Saiyuki Fan Fiction / Saiyuki Reload Fan Fiction / Saiyuki Reload Gunlock Fan Fiction ❯ Confusion ❯ Realisation ( Chapter 3 )

Disclaimer: Don't own Saiyuki or any of its characters they belong to Kazuya Minekura.

 

Author: Mairi.

 

Warnings: Yaoi hints, Shounen-Ai, maybe some slightly OOCness,

 

Summary: There's a great awkward atmosphere around Sanzo, Gojyo and Hakkai as Sanzo accidentally listened in for a bit to what his other two friends were doing. Sanzo's beginning to feel something for the kappa but just what is it he's feeling?

 

Author Note: This chapter had a little more Yaoi in it other than Shounen-ai =P And it's also my second go at trying a scene out. Enjoy.

 

Pairings: Hakkai x Gojyo, Sanzo x Gojyo, Sanzo x Gojyo x Hakkai.

 

 

Chapter 3

 

“Oi, monk! Would you hurry up and come into the freakin' room already? I refuse to talk to you with the door open!” Gojyo called, managing to make Sanzo snap out from another daze.

“Yeah…just coming…” He replied, entering the room and closing the door behind him, now leaning against the closed door. Gojyo eyed the priest from where he sat on his bed, now half naked since he'd decided to remove his top and discard it on the floor. He could tell that something was up with the blonde, he wasn't usually this hesitant not to mention he wasn't the type to come and see him out of the blue, especially after they'd had an argument or fight.

“Hey…Sanzo, are you ok?”

Sanzo looked up to the taller youth on the bed, realisation of how he was acting kicking in. He sighed before trying to act like there was nothing wrong with him.

“Of course I am you stupid kappa, what makes you think that I'm not?” He spat back, though he never meant to sound as harsh as he did. Gojyo looked taken back for a moment, his eyes narrowing a little bit.

“So if nothings wrong, why did you come here?” He asked, lowering his tone a bit. Either Sanzo was acting it or he just found it really funny to wind him up. Sanzo shut up, not knowing what to say to him. Staying quiet he lowered his head, why couldn't he apologise like he was going to? Gojyo got up from where he sat, a small sigh coming from him, he'd figured that Sanzo was indeed putting on an act. He made his way over to the monk surprising him as he placed his hands on the door at either side of his head.

“Sanzo?” Gojyo spoke, getting the monk to lift his head making the high priest lock his eyes with his own. Sanzo again tried to put on the tough look and gave Gojyo a hard glowering stare as he tried to shove the kappa away from him, Gojyo not giving in so easily.

“Goddamnit Sanzo! Quit being such a fucking prick and tell me what you want already!” He yelled in annoyance taking the monks arms in each of his hands and tightened his grip as he pinned them above his head. Sanzo looked like he'd cowered for a moment in Gojyo's eyes.

“You damn kappa…let go…” Sanzo replied, backing down at the same time. Gojyo released his grip on the priest hearing the timid tone in his voice, he was obviously trying to say something to him and it wasn't easy obviously. Without a word Gojyo went back over to the bed and lay down, waiting for Sanzo to say something.

 

Meanwhile in town Goku and Hakkai were wandering around. Goku was a little confused; he'd already done the shopping for their supplies earlier so why were they actually wandering around?

“Hakkai…why are we wandering about if we've already got everything?”

“I know we have, my friend.” He replied with a smile, he knew the real reason he'd dragged Goku out. He knew Gojyo was probably wanting some time with the monk, he had to help his friend somehow.

“Huh? Come on Hakkai, tell me the real reason why we're out here…” The monkey whined, he didn't like it when he didn't get to know anything that was going on. Hakkai gave a small laugh and continued to not tell him why.

“Maybe…when you're older.” He replied simply his smile keeping on his face.

“Hakkai, you're turning into that stupid kappa and Sanzo…and besides, I'm older than the three of you so I should be allowed to know!”

“Maa, maa Goku. Shall we go get something to eat?” Hakkai asked trying to get the lighter brunette to think of food other than why they'd really left. Goku's eyes lit up when the taller male mentioned his most favoured word.

“All right!”

Hakkai just smiled a little as Goku ran ahead of him to find the nearest place that sold some meat buns. He soon followed him, trying to think of what they could do for a while before heading back.

