Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Don't take me home ❯ Chapter 1 ( Chapter 1 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: Serenitas 
Anime/Manga: Sailor Moon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 09.15.2002 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.5K | Visits: 2.3K | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Sailor Moon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 09.15.2002 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.5K | Visits: 2.3K | Status: Completed
Ok people, this is my first "published" SM fanfic so go easy on me. If you like Rei or Chibi Usa, leave now. There is some major bashing of them in here, along with some Mamoru bashing as well. I am the original Usagi and Mamoru fanatic, and I'll take a poll to see if I should put them back together, but I wanted Usagi to have some backbone for once. This is based on a real life experience, my own. Since I'm leaving in 6 weeks to go to Japan…and things just aren't that fun. Standard disclaimers apply, and if when I'm in Japan I run by some miracle into Naoko, I'll genuflect and then ask if she'd accept a teachers salary for the rights to SM….so enjoy! And remember…go easy on me…it's my first time…
It had come. After years of waiting and dreaming in secret, years of keeping her goals and dreams hidden, and finally, FINALLY trying for it, it came. The word came back to Tsukino Usagi. She had been accepted to go overseas, to school and eventually to work. Her dream had come true. She sat on her bed staring at the precious paper that had changed her life with only a few short words. "you have been accepted…." She blinked back tears of disbelief and joy. Shock slowly began to seep in, making her realize that in six short weeks, she'd no longer be in Tokyo, the only home she had ever known. She'd be in Canada. She sighed and stood up, pacing her bunny lined room. Should she tell the senshi? Perhaps the Outers, but she wasn't on speaking terms with any of the Inners. Mamoru? No, he had broken up with her again….and she had had enough of him playing with her heart. Chibi Usa? She didn't care one way or another. Her future daughter in love with her father. She thought it was sickening and couldn't really bring herself to look at her. Luna? All she ever did was nag her and put her down. No she decided. There was no one to really tell she was leaving at last, so she'd keep that tidbit to herself. She heard her communicator going off and answered it quickly. It was Rei's face, who sneered when Usagi answered. "Usagi, youma at the park. Hurry!" she ordered.
'Of course the park.' Usagi thought. 'Why couldn't they choose somewhere more original than the stupid park?' Transforming she leapt out of window and into the night.
After the battle was over, another youma dusted, she motioned to Neptune and Uranus. "Can I talk to you two for a few minutes?" she smiled, her blue eyes lighting up in the dark.
Uranus nodded. "Sure kitten. Anything you like. Do you want to talk here?"
The other Senshi and Tuxedo Kamen had stopped and were listening avidly. "No not here. Someplace private. I have something very important to tell you." Usagi winked. "I don't think others should hear something that doesn't really concern them in the first place."
"Agreed." Neptune, now Michiru said. "Come with us. 'Ruka here knows a perfect place for us to talk in privacy."
Usagi nodded and de-transformed. "I appreciate this you two. I suppose you can tell Setsuna and Hotaru for me, but other than you four, I don't want anyone to know what I am about to tell you."
"What are you blathering about you baka Usagi?" Chibi Usa's grating voice cut into their conversation. "If you by some miracle have something important or intelligent to say, then say it. Anything you do is Sailor business, so spill it."
"Yes idiot. Tell us what you are going to tell them." Rei frowned and crossed her arms at Usagi.
"Really Usagi, you are the one on whom the future depends, so you can't have secrets." Mamoru sneered at her.
"I can't have secrets?" Usagi's eyes widened and she let out a contemptuous laugh. "I can't have secrets." She repeated to herself, musing it over. Then she turned to face Mamoru. "But YOU can have secrets. YOU can screw around with my heart and soul and cheat on me, but I can't have secrets. You can screw Rei to your hearts content, yet it's somehow MY fault when I catch you two. It's MY fault that you two were screwing in a public place, and it's MY fault that you have destroyed the future. Not that I'm sorry that Chibi Usa will never be born mind you, I have never liked that little piece of pink fungal spore anyway." She snapped. "So Mamoru, why don't you kiss this." She made an obscene gesture. "And I don't mean on my rosy red lips. Me and you, we're through, and there's only one thing left for you to do. Just come on over here one last time, pucker up and close your eyes, and kiss this." She whirled around, leaving a crowd of shocked and gaping people.
