Saiyuki Fan Fiction / Saiyuki Reload Fan Fiction / Saiyuki Reload Gunlock Fan Fiction ❯ Confusion ❯ Finding Comfort ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer: Don't own Saiyuki or any of its characters they belong to Kazuya Minekura.

 

Author: Mairi.

 

Warnings: Yaoi implied, Shounen-Ai, maybe some slightly OOCness,

 

Summary: Sanzo's only went and upset Gojyo, who's now needing comforted by the mothering figure of the group, Hakkai while Goku's been left with the shopping list and Sanzo's card.

 

Pairings: Hakkai x Gojyo, Sanzo x Gojyo, Sanzo x Gojyo x Hakkai.

 

 

Chapter 1

 

 

“Goku, here is the shopping list. It'll possibly take a good hour or so to get everything, so take your time.” Hakkai said to the younger male, handing him the list, and Sanzo's gold credit card. Golden eyes widened at the large list.

“Do we really need all of this?” He asked resulting in a hit from Sanzo's famous paper fan.

“Just get the damn stuff you stupid monkey!” Sanzo muttered irritably as he put the fan away and resumed reading his newspaper in front of him. Gojyo just smirked; he was too relaxed with his feet upon the small round table to say anything to Goku. Goku left quickly with a grin on his face after Hakkai quietly told him to pick up some meat buns for himself while he was out.

 

“I still don't get why neither you nor the Kappa went with him…” Sanzo said disapprovingly over the small fact that Hakkai completely trusted Goku with the list and his goddamn credit card.

“Che…Aren't we touchy all of a sudden, priesty.” Gojyo spoke sarcastically at Sanzo from where he sat with his arms behind his head, eyes closed with a huge grin on his face. Hakkai let out a short laugh just knowing he was going to have to play mother again.

“Shut up if you don't wish to die, you filthy youkai half-bred cockroach.” Sanzo spat back while turning a page of his paper. His violet eyes narrowed dangerously after Gojyo plucked the paper from his hands with ease, they met with two dangerously narrowed blood-red hues of a slightly peeved off Gojyo.

“You piece of shit, good for fuck all priest! How many times do I need to tell you to quit calling me that?” The red haired kappa shot at him, Hakkai sighing a little holding out his arm for his pet dragon as it came to him from over at the windowsill.

“Now, now guys…” He began, trying to get them to lay off each other; he wanted to get Gojyo back to his own room before Goku came back from his errands. However it didn't look like it was going to happen any time soon.

“Idiot, I'll call you that as many times as I fucking feel like it!” Sanzo growled at Gojyo, raising his voice very slightly.

 

Gojyo's fists clenched at either sides of his body, crushing Sanzo's paper in the process. He moved away from the blonde haired priest before he struck him with one of his balled fists.

`Stupid fucking Sanzo…he really knows how to fucking set someone off…DAMNIT!' Gojyo growled inwardly before realising that tears were starting to sting at the sides of his eyes; no he wasn't about to cry in front of him, there was no chance in the seven levels of heaven or hell that he was going to give Sanzo the pleasure of watching him break down and cry all because he'd hurt his feelings for the fortieth time that day. Dropping the paper on the table he sharply turned and headed for the door, knocking over the chair he sat in comfortably moments ago, in the process. Sanzo watched him with a brow raised, he knew for a fact that Gojyo hadn't drank today yet, he was being as clumsy as when he was drunk. Hakkai shifted in his spot feeling slightly ignored. Sanzo's eyes averted themselves up to the other youkai in his presence, not saying a word as Hakkai's two magnificent emerald green eyes sent him a death glare that for a split second seemed a lot better than what his own death glares were.

`The fuck have I done now?' was what Sanzo's own hardened glare put over to the other man. With a final sigh from the brunette, Hakkai made his leave slamming the door after him. Sanzo looked on at the door after it had been slammed in a bit of confusion. Just what in hell had gotten into those two all of a sudden? He'd never known Hakkai to look at him like that never mind slam a door after he'd left a room.

