Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Things can Change ❯ Dealing with the Consequences ( Chapter 6 )

Things Can Change Chapter 6:

Dealing With the Consequences

Disclaim: I don't own Sailor Moon or any of it's characters. I do however own the plot, original characters. The song in thischapter belongs to me, that means you can not take this without my consent.The song it titled Darkest Day.

` ' = thoughts

italics = song

" " = talking

In life we make foolish mistakes and in the end we have to deal with the consequences. I guess the question then is `was it worth it?' and `would you do it again?' That's for you to decide. Now come read a little and find out what these two women and their friends do with their mistakes. Do they do what's right, or the wrong. But now what is right and what is wrong in dealing with your actions? That no one knows.

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In the darkest day

In the cold of night

Wrapped in a blanket so tight

Holding on to what you think is right

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Serena found herself waking up in a bed that felt so comfortable to her yet so unfamiliar. She was greeted with her usual debate when she first got up. Get out of bed? Or fall back asleep. At the moment she couldn't remember last night. She rubbed the back of her neck lightly as she sat up. She opened one eye slowly and then the other. Her eye's widened as she realized this definitely wasn't her bed or room even. `What the hell happened last night, where am I?' she thought. She looked down at the bed for the first time, reluctantly looking beside her.

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Her eye's widened in horror not only as she saw Darien's sleeping form beside her, she realized she was completely naked. That was when the night's event's started to come back to her. She felt the back of her head wondering why the hell she didn't remember this in the first place. She quickly stumbled out of bed looking for her clothes. She found her skirt and her shirt first and put them on without bothering to find the rest of her clothing. She as quickly as possible without waking Darien ran out of the room closing the door quietly behind her.

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She looked around his apartment wondering what she should do now. All she had known before was to get out of there quickly so that she could think. She walked over to the sliding glass that led out to the balcony. `There! Some fresh air should help clear my thoughts.' She walked out onto the balcony and sat on the wooden railing. She remembered having an argument of some kind with her inner voice. `Ah but what about the consequences? Who cares, if he wants to take me tonight then I won't stop him. I wouldn't mind, I'd love it actually!' She should never of thought that. That's what broke her will to not resist. Now she really would have to deal with the consequences of her actions.

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She thought back to last night smiling to herself. He really was good in bed. She shook her head trying to clear that thought out of her head. `I…Oh…Did we even use protection?!' That thought scared her. Scared her more than anything. No matter what she could not end up pregnant. She folded her arms against her chest and shivered at the possible idea that at this moment she could be pregnant. `You deserve to be pregnant since you went against your better judgement. No…' She was really starting to hate her inner voice.

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She had a feeling somehow though that he had been smart at the end and used protection of some kind. She blushed remembering last night's event's pretty clearly now. It really had been wonderful when he made love to her. She was glad that he was her first, but was upset with herself for letting it happen so soon. She walked back into the apartment. Some parts of last night was still unclear to her. But she remembered most of it clearly. She loved how it felt with him touching her. She closed the glass door behind her and headed back to Darien's room.

Wondering how things came to be

Wondering how they could change so fast

Holding out a hand, calling out for help

Not understanding how this could happen

How could it could it be one thing one night,

And another in the morning

Maxwell slowly opened his eyes to the morning sun that poured in through the sliding door. He groaned and rolled over. He looked down at Molly to see she was still asleep. He threw a hand behind his back and the curtains closed. He lightly so as not to wake her moved stray hairs out of her face. `Why do I love her? What makes her so special? What makes her different from any other girl?' In one part of his mind he knew the answer, but that part was usually taking a break when he needed it the most to answer his questions.

There was a part in him that told him this was a mistake. Another the least rational part of him said last night wasn't. He was torn it seemed in two. He kept thinking that he deceived her, even though he had told her the truth. He was mainly afraid that by taking a higher level relationship he was putting her in more danger. If the other generals of the negaverse ever found out that he was having a relationship with a human they could use that to their advantage.

He was forced out of his thoughts as he barely saw her move slightly. She was starting to awaken. Molly moved slightly snuggling under the covers more and then slowly opened her eyes. She snuggled closer to him. "Morning Maxwell." He wrapped his arms around her giving her a slight squeeze. "Morning Molly." She giggled resting her head on his chest sighing happily.

She started to absentmindedly started tracing patterns along his chest. Last night was the night she had dreamed of for a while now. It seemed like the most perfect night to her. She loved how he was so caring and understanding. She was glad he was her first. She blushed slightly wondering what any of her friends would think of if they knew she wasn't a virgin anymore. That was a mystery even to her.

