Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Chibi Usa and Hotaru: One Moment in Time ❯ Chibi Usa and Hotaru: One Moment in Time ( Chapter 1 )

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Chibi Usa and Hotaru: One Moment in Time

"Hotaru!"

Chibi Usa squealed as she ran to her best friend in the world and hugged her tightly.
Hotaru put her arms around Chibi Usa and tenderly hugged her back, accompanying her
hug with a soft kiss on the cheek.

Hotaru had been visiting Haruka and Michiru for two weeks. She felt it right to visit
them every so often since she considered them her surrogate parents. But from now on,
Crystal Tokyo was her home. It had been her home for many years.

The greatest joy of her life was watching her best friend, Chibi Usa grow up. The last
years were a giddy thrill to Hotaru, bearing witness to the blossoming womanhood of
someone who had been her best friend for centuries. Someone she had grown to love
more deeply than even Chibi Usa really knew. Hotaru loved Chibi Usa more than life
itself.

After over 900 years, Chibi Usa's body had finally grown into a healthy, attractive girl of
17. Her pink hair was still in the cone-shaped pom-pom style she'd always worn,
although it was much longer, reaching down just below her knees. Her body was soft and
slender, with curved, shapely legs and her breasts were almost as large as her mother's.
But they still weren't fully developed yet, so her breasts would eventually grow larger.

To see that beautiful girl bounce down the Palace steps to greet her just made Hotaru
smile. To feel Chibi Usa's arms around her brought on such a feeling of indescribable
joy, Hotaru felt like she was going to cry. Chibi Usa had been her first friend. A friend
through thick and thin, at a time when friends were all too few for Hotaru. Over the
years, they've laughed and cried together. But through it all, their friendship never
wavered and Chibi Usa never once judged her. Hotaru loved Chibi Usa for that. And
over the years that love continued to grow until it had grown beyond love for a friend,
even beyond love for a lover.

"Welcome home," said Chibi Usa, "I missed you. I'm really glad you're back."

"I'm so glad to be back," Hotaru replied, "I missed you so much."

Chibi Usa leaned over and whispered in Hotaru's ear.

"I hope you don't want to repeat what happened two weeks ago. You didn't miss me that
much did you?"

Both their minds darted back to two weeks ago, before Hotaru left.

They were both sitting on Chibi Usa's bed in her room. They were both just wearing
panties and cotton button-up shirts. They were talking about something, neither one of
them could quite remember what, because what happened after made the whole
conversation seem pointless.

Chibi Usa was talking and Hotaru was looking at her. Suddenly, Chibi Usa looked up
and saw that Hotaru had looked away, her creamy white cheeks blushing a bright pink.
Although, Hotaru felt that her whole body was blushing.

"Hotaru, is something wrong?" Chibi Usa asked immediately.

"I…uh, well uh….I…", was Hotaru's only response.

Chibi Usa took her hand.

"Come on," she said softly, "What is it?"

"I uh…I want…to…be…well, I don't know how to say this."

"What?" Chibi Usa was beginning to look concerned.

"touched," Hotaru said softly, almost under her breath, "I…want…to be…touched."

"What do you mean? I'm touching you right now." Chibi Usa said, still holding her
hand.

"No, no. Not that…kind of touching."

Chibi Usa's thought for a moment. Then her eyes widened.

"What? You mean…that kind of touching?"

Hotaru didn't reply, she just lightly nodded.

"Well…I guess, if you wanted to. I mean, I've seen you touch yourself before. It's no
big deal. Just let me make sure the door's locked first before you start."

"No, no. I don't want to masturbate. I…want…another person to touch me."

"What other person? What are you talking about? You want someone to touch you?"

Again Hotaru just lightly nodded.

"Who?"

"Well…before I answer that, I just want you to know that I've thought long and hard
about this, for a long time. I wanted the person to touch me to be someone I loved,
someone I really cared about. I know who I want to do it, but I'm afraid to ask."

"Why?" Chibi Usa was still holding her hand, "Who is it?"

Hotaru was still looking away.

"Hotaru, Come on. You can tell me. Who is it?"

Hotaru turned and looked at Chibi Usa, her violet eyes filled with longing, but at the
same time, they had a hint of guilt. Chibi Usa's eyes nearly popped out of her sockets
and she fell off the bed.