"Usagi…" Minako ran after her. "Matte!"
"Minako, you had your chance, and you chose them. You sided with them, so now my reasons don't really matter all that much. You had your choice and you made it. Live with it and stop wasting my time." Usagi said coldly, getting into Haruka's convertible. "I don't want to talk to any of you again, and if I see you one minute before the end of eternity, it will most certainly be too soon."
"How dare you?" Rei sputtered.
Usagi arched an eyebrow at the self righteous Rei. "How dare I? You caused this Rei. You started it, and you can thank yourself for tearing apart the Senshi, and helping to destroy the future. When I assume the throne I must remember to behead you or something." She turned to Haruka, who was biting back a smile. Michiru was giggling openly. "Drive Haruka."
"Yes your Highness." Haruka answered in a highly amused voice. Haruka revved the engine and they sped away, Usagi feeling greatly satisfied with herself. "Okay kitten." Haruka glanced in the rearview mirror. "Tell us what happened with the other Senshi and Mamoru, then tell us your news."
Usagi winced. "Yes Haruka." She drew in a breath, her blond hair waving out behind her. "It started like this…"
*Usagi happily ran through the streets of Juuban. For once she didn't have detention, and she knew that on days like this Mamoru would be at the old fairgrounds, where it was outside, yet deserted. He often went there for quiet when he studied, and since she had no detention, she'd surprise him. Excited, she raced into the fairgrounds, going to Mamoru's usual spot. What she saw made her stop dead in her tracks and made her blood run cold. Mamoru locked in a heated embrace with Rei. Rei naked and straddling Mamoru's lap. Rei and Mamoru laughing about Usagi and her idiocy for not knowing about the two of them. She heard Mamoru's laboured breathing. "Well what do you expect Rei?" he moaned. "She won't give me what I want, what I need. Not like you. She won't give me an adult relationship, and you will."
"Always Mamo-chan." Rei groaned as she sped up the pace.
Usagi blinked away the tears in her eyes and shook her head, seeing red. "Sorry to interrupt you two lovebirds." She said in a lethal voice.
Rei and Mamoru broke out of their little reverie to notice Usagi. Unfortunately, Mamoru was at his peak and couldn't stop. After a rather embarrassing climax, they both looked at Usagi who was fuming. "Usako, what are you doing here?" Mamoru said in a drawl.
"Don't say that name to me. Don't you DARE say that name to me!" Usagi screamed, making a slashing moment with her hand. "How could you? How dare you?" she turned to Rei, pure hatred in her eyes. "And YOU, my so called friend."
Rei shrugged. "We were an item before you ever came into the picture stupid. Why should he break up with me and a good thing just to be with you? The other senshi agree with me."
Usagi gaped at them, as Rei casually began putting on her clothes. "The other senshi KNOW?" she yelled. "Since when?"
"The other senshi know and have kept it hidden from you. Chibi Usa, or should I start calling her Chibi Rei? She knows as well." Rei smiled cruelly. "You lost everything Princess. I once swore to make you pay."
"They lied to me. You lied to me. Everyone lied to me." Usagi couldn't comprehend it.
Mamoru decided to drive the knife in a little further. "Even Motoki knows." He sighed as he pulled on his pants. "But don't worry Usagi. I'll still marry you so we can have Crystal Tokyo and my daughter."
"The hell you will." Usagi snarled. "The day you touch me again is the day I bathe in acid. I'd rather poke my eyes out with an icepick than look at you two right now. You made your choice. The senshi made their choices and chose their sides. Fine. I don't really care anymore. Do what you want." She turned to walk away, then paused. "Just remember that you reap what you sow, and this will cause you more grief than anything." She shook her head. "You stupid, foolish, idiotic man. You have just destroyed the one thing that can save you. You threw away your one chance for a happy and fulfilled life, and for what? A romp in the sack with Rei who has proven herself to be easy indeed. You couldn't respect my choice, not realizing that it wasn't my choice. I swore an oath to my Mother many years ago, I was forced to, as all Moon Princesses were, stating that I had to remain a virgin until my wedding night. You think I haven't wanted to jump you? But no, you never asked, you assumed and then went ahead and did your own thing. Now you will live a lonely life with nothing and no one. Chibi Usa will never be born now, and you'll tire of your little toy here eventually." She smirked at Rei. "So be happy with your choice, because you'll never get me back again."
