Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Feeling Way Too Damn Good ❯ Chapter Six ( Chapter 6 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: Yamis_Demoness 
The truth and the true feelings
Anime/Manga: Sailor Moon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Crossover | Uploaded On: 01.16.2006 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.9K | Visits: 135 | Status: Work In Progress
The truth and the true feelings
Anime/Manga: Sailor Moon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance | Type: Crossover | Uploaded On: 01.16.2006 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.9K | Visits: 135 | Status: Work In Progress
Saturn opened the door and silently closed it. She felt as if she had betrayed Heero. It felt so wrong to love a guy and he didn't notice.... she headed to the dinning room and saw her father fast asleep at the table. She slightly smiled and pulled a small blanket over him. Taking the blueprints, she looked over them. What was her father going to do with a Gundam? She went to the hall again and was about to go upstairs when she heard, " So, you want to tell me what's going on?"
Saturn turned around and saw Heero standing in the doorway of the frontroom. She walked down the few steps and stood before him. She looked down and began her story. " I... I can't hate you for not trusting me anymore after this.... but I feel that you deserve this. I was born over a million yrs ago.... I really don't know what my age is, considering I've been reborn over a hundered times.... I work under the King and Queen of Crystal Tokyo. I've been protecting them since the unexplainable battle that took place two yrs ago. Since then, I haven't been outside the Crystal walls only because I had too many memories here. I couldn't deal with it.... not after leaving my father at such a young age. I only came back because of the peace. There was nothing to do, and I hadn't seen my father in such a long time.... anyway, afer I met you, everything seemed to be okay.... My so called Warrior life was behind me until earlier today....." she explained. Once Saturn looked up and Heero noticed that she had tears in her eyes.
" I'm sorry that I didn't tell you sooner...."
Heero was about to say something when all of a sudden she raced up the stairs. Heero heard the door being slammed as he tried to figure out why she didn't tell him in the first place. He sat on the stairs and pulled out the velvet box that he had in his pocket. He opened it and looked at the small diamond (DIAMONDS are girl'd best friend!!!!) necklace. He sighed and placed it back in his pockets. " Why didn't you tell me in the first place?" he thought out loud.
" She didn't tell you because she doesn't want anyone to know."
Heero looked up and looked at Souichi. "Dr. Tomoe." he said. Souichi looked up at the top step and said, " Ever since that day she found out she was a Sailor Guardian, she became very silent and distant from the others. Setsuna, a Sailor Guardian herself, took her to the Palace to train.... since then, she never seemed the same." Heero looked down at the marble floor. " Is there a reason why she became that way?" he asked. Souichi looked at him as the memories played in his head. " She was afraid of her power.... her power of Destruction and Death.... that is something that she can't control over all the time. If she reaches a certain breaking point, she's bound to take the world under along with everyone on it." he said. Heero got up and head upstairs. " Going to talk to her?" Souichi asked. Heero nodded and continued up the stairs.
Saturn pulled out her scapebook and looked at the pictures of her younger yrs. She silently smiled at the picture of her Human mother and Human father and her. Tears streamed down her face as the memory played in her head. She heard a sudden knock on the door and she quickly wipped her eyes. She went to the door and opened it. She looked at Heero. " Can I come in?" he asked. Saturn looked down and moved to the side. Heero walked in and looked at her. " Ummm.... your father told me about your so called job.... I understand why you didn't tell me in the first place, but...." he looked away.
" You don't have to say anything."
Heero looked at her with his cold blue eyes. " Listen.... I...." he couldn't find the words to tell her how he felt. There was so many things running through her head and he felt that he had to say something.
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer
You know the lies
They always told you
And the love you never know
What's the things
They never showed you
That swallow the light from the sun
Inside your room
Saturn looked at him with a faint smile. She loved being next to him, knowing that he care in some way. She leaned against the door and looked down. " I lost my mother after she gave birth to me... Papa was very upset about it and he tried everything to make me happy.... every now and then, I wish she was here, helping out Papa with his endless nights of work." she whispered. Heero stood in the front of her and lifted her head. " Listen, if you need to talk to anyone about anything, I'm here." he said. Saturn smiled and nodded. Heero gave her a small smiled and headed to his room. Saturn was about to go into her room when she heard, " How about we work on that Gundam that your father built." he said. Saturn peeped out of her room and looked at him. "Okay..." she said.
Midnight came around and Heero was along side Saturn, fixing her father's Gundam. He looked over at her and thought about what her father said. She was a beautiful dark angel locked to a world of bloodshed and hate. He looked at the wires and connected the blue wires together. " Alright, turn it on." he said, standing up. Saturn turned the key and heard it power up. She smiled as she saw the screen. " ALRIGHT! Everything is going great!" she yelped, jumping down. Heero looked up at the Gundam and smirked. "So, does it have a name?" he asked, looking at her. Saturn looked over the blueprints.
"Gundam Wing Chaos Demon."
