Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Were We In Love? ❯ Chapter 1

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Disclaimer: Sailormoon doesn't belong to me.


Author's Notes: This is a question that has come up in my mind quite a number of times. Are
Usagi and Mamoru in love because they really do love each other now, or because of what they
experienced as Serenity and Endymion? I've only seen the anime, and only up to R, so I don't
know much past that. The point of view in the story can be either one of the characters; I'm
known for writing no-name stories like this. Anyway, enjoy!


Were We Ever In Love?

By: Jade Daniels


Were we ever in love?


It's a question that comes up often in my mind. You wouldn't think it, if you looked at us. Many
people say that we look like we're very much in love. I wish that I could say that it was true for
me. But the question of our past comes up a lot. When we were Serenity and Endymion. Are
we in love because of they were, or because we are?


It doesn't make much sense, does it?


It is said that connected souls always find a way back to one another. We were reincarnations of
two people who were very much in love. Does that mean that we would have been doomed to
failure with anyone else? If I had decided to date anyone else, would that relationship have ever
worked? I guess now I'll never know.


It doesn't mean that I don't love you.


I'm sure that I do. But, I must ask myself. Is this my love, or the one of my past? Is this my
soul, my heart that's speaking? Or are the cosmos just programming this feeling into me - in a
strange way, giving Endymion and Serenity another chance? Sometimes, I wish that I had never
discovered my past. At least then, I would truly know myself. Everyone says that I act
differently from how I did in the past, but that does not mean that I'm not that person.


Our future.


Chibusa. Our daughter. Her presence is supposed to guarantee a happy ending for us. We
become King and Queen of Crystal Tokyo. She will become the Princess, and the next
Sailormoon. I should be happy, but I can't be. I don't know if I like that my future is so tied up
like that. A perfect package so to speak. Pluto would probably tell me that the future is still
liquid, and that nothing is certain. But that's not true is it? My daughter is here, and I have met
her. I can't kill her just because I'm not certain of my love. Sometimes I wonder if my future
self sent Chibusa here to remind me of what will be lost if I don't stay.


If I don't stay.


We've been apart before. Yet, every time, we've managed to come back together. Is it fate
again, or do we truly love one another enough that we can remain? Do the spirits of Serenity
and Endymion push us together like this? Again, that brings up the past. Why must my mind
think about that so often? It's not like I don't want to be happy....... All these doubts, I wish that
I didn't have them. I want to be in love, but because I am, not because of my past self.


Were we ever in love?


It's a question I must often ask myself. But I often answer myself........


I think that we were.


I know that we are.