Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Silence Amongst The Rose So Cold ❯ Something new…Distant threats wrapped in the Cold ( Chapter 1 )

Silence Amongst The Rose So Cold

Something new…Distant threats wrapped in the Cold

Summary:

This is an idea I have to get off my chest. To a point this'll be a spin off of Raven Feather's not really though it'll be modern times AU of Usagi as a mental institution patient with multiple personality, she was born with three personalities. Usagi just happened to be in complete control, though a freak accident caused Shiva and Hotaru to become aware of themselves. Shiva started taking control to the point Usagi had to be locked up within the mental Institute. Mamoru and Ami will be Doctors, Mamo is new and Ami has been working there for a while. Minako is Usagi's cousin that comes and visits almost every day. Makoto will probably be working kitchen, Setsuna will be head of the institute. Rei will be at a nearby shrine working there and I'm not sure where Haruka and Michelle will fit in. this'll either be just a one chapter thing or it will continue on depending upon review responses/my own love of the story.

Mamoru followed the petite woman before him down the crisp halls of Juuban Psychiatric hospital. His first day on the job and he had already been given a few patients to take care of that his higher up Ami just couldn't visit every day anymore. She was actually younger then him by a few years to be exact, but thanks to her amazing talent and her mother already being a doctor she was already a top doctor in the institute. The only sound in the hallway was the sound of his crisp new white jacket brushing against his less then polished loafers and Ami's light humming. Even after only two days at the Institute he already figured out when Ami hummed it meant she was thinking of something, though what he couldn't be sure. All of a sudden out of the blue Ami started speaking, which meant they were nearing the patient.

"I have to warn you about this one Mamoru…she's a unique case so please treat her kindly." Ami spoke up suddenly in her soft voice. She took a moment to glance down at the report she held in between her hands, held down by the clipboard it had been secured upon before she had even gotten into the office. As usual there was no change within Usagi, `Not as if I expected any after such a long time…but there's always the hope.' A soft blue strand of hair fell from its partial comb over, falling directly in front of her eye. With an annoyed sigh she brushed the loose strand out of the way before glancing back at her new assistant. He had graduated at the top of his class in medical school as she had read on his transcript a little over a week ago. Though that really didn't mean much to her unless he could connect with the people he cared for. Giving such a new doctor a case like Usagi's could be considered risky on her part, especially to Usagi, introducing the girl to new people always seemed to have a negative effect when Shiva took over…just one more person for the lunatic personality to try and harm.

"I'll make sure to treat her just as I treat all the other patients here."

"That's good to hear Mr. Chiba…she has multiple personality disorder, it's rather unique to say all past medications we gave her to control it failed. It seems that no personality is stronger then the other…She wouldn't be in here really. Unluckily one of the personalities calls herself Shiva and is hell bent on killing anything in her sight. Therefore don't leave any sharp objects inside the room or anything she could pick the lock with. The other two personalities are a lot nicer Hotaru is a 12 year old girl, very shy but rather nice and longs for a friend. Finally her dominant personality and birth name is Usagi. She's a very kind hearted girl, or was…now she's quite disturbed…scared of everyone and everything except her cousin."

Ami smiled slightly at the confused look that had spread over Mamoru's face. The young man seemed to be surprised from all the information he had been given, then again most of the patients she had given him had been relatively light. All the others would recover in a short time so there was little more he'd have to do then sit back and relax. Usagi would be a totally different story. After a few more steps she stopped at door number fifty six and tapped upon the door for a moment. There was no response, only silence coming from the other side of the door.

Mamoru frowned slightly at the reaction, most patients no matter how troubled they were still recognized the door. Or were at least making some type of reaction to the sound that the doctor made. Even so Ami didn't seem disturbed or concerned by the fact, instead he watched Ami open the door into the small room…like all rooms there was just enough space for a bed, a few chairs and a large radio along with a few other standard appliances such as lamps and a few fans for the summer months. A light touch upon his arm startled him out of his observation of the room…his dark blue eyes much like a disturbed ocean blinked for a moment before glancing down to what could only be the patient. A wide smile was upon the small girl's face…she looked beautiful. Her skin a pale milky white and her golden tresses fallen haphazardly about her face in a wild matter.