"Me?!?!?!" she sputtered as she picked herself up, "You want me to touch you?!"

"I was afraid you'd feel that way," Hotaru said, with obvious disappointment in her
voice.

"Hotaru, now just wait a minute. Wait just a second. Now let's back up and slow down.
I mean…why me? Why do you want me to touch you?"

Hotaru put her hands over Chibi Usa's.

"Because, it's like I said before. I want it to be someone I love. You've been my best
friend for years. You've always stood by me. I love you Chibi Usa. I love you with all
my heart and soul."

"Well, I love you too Hotaru, but I don't know how I feel about this. I mean, something
just doesn't sound right."

"Chibi Usa, I know you don't have the same love for me as I do for you. I understand
that. But I'm not asking to touch you and I'm not asking us to make love."

Hotaru held Chibi Usa's hands tighter.

"I just want to feel you touching me, just once. I love you so much. Just for one time, I
want to give myself to you, completely."

"I don't know. I just don't know how I feel about this. I've got to think about this for a
while."

"I…I understand. This is a big deal. I'd…I'd better go now, before I make things
worse."

Hotaru got up from the bed and walked out of the bedroom. Although it was pretty
obvious to Chibi Usa what she was thinking. She already suspected that Chibi Usa
would say no and if that happened, what would that bode for their friendship? Chibi Usa
knew they would still love each other. Love is stronger than that. But what would they
do with this specter floating over them now?

Chibi Usa was lucky to get any sleep that night. But she was wide awake early the next
morning. Part of her wanted to talk to Hotaru about the night before, but she couldn't
find her and she could tell right away that Hotaru was avoiding her. Chibi Usa really
couldn't blame her. If she were in the same position, she'd want to lay low for a little
while too.

She spent the better part of the morning walking around the Crystal Palace, wondering
what to do. Her and Hotaru had masturbated together before, the first time when she was
16. But touching Chibi Usa touching Hotaru? Finally deciding that this was over her
head, she went off in search of advice.

"I have to say, I'm curious. Why all these questions about love all of a sudden?" Ami
asked.

"Well, I just have a friend who's having a bit of a personal problem," Chibi Usa said, as
she helped Ami enter new data into the Palace computer, "She has a friend she really
loves and she wants to go a bit further than friendship. I'm just not sure how her friend
feels."

"How much farther does she want to go?" Ami asked.

"That's…personal."

"Oh…I see."

Ami thought for a moment.

"Well, has she made her feelings known to this person?"

"Vividly." Chibi Usa rolled her eyes slightly.

"Well, I'm afraid there's nothing to do but wait and see what her friend does."

Well, thanks for nothing, Chibi Usa thought to herself. Talking to her just left me right
where I started.

"I can tell you this," Ami said, "From what you've told me, this doesn't sound like a
frivolous request. She must love this person very much. There was one time when I
asked a personal favor. I won't go into detail, but it was from someone I love very
much."

"What did he do."

"'She' actually."

"Really?"

"Don't you get any ecchi thoughts, young lady."

"Never. My lips are sealed too. So what happened."

"Well, she helped me. I'm not saying our friendship was affected, although we did
become a little closer, but I was afraid of what would happen. I wasn't sure until after
that I'd made the right decision, but afterwards, it felt right. I'd like to think I'm better
off now for having that experience then. That's about all the advice I can give you on the
subject."

"Well, maybe…Thanks Ami."

Chibi Usa walked off. Ami made a good case, but Chibi Usa still wasn't sure what to do
at that point. What happens afterward and touching Hotaru didn't feel like the right
decision to make? So she went to talk to someone with a little more experience with her
problem.

"Yuki? What do you want to know about her?" Makoto asked.

"I just have a friend who has a personal problem and I thought you might be able to give
me some advice that would help her. I mean, you and Yuki are friends, but Yuki wanted
more than friendship, right?" Chibi Usa said. She was helping Makoto bake chocolate
chip cookies

"Well, yes, but that didn't last. I told her that I wasn't interested in that kind of a
relationship. Uh, you might want to put more sugar in that batter. You know your
mother likes them sweet."

"Oh, right. So she stopped flirting with you?"

