Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Fate ❯ No Reason. ( Chapter 7 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]
Fate- Chapter 7: No Reason
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Tears were streaming down, 'I can't loose him! He's my beloved Darien. Oh If I had told him how I felt earlier.'
"Please Dare, just open your eyesJust for one momentone moment."
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~*Serena's POV*~
His eyes didn't open. Not that night. Of course the nurses made me leave the hospital-
visiting hours were over. I had come back to the hotel a few minutes ago. The memories of our good times here together haunt me, even though there were only a few. Small moments are the best. It's 12:00 p.m. After leaving the hospital I wandered aimlessly through the streets. It was as if my mind was blank, there were so many things that I wanted to figure out, and then so many things which I didn't even want to address. ::Sigh:: Why do things like this happen? Everything was going so well and now this... I suppose I'd better call my boss and leave message saying that I'll be delayed from completing my assignment.
~Thirty minutes later~
I knew that there was no way that I'd be able to sleep. I'd already told the manager of the hotel that I'd be staying a few days extra, plus i went to the airport to pick up our bags; so I might as well start settling into the place. I had just started putting away all the things I had bought that day. Then I came to Darien's bag.
I started to put his things away; I've never felt so lost before. It should be me in that hospital bed, not him.
Hm... He had bought something from that Jewelry store....
Curiosity won out and I opened the small white box. What I saw brought tears to my eyes for the hundredth time that day. As I opened the precious locket, the oh so bittersweet melody floated out. I shut the Star-locket and put it away before I lost total control. After I had finished putting our things away, I just sat there in front of the fireplace. Staring into the dancing flames as they went up and down. I tried to think up of an explanation as to why the accident happened. Why he saved me...who he bought the locket for? Our friendship was just starting, maybe we're just not meant to be together at all? Why is my luck so bad?? Oh and how can I think about my self? What about him?? The one lying there fighting for his life BECAUSE of me???? That thought brought more tears, and eventually I fell asleep to the blurry vision of dancing flames.
~Next Morning~
The first thing I did was call the hospital to see if he'd come out of the coma yet. No such luck. I couldn't bring myself to go there again, I wasn't ready to see the helpless condition I'd put him in.
No matter what I tried I just couldn't get Darien of my mind. I even sent out information packets about the Tokyo Times to the local businesses. Perhaps I can get some work done instead of just feeling pitiful.
Oh but what's the use! I love him and I need him, I've known that ever since he left for college. ::sigh:: I finally gave in and went back to the hospital. No sign of improvement for Darien yet. I took his hand as I sat by the bed and tried to memorize every feature of his face. Pointless thought, because he was already etched in my memory. For the whole day I prayed and asked for a miracle. My prayers weren't answered. And no matter how hard I tried, I really could find no reason as to why any of this happened.

The next few days went by in a haze. It was a routine, I'd try to distract myself and find productive things to do. but I'd always end up next to his hospital bed. Darien still hadn't improved and each night I cried myself to sleep asking for forgiveness for whatever sins of mine he's being punished for.
I found my self in the hospital again. It had been five days since the accident, and Darien was still in the coma. As I sat by him, I finally said the words I had been longing to say to him ever since he had moved to America. I told him I loved him more than anything else in the world, and I told him that I'd do anything for him if he'd just come back.

~*END Serena's POV*~(Back to narrator)

"Please Darien, I've gotten down on my knees and begged, there's nothing else I can do! Come back, even for just a moment, give me some indication that you'll be all right. Please baby, I can't loose you!" It was a pitiful attempt to see if he'd respond.

Nothing.

Serena turned around to leave; it was almost end of visiting hours.

Something rustled in the background

"Memeat. ball head?"