“Keh, morons…” He scowled under his breath as he took the now crumpled and slightly torn paper from the other side of the table, flattening it out again as best as he could and began reading it again. A few paragraphs down on the page and Sanzo felt guilt washing over him, why the hell was he feeling guilty?

 

“Gojyo?” Hakkai called to the red-haired man as he entered their room. Gojyo wasn't to be seen, the bathroom door was locked, meaning he was obviously in there. Closing the door gently he made his way to the connected bathroom door and leaned up against the wall beside the frame before knocking gently at the white painted wooden door.

“Gojyo? Are you ok?” He asked softly through the hollow wood, loud enough so that Gojyo could hear him. A slight muffled sound could be heard from the other side of the door.

“Y-yeah…” Gojyo replied, his tone of voice clearly telling Hakkai that he wasn't ok at all. Hakkai knew that Gojyo felt something for the blonde haired priest, only he couldn't show it knowing that it may very well get him killed and it hurt when Sanzo said things such as `filthy half-bred cockroach' or `worthless youkai half-breed' to him. Unknown to him, however Gojyo had something for him too, Hakkai feeling the same towards him yet the two had only ever really stole small glances at each other. Hakkai never really knew how to act when around Gojyo, since he knew what the kappa felt for Sanzo he was to afraid of doing something he may regret later on.

“If you're sure…I'll be in the room when you want to come out and talk.” He replied after a short silence, heading over to his bed and lying down on it while the white dragon spread its wings and took flight over a short distance to the pillow curling up beside its owner.

Hakkai's eyes kept a lock on the dull grey ceiling above as he let his thoughts roam about, not hearing the click of the bathroom door being unlocked or even noticing Gojyo emerge from the bathroom that he'd locked himself in. Gojyo sat himself down on the end of Hakkai's bed, not really wanting to go over to his own bed and feel lonely.

Red wine eyes scanned the slightly shorter yet thin youth in front of him, who was still in deep thought about something, from the way he hadn't stopped staring into space. Knowing Hakkai it may have something to do with which route they'd be taking after they left here to continue their journey west, or he could yet again be thinking back into his past.

“'Kai” Gojyo spoke quietly, hoping the sound of his voice could arouse Hakkai from his deep thought, however it hadn't worked. With a slight moan of irritation Gojyo placed a hand on Hakkai's arm and gently shook him.

“Hakkai?”

Hakkai glanced up to the kappa, his smile automatically coming onto his face.

“Ah, I see you've come out.”

“Yeah. Can I ask you something?” Gojyo said while shifting his hand as Hakkai sat up so Gojyo could have a bit more room on the bed. Gojyo took this as an opportunity to lie down.

“Sure you can, you shouldn't need to ask me if you can, Gojyo.” He replied, trying not to show any disappointment in his words. Gojyo knew fine well that he only had to tell him to sit down and shut up so he could talk to him and god only knows how many times he had to remind his friend about that small fact.

“I know, sorry…Well, it's about Sanzo…Why do you think he hates me so friggin' badly?” The red-haired man asked, now lying back on the comfy bed, staring at the ceiling like Hakkai had earlier. Hakkai's brow rose slightly at his friends' question.

“I don't think he does hate you, Gojyo.”

“Really? Well if that's his way of saying he likes me I don't want to think what he'd be like if he truly hated me.” Gojyo replied sarcastically obviously not convinced one bit with Hakkai's words. Hakkai looking a bit taken back from the reaction sighed inwardly, how could he prove to the kappa that the priest didn't hate him?

He could see that Gojyo was really irritated with it to, the way his scarlet bangs covered his narrowing eyes, and the way he was beginning to fidget about on the bed.