"Are you kidding? She was constantly flirting with me. She sometimes does it even
now. I admit, there were times it got a little annoying. But she never got anywhere."

"So how have you two stayed friends for so long with all that pressure?"

"Well, I just accepted her actions towards me as part of our friendship. She isn't a bad
person and she isn't ecchi either. She just has her own way of acting around me. Her
actions haven't changed who we are. I don't know if that helps your friend or not, but it
couldn't hurt."

"Thanks Makoto."

Chibi Usa was still unsure. Touching Hotaru in such private places, it was an enormous
step. This could change the face of their entire friendship, in spite of what Makoto said.

"Well, I don't know what I could tell you," Rei said, "I mean, this is a really private
situation."

"I know Rei, but my friend really doesn't know what to do."

"Well, if we're going to talk, you can help me clean these floors."

"Oh sure," Chibi Usa picked up a brush to help Rei scrub the temple floor, "but I'm in a
bit of a hurry."

"Well, any help you can give me is appreciated. It's less work for me to do. As for your
problem, I think I had a situation that can relate to this problem."

"Really?"

"I actually can't believe I'm telling this story again. It was so long ago. There was a
time I thought I wanted to be more than friends with someone. I actually had a dream
about it. It was…another…girl…actually." Rei couldn't help but blush, even after all
these years, it was still a strange feeling for her to talk about it.

"Really? Who?"

"That's not important," Rei went back to scrubbing, "I don't mind telling you though, I
was scared to death. I literally didn't sleep for a week. It wasn't pleasant."

"So what did you do?"

"I eventually talked to her about it. It's not like I had much choice under the
circumstances, but somehow it made us both feel a lot better. And after a while, I
realized that I didn't have the feelings I thought I had."

"That might be an idea. Thanks Rei."

"Well, I guess it helped, but I don't see how. Now let's finish this floor and you can be
on your way."

Rei might be right Chibi Usa thought. Maybe Hotaru doesn't really want this. She only
thinks she does. Then again, maybe I'm just rationalizing.

"What do you think of this one?" Minako asked, holding the dress in front of her.

"If you were Ami, I'd say go for it," Chibi Usa said, "But blue isn't really your color."

Minako let out a groan of frustration and threw the dress onto the bed next to where
Chibi Usa was sitting.

"Well, I've got to wear something. I mean, I can't show up on a date in just my bra and
panties, can I?"

"Not unless you want to send a pretty strong signal to your date. Anyway, about my
friend's problem."

Minako let her problem go for the moment and sat next to Chibi Usa.

"Okay, okay. Hmmm. Well, I remember one time not too long ago I had this friend. He
was handsome and pretty smart. We thought we could have a relationship. So we went
out once, to give it a try."

"What happened? The date didn't work out?"

"No, the date was perfect. The dinner, the dancing. We even kissed at the end of the
night."

"So what happened?"

"I don't know. Something just didn't click, you know. Something just didn't feel right.
Don't get me wrong, we're still friends. But we just didn't know how to be more than
that. I don't know, I hope that helps."

"Well, thanks Minako. That helps a little." Chibi Usa ran out of the room, but peeked
her head back in quickly.

"By the way, I like the red one in the corner."

Minako looked and then squealed in delight.

"Perfect!"

Well, I've talked to the others and I'm still no closer to finding the answers to my
questions than when I started, Chibi Usa thought. From what I got from Ami and
Makoto, it could be a good thing, but what if it's not? From Rei and Minako, Hotaru
deep down might not even want this. What do I do?

"So after all that you finally decide to come to your parents," Usagi giggled.

Chibi Usa flashed a tiny glare.

"Look, I'm sorry. I just think it's funny, that's all."

"Look, can you help me please? I still don't know what to do."

"Your awfully concerned about this," Mamoru said, "Is there something your not telling
us?"

"Look, I just want to help, okay. Can you give me some kind of advice?"

"Well, to be honest, I don't know what we can tell you," Usagi said, "We don't have all
the answers. We can't say what decision is the right one to make, because it's not our
decision. I'm afraid you're just going to have to wait and see what your friends decide to
do."

"That's not as comforting as I'd like to think," Chibi Usa said as she walked off.