"Drama queen." Rei muttered.
Usagi turned back and winked at Mamoru. "And you think I didn't notice the smell of cheap perfume on you? I had suspicions but no proof. And now that I do, somehow I'm not that upset. Figure that one out psychic boy and bitch."
"What do you mean you're not upset?" Mamoru blinked in surprise.
"You don't have the slightest idea what you've done do you?" Usagi said in a tight voice, her fists clenched at her side. "I hate you, and I never want to see you again."
"Ditto." Rei smirked. "I got the prince, the child, and the leadership of the Senshi. I am holding all the cards."
"Not likely Rei." Usagi replied smoothly. "If he did this to me, what's to stop him from doing it to you, with someone his age. Someone who guards the gates of time. Someone who wanted him long before either of us even knew him in either life. Someone, with green hair perhaps?"
"You knew?"
"I guessed." Usagi said triumphantly. "Who do you think the real mother of Chibi Usa is anyway? The red eyes?"
"Then we have nothing left between us." Mamoru said in a quiet voice.
"Nothing, except true love." Usagi said softly. "A neverending circle of love Mamoru. Something Setsuna and Rei will never have from you. They may have your body, your heart belongs to me. And now I'm leaving with your heart, leaving you a bitter and empty shell of a man, good for nothing but being used as a toy by women. Rei, I'll make sure everyone knows that you are open…for business." She winked and stormed away, leaving Rei and Mamoru with their jaws agape.
She heard their murmur before she left. "How much of that was a lie and how much of it was truth Mamoru?" Rei demanded.
"Chibi Usa is hers, not Setsunas." Mamoru said defensively.
"And the rest?" Rei shouted.
"None of your goddamned business!" he yelled back.
'Now the game begins in earnest.' Usagi thought angrily.*
Haruka pulled to the side of the road. "Tell me you're kidding."
Usagi shook her head. "Nope. And then the senshi began calling me trying to justify why they did what they did, and I basically told each and every one of them to go to hell, only not as politely."
"I'm proud of you Usagi." Michiru smiled. "So what did you want to tell us anyway?"
Usagi drew in a breath. "I'm leaving. I applied for a scholarship to go overseas and finish my education and eventually work. I got accepted. I leave in six weeks."
"Back up a minute here," Haruka held up a hand. "Overseas? Where?"
"Canada. Nova Scotia to be exact. Their schools there have a good exchange program with Japan, and I got accepted to go. It's been my dream to go overseas for years, and now I can. I'm taking it. I wanted to let you guys know." Usagi's eyes got dreamy. "I can have an adventure of my own…"
"You're using this fight with the senshi to help you make the final decision, aren't you?" Michiru asked softly.
Usagi didn't answer. "Setsuna will probably tell you that time has been changed irregardless."
"I need to have some words with Setsuna." Michiru said grimly. "I never knew."
"Don't get mad at Setsuna. She did nothing. Mamoru had dreams, nothing more. I brought her into it to make Rei furious and tear them apart."
"You're running." Haruka said abruptly. "You're running away."
"NO!" Usagi cried out. "I'm going to live my dream and the youma, and senshi and the ginzuishou be damned!"
"Yet you will take the ginzuishou with you." Michiru stated.
"Of course I will. It's my life after all. If it's ever broken or taken away from me I die, and I kinda like living!" Usagi nodded.
"I don't think you should go." Haruka said abruptly. "There are a million things you aren't even considering, nontheleast of which is your family. How will they take the news."