"Mamoru this is Usagi…though today you are Hotaru right?" Ami gave the girl that was barely shorter then her a questioning glance. Once the young girl gave Ami a nod, Ami looked back to her chart before a smile came to her face. That warm smile that all doctors worth their two cents eventually developed to reassure patients and families. "Well then Hotaru, I'd like you to meet Mamoru Chiba. Mr. Chiba will be taking care of you from now on since I have more patients then I can handle." Ami sighed a tad at Hotaru's reaction…that betrayed look that flitted through the young girl's eyes before a huge smile returned to her face. What could she say? The young girl hid her pain well even to Ami who had been friends with her for the whole time she had started working here. Even though only Hotaru noticed the constant change in personal staff around her It still hurt the young twelve year old personality to be constantly rejected by newer hospital staff members that didn't understand and switched about by the older ones that just didn't have the time for her.

The young girl turned to Ami with teary wide blue cerulean eyes. "But Ami! I mean Doctor. Mizuno…I like you…anyway he's just going to go away like the last one…"

Ami sighed a tad before looking over to Darien with imploring eyes…hopefully the older man would get the point and it seemed he did thankfully. "Don't worry Hotaru, just because I'm busy doesn't mean I won't come visit you as often as I can. It just means I won't be here every day it'll be a lot like when we first met."

Hotaru screwed her face up into a dissatisfied frown from the information given to her before a small nod was given to Ami. "Alright…Ami…" She glanced over to Mamoru for the first time getting a good look at the man that would be taking care of her for the next few months. Instead of smiling to him though her eyes went wide with shock….the smile slowly drained away as Usagi quickly took over. She recognized those features, the jet black hair…like that of the night. Those eyes like the ocean…that had offered her such protection then took it all away! He had done it he had made her like this let loose Shiva…it was all his fault. What was he doing back in her room…back to finally finish the job. She started to shudder barely even hearing the man's words.

"Hello Hotaru, I'm Mamoru Chiba, but you can call me Mamoru or just Mamo…" He trailed off at the look in the young girl's eyes. It was the look of a wild animal…one that was cornered and feeling very threatened. When he looked up to Ami with a concerned look her own face mirrored his perfectly. He gently tried to pat Usagi's shoulders while Ami was making a beeline to the call button for the orderlies. The moment his hands touched Usagi's shoulders though, the young girl recoiled screaming.

She recoiled from his touch…it made her feel dirty…it always did especially after what he had done to her. "Away…away!...no!" She ended her quiet mutterings in a shriek of pure fear as she backed away from Mamoru…but she was seeing someone else. The same features as Mamoru only with that twisted sadistic grin promising her only pain. Her insides felt disgusting just thinking of the part where she was raped over and over by the man. Now he was back…he had tried to kill her before for it…now he was back again. She knew what he wanted but he'd never get it out of her. Looking about frantically she pulled the alarm clock from the wall and literally threw it head on at Mamoru.

Ami hit the red button to bring the orderlies in just as she watched Usagi clock Mamoru directly in the head with an alarm clock…the older man fell back onto his back…clutching his head the whole time and probably biting back curses. The sound of two feet running down the hall broke her concentration away from Mamoru and looked to Usagi who was now huddling in the corner with another object. Staring at Mamoru with the look of fear beyond even death in her eyes…it was that haunted look that scared even Ami.

The two orderlies rushed into the small room and without a moment's hesitation they made their way over to Usagi still huddling in the corner of the small room. All the while Ami had made her way over to where Mamoru still lay on the floor next to the now broken alarm clock. Blood was gushing from the poor man's head just above his left eye. She sat him up gently while the orderlies tried to control the screaming Usagi.

Crystallized Dust
Hits the upper atmosphere
Burning up
Like a human hand
Doused in Kerosene
Falling from the sky
In charred ashes

"No No no no!" Her screams were in vain, they never listened to her. They were taking her back to him! She'd get punished for running away…no she was a bad girl…he told her every time she dreamed of a better life. Every time she ran away…it always hurt everything always hurt. No one ever cared what she screamed and she could never tell them…it hurt too much. Even to speak was a major step in her case…that's what the doctor's had told her. Even if she only ever used No and Away, since the orderlies wouldn't listen to her she started to punch and scream. Her efforts only rewarded her with a swift slap to the face by one of the larger orderlies…she remembered him. He had dealt with her before…he was friends with HIM. Tears started to form in her eyes…she could never get away from HIM, he was every where to hurt her even if he couldn't be there to do it himself in a physical matter. He still kept up the emotional abuse till she couldn't even feel her tears running down her face.