"Chibi Usa," Mamoru called. Chibi Usa turned.

"We can tell you this. The only way your friends are going to be truly happy is if they
both do what they feel they should do, not what they think they should do."

Chibi Usa stood and thought for a moment. Then she smiled, ran up and hugged Usagi
and Mamoru.

"Thanks," she said, "Believe it or not, that was a big help."

She darted off down the hall as Usagi and Mamoru looked at each other. Usagi had a
confused look on her face.

"Don't look at me," Mamoru said, shrugging his shoulders, "She's your daughter."

"Oh thanks a lot," Usagi punched him in the arm.

"I was just kidding."

"Yeah, sure you were."

It was night. Hotaru was walking down the hallway to her bedroom. She was wishing
she didn't have to walk past Chibi Usa's room to get there. She had spent the entire day
racked with guilt. She wanted to be touched by Chibi Usa, she couldn't deny that. But
what kind of person was she to just come out and hand it to her as if it were an
ultimatum. Chibi Usa was her best friend, someone she loved more than anything. How
could she put someone she loved so much through that kind of pressure? More
importantly, what would Chibi Usa think of her now?

Suddenly, Hotaru felt someone grab her arm and pull her into a room. As soon as she got
her bearings, she realized she was in Chibi Usa's room. Chibi Usa was holding her
shoulders and had her pinned to the wall.

"Owww!" Hotaru cried out on instinct.

"Now listen," Chibi Usa said, "You've been avoiding me all day. Now I've done a lot of
thinking too, and as far as last night goes, I have just one thing to say to you…"

Oh no, Hotaru thought. As if out of nowhere, tears started streaming down her pale
cheeks.

"Please, Chibi Usa." she said, "I'm sorry. It's my fault. You don't have to do anything.
I want us to stay friends. You mean everything to me. I j-just want-ted…"

Hotaru's words were cut off as she started sobbing uncontrollably. Chibi Usa was
stunned and did the only thing she could do. She threw he arms around Hotaru and held
her tight. She led Hotaru over to her bed and never stopped hugging her.

"It's okay. Just calm down. Calm down. I'm not mad at you."

"You…you're not?"

"You just surprised me last night, that's all. It confused me. Come on, you know I could
never be mad at you. You'll always be my friend."

Chibi Usa lifted Hotaru's chin so she could see her face.

"And I'll always love you."

Hotaru hugged Chibi Usa as her final sobs faded away.

"Are you okay?" Chibi Usa asked.

"I'm feeling better now."

"Good, because I wanted you to know I've made a decision. But first I want to know one
thing."

"What is it?" Hotaru's feeling of dread returned.

Chibi Usa looked her square in the eyes. Her eyes had a deadly seriousness.

"I want you to tell me, are you absolutely certain that this is what you want? You want
me to touch you?"

Hotaru smiled as another tear managed to trickle down her cheek.

"With all my heart." she sighed.

Chibi Usa smiled back.

"Well then there's only one thing to do."

Chibi Usa started unbuttoning Hotaru's shirt. At first, Hotaru was overjoyed at the
concept of finally being touched by someone she'd loved so much for so long. But then
she suddenly grabbed Chibi Usa's hands and held them.

"Are you sure you really want to do this. The last thing I wanted was to pressure you."

"Hotaru, I have to be honest. Right now, I don't know if I want to do this. But I won't
know that answer until it's done. We'll worry about my feelings when the time is right."

Chibi Usa freed her hands from Hotaru and continued unbuttoning her shirt.

"Right now, this is your time."

Hotaru closed her eyes and she could feel her shirt sliding off her chest and her
shoulders. Then there was a pause.

"Hotaru?" Chibi Usa said. Hotaru opened her eyes.

"Do you want me to take off my clothes too?"

Hotaru looked at her for a moment.

"Could you let me do it? Please?"

"Okay."

Chibi Usa lifted her arms and Hotaru pulled her shirt over her head. Then Hotaru began
to unfasten Chibi Usa's pants as Chibi Usa unfastened Hotaru's skirt. Chibi Usa stepped
out of her pants and then helped slide Hotaru's skirt down her legs. Chibi Usa sat back
down on the bed and both girls reached around to unfasten each others' bras. After
removing their bras, Chibi Usa stood up again and took off her panties. Hotaru laid back
and let Chibi Usa slide her panties off. As Chibi Usa removed Hotaru's panties, Hotaru
spread her legs slightly to give Chibi Usa a momentary glimpse of her smooth sex. Chibi
Usa looked and was amazed by it, since she'd never really looked at it before, even after
all the times they'd masturbated.