 

Back in the room, in the hostel the group were staying at, Sanzo had finally made his way over to the bed that Gojyo lay on and sat on the edge. Gojyo glanced over to the monk, he'd appeared to have returned to his usual self, and looking pissed off at something he raised an eyebrow as Sanzo shifted from the end of the bed to the top of it. The silence was beginning to get really irritating again, first he had the nerve to piss him off with what he'd done earlier and then he thinks he come over to his and Hakkai's room and toy with him? There was something that didn't seem right here, he hadn't acted like Sanzo as such just moments ago, what was up with that? With an inward sigh he brought himself to speak to the blonde.

“So, was there anything in particular you wanted, Sanzo or did you plan just to sit here all night and say fuck all to me?”

Sanzo glanced to the red head through narrowing violet eyes, he wasn't sure what he wanted but he wasn't going to admit such a thing to Gojyo. The kappa stared at Sanzo, waiting for him patiently to answer him. Sanzo only wanted to apologise and it was indeed hard for him to say it, especially after he realised he was in the wrong. However when he had come through to the room and had gotten pinned up against the door by Gojyo he felt funny inside, as if he'd wanted Gojyo that close to him…or closer. His mind started to play games with him, something told him he wanted the red head below him, and something told him he should apologise and threaten him straight after it with his gun to his head of course.

He didn't know who was more shocked at his next actions himself or Gojyo as took told of his chin to hold his head still as he leaned his head forward towards the kappa. Gojyo's eyes widened a little in surprise mostly as Sanzo caught his lips with his own pulling him into a kiss. Sanzo could feel his face go red, with a mixture of irritation and embarrassment especially after Gojyo had returned it, adding that little bit of heated passion to it. It was a couple of minutes later before Sanzo pulled away from the kiss, a slight moan of protest coming from the other below him. Violet eyes locked with ruby red eyes as they stared at each other not knowing what to say to each other now.

 

Gojyo in the back of his mind thought that Sanzo may have just come to his senses and would bring the fan down upon his skull or have the gun trained at his temple. He let his eyes tear away from Sanzo's violet orbs momentarily to look over his slim frame carefully. He could also feel a familiar feeling from below, hidden away in his pants hopefully hidden from sight from the monk too otherwise things could possibly get out of hand a little bit or he thought it would, considering this was Sanzo he was faced with and not Hakkai. It took him another minute or so to regain the will to talk to the priest.

“Shit…where the hell did that come from?” He asked now locking his eyes back with the monks. Sanzo didn't speak, he simply stared at Gojyo, his eyes putting across that he didn't know where it had come from, words failed him.

Sanzo got up from where he had been sitting, he didn't know what to say to Gojyo now, that was probably another apology he owed him, since he was the one that done it. He halted in his pace as the kappa wrapped a firm hand around his wrist, preventing him from moving another step forward.

Why did he stop him from leaving? He had to be alone right now to figure out what was going on in his head; the frustration was killing him more or less. He let out a small protesting yelp as Gojyo yanked his wrist towards him, making him fall back onto the bed. Sanzo landed on Gojyo, literally, his chest rested upon the water sprites side. He pushed himself up with his arms, a scowl making an appearance on his face.

“You bastard! Why did you stop me from leaving?” He spat, violet eyes sending a death glare in Gojyo's direction. Gojyo smirked a little at Sanzo he looked so damned sexy trying to deny that he wasn't wanting him. Sanzo's face appeared to get a little redder just now.

“What? Do you mean to tell me that you wanted to leave?” Gojyo asked, trying his best to look hurt by the fact that Sanzo really had wanted to leave the room.

“I…uh…Shut up.”

“Hm? I see, so that's what's been bothering you the past day or so? You've been pining for me.” Gojyo replied his small smirk turning into a triumphant grin as Sanzo looked away quickly, showing that it was true. Sanzo sighed a little, before turning his attention back to Gojyo.

“I…I've been feeling a little weird inside for a while now, I don't know what's wrong with me. Also, I heard what you and Hakkai were doing the other night.”

“Oh? You did, did you…and did you like what you heard?” He asked, his hand inching towards the priests neck and coming to rest on the back of it, beginning to rub it with his thumb soothingly. Sanzo closed his eyes, his teeth gritting together as he tried to prevent the rising build up that would turn into a moan of pleasure if he were to let it out. Trying to get himself together he tried to scowl at the half demon while pulling himself away from Gojyo's hand.

