Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Secrets ❯ Was it a mistake ( Chapter 2 )

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Secrets Chapter 2:


Eight years later:

Dear diary,

Today is just like any other day. For the past eight years,
every since that night when Seiya found out that I was not a virgin, his whole
image of me being a goddess was shattered. Ever since then, he has never
looked at me the same way. Every time I look into his eyes there is hidden
anger and disgust. At that moment in front of the altar, I knew marrying him
was a bad idea. I just wish I had realized that two minutes before the whole
procession. But no more regrets, now it's all about the future-- if not for
me then for Endy. Seiya still thinks he's his child. He is very happy with his
unknowingly surrogate son, however he still treats me the same. Most of the
time he gets drunk and slaps me. I have been to the hospital so many times
that I don't even have to sign in anymore. What can I do? Ami, my doctor that
I have grown close to tries to help, but I won't let her. She's the only one
that knows the whole truth. I just can't leave Seiya. Ughh...I hate myself...
What will happen if I do?...He threatens to take my Endy away if I ever tell
anyone...What have I gotten myself into?...Eight long years... The only reason I am here is to satisfy his desires...nothing else...I guess now I 'm just a thing... I
don't know what to do anymore... Mamo-chan, where are you now? ... I am a fool for still loving him...Now the only person that I have in this terrible world is
Endy...Well if I can't live a good life, then I will do whatever I can to give
him a good one.

Usa

The next morning...

Usagi went to work. She was now the owner of the bridal shop
downtown. She loved her job. Watching happy couples coming in to her shop to
get a fitting made her wistful. They reminded her of the old days with herself
and Mamo-chan. He was the only man that she wanted to marry. Now, the only
person that she lived for was her son, Endy. He looked so much like Mamoru.
His hair, his eyes, and everything he did. But because Seiya also looked like
Mamoru (AN: see why I have to say that they look like each other now) he did
not suspect a thing. 'Thank God Seiya doesn't know about Endy. I don't know what would happen if he knew'.

It was three in the afternoon and her schedule was jam-packed. She
had to pick up Endy, buy groceries, and get her and her son ready for the
banquet in honor of her husband's boss's daughter. Seiya was now working for
the Hino international technology Inc. Mr. Hino's daughter had just came back
from the US with her fiancé. Usagi tried to think up reasons for not going,
but that only earned her another round of beatings, so she did not argue any
further.

'What am I going to wear?' Her thoughts were interrupted by the cheery voice
of a child.

"Hi Mommy!"

"Hi baby, how was school today? Did you have fun?"

"Oh yes! You won't believe what happened....Auntie Ami came to visit me today
and she took me to the zoo...I really had a lot of fun! We ate hot dogs and
look she bought me a lion!" The boy held up a stuffed tiger.

"Tiger, Endy, that's a tiger. Well, it looks like you've had a big day! Endy,
you still have a little mustard on your face, hold still while I-- " Usagi
licked her fingers and rubbed it against the boy's face.
"Mom, I'm a big boy, don't do that!" He smacked his mother's hand away.
Usagi saw Mamoru in him.
"See, all done. That wasn't so bad." Usagi kissed her son on the forehead.
'Why would Ami go visit Endy? What is she up to now?'

"Mommy, what are we doing tonight?" The boy was throwing his tiger up in the
air.

"We're going to a banquet at Daddy's work, so you need to be good, or daddy
won't be happy. Endy watch out, you might knock over one of the mannequins!"
She grabbed the toy in the air and the child whined. She gave it back to the
boy. He smiled.

"Wear a pretty pink dress to the bank-wet. Ms. Haruna was wearing a pink
dress today."

"Yes, this is going to be a very important for Daddy, so you have to behave. I
don't know if I have a pink dress, Endy. Hmmm, that would be nice--"

"Let's go home Mommy, I'm hungry."

"Ok, let's go. But I'm not letting you eat until the banquet."

The boy threw his stuffed animal on the ground and stomped his tiny foot on
the tiger. "Awwww! Mom, I hate bank-wets!"

She got ready as soon as they could so Seiya wouldn't have any excuse to get
mad at her, but she knew that no matter what, he would always find a fault in
her, even if it didn't exist.

"I'm home." Seiya walked in the front door.

"Hi Daddy! Let's go! Let's go! I'm all dressed and ready to go! C'mon!"
whined Endy. The child did inherit traits from his mother as well.

Seiya smiled at the boy and patted him on the head. "Ok son, just one second.
Let me go check on your mom and we'll go."

Seiya walked into their bedroom and found Usagi in an elegant pink dress. He
stopped smiling. "How come you're not ready yet? What is taking you so long?
Hurry your a** up!"

"Sorry Seiya, I'm just putting on some make up." Usagi clumsily went through
her makeup bag. She nervously took out her compact and began applying powder.

Seiya strode up to Usagi and she became frightened. He looked at her up and
down and frowned. He aggressively pulled at the bottom of her dress. "Why are
you dressed up like that? What's the point of make-up? You can't try to cover
up anything that everybody has already seen. The banquet is not in honor of
you, you know...why are you trying to steal the attention? What, do you want all
the guys to want you or something? You look cheap."

"I'm not...I'm...I'm just trying to look nice for you." Usagi's bottom lip
quivered.

"Don't start with the waterworks. You're always such a crybaby! How did you
ever get along without me? We are leaving now, let's go. We better not be
late. I would hate to be in your shoes if we were late." He walked out of the
room.

At the banquet...

"Good evening Mr. Hino, This is my wife Usagi and my son Endy." Seiya gave a
sharp look to his wife. Usagi forced a smile.

"Oh my, you certainly have a beautiful wife and a charming son."

Usagi blushed. "You are too kind Mr. Hino." Usagi extended her hand. "It is
a pleasure to meet you."

"The pleasure is all mine. Hmm... Now where did my daughter run off? She was
just here a second ago. I wanted you to meet her. Oh well, have some
appetizers." Mr. Hino took two small plates of caviar and crackers from the
entrée dish and gave it to Usagi and Seiya. "Eat up, it's free!" He chuckled.

Usagi clumsily balanced the plate, while she held Endy's squirming hand. Endy
pulled his mother over to a cart of desserts and in horror she watched her
plate drop, sending little balls of fish eggs scattering everywhere. Seiya
glared at his wife. She panicked and turned red. "Sorry."

Mr.Hino smiled. "That's alright-- hey, there's my daughter and her fiancé!"
Mr.Hino left to bring his daughter over to meet them.

Usagi was already on the ground frantically trying to clean up her mess. She
shyly looked up at her husband. His countenance was cold. Seiya stepped on
her fingers. He whispered harshly, "You're going to pay for that at home."
Mr. Hino came rushing back with his daughter and her fiancé. "Get up!"

Tears had begun to form in Usagi's eyes. She slowly got up.

"Now, may I introduce you to my daughter, Rei Hino. She just came back from
the US." The black-haired beauty extended her hand. The man in back of her
turned around from the entrée dish table. "And this her fiancé who will take
over this company when I retire, Mamoru Chiba."

Mr.Hino's daughter smiled and wrapped her arms around her fiancé's arm.
Mamoru's eyes went wide.

'Mamo-Chan?!?!'

'Usako?!?!'

To be continued....


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