Usagi scoffed. "I'll wipe their memories with the ginzuishou. If Chibi Brat, ooops, I meant Chibi Usa can hypnotize them into thinking she's my cousin, then I can wipe their memories so that I'm not even a figment of their imaginations. I wonder if Chibi Usa realizes she's only still in that house because I let her stay there..? No matter. This is something I've always wanted to do. You must understand."
Haruka and Michiru exchanged a glance. "This isn't right…" Haruka muttered.
The words Usagi used to mouth off to Mamoru after the battle are actually out of a song "Kiss This" by Aaron Tippin.
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It had come. After years of waiting and dreaming in secret, years of keeping her goals and dreams hidden, and finally, FINALLY trying for it, it came. The word came back to Tsukino Usagi. She had been accepted to go overseas, to school and eventually to work. Her dream had come true. She sat on her bed staring at the precious paper that had changed her life with only a few short words. "you have been accepted…." She blinked back tears of disbelief and joy. Shock slowly began to seep in, making her realize that in six short weeks, she'd no longer be in Tokyo, the only home she had ever known. She'd be in Canada. She sighed and stood up, pacing her bunny lined room. Should she tell the senshi? Perhaps the Outers, but she wasn't on speaking terms with any of the Inners. Mamoru? No, he had broken up with her again….and she had had enough of him playing with her heart. Chibi Usa? She didn't care one way or another. Her future daughter in love with her father. She thought it was sickening and couldn't really bring herself to look at her. Luna? All she ever did was nag her and put her down. No she decided. There was no one to really tell she was leaving at last, so she'd keep that tidbit to herself. She heard her communicator going off and answered it quickly. It was Rei's face, who sneered when Usagi answered. "Usagi, youma at the park. Hurry!" she ordered.
'Of course the park.' Usagi thought. 'Why couldn't they choose somewhere more original than the stupid park?' Transforming she leapt out of window and into the night.
After the battle was over, another youma dusted, she motioned to Neptune and Uranus. "Can I talk to you two for a few minutes?" she smiled, her blue eyes lighting up in the dark.
Uranus nodded. "Sure kitten. Anything you like. Do you want to talk here?"
The other Senshi and Tuxedo Kamen had stopped and were listening avidly. "No not here. Someplace private. I have something very important to tell you." Usagi winked. "I don't think others should hear something that doesn't really concern them in the first place."
"Agreed." Neptune, now Michiru said. "Come with us. 'Ruka here knows a perfect place for us to talk in privacy."
Usagi nodded and de-transformed. "I appreciate this you two. I suppose you can tell Setsuna and Hotaru for me, but other than you four, I don't want anyone to know what I am about to tell you."
"What are you blathering about you baka Usagi?" Chibi Usa's grating voice cut into their conversation. "If you by some miracle have something important or intelligent to say, then say it. Anything you do is Sailor business, so spill it."
"Yes idiot. Tell us what you are going to tell them." Rei frowned and crossed her arms at Usagi.
"Really Usagi, you are the one on whom the future depends, so you can't have secrets." Mamoru sneered at her.
"I can't have secrets?" Usagi's eyes widened and she let out a contemptuous laugh. "I can't have secrets." She repeated to herself, musing it over. Then she turned to face Mamoru. "But YOU can have secrets. YOU can screw around with my heart and soul and cheat on me, but I can't have secrets. You can screw Rei to your hearts content, yet it's somehow MY fault when I catch you two. It's MY fault that you two were screwing in a public place, and it's MY fault that you have destroyed the future. Not that I'm sorry that Chibi Usa will never be born mind you, I have never liked that little piece of pink fungal spore anyway." She snapped. "So Mamoru, why don't you kiss this." She made an obscene gesture. "And I don't mean on my rosy red lips. Me and you, we're through, and there's only one thing left for you to do. Just come on over here one last time, pucker up and close your eyes, and kiss this." She whirled around, leaving a crowd of shocked and gaping people.
"Usagi…" Minako ran after her. "Matte!"
"Minako, you had your chance, and you chose them. You sided with them, so now my reasons don't really matter all that much. You had your choice and you made it. Live with it and stop wasting my time." Usagi said coldly, getting into Haruka's convertible. "I don't want to talk to any of you again, and if I see you one minute before the end of eternity, it will most certainly be too soon."