 

Sanzo couldn't help but accept the feeling he was getting from Gojyo stroking at the side of his neck with his hand, he didn't want him to know that he was enjoying the tingly feeling he was getting from it. He found the half breed more than good looking, he found him down right sexy as hell and he wasn't entirely sure why he thought of Gojyo that way at all. It was true that he didn't want to leave, and he'd almost cursed himself for telling Gojyo that he'd listened in on him and Hakkai having sex in this room only a day ago. The part that he never told him was that he enjoyed listening in, and he could only wonder what would have happened if Goku hadn't turned up when he did.

He must have spaced out there because Gojyo had his hand back on his neck, stroking it again. Just as he was about to pull away from him again, the kappa spotted the intended movement and pulled Sanzo towards him pulling him into a kiss. Sanzo let out a muffled cry, trying to get himself away from the pervy water sprite; Gojyo however had clamped a hand tightly around his wrist to stop him from trying to escape.

Gojyo had been turned on by Sanzo a great deal. The thought of him listening, or better yet watching him and Hakkai go at it and wanking himself off just seemed like a good idea to him. He forgave the priest for pissing him off a great deal earlier and all the other times, he now thought of what Sanzo would be like. He didn't know if the monk had, had sex before he was just guessing he hadn't. Maybe it was time to see if he had or not, and if he hadn't then the more fun for him. After Sanzo relaxed a little, he put a bit more passion and need into the kiss while his free hand began to roam his body.

Sanzo kept making hesitant noises after he had relaxed a bit, and hardly made a noise after Gojyo began kissing him harder, allowing the kappa to place his tongue inside his own, he liked it, and had soon flicked his own tongue against Gojyo's asking permission to enter his mouth which was granted. The urge to moan out loud like Gojyo was doing was beginning to get greater, each time the water sprite tried to do battle with his tongue, it turned him on a lot more, then when Gojyo had ran a hand from his neck down his back, then his side to his chest it was all too much for him. He moaned without realising he had. Gojyo had a small smile on his face he'd longed to hear that from the monk. Gojyo knew what he was doing after all he was more experienced in this field than Sanzo.

 

Gojyo's next move made Sanzo panic a little as he tried to tug at his robes. He pulled away from the kiss that he and Gojyo were enjoying and turned his eyes to him, that hint of uncertainty showing through his glazed over look. Gojyo got the hint, he could tell that he was unsure of it, maybe it'd be better to leave that play until later, or would it? He didn't have to fuck his brains out yet so to speak, he could however do other things. But all the same he wanted the monk naked he flashed the priest a small reassuring smile, bringing the hand that had been tightly fitted around his wrist up to his neck, stroking the side of it that had seemed to calm the monks nerves a little bit. He could have sworn Sanzo purred at the stroking, even if it was just very faint moaning.

“It's ok I won't make you do anything you don't want to do. I'm not that low. But I do want you to undress.” He said in a soft tone, and it seemed to have convinced Sanzo as he nodded and pulled away from Gojyo to stand up and undo his robes, letting them drop to the floor, he then removed the black leather undergarments he had on his torso, letting them join the pooling fabric around him. All that was left on him were his jeans he hadn't any boxers on today. Gojyo had noticed the slight bulge that showed through the jeans, it was a turn on. He slid his shirt off quickly and his trousers and boxers quickly followed it onto the floor. His eyes kept on the priest as his hand slid over his own chest, making its way down to his groin and wrapping firmly around his own erection.

Sanzo watched Gojyo take off his own clothes within what seemed to be seconds and take hold of himself, he felt a slight tingle of pain coming from his own erection that he now had. He undid the belt and soon the fly of his jeans before whipping them off, the fact that he had no boxers on to begin with had got a nice moan out from the red head on the bed. Sanzo was unsure of what to do at the moment, should he go back to where Gojyo lay or should he stand here and copy Gojyo's movements? His silent thoughts were soon answered by Gojyo beckoning him towards the bed.

`I can't believe I'm letting myself do this!' He growled to himself as his feet led him over to the bed, where he got on and lay down next to the kappa once he'd moved over a little. Gojyo took his hand off his own hard on and brushed against the priests' chest. His skin had a silky smooth feel to it. He heard Sanzo's breath catch as he ran his hand down to the lower half of his body, teasing the erection by simply brushing his fingers against it. Sanzo let out a hiss, as if