Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ trouble ❯ trouble no one cares ( Chapter 1 )

Title: No one cares

By: Ladytokyo

Email: ladytokyo2003@yahoo.com

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I like to thank and dedicate this story to Moonbunny 83 she has encouraged me beyond anything in this world. Go check out her stories at www.moonromance.net, www.fanfiction.net. I don't own sailor moon so don't please, please don't sue I have no money what so ever. I wrote this a very long time ago and just now putting it out there.

 

 

 

Quote of the day:

 

“Fate leads the willing and drags alone the unwilling.”

-- Seneca

 

 

 

No one care.

No one cares that I'm sitting here trying to get my mother attention.

She makes me want to drink if you know what I mean.

The silly thing is I'm really here drinking right in front of her.

I guess she doesn't care. She knows what's in my cup.

God I could use something stronger like a Black Russian,

or just a bottle of vodka something to dull the pain. I wonder if I would end up a drunk.

 

I wonder if anyone hears my cries. It's been so long since I cried.

But I can't my tears have long since dried.

I would just once like to really and I mean really have her attention. She blames things on work and that she tried. I just want to have talk with her about nothing and everything. She would rather go to church than to go to my school with me to see how I'm doing with my grades.

 

I made the choice to give up all I have done to is grab what little attention I can.

School doesn't even mean a thing without support from someone you love or count on.

I use to be really good in school but if I even made a good grade everybody would look at me like

I grew horns on my head so I just kept it to myself. I have to even act all bubbly and happy for everyone sake.

 

So everyday I plaster on a fake smile. I started thinking about my little brother Sammy

I bet she has no problem with her son. She is always paying attention to him like he's her only child. She'll just drop everything to help him out. I don't hear her say she loves me. I have to beg for a hug. But that all stop over the years I have grown cold. People are always using me.

 

Hurting me some way or another. I stay with my boyfriends for about two weeks before

I dump them. I loved once and it hurts. I learn my lesson about love and it won't happen again I won't love again. I see him looking at me staring with his cobalt blue eyes. Pointing at me, seeing his dark head of hair in the crowd following me. He thinks that I don't know, that I don't see. Him and the other's who calls themselves my friends Talking behind my back. They think I'm nothing but a joke. Getting stuck with likes me.

 

I fine myself walking through life with a mask on always acting. My friends don't even know me doesn't even know what I'm really like. Frankly I forgot what I was like before I know I was not completely and empty emotionless shell that walk around. Sometimes I wish I could sleep forever lord knows I've tried. But something always freaking saves me.

 

She doesn't care Irena doesn't care and I loss my love Darien. My dad is just there he does try's doe.

None of my friends really know me. My brother makes fun of me he doesn't know me either.

They think I'm some baka carefree Blonde. I don't know who I am anymore. I know I can't go on like this anymore. So I guess this is the end and I'll take my leave. Maybe I'll find happiness somewhere else all I know is that I won't fine peace in Tokyo. So this is my goodbye.

 

I Serena Barton and I will find peace once again.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Please write with any comment you have let me know what you think. Sorry about the gloomy story but it was what I was feeling at the moment. I hope you like it.