Forming into
Diamond rain
That she wishes
Could was away
All her impurities

Mamoru watched the orderlies manhandle the young beauty in a truly inhumane matter…a small growl passing by his lips. Even if she was wild…there was no need to slap her…he watched with sympathetic eyes as they hauled her over to her bed and literally pushed her down into it. This only caused Usagi to scream even more and her hands to frantically punch and kick at the orderlies above her.

The soft touch
Upon her ivory skin
These are tears
She can not cry
The ones that fall
From the sky
As the clouds
Weep
For this gentle angel
With Golden silver hair
And eyes
Of the Atlantic

Finally they had gotten her down onto the bed…with excessive force and began to strap her down with the heavy wrist and ankle binders that were attached to each corner of the bed. Usagi couldn't put up any more of a fight as she was soon held down to the bed by the four attachments. Her blue eyes wide with fear as she looked up to the orderly above her and that wide smile on his face that he hid from Doctor. Mizuno but not from Mamoru that still lay half on the floor glaring at the two men. The large man slowly leaned down next to her, acting as if he was simply checking the restraint but he whispered those words she feared so much. "Seiya…will hear of your disobedience to me you little wench. Pray he doesn't let me do with you as I will for a night." The man pulled away from her with that superior smirk for a moment before he face returned to that of the concerned orderly. Tears fell silently from Usagi's eyes her voice box too strained to even cry out all that happened were a few strangled wet hiccups and a few coughs when she choked on her closed up throat.

They silently weep
For the pain
She wishes to cleanse
Herself from
This never ending pain
Droplets let
A brief glimmer
Of hope shine through
Her broken heart
Till it fades away
Like a whisper
In the rain

Ami was not happy…especially from the force that the orderlies had used to get her into the bed. With a distinct frown at the two larger men then her, she slowly stood up and made a pointed glance at both the men. They at least had the intelligence to look guilty at the glare she gave them. "That was more then excessive force you used. She's only 4'11 don't tell me she was that hard that you needed to practically throw her into the bed! This will be reported to your manager. These patients can't help what they've been given and I realize fear gives them extra strength but slapping them will only set back their trust of others who knows how long! It will be both your jobs if I ever see that again! Especially you Mr. Radchez. Now we will be going down to your manager to speak of this little incident." With a hand pointed towards the door she waited till they were out the door and awaited for her to follow before Ami turned to Mamoru with an apologetic smile. "Sorry Mr. Chiba, I have some business to take care of, could you please clean up here and then I'll meet you in the cafeteria after I'm done with these two."

To be washed away
Like everything else
Down the windows
Into the gutter
Days like these
She wishes
To simply fade away
From all this pain
That never stops
From his hands
That leave lashes
Red marks
And purple bruises
Upon her skin

"Sure thing Ami…see ya down there. He was still holding the wound to his head as gently as he could but still apply enough pressure to stop the wound from bleeding. A mental note was made to not piss Ami off at all because the short blue haired girl looked like she was about to start ripping heads off and maybe smashing some internal organs in. With a shake of his head he slowly got up from where he had been lying and made his way over to Usagi. When he got over there though her eyes were closed and her steady breathing reached his ears. A slight smile crossed his lips as he carefully wiped the tears from her eyes. She truly was a beauty…though hopefully she wouldn't act this negatively to him every time he came in. With one last look at the sleeping princess he turned away from the bed and made his way out of the room. Careful to shut the door on his way out before heading towards the lunch room which was located a little ways down the hall from this section of rooms. `I will figure out…why she's like this…that I promise.'

For once in her life
Wishing to fall asleep
To silence
Instead of the pained screams
Till she passes out
Within an ocean
Of her own blood
The diamond drops
Wash away her hurt
If only for
A moment more
To slip from the window
Disappear amongst the rain
Let the pain
Finally fade away

This was just a prologue, I just needed to get this out of my system I guess cause I liked the idea. Meh I may continue it if I get enough responses but I have other fanfictions that are more important at the moment so without responses this one doesn't continue further then this until and if I get more time. The song/poem incorporated into the poem is of my own creation called Cleansing Rain, It worked for this story so I used it.