius and good notes. then I tried to be strong like Makoto and then to be more like a lady like Rei but all of these things did not let me be more that what you wanted. I even tried to please Mamoru so that I would look more like an adult to him than a small child who he could only tease and have no good word for. I tried all that and at last I finally saw how I had to be. Myself. I only had to be myself. And now that i know who and what I am I have changed in your eyes. But the truth is that this is all I have ever been. I am Tsukino Usagi, daughter of Tsukino Kenji and Ikuko, sister of Tsukino Shingo, friend and sister of Mizuno Ami, Kino Makoto, Hino Rei and Osaka Naru, and girlfriend of Chiba Mamoru."
Stunned the girls as well as Usagi's boyfriend looked at her. They just couldn't believe what they had just heard. This should be their klutzy Usagi? And she had found herself? Well maybe she could give them courses because just yet they couldn't even gather their thoughts.
Usagi couldn't help herself. She started to laugh herself silly.
"Hahahahaha oh minna you should see your faces just now. Kami you look like you have seen and three-headed monkey! I am sorry that I confused you with my behaviour but I just couldn't back to playing your little innocent Usagi now that I know how I really am. I love myself just the way I am and I know it will be awhile for you to adjust to that but I promise to behave myself till you do!"
Smiling Usagi started to go in direction of the jewelry.
Mamoru was stunned. Like a lightening he had sensed just now the change in Usagi's personality and a bond between. them. It was something like his bond with Sailor Moon. But here he reacted not when she was in danger. No, it was like he could feel everything she felt and nearly as if he could read her thoughts. She had to feel his emotions and thoughts too cause at the moment she amused over his jumbled musings.
~Usako.... I feel you... can you hear me?~ Mamoru tried their bond.
~Hai Mamochan I can hear and feel you. This is our bond. It is unique in any way. Since I accepted myself in any way there is, I could feel it. I think we have to accept ourselves to bond with our soulmate. NAd Mamochan you are my soulmate. You are the only man I could love and I know that since I was six years old. No don't even try. I know you think it would be too early for me to know that you are my soulmate and that all this is only a crush and that we didn't knew each other because you were in the orphanage and I lived already her but even then I dreamed of you. I know what I am talking about Mamoru and if you want proof then just feel my feelings for you~ Usagi send all her love through her bond as she lokked behind her where her friends and Mamochan were following she saw that he had tears in his eyes.
He was just overwhelmed from her love and she could understand why. nobody had ever loved him. Not his former girlfriend and nobody else after his parents. This uncondidtional love was something new and frightening for him. But she could wait until he was ready for more. Before he could see her smirk, she saw again forward. Okay she was just a fifteen year old girl but she had the soul and spirit as well as knowledge of an ageless immortal woman who had nearly over thirty milliards of years when not more ( she never bothered to count years without her Mamochan and family and friends. It was just too depressing and after two suicides and reincarnation she was more than ready to forget it) without her man and any activity with him. And that meant only one thing: She needed it bad!
Well and who knows if she couldn't seduce Mamochan just right into her bed.' No my bed would be with my otousan who has even poblems to think about an man with me. no it had to be his bed in his appartement. Mmmmhh I ask myself why would Pluto give this chance. I mean normally and old soul like mine to bring here.... she knows that I need Mamochan and I would be old enough to make love to him.....what did she thought to bring me here? What destiny and purpose had this? Maybe... and just maybe... my older self is needed here because not only my experiences but because something more terrifying than Chaos awaits me here.... Something.....that needs not only the power of Sailor Moon but the power of Sailor Cosmos and Neo-Queen Serenity... That is an frightening thought. Am I here to speed up the relationship between me and Mamochan? I hope Sailor Pluto knows what she does because even I am not sure what exactly is going on...'
Frowning Usagi looked at the blue sky. The sun was still shining in her natural way and no signs of Metallia or anything else from the dark kingdom was seen.
'Whatever you thought Setsuna-san I hope you know your metier. And Kamisama I hope you will guide me through this. Because I am afraid and scared to death. May the power of Selene watch over me and let me see the path ahead.'
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to be continued.....