Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Dreams of Darkness ❯ Dreams of Darkness ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

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Warning: This is a dark lemon fic and contains a rape scene, if you can't stomach this or are not of age (17+) then please don't read any more of this. This is a re-write of my entire Dreams of Darkness series and hopefully it will be a lot better than what I originally had. A word of further warning, I grossed myself out when I wrote this so in all seriousness you might not want to read this if you're easily 'squicked'. Minako bolted upright in bed, beads of sweat on her forehead, her cornflower blue eyes wide in terror and her long silken blonde hair in disarray around her body. She panted heavily, the fear of the nightmare not yet fading. She hated the nightmares, they came every night now, each time getting more vivid and revealing more. She wouldn't hate it so much if not for the fact that these nightmares were actually repressed memories. Visions of her past swarmed before her eyes as she set her head on her knees breathing deeply. The memories were threatening to overwhelm her mind but Minako knew that she could control it if she tried. Artemis, her guardian cat, yawned and looked over at her.

"Mina-chan are you alright?"

She almost nodded but she was frozen, listening to the dark night. Every shadow seemed to loom closer to her as she looked around her room. The young girl swung her legs out of bed and she winced at the cold of the floor as she went over to her window. Her guardian watched her in concern as she spread the curtains and looked up at the moon, searching for comfort in its cold light. The doorknob jiggled slightly and she panicked remembering how easily someone could pick a simple bedroom lock, all it took was a nail. Frantically she went to her bedside table trying not to make any noise, the henshin wand had to be in there, it had to! Artemis sensed her apprehension and went over to her.

"Someone's trying to get in." she whispered, "Where are my henshin wand and communicator?"

Artemis' eyes widened slightly. "You gave your communicator to Ami-chan to fix a bug, your henshin should be in your backpack." he said in equally hushed tones.

Minako cursed remembering that her backpack was at Usagi's. She stared intently at Artemis as her eyes filled with fear and she pointed at her window. "Go get help. Please hurry."

Though her voice was barely heard there was a definite shaking to it and Artemis nodded curtly. He looked over his shoulder before he left, seeing Minako ducking behind her bed, a baseball bat held firmly in her grip. Her knuckles were white from holding it so tightly and her eternally youthful visage was contorted with fear. He hated to leave her but he knew that he was virtually useless in a fight.

As her feline friend left Minako prayed that he would hurry, but considering that the nearest senshi was at least a mile away from her new home it could take him fifteen minutes to get there and then another fifteen to get back. Silently she cursed moving farther away, but it had been two years since the last attack and the senshi had started to lead somewhat normal lives. She was barely twenty and already she had a home of her own and a job as a waitress, but that was only temporary.

The handle stopped jiggling and slowly, nearly noiselessly, the door swung open. She held her breath as the wooden door shut and locked behind the man as he entered. Her knees trembled and she bit down on her lower lip to keep herself from whimpering in fear. Despite fighting evil monsters she couldn't handle someone breaking into her personally sanctuary, it was too personal. When she fought monsters she fought as Sailor Venus, a strong woman with confidence to spare but now she couldn't transform and she was nearly helpless.

"I know you're here." the man said in a deep baritone voice, "Come on out now and I'll be gentle, I promise."

Minako squeezed her eyes shut and she called on her inner strength. The man began to walk around the bed and she heard a metal noise, chains were scrapping against her wooden bedpost. She lunged at him and swung the bat, connecting with only air. The bat was wrenched out of her grasp and she felt the wind knocked out of her when he punched her in the gut. Carelessly he threw her body onto the bed, she started to get up when he straddled her waist without a word. She could feel his cold hands clasp her wrists and colder metal of chains binding her to the headboard, he chained her legs as well and she was trapped. Her legs were spread apart and kept apart, all movement was restricted. Her arms were together but she couldn't move them either. For a brief instant the irony of him using a chain like she did when she fought flitted through her mind.

He smiled down at her in a mockery of affection and placed his hand against her cheek, she rapidly turned her head and bit down as hard as she could, drawing blood. Letting out a small cry of pain and surprise he whipped his hand back. His eyes narrowed and he slapped her, spots were in front of her eyes and a small trickle of blood came from her mouth.

"Just for that," he rasped menacingly, "I won't be gentle."

Before she could say anything he gagged her with a length of silk, his smile plastered to his face. Tears welled up in her eyes as he ran his hands down her body over her nightclothes. Reaching into his pocket he withdrew a knife, the blade glistened with only a little light of the moon. She tried to scream as he cut away her top. Her creamy flesh was exposed as he tossed away what was left, she tried not to become aroused as his fingers massaged her nipples gently at first then harder. He brought his head down and suckled her left breast while groping the right. His tongue flicked across the hardened nub and his teeth scrapped the skin as if he was trying to get her to respond to what he did.