"I can't believe it. It's so pink." She said.

"So is yours. Yours is really pink too," Hotaru replied.

Chibi Usa sat back down. There they were, both naked, sitting on the bed, but there was
still that air of uncertainty.

"So…where do we go from here?" Chibi Usa asked nervously. Hotaru however, was
surprisingly calm.

"Well, how about you start like this?"

Hotaru took Chibi Usa's hand and placed them on her breasts. She placed her hand's
over Chibi Usa's hands and motioned Chibi Usa's fingers to squeeze. As Chibi Usa
began to squeeze her breasts, Hotaru let her head back and sighed softly.

"Mmmmm…That feels so good," she said.

Chibi Usa took her word for it. She still couldn't believe that she was doing this, but for
some reason she couldn't explain, she had the strong urge to continue. She felt some
kind of odd satisfaction at being able to make her best friend so happy.

"Could you pinch my nipples now, please? I'd really love it if you did that," Hotaru said.

Chibi Usa took Hotaru nipples between her thumbs and forefingers and began lightly
pinching them, while her other fingers continued to squeeze Hotaru's breasts as best they
could. Hotaru's breasts weren't very big, but her nipples got hard and they stood straight
out like two fleshy bullets. Then her breasts became firm and stuck out like her nipples.

Hotaru began to whimper tiny moans of pleasure. This was her moment. She was being
touched and pleasured by her best friend, something she'd desired, hoped for and prayed
for, for so long. Now it was happening and it all felt so right.

She began to maneuver herself to sit in front of Chibi Usa, with her back to her, taking
care that Chibi Usa kept pleasuring her breasts. Then she took Chibi Usa's left hand and
placed it over her sex, motioning for her to rub. Chibi Usa felt Hotaru's wet sex and was
surprised.

Wow, she thought, Hotaru must really have wanted this. She's so hot and wet already.

Chibi Usa started rubbing and Hotaru's moans became louder and louder She pressed
her back against Chibi Usa's breasts and draped her head back over Chibi Usa's
shoulder. Chibi Usa was squeezing her breasts and rubbing her sex, just like Hotaru had
always wanted. She didn't want it to stop. She wanted more pleasure and she knew
would get it soon. She could feel her orgasm building.

"Don't stop Chibi Usa. Please don't stop," Hotaru begged, "This feels so wonderful, and
I'm so close. I'm going to come."

Chibi Usa kept rubbing. Then she felt a large bump on Hotaru's sex. She left her finger
there for a moment and she could feel the throbbing. Then she heard Hotaru let out a
huge gasp and she was sure. She'd found Hotaru's clit, and it was so swollen. Smiling
inwardly at her triumph, Chibi Usa lightly stroked Hotaru's clit with her forefinger. She
could tell by Hotaru's increasing moans that she liked that, so she started poking at her
clit with her finger. Hotaru liked that even more, so Chibi Usa did one last thing, taking
the swollen organ between her thumb and forefinger and giving it light, rapid pinches.
That was all Hotaru could stand.

"Oh Chibi Usa!" she cried, "Chibi Usa, I have to lay down! I'm coming! I'm coming!"

Chibi Usa slid off the bed as Hotaru crashed on the pillows and came. Moaning loudly
and squirming around on the bed, Hotaru rubbed her sex feverishly, desperately trying to
soothe it. Eventually, her shuddering subsided.

"So how was it?" Chibi Usa asked.

"That…that was so incredible, I can't even describe it," Hotaru gasped, still breathless
from her orgasm.

Chibi Usa got up from the floor and then shuddered at the sensation. She stopped for a
moment. She was so busy pleasuring Hotaru, she hadn't noticed her own sex becoming
hot and dripping wet.

"Oh man," she whimpered.

"What?" Hotaru had managed to catch her breath.

"Why did you have to enjoy yourself so much," Chibi Usa scolded her, "Now I'm all hot
and wet too."