"How dare you?" Rei sputtered.
Usagi arched an eyebrow at the self righteous Rei. "How dare I? You caused this Rei. You started it, and you can thank yourself for tearing apart the Senshi, and helping to destroy the future. When I assume the throne I must remember to behead you or something." She turned to Haruka, who was biting back a smile. Michiru was giggling openly. "Drive Haruka."
"Yes your Highness." Haruka answered in a highly amused voice. Haruka revved the engine and they sped away, Usagi feeling greatly satisfied with herself. "Okay kitten." Haruka glanced in the rearview mirror. "Tell us what happened with the other Senshi and Mamoru, then tell us your news."
Usagi winced. "Yes Haruka." She drew in a breath, her blond hair waving out behind her. "It started like this…"
*Usagi happily ran through the streets of Juuban. For once she didn't have detention, and she knew that on days like this Mamoru would be at the old fairgrounds, where it was outside, yet deserted. He often went there for quiet when he studied, and since she had no detention, she'd surprise him. Excited, she raced into the fairgrounds, going to Mamoru's usual spot. What she saw made her stop dead in her tracks and made her blood run cold. Mamoru locked in a heated embrace with Rei. Rei naked and straddling Mamoru's lap. Rei and Mamoru laughing about Usagi and her idiocy for not knowing about the two of them. She heard Mamoru's laboured breathing. "Well what do you expect Rei?" he moaned. "She won't give me what I want, what I need. Not like you. She won't give me an adult relationship, and you will."
"Always Mamo-chan." Rei groaned as she sped up the pace.
Usagi blinked away the tears in her eyes and shook her head, seeing red. "Sorry to interrupt you two lovebirds." She said in a lethal voice.
Rei and Mamoru broke out of their little reverie to notice Usagi. Unfortunately, Mamoru was at his peak and couldn't stop. After a rather embarrassing climax, they both looked at Usagi who was fuming. "Usako, what are you doing here?" Mamoru said in a drawl.
"Don't say that name to me. Don't you DARE say that name to me!" Usagi screamed, making a slashing moment with her hand. "How could you? How dare you?" she turned to Rei, pure hatred in her eyes. "And YOU, my so called friend."
Rei shrugged. "We were an item before you ever came into the picture stupid. Why should he break up with me and a good thing just to be with you? The other senshi agree with me."
Usagi gaped at them, as Rei casually began putting on her clothes. "The other senshi KNOW?" she yelled. "Since when?"
"The other senshi know and have kept it hidden from you. Chibi Usa, or should I start calling her Chibi Rei? She knows as well." Rei smiled cruelly. "You lost everything Princess. I once swore to make you pay."
"They lied to me. You lied to me. Everyone lied to me." Usagi couldn't comprehend it.
Mamoru decided to drive the knife in a little further. "Even Motoki knows." He sighed as he pulled on his pants. "But don't worry Usagi. I'll still marry you so we can have Crystal Tokyo and my daughter."
"The hell you will." Usagi snarled. "The day you touch me again is the day I bathe in acid. I'd rather poke my eyes out with an icepick than look at you two right now. You made your choice. The senshi made their choices and chose their sides. Fine. I don't really care anymore. Do what you want." She turned to walk away, then paused. "Just remember that you reap what you sow, and this will cause you more grief than anything." She shook her head. "You stupid, foolish, idiotic man. You have just destroyed the one thing that can save you. You threw away your one chance for a happy and fulfilled life, and for what? A romp in the sack with Rei who has proven herself to be easy indeed. You couldn't respect my choice, not realizing that it wasn't my choice. I swore an oath to my Mother many years ago, I was forced to, as all Moon Princesses were, stating that I had to remain a virgin until my wedding night. You think I haven't wanted to jump you? But no, you never asked, you assumed and then went ahead and did your own thing. Now you will live a lonely life with nothing and no one. Chibi Usa will never be born now, and you'll tire of your little toy here eventually." She smirked at Rei. "So be happy with your choice, because you'll never get me back again."