He looked down at her thoughtful expression and after so long of silence he asked "What are you thinking of ?" She looked up at him startled slightly. "Oh nothing important really." She looked over at the clock. 10.03am "Wow I didn't realize it was this late in the morning." He looked at the clock himself "Want something to eat?" he asked. She nodded her head. He got out of bed and put his pants on, as he was walking to the door he said "You can stay here or come into the kitchen, your choice." She nodded again as not being able to come up with any words. He left and she sunk into the bed, in a few minutes she would get dressed and go to the kitchen, for now though she would stay there.

You got to hang, got to be strong

Don't give in things are going to be okay

No matter how dark the night

There will always be a morning to follow

Even on the cloudiest of mornings

Remember the sunny days, Don't give into the darkness

Serena slowly moved her hand toward the doorknob. Her fingers lightly grazed the surface before the door swung open. Serena eyes widened and slowly looked up. There in front of her stood Darien. She smiled, she had been freaked out for a moment. "Hey." He said his voice groggily from sleep. "Hey" she replied back smiling. "And to think I had thought you had left." He said swinging his arm around her waist and pulling her closer to him.

She put her hands on his hips and stood on her tip toes and lightly kissed him on the cheek. "Nope, of course not. I was just getting a breath of fresh air." She gave him one of her innocent looking smiles. Serena looked at the digital clock behind Darien in horror. Was it really that late. "Oh god I'm gonna be late!" Darien looked at her confused, raising an eyebrow. "It's Saturday what could you be late for? Shopping?" She let out a snort and then covered her mouth, shaking her head she said "Scout meeting."

"Scout meeting." He repeated. "Yeah, well as you've found out already I'm a sailor scout and well the other girls arranged for a meeting today to see if we could find out anything on the negaverse. And I am so totally going to be late if I don't get my butt in gear…last time I was late Rae wouldn't stop yelling at me…and I was only maybe 5 minutes late… -.-;" He wanted to raise an eyebrow, just do something but all that happened was him saying "Hn…" She shook her head and then realized what she had just revealed to him. She shrugged it off though, what did it matter now anyway.

"So the let me guess then along with Rae, Amy and Lita are also scouts? Serena nodded slightly. "Rae Mars, Amy Mercury, Lita Jupiter…" `might as well tell him which ones they are, even though it was obvious once you knew each was a Sailor Scout.' He wrapped his arms around her waist swinging her close to him. "You know your awfully lucky that I'm not evil or working for the negaverse otherwise I could use that little slice of info against you." She tapped his nose "Even if you where I think I'd take my chances."

Serena slipped out from his arms, humming slightly she started walking towards Darien's room. "And where do you think your going?" He asked. "Bathroom. I need a shower." And with that said she continued towards Darien's private bathroom. Darien found himself momentarily speechless. Although when the door closed behind her Darien finally found words, yet it was too late. Walking toward the door he waited a few minutes after he had heard water being ran.

Walking in casually without bothering to knock Darien closed the door behind him. Serena was about to screech at him to get out, but then decided against it, it didn't really matter anyway nothing he hadn't seen before. Serena stood in front of Darien she had just stripped off her final piece of clothing and had let her hair loose. Serena looked down at the ground for a moment, a mysterious yet beautiful expression reacting from her body. After what seemed like eternity but was truthfully at the most a few seconds, Serena looked up, smirked and steeped into the shower. Darien grinned stripping himself of his clothes and following after her.

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Even when the worst comes and your facing your demons

You won't lose as long as you don't give up

Keep trying don't let your fears drag you down

Work against the odds, show what is right

Stand tall, stand proud even when your:

Serena ran. She ran as fast as she could. Time was running out and she was going to be late. Damn that Darien for keeping her longer in the shower than she should have. Her hair was still wet and she didn't even have time to put her hair up in her usual meatball style. She let him distract her and then they had a little `fun'. Or at least it was fun until Serena saw the time. She only had 2 minutes left and she didn't think she could make it to Rae's in time. Serena pushed her self-faster than she had ever ran before, which was saying a lot.

Serena felt like she was going to die. She looked at her watch that she had found in her backpack purse and looked at the time. 1 minute left. Serena ran up the stairs and soon found herself collapsing on one of the pillow chairs. She breathed heavily and tried to cool down. Serena mentally swore and decided that she didn't care how angry Rae got, there was no way that she was ever going to run that fast again. It was bad enough that her legs where already sore from certain activities, now she had to add on the aches from running to.

It was difficult but Serena kept from letting a pained expression crossing her face. She looked at the other girls and winced as Rae shouted at her. "Meatball head! You really should keep track of time better. Your actually on time but your hair is dripping wet and you look like a wreak! If you would of paid attention you could of taken better care and made yourself presentable and not have a red face from running!" Rae's words had come out harsher than she expected but there was nothing she could do to take back the words now. After all `what's said is said.'