“Goddamn good for nothing priest…damnit, why does he have to be such a fucking prick?” Gojyo muttered whilst putting a hand over his face, the salty tears once again stinging at the back his eyes, threatening to surface. Hakkai didn't know what to say now he already knew that Gojyo thought that Sanzo truly hated him and the next thing he knew, Gojyo sat up, both hands now covering his face. Hakkai frowned a little, the whole thing with Sanzo was really getting to him.

 

Without thinking twice about it, Hakkai scooted over closer to Gojyo, an arm winding around his waist, pulling him closer to his own body, hoping it would bring some comfort. He was the only one of the group that Gojyo would allow to see him like this. If he were to be like this in front of Goku, he was sure that the kid would use it against him, call him a cry baby and what not…and he'd just die if Sanzo were to see him in his current state. Gojyo blinked in the darkness under his hand, his heart felt as though it skipped a couple of beats when Hakkai pulled him closer.

`Goddamnit! Hakkai doesn't like you that way…stop thinking unnecessary thoughts you idiot!' Gojyo yelled at himself inwardly. He wiped away at any tears that managed to make their way onto his face before looking up at Hakkai with a small smile of thanks. Hakkai smiled back at him but never removed his arm from the taller male, this made Gojyo blink again. He didn't do anything about the situation nor had he said anything about it; instead he bowed his head in thought, propping his elbows on his knees where his hands would then support his chin. His eyes caught something out of the corner, they glanced down to Hakkai's pants where a bulge was starting to form, and his youkai friend had to have noticed it, there was no way that he possibly couldn't have not noticed it. A slight unnoticed blush spread across the kappa's cheeks as he let his thoughts slip a little, that familiar feeling coming from his own lower half.

Hakkai was glancing down at Gojyo, noticing the bulge just from the angle he sat at, a menacing looking smile spreading onto his lips; maybe he should make a move on him after all. Gojyo shut his eyes tight trying to make it look like he was just in deep thought, not that the pain below was beginning to get a little unbearable, never again will he wear such tight jeans. Hakkai's smile grew wider, noticing that this was a chance to help Gojyo relieve the strain. The arm that was no longer wrapped around Gojyo's thin body had made its way up to his face, his hand taking hold of Gojyo's chin and making him turn his head towards himself. With the kappa's eyes still closed tightly he leaned in, tilting Gojyo's head upwards very slightly so that his lips connected with his own.

Gojyo's eyes flew open once he realised what was happening to him. The blush on his face spread, making him look like a beetroot. Hakkai's good eye opened oh so slightly just to catch a glimpse of this slightly stunned half-breed in front of him. A slight moan escaped Hakkai as he ran his tongue along Gojyo's lips asking permission to enter, Gojyo's mouth parting a little, just enough for Hakkai to enter. There was another moan this time from the red haired kappa as he now came to his senses and began battling Hakkai's tongue with his own.

 

Sanzo who was in the room next to Gojyo and Hakkai looked up from his paper, he could have sworn he'd heard something from the other room and then when he had clearly heard Gojyo moaning he put the paper down. It was now bugging him slightly, if Gojyo went through to the room first and Hakkai followed…either he was going mad or they were sharing some needy female that was close by, but he couldn't hear anything belonging to a female…curiosity was getting the better of him. Standing up from his chair and stubbing the cigarette out on the table's ashtray he sauntered on over to the wall and pressed an ear up against a hollow part of the wall and listened in on what was happening. What he heard next confirmed that fact he needed, there was indeed no female being present in that very room that Gojyo and Hakkai shared. He didn't know that Hakkai and Gojyo got up to that sort of thing. At the same time he was beginning to feel weird, it was time to pull away from that wall…only it wasn't about to happen anytime soon.

`Damnit Sanzo…MOVE away from the godforsaken wall already!' He hissed at himself. His body however not responding to those words that he'd commanded. It looked like he'd be stuck here until he could actually pry himself away from the racket that was now going on, maybe he shouldn't have chosen such a hollow piece of the wall.

