Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ You Told Me to Change ❯ Findings ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
“When do you think Serena is going to get here. She’s already 20 minutes late!” Rei said angrily, prancing around the room in her shrine outfit. She grabed her broom and went to the front of the shrine. “ I’m going to stay out here all night if I have to till she gets here, and then I’m going to give her a peice of my mind. She never comes on time she’s irresponsible, how is she supposed to be our leader?”
Lita came up behind Rei and laid a hand on her sholder, the other massaging her temple. “ I know that your angry and all but I’m sure that she has a good reason for being late. Maybe she got detention or ...or...” Lita stopped short as she searched her mind for a good reason, but she couldn’t find any. She looked over to Amy for an idea but only got a blank stare.
“ I’m not going to put false excuses down for Serena anymore. My mother doesn’t even want me to be around her. She’s unpresentable, she doesn’t try at all at her school work even though we come here for studyhall every week. She’s always late for everything and you can NOT depend on her for anything.”
Everyone looked on at Amy in shock. They had never heard Amy speak of Serena Like that. A blush came over Amys face and she gulped nervously. “ Well...Well you can’t say I’m wrong, all I did was state the facts.” Rei looked over at Amy and gave a nod of approval.
“ Amy’s right! Rini would be failing if it weren’t for us. Serena is a bad influence on her. She’s whiny, and everything else we just listed and so much more. I think that someone must have changed History or something because I can not see Serena as Queen Serenity! She is NOTHING like her. Serenity is perfect, and well, Serena’s not.”
Mina and Lita couldn’t help but agree to what they had just said. “Serenity was the perfect leader, perfect mother, perfect everything. It doesn’t seem fair that Serena couldn’t just be more like Serenity. It would make life a lot easier. But who said life is easy ?” Mina said in Serena’s defense.
“ She’s the one that brings us up when were down, she’s always happy, she’s always there for a friend in need, she’s caring, and even though everything you guys listed is true. You know that you believe in Serena as much as I do to lead us. She’s never failed so far, and I don’t believe she will. What would you do if you woke up one morning, without knowing that you wouldn’t see her whiny face or hear about how much she loves Darien, or anything like that. If Serena wasn’t a screwup meatball head, then, she just wouldn’t be Serena.”
Everyone turned there faces away in shame, they new that it was wrong to talk about serena that way. They new for a fact that Serena would never talk about them this way, specially behind their backs. Rei was the first one to break the silence, “ Well I’m still gonna give her a peice of my mind whether it’s in a minute or at midnight.”
They all looked up at her a smiled, “Well I’m sure you will Rei,” Lita said laughing.
( A few minutes earlier)
Serena walked around the back of the shrine, hoping to surprise everyone by getting there on time. She was going to wait until everyone left, and then climb through the window, sit down, and then when they came back, “ where have you guys been?” It was perfect.
She watched as Rei stood up, complaining about her being late again. She snickered evily, she couldn’t wait to see the looks on there faces. Rei started to walk outside to the front of the shire, and everyone followed her.
She started to climb in the window, when she heard other voices but Rei’s. She heard her name a couple times, and being serena, walked over to the front of the shrine, hiding behind one of the pillards. Never knowing how bad this would turn out to be.
( I don’t want to rewrite it all so just pretend she heard everything okay?)
“It didn’t seem fair that Serena couldn’t just be more like serenity. It would make life a lot easier.” Serena gasped and ran down the stairs and on to the main street. She couldn’t believe it.
She ran and ran until she couldn’t take another step, when she found herself at home. Her mind was numb as she walked through the living room and past her mother and sammy sitting on the couch watching the news.
“ Hey meatball head! I though that you were spending the night at Rei’s house.” She just looked at him with tears in her eye’s. She didn’t say a word as she walked up the stairs, her brother and mother just watching in awe.They had never seen serena look so haunted, so hurt, never saw tears that meant something besides ‘ I fell and I’m being a whiny baby.’
Sammy just looked at his mom and said quietly, “ I’m gonna go to bed now ok?” Mom just nodded at sammy and headed to the kitchen to clean.
Sobs were heard through the night, but fell silent to all ears. As serena fell on her bed, to weak to change or anything, she just kept hearing the words echoing in her mind, tormenting her to no end. ‘ My mother doesn’t even want me to be around her, you can’t depend on her for anything, Rini would be failing if it weren’t for us.’ replaying over and over in her head. It got to a point when she couldn’t stand anymore, so she came up with a plan. I’ll be the oppisite of what they said. I’ll be...I’ll be... perfect. Her thoughts started to change, her mind working overtime.
I’ll change who I am to make their lives easier. “ Perfect” she tried the word out loud, loved the way it just seemed to roll on her tounge. The rest of the night she pick through every flaw they named and even the ones she found that weren’t named. To her it was a fool proof plan, change everything, even if she wasn’t happy.