They turned around and looked at Souichi. " Chaos Demon?" Saturn asked, looking at her father. " I named her after a certain someone in the family. I believe you can figure it out." he said. Heero looked at Saturn who looked pretty surprised. " The Gundam is yours. I knew that you were coming back, but I didn't think so soon." he said. Saturn looked up at the Gundam and then at Heero. " You'll know what to do with it in do time." he told her.
Saturn opened the door to her room and sighed. She looked at her clock and sighed again. Three in the morning.... she fell down on her bed and closed her eyes. Tomorrow she would pack her bag and tell Heero and her father that she was going back to the Palace.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Heero looked in on her from the doorway, wondering if she was actually sleep. He was about to walk to his room when he heard, " Is something wrong?" Heero looked at her as she sat up. " Nothing... I was going to close you door because I thought you were sleep." he said, lying completely. Saturn walked up to him and faintly smiled. " That's very kind, but I think I'll sleep with the door opened for to the night." she said. Heero looked at her with his cold blue eyes. " Saturn, is there something on your mind?" she heard. Saturn placed a fake smile on her lips and shook her head no. " What on Earth made you think of that?" she asked. Heero was now confussed. He was certain that there was something on her mind. He shrugged it off and turned to walk away. " I'll see you in a few hours." he called, opening his door. Saturn watched as he disappeared into the darkness of his room. There was work to be done, but there was lil time to do it in. She walked downstairs to the basement.
Souichi looked over the blueprints and wondered what on Earth did his daughter up to date. " Father, I need to talk to you." he heard. He turned his recliner around and looked at Saturn. " Something's up, isn't it?" he said. She sat down beside him and smiled. " Well, as you know...."
" Did he seduce you?"
Saturn blushed and looked at her father with shocked eyes. " PAPA!!!! I can't believe you would say something like that!!!!" she snapped. Souichi chuckled and looked down at the paper. " So, if that's not it, and you aint pregent, then what is it?" he asked. Saturn shook her head and replied, " I might leave tomorrow.... with the war coming, the King and Queen might be staying here for protection." she said. Souichi replied with silence as he thought about the Gundam. " So, the World is at War again.... have you told Heero?" he asked. She looked down at her hands. Souichi sighed and replied, " You should tell him. He loves you to death. He may not show it, but I can tell that he does when he looks at you." he said. Saturn looked at her father and said nothing. Could all of this be true? She got up and heade up the stairs to find out.
Heero opened his eyes and walked to the door. He opened it, surprise to see Saturn still up. " I thought you were sleep." he said, rubbing his eyes. She walked in and stood by his bed. " Listen... I need to talk with you." Heero closed the door and looked at her. " Going back to the Warrior Life?" he asked. She nodded as he went to her. He wrapped his arms around her and sighed. " It's tough, going back to a life you don't want to go back." he whispered. He looked down at her and she stared into his eyes. He could tell that she didn't want that to happen, that she wanted to stay in the life she was living now. Saturn tipped toed and placed her lips against his....
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
So, they finally got together.... it's too bad that she has to leave to go fight a war.... or maybe there will be some moments.....? Anyway, Chapter Seven is on the way!!!
Saturn turned around and saw Heero standing in the doorway of the frontroom. She walked down the few steps and stood before him. She looked down and began her story. " I... I can't hate you for not trusting me anymore after this.... but I feel that you deserve this. I was born over a million yrs ago.... I really don't know what my age is, considering I've been reborn over a hundered times.... I work under the King and Queen of Crystal Tokyo. I've been protecting them since the unexplainable battle that took place two yrs ago. Since then, I haven't been outside the Crystal walls only because I had too many memories here. I couldn't deal with it.... not after leaving my father at such a young age. I only came back because of the peace. There was nothing to do, and I hadn't seen my father in such a long time.... anyway, afer I met you, everything seemed to be okay.... My so called Warrior life was behind me until earlier today....." she explained. Once Saturn looked up and Heero noticed that she had tears in her eyes.
" I'm sorry that I didn't tell you sooner...."
Heero was about to say something when all of a sudden she raced up the stairs. Heero heard the door being slammed as he tried to figure out why she didn't tell him in the first place. He sat on the stairs and pulled out the velvet box that he had in his pocket. He opened it and looked at the small diamond (DIAMONDS are girl'd best friend!!!!) necklace. He sighed and placed it back in his pockets. " Why didn't you tell me in the first place?" he thought out loud.
" She didn't tell you because she doesn't want anyone to know."
Heero looked up and looked at Souichi. "Dr. Tomoe." he said. Souichi looked up at the top step and said, " Ever since that day she found out she was a Sailor Guardian, she became very silent and distant from the others. Setsuna, a Sailor Guardian herself, took her to the Palace to train.... since then, she never seemed the same." Heero looked down at the marble floor. " Is there a reason why she became that way?" he asked. Souichi looked at him as the memories played in his head. " She was afraid of her power.... her power of Destruction and Death.... that is something that she can't control over all the time. If she reaches a certain breaking point, she's bound to take the world under along with everyone on it." he said. Heero got up and head upstairs. " Going to talk to her?" Souichi asked. Heero nodded and continued up the stairs.