 

“Sanzo? I'm back with the shopping!” Goku announced from behind the closed door, this is just what Sanzo needed, a distraction. Now able to pry himself away before Goku came in, he scooted on over to the table and sat down…feeling strangely uncomfortable below, he desperately tried to ignore it, also trying to ignore the images he was beginning to get of the two in the other room as well as trying his damn best not to go red in the face from the embarrassment he was beginning to feel. He lifted up his paper again and resumed reading it from a random paragraph as Goku came in, dragging the bags with him and setting them beside the cabinet beside Sanzo's bed.

“I'm bushed!” Goku announced after placing the last bag beside the others and collapsing in a heap on his own bed across from Sanzo's bed.

“Goku.” Sanzo began his face still hidden behind the paper. Goku's head lifted slightly and golden orbs instantly locked onto the monk.

“Yeah?”

“Do you have my card?” asked the priest. Goku's eyes widened a little and soon began searching his clothes for it, finally retrieving it from the back pocket of his trousers he got up and walked the short distance to the table, setting the card down and walked back to the bed with a small smile. Collapsing back onto the soft mattress he buried his head into the feathered pillow under him and soon slipped into his own little world.

Sanzo picked his card up still without tearing his gaze from the same word he had his eyes on since he picked it up, and put it away. With a defeated sigh he finally set the paper back down on the wooden top. It was nearly dinner and he was feeling like shit, more than he'd usually like to. Goku seemed to have been worn out completely from the shopping trip, Gojyo and Hakkai were next door having `fun' with each other and here he was feeling left out… wait a minute, since when did he, Genjyo Sanzo even consider being left out of their fun? Gritting his teeth together in frustration he reached into his jeans pocket and took out his cigarette pack, tapping one out from the box and reached for his lighter…only to find that it wasn't wanting to light. Sanzo's eyes glared at the cigarette that dared to not light.

`Just fucking wonderful…' He growled inwardly, placing the unlit cigarette onto the table. The only other person in the group that smoked was Gojyo…who owned a lighter…who was through in the other room. Yep he was pretty much screwed for a cigarette.

 

In the other room, the now quieter moaning between Hakkai and Gojyo was beginning to calm down as Gojyo finally came inside Hakkai. Panting hard he pulled out of his partner and slid back onto the soft matress beside him, looking up into his emerald coloured eyes, a slightly triumphant smirk appearing on his lips, which Hakkai smiled gently at.

“Who'd have thought, that you of all people could be so feisty?” Gojyo said with a soft hearty laugh. He had found that somewhat cute of the brunette next to him. Hakkai was quiet and cheery, - Although there were the few occasions where you couldn't tell if he was joking or not- when around others but quite the feisty playful little creature when he was in bed. Hakkai just laughed at the comment, he never thought Gojyo would be that excellent in bed, it's what made him wild and Gojyo knew fine well.

“You don't suppose anyone heard us do you?” Hakkai asked, blushing slightly as he snuggled up closer to the half-breeds chest, Gojyo grinned daringly at the question. By anyone he assumed that Hakkai meant the blonde prick-headed priest next door.

“Screw anyone that did hear us.” He replied with a laugh as he wrapped his arms around Hakkai's thin frame. Gojyo buried his chin into the soft chocolate brown messy hair, breathing in Hakkai's scent at the same time.

“Hey, `Kai you don't suppose we could stay like this for a while longer before we have to accompany the idiot and his pet at dinner do you?” He asked as Hakkai got comfy on his chest. Hakkai smiled a little.

“Sure we can.” He replied before drifting off to sleep. That little adventurous session that he and Gojyo just had, had worn him out completely, and he was pretty damned sure that Gojyo himself was worn out from it to. They both deserved a rest from that.

Gojyo nuzzled at the top of Hakkai's head, hearing the light snore coming from him.

`Heh, cute.' Gojyo thought to himself as a smile took over his smirk, and it wasn't before long that he fell asleep to.