Why should her friends be miserable when if she changed it would take away everything hard in their life. She didn’t cry another tear. “maybe I should just leave. Then all I’ve done would just blow away, I’m sure anyone would be better than I am.” With only her thoughts to keep her company, she slept through the night.
Lita came up behind Rei and laid a hand on her sholder, the other massaging her temple. “ I know that your angry and all but I’m sure that she has a good reason for being late. Maybe she got detention or ...or...” Lita stopped short as she searched her mind for a good reason, but she couldn’t find any. She looked over to Amy for an idea but only got a blank stare.
“ I’m not going to put false excuses down for Serena anymore. My mother doesn’t even want me to be around her. She’s unpresentable, she doesn’t try at all at her school work even though we come here for studyhall every week. She’s always late for everything and you can NOT depend on her for anything.”
Everyone looked on at Amy in shock. They had never heard Amy speak of Serena Like that. A blush came over Amys face and she gulped nervously. “ Well...Well you can’t say I’m wrong, all I did was state the facts.” Rei looked over at Amy and gave a nod of approval.
“ Amy’s right! Rini would be failing if it weren’t for us. Serena is a bad influence on her. She’s whiny, and everything else we just listed and so much more. I think that someone must have changed History or something because I can not see Serena as Queen Serenity! She is NOTHING like her. Serenity is perfect, and well, Serena’s not.”
Mina and Lita couldn’t help but agree to what they had just said. “Serenity was the perfect leader, perfect mother, perfect everything. It doesn’t seem fair that Serena couldn’t just be more like Serenity. It would make life a lot easier. But who said life is easy ?” Mina said in Serena’s defense.
“ She’s the one that brings us up when were down, she’s always happy, she’s always there for a friend in need, she’s caring, and even though everything you guys listed is true. You know that you believe in Serena as much as I do to lead us. She’s never failed so far, and I don’t believe she will. What would you do if you woke up one morning, without knowing that you wouldn’t see her whiny face or hear about how much she loves Darien, or anything like that. If Serena wasn’t a screwup meatball head, then, she just wouldn’t be Serena.”
Everyone turned there faces away in shame, they new that it was wrong to talk about serena that way. They new for a fact that Serena would never talk about them this way, specially behind their backs. Rei was the first one to break the silence, “ Well I’m still gonna give her a peice of my mind whether it’s in a minute or at midnight.”
They all looked up at her a smiled, “Well I’m sure you will Rei,” Lita said laughing.
( A few minutes earlier)
Serena walked around the back of the shrine, hoping to surprise everyone by getting there on time. She was going to wait until everyone left, and then climb through the window, sit down, and then when they came back, “ where have you guys been?” It was perfect.
She watched as Rei stood up, complaining about her being late again. She snickered evily, she couldn’t wait to see the looks on there faces. Rei started to walk outside to the front of the shire, and everyone followed her.
She started to climb in the window, when she heard other voices but Rei’s. She heard her name a couple times, and being serena, walked over to the front of the shrine, hiding behind one of the pillards. Never knowing how bad this would turn out to be.
( I don’t want to rewrite it all so just pretend she heard everything okay?)
“It didn’t seem fair that Serena couldn’t just be more like serenity. It would make life a lot easier.” Serena gasped and ran down the stairs and on to the main street. She couldn’t believe it.
She ran and ran until she couldn’t take another step, when she found herself at home. Her mind was numb as she walked through the living room and past her mother and sammy sitting on the couch watching the news.
“ Hey meatball head! I though that you were spending the night at Rei’s house.” She just looked at him with tears in her eye’s. She didn’t say a word as she walked up the stairs, her brother and mother just watching in awe.They had never seen serena look so haunted, so hurt, never saw tears that meant something besides ‘ I fell and I’m being a whiny baby.’
Sammy just looked at his mom and said quietly, “ I’m gonna go to bed now ok?” Mom just nodded at sammy and headed to the kitchen to clean.
Sobs were heard through the night, but fell silent to all ears. As serena fell on her bed, to weak to change or anything, she just kept hearing the words echoing in her mind, tormenting her to no end. ‘ My mother doesn’t even want me to be around her, you can’t depend on her for anything, Rini would be failing if it weren’t for us.’ replaying over and over in her head. It got to a point when she couldn’t stand anymore, so she came up with a plan. I’ll be the oppisite of what they said. I’ll be...I’ll be... perfect. Her thoughts started to change, her mind working overtime.
I’ll change who I am to make their lives easier. “ Perfect” she tried the word out loud, loved the way it just seemed to roll on her tounge. The rest of the night she pick through every flaw they named and even the ones she found that weren’t named. To her it was a fool proof plan, change everything, even if she wasn’t happy.
Why should her friends be miserable when if she changed it would take away everything hard in their life. She didn’t cry another tear. “maybe I should just leave. Then all I’ve done would just blow away, I’m sure anyone would be better than I am.” With only her thoughts to keep her company, she slept through the night.