Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ SgAltima Presents: Dear Diary ❯ Satisfaction: March 2nd, 2000 ( Chapter 10 )

What is this? Usagi and Minako??

The Inner Senshi takes sides against each other??

Rei used Usagi for pleasure??

What can it all mean?? Find out in this latest installment, when...

SgAltima Presents:

Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

Minako asked me yesterday if she could stay here with me. I laughed at her and told her that she was usually over at my place more than at her own anyhow. So Minako is going to move in with me. I have decided that I'm going to choose Minako over Rei. Ever since the incident at the temple, I've found it easier and easier as every moment passes to purge her from my heart.

I've decided that she did use me... just so she wouldn't have any regrets before marrying Yuuichiro. And that is fine, because I have someone who loves me, and wants me. And Minako even realizes that I haven't fallen in love with her yet. And she's okay with that. But the way I feel when I see her, I don't think she will have to wait long.

She also asked me if I had ever thought about putting my hair back into the odango pigtails I had years back. I laughed and pushed her down on my bed and straddled her waist, asking if she would like that. She grinned sheepishly and nodded. Maybe I will do it for her sometime. After a week of almost doing nothing but sleeping together, Minako told me she wanted to just spend time with me. I feel really good about that. That tells me that she wants more than just sex.

So every night this week, we've been going out and doing all sorts of fun stuff. I mean, we have to be selective about what we do because Minako still is an idol and very recognizable. Even though we were careful, her fans mobbed us almost every night. Some of them even asked ME for an autographed picture! Me! Usagi! How unbelievable is that?

So Minako took me to her studio and had her photographer do some glamour shots of me, and they turned out really good! She made like 150 copies of 3 of the pictures, and made me sign each one. I couldn't stop laughing.

So now I have lots of autographed pictures to give out to her friends. Maybe I could be the next big thing. Usagi. Somehow it just sound as good as Minako. Oh well, I'll be the leader of her fan club. And I don't even have to chase her. She comes home to me. It doesn't get much better than that, I suppose.

My parents made dinner for the family tonight because Shingo is home for break. It's an important occasion. Not because Shingo came to visit, but because I realized that I really need get a lock and key for my apartment. Ikuko walked in on Minako and I watching TV and cuddling. That was somewhat embarrassing, even more so now because Mother probably wonders what happened between Rei and I.

Anyways, the conversation at dinner was very animated because Minako ate with us. Shingo told everyone that almost all of the girls and half of the guys in his dormitory have posters of Minako up on their walls, and they didn't believe that his sister was best friends with a pop idol. It's weird to me. I just started a relationship with the biggest star in pop music.

Anyhow, Ikuko took a picture of Shingo standing between Minako and I so he could show all his friends at university. Lucky brother of mine. He gets to have a priceless photo of the most beautiful girl in the world... and Minako.

I can't help but laugh at that. Anyways, Minako is laying next to me as I write this, staring up at me. She's kind of distracting, laying next to me... so incredibly beautiful and sexy. But I told her that we couldn't do anything tonight, because Shingo is sleeping in his old room. Minako is... well... rather loud sometimes.

I suppose that I can't avoid this forever. Rei came to see me today...

Still whenever I look at her, I can't help but to love her and hate her at the same time. Maybe it won't be like this forever, but it will probably be like this for now because as Rei and I were sitting in the attic and talking, Minako came up wrapped in only a towel. Needless to say, Rei absolutely freaked out. She called me names I won't even repeat as she started to storm out of my apartment. I felt really bad for Minako, who was in the shower when Rei arrived.

But I don't feel sorry for Rei. She had her chance, and she blew it by being selfish. I told her to go home to her husband, and to leave my heart alone. And then I shut the door in her face.

I feel bad about that, but I'm proud of myself at the same time. I've always been so observant of everyone else and their feelings for so long. It's nice to be able to just concern myself with just me. The way that *I* feel... all the things that are important to *ME*... I'm allowed to be selfish. I've put myself out for this planet. The days of Sailor Moon are over. Now it's just me. Tsukino Usagi. And that's all that matters.

I find myself looking over to Minako again and again. She just smiled at me and beckoned with her finger. Maybe just a few kisses wouldn't hurt...

I think my heart's desire is running her hands across my chest...

Tsukino Usagi