Minako turned her head, revolted by his actions and hating that she could do nothing to stop him. His knife cut away her pajama bottoms and he saw that she wore no underwear to bed. He smiled again and she shook her head futily, pleading silently for him to stop. He bit down on her breast and she yelled against the gag as her sensitive nipples were assaulted so violently. He then moved off of her for a moment to undress. Slowly a tear fell from her eye and she cursed her weakness, in what little light there was she could see his fully aroused member. She tried in vain to escape the chains and he sat on her again.

He pulled a small bottle of lotion from his pants pocket and rubbed it over his throbbing penis. Minako closed her eyes silently wishing that this was another terrible dream. She began to cry and made noises of protest as he slipped a lubricated finger into her anus, she had barely taken a breath when he put two more in. The red hot heat of pain surged up from her rectum and she screamed against the gag for him to stop. Her mouth was becoming dry from the fabric in her mouth and she struggled to get her breath. Pain lanced through her body and it made white spots dance across her vision in accompaniment of the lack of air accosting her.

He said nothing but shoved his penis inside her anus and withdrew his fingers. His hands rested on her full bosom and grabbed them roughly for leverage as he pumped himself into her. A twisted smile came across his face and he withdrew from her almost tenderly. The young goddess looked at him tearfully as he began to wipe himself off on the bed sheets and the man leaned forward and kissed her forehead where her symbol would be showing if she was in her princess regalia then he thrusted into her vagina. Minako's cries were silenced by the gag and she wanted to throw him off of her. Her body rejected him fully and tears steadily dripped from her eyes as she tried to deny what was happening to her. She had always learned that a woman's first time was suppose to be special and something to be cherished between two lovers but as she was violated she could feel her heart shattering as she lost something she could never get back. Lack of lubricant and the fact that he didn't stop and wait for her to adjust after her hymen was broken made it incredibly painful, but it wasn't like she would delude herself into believing he would care enough to stop for her. After a few quick strokes inside her he pulled out still erect and he ripped the gag out of her mouth. Minako coughed for air and his face came close to her own and he pressed his knife to her belly.

"Listen carefully my little whore. I'm going to put my dick in your mouth and you're gonna suck it. And when I cum, you'll swallow or I'll cut you up, do you understand?" he whispered to her.

Choking back a sob and shivering in trepidation she nodded. She felt his body re-adjust on hers so he lay on her in the 69 position, one hand holding her buttocks and the other holding a knife to her gut. She gazed at the large penis hanging in her face and the thought of biting it all off flashed through her mind before he pressed the knife harder on her stomach.

Utterly disgusted, Minako put her lips on the head of his dick and licked it a little. He grunted and put his weight down so she was forced to take him into her throat and she resisted the urge to vomit.

"Suck it bitch!" The man demanded.

A few tears slid out her eyes as she started to suck, and the man moaned in appreciation, murmuring 'good little whore'. He reveled in the feeling of her wet mouth around his cock, her tongue moving up and down the long hard shaft. He grasped her buttocks encouraging her to suck harder. Heat rose from the base of his cock and he pressed the knife as he came, spilling his seed and her blood. Minako screamed around him spitting up the salty cum onto the sheets.

He got up as her body contracted as much as it could, angrily he swiped at her belly leaving a thin red line where the skin gave way to the hard cold metal of his knife. With careful precision he slashed her arms and legs, grinning maniacally. There was a loud noise from downstairs and the man looked up hearing it.

"I'll be back for you, don't say a word or I'll come back and kill you." he swore.

Quickly he took the chains off and watched for a moment as she curled inwards, trying in vain to stop the blood flow. In the next instant his pants were up and he jumped out the window. Footsteps were heard thundering up the steps. Minako closed her eyes and could feel a line of coolness on her cheek as a tear fell from her eye. She could hear loud thumping noises against the door and she flinched even though she knew it wasn't him. Through the door and the dizziness in her head from loss of blood she could hear the elder senshi Michiru calling to her.

"Mina-chan, Mina-chan are you alright? We're here don't worry."

"Michiru." Minako whimpered in shock, more tears falling, "He took it... he took it from me."

There was barely a heartbeat before the door slammed against the wall as it was thrown open. Michiru, Haruka and Hotaru were there prepared to fight. Michiru gasped in shock, her eyes took in the carnage of the room. The blood pooling around the senshi of love's body, who was raising her head to see them better.

"Help." she pleaded as more of the precious life fluid soaked into the sheets of her bed, "It hurts so much."

Hotaru instantly went to her and placed a hand on her side, hot thick blood smeared onto her finger tips and she concentrated on closing the wound. Haruka phoned for an ambulance and Michiru tore a sheet into strips. As Hotaru stepped back, having done all she could, Michiru bound the cuts.

"I thought no one would come." Minako whispered, "He took it Michiru-san... he took it from me."

She closed her eyes as Michiru held her close, trying her best to comfort the younger girl. "Don't worry." she whispered, "The ambulance is coming, everything will be okay."

Hotaru and Haruka exchanged looks, someone was going to pay for what they did to their friend.

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Okay so that is the fic and I'm sorry if you hate it. If you want to tell me what you think, whether you hate it or like it, if you want me to write a conclusion or anything, then e-mail me