Saturn pulled out her scapebook and looked at the pictures of her younger yrs. She silently smiled at the picture of her Human mother and Human father and her. Tears streamed down her face as the memory played in her head. She heard a sudden knock on the door and she quickly wipped her eyes. She went to the door and opened it. She looked at Heero. " Can I come in?" he asked. Saturn looked down and moved to the side. Heero walked in and looked at her. " Ummm.... your father told me about your so called job.... I understand why you didn't tell me in the first place, but...." he looked away.
" You don't have to say anything."
Heero looked at her with his cold blue eyes. " Listen.... I...." he couldn't find the words to tell her how he felt. There was so many things running through her head and he felt that he had to say something.
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer
You know the lies
They always told you
And the love you never know
What's the things
They never showed you
That swallow the light from the sun
Inside your room
Saturn looked at him with a faint smile. She loved being next to him, knowing that he care in some way. She leaned against the door and looked down. " I lost my mother after she gave birth to me... Papa was very upset about it and he tried everything to make me happy.... every now and then, I wish she was here, helping out Papa with his endless nights of work." she whispered. Heero stood in the front of her and lifted her head. " Listen, if you need to talk to anyone about anything, I'm here." he said. Saturn smiled and nodded. Heero gave her a small smiled and headed to his room. Saturn was about to go into her room when she heard, " How about we work on that Gundam that your father built." he said. Saturn peeped out of her room and looked at him. "Okay..." she said.
Midnight came around and Heero was along side Saturn, fixing her father's Gundam. He looked over at her and thought about what her father said. She was a beautiful dark angel locked to a world of bloodshed and hate. He looked at the wires and connected the blue wires together. " Alright, turn it on." he said, standing up. Saturn turned the key and heard it power up. She smiled as she saw the screen. " ALRIGHT! Everything is going great!" she yelped, jumping down. Heero looked up at the Gundam and smirked. "So, does it have a name?" he asked, looking at her. Saturn looked over the blueprints.
"Gundam Wing Chaos Demon."
They turned around and looked at Souichi. " Chaos Demon?" Saturn asked, looking at her father. " I named her after a certain someone in the family. I believe you can figure it out." he said. Heero looked at Saturn who looked pretty surprised. " The Gundam is yours. I knew that you were coming back, but I didn't think so soon." he said. Saturn looked up at the Gundam and then at Heero. " You'll know what to do with it in do time." he told her.
Saturn opened the door to her room and sighed. She looked at her clock and sighed again. Three in the morning.... she fell down on her bed and closed her eyes. Tomorrow she would pack her bag and tell Heero and her father that she was going back to the Palace.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Heero looked in on her from the doorway, wondering if she was actually sleep. He was about to walk to his room when he heard, " Is something wrong?" Heero looked at her as she sat up. " Nothing... I was going to close you door because I thought you were sleep." he said, lying completely. Saturn walked up to him and faintly smiled. " That's very kind, but I think I'll sleep with the door opened for to the night." she said. Heero looked at her with his cold blue eyes. " Saturn, is there something on your mind?" she heard. Saturn placed a fake smile on her lips and shook her head no. " What on Earth made you think of that?" she asked. Heero was now confussed. He was certain that there was something on her mind. He shrugged it off and turned to walk away. " I'll see you in a few hours." he called, opening his door. Saturn watched as he disappeared into the darkness of his room. There was work to be done, but there was lil time to do it in. She walked downstairs to the basement.
Souichi looked over the blueprints and wondered what on Earth did his daughter up to date. " Father, I need to talk to you." he heard. He turned his recliner around and looked at Saturn. " Something's up, isn't it?" he said. She sat down beside him and smiled. " Well, as you know...."
" Did he seduce you?"
Saturn blushed and looked at her father with shocked eyes. " PAPA!!!! I can't believe you would say something like that!!!!" she snapped. Souichi chuckled and looked down at the paper. " So, if that's not it, and you aint pregent, then what is it?" he asked. Saturn shook her head and replied, " I might leave tomorrow.... with the war coming, the King and Queen might be staying here for protection." she said. Souichi replied with silence as he thought about the Gundam. " So, the World is at War again.... have you told Heero?" he asked. She looked down at her hands. Souichi sighed and replied, " You should tell him. He loves you to death. He may not show it, but I can tell that he does when he looks at you." he said. Saturn looked at her father and said nothing. Could all of this be true? She got up and heade up the stairs to find out.
Heero opened his eyes and walked to the door. He opened it, surprise to see Saturn still up. " I thought you were sleep." he said, rubbing his eyes. She walked in and stood by his bed. " Listen... I need to talk with you." Heero closed the door and looked at her. " Going back to the Warrior Life?" he asked. She nodded as he went to her. He wrapped his arms around her and sighed. " It's tough, going back to a life you don't want to go back." he whispered. He looked down at her and she stared into his eyes. He could tell that she didn't want that to happen, that she wanted to stay in the life she was living now. Saturn tipped toed and placed her lips against his....
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
So, they finally got together.... it's too bad that she has to leave to go fight a war.... or maybe there will be some moments.....? Anyway, Chapter Seven is on the way!!!