Serena glared at Rae. Not one of her usual childish glares from when she got mad but a serious pissed off glare with a hatred in her eye's that had never been shown in Serena eyes. Rae was taken off guard and her eye's showed the truth yet her body did nothing. Amy and Lita looked at the two not knowing exactly what they should do. Not knowing if it was best to interfere or just let the two girls handle the situation on their own. By the looks of it, it would be to dangerous for them to get involved so the two more peaceful scouts stood on the sidelines.

Before anymore could get out of hand and Serena say something that she would soon regret, Luna jumped up on the table and cleared her throat. "I believe we came her for a meeting no? Then why are we wasting our precious time squabbling when there's the negaverse to deal with." With that said Serena and Rae where snapped back to the matter at hand and forgot about their issues for now. Serena sat laying against the wall barely paying attention to what was going on. It's not like she would find anything different or useful by listening, after all she knew something that they didn't. Truth be told, she kind of liked it that way.

Wondering how things came to be

Wondering how they could change so fast

Holding out a hand, calling out for help

Not understanding how this could happen

How could it could it be one thing one night

And another in the morning

Serena was walking around aimlessly not caring where she was going just happy to be away from the other scouts. She was tempted to go back to Darien's, yet after careful thought decided that it would be best for her not to. Her feet automatically found their way to the park. How ironic no? Every time she turned around she found herself going to the park more often than she used to. This was her place. This was her sanctuary.

Serena walked until she came to a flower garden then stopped dead in her tracks. There not maybe a few feet away was a red head. A familiar one at that. Sitting on the grass with her head between her legs sobbing silently. The only way that Serena could tell that she was crying was the slight shaking of the girls shoulders. Slowly, carefully Serena walked towards the girl.

"Molly?" Serena asked kneeling beside the girl. Molly looked up in surprise. "S-Serena?! What are you doing here?" Her voice was so shaky and scared. Serena tried to put on a cheerful face but couldn't "I was about to ask you the same question…" putting her hand on Molly's shoulder she continued. "What's wrong?"

"I-I" Molly's voice seemed to fail her as she tried to decide on weather or not to tell Serena or not. Finally giving in Molly leaned forward and rested her head on Serena's shoulder. She cried for a few moments and Serena wrapped her arms protectively around her best friend. Something was wrong. Something was really wrong and Serena had the sneaky suspicion that what was wrong could change Molly's life.

After a few more minutes of Molly's tears being shed she looked up at Serena and tried to smile. What came instead was a grimace. "Serena you're my best friend I know you'll keep this secret but I want you to promise me you will, at least until I decide what to do." Serena nodded. "I promise Molly." Molly looked hesitant but shook it off. "I'm preg-pregnant Serena…" Serena eye's grew large and Molly could of swore they would pop out of their socket's at any given moment. Then after giving Serena enough time Molly began filling Serena in on the basics of last night.

Show that you are stronger than you look

Show that you can face any odds

Show that you can be fearless when the time comes

Authors corner:

Ange: Ah welcome strangers. *bows politely* yes I know you all are extremely mad at me and I don't blame you. It's been to long since I last updated I know. But I have a good excuse for at least half the time I didn't update!… My computer crashed and well it was a couple of month's before I could get online. Then the internet people started jacking up the price so when I finished the chapter I couldn't post it for lack of Internet privilege. Also after I got internet back the chapter got deleted, and if I remember correctly the first draft was much better than this rushed piece of work.

Shana: I hope you can forgive her laziness also. School started more than a month ago and so she's been stressing out. I apologize in advanced for her lacking off in updating. ISTEP and all that testing is coming around the corner so she's cramming like never before to get good grades. Hopefully after everything cools down the updates will be better although personally I'm not promising anything. *gets glares from many people and gulps slightly* Anyway, I hope nothing became to confusing for you dedicated readers.

Ange: Really what she said. I'm sorry when I'm in a rush half the times stuff I meant to say comes out mixed up and doesn't make since and I usually don't catch myself if that happens. If you guys see something that I should fix that's really horribly messed up tell me. If something's just confusing it might have been meant to be that way and might not of so ask away. *Sighs* now I should update my website while I'm in the mood but I'm so lazy. Oh yeah anyone that writes fanfiction is welcome to send me their fanfics to be posted on my sight as long as it goes with my terms. Original art and fanart highly wanted. Oh and just in case it seems like my sight is anime only. I accept fanfics and fanarts from movies books, etc. just thought I'd let that little fact be known.

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