"Drama queen." Rei muttered.
Usagi turned back and winked at Mamoru. "And you think I didn't notice the smell of cheap perfume on you? I had suspicions but no proof. And now that I do, somehow I'm not that upset. Figure that one out psychic boy and bitch."
"What do you mean you're not upset?" Mamoru blinked in surprise.
"You don't have the slightest idea what you've done do you?" Usagi said in a tight voice, her fists clenched at her side. "I hate you, and I never want to see you again."
"Ditto." Rei smirked. "I got the prince, the child, and the leadership of the Senshi. I am holding all the cards."
"Not likely Rei." Usagi replied smoothly. "If he did this to me, what's to stop him from doing it to you, with someone his age. Someone who guards the gates of time. Someone who wanted him long before either of us even knew him in either life. Someone, with green hair perhaps?"
"You knew?"
"I guessed." Usagi said triumphantly. "Who do you think the real mother of Chibi Usa is anyway? The red eyes?"
"Then we have nothing left between us." Mamoru said in a quiet voice.
"Nothing, except true love." Usagi said softly. "A neverending circle of love Mamoru. Something Setsuna and Rei will never have from you. They may have your body, your heart belongs to me. And now I'm leaving with your heart, leaving you a bitter and empty shell of a man, good for nothing but being used as a toy by women. Rei, I'll make sure everyone knows that you are open…for business." She winked and stormed away, leaving Rei and Mamoru with their jaws agape.
She heard their murmur before she left. "How much of that was a lie and how much of it was truth Mamoru?" Rei demanded.
"Chibi Usa is hers, not Setsunas." Mamoru said defensively.
"And the rest?" Rei shouted.
"None of your goddamned business!" he yelled back.
'Now the game begins in earnest.' Usagi thought angrily.*
Haruka pulled to the side of the road. "Tell me you're kidding."
Usagi shook her head. "Nope. And then the senshi began calling me trying to justify why they did what they did, and I basically told each and every one of them to go to hell, only not as politely."
"I'm proud of you Usagi." Michiru smiled. "So what did you want to tell us anyway?"
Usagi drew in a breath. "I'm leaving. I applied for a scholarship to go overseas and finish my education and eventually work. I got accepted. I leave in six weeks."
"Back up a minute here," Haruka held up a hand. "Overseas? Where?"
"Canada. Nova Scotia to be exact. Their schools there have a good exchange program with Japan, and I got accepted to go. It's been my dream to go overseas for years, and now I can. I'm taking it. I wanted to let you guys know." Usagi's eyes got dreamy. "I can have an adventure of my own…"
"You're using this fight with the senshi to help you make the final decision, aren't you?" Michiru asked softly.
Usagi didn't answer. "Setsuna will probably tell you that time has been changed irregardless."
"I need to have some words with Setsuna." Michiru said grimly. "I never knew."
"Don't get mad at Setsuna. She did nothing. Mamoru had dreams, nothing more. I brought her into it to make Rei furious and tear them apart."
"You're running." Haruka said abruptly. "You're running away."
"NO!" Usagi cried out. "I'm going to live my dream and the youma, and senshi and the ginzuishou be damned!"
"Yet you will take the ginzuishou with you." Michiru stated.
"Of course I will. It's my life after all. If it's ever broken or taken away from me I die, and I kinda like living!" Usagi nodded.
"I don't think you should go." Haruka said abruptly. "There are a million things you aren't even considering, nontheleast of which is your family. How will they take the news."
Usagi scoffed. "I'll wipe their memories with the ginzuishou. If Chibi Brat, ooops, I meant Chibi Usa can hypnotize them into thinking she's my cousin, then I can wipe their memories so that I'm not even a figment of their imaginations. I wonder if Chibi Usa realizes she's only still in that house because I let her stay there..? No matter. This is something I've always wanted to do. You must understand."
Haruka and Michiru exchanged a glance. "This isn't right…" Haruka muttered.
The words Usagi used to mouth off to Mamoru after the battle are actually out of a song "Kiss This" by Aaron Tippin.
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