"Sorry." Hotaru giggled.

"It's not funny," Chibi Usa whined, "Now I want to touch myself."

"I thought you liked touching yourself."

"I do. But only when I want to do it. I didn't want to do it before. Now it's like I have
no choice."

"Well you might as well get it over with. There's no point in complaining about it now."

Chibi Usa slumped down on the floor beside her bed and spread her legs.

"Ooooohhh, I can't stand it anymore."

"Wait! Wait! Wait!" Hotaru grabbed a pillow and lay on her front in front of Chibi Usa.

"What are you doing?" Chibi Usa asked.

"I want to watch. I want to see your hands give you the same pleasure you just gave me.
And it's not like I've never watched you before."

"Oh all right."

Chibi Usa's fingers headed straight for her clit. This was an unplanned masturbation and
she wanted to get it over with as soon as possible. She could feel the heat from her clit
even before she touched it.

As soon as she touched her clit, she felt like she was going to burst, but she didn't. She
began rubbing immediately, desperately trying to make herself come. She started
moaning and squirming on the floor as she rubbed faster and harder. Finally realizing
rubbing wasn't enough, she started slapping her clit almost viciously, harder and harder.

"Come on," she moaned to herself, "Come on!"

Hotaru just lay there, fascinated by Chibi Usa's rather unique display. After about two
minutes, Chibi Usa threw her head back and came, shuddering for a few seconds, then
calming down.

"Are you okay?" Hotaru asked, concerned.

"I'll be fine," Chibi Usa replied, "I'm sorry, but I just didn't feel like masturbating and I
wanted to get it over with quick."

"Don't worry about me, I'm worried about you. You're going to be really sensitive and
sore tomorrow."

Hotaru slowly inched up to Chibi Usa and two sat side by side, naked. Hotaru knew what
came next, but she was almost afraid to ask.

"So…what about us? We can't just forget what just happened."

"You're right. There's only one thing to do."

"What's that?" Hotaru wasn't sure she wanted to hear the answer.

Chibi Usa opened her arms to Hotaru and smiled.

"Come here."

Both girls hugged each other tenderly.

"Did you enjoy tonight?" Chibi Usa asked, "Was it everything you wanted?"

"Yes. It was everything I wanted. Someone I love more than anything gave me the
greatest pleasure I could imagine."

Then Chibi Usa surprised Hotaru again, inching forward and gently kissing her on the
lips.

"Then don't forget. I don't want you to ever forget. I don't know about me, but you
keep tonight in your heart, for me. Otherwise, tonight was all for nothing."

"I promise you, no matter what, even if I find true love, I'll always treasure this moment
for as long as I live."

The two girls just sat beside Chibi Usa's bed, holding each other.

"Chibi Usa?"

"Yes?"

"Can we stay like this for a while? It feels warm and safe."

"Sure."

Both girls fell asleep in each others' arms.

"Well?" Chibi Usa's voice snapped Hotaru back to reality.

"Chibi Usa, nothing we ever did again could repeat that night," Hotaru whispered to her,
"That night was too special to ever replace."

Chibi Usa hugged Hotaru again and sighed.

"Great, now let's go. Mom and Dad wanted to see you as soon as you got back."

Chibi Usa took Hotaru's hand and Hotaru savored the warm feeling.

"So how was it with Haruka and Michiru?"

"It was great. Haruka-poppa and Michiru-momma are always good to me. It's nice to
know I have two places I can call home."

Chibi Usa giggled.

"What is it?"

"Nothing. I just like how you still call them Haruka-poppa and Michiru-momma."

"Really? You don't think it's silly now to keep calling them that?"

"Of course not. I think it's really cute when you do that. It's one of the things I love
about you."

Hotaru's pale cheeks blushed bright pink, much as she had done two weeks ago and she
smiled as Chibi Usa walked with her up the Palace steps. And she kept on smiling for
the rest of the day.

-end-

To Audience: This was a little longer than my other stories. Although if you take
"Second Honeymoon" and combine the chapters, I guess it's not all that long. Anyway,
tell me if you liked the story and if you didn't, why not. Don't forget to pass any ideas
along to me along if you want to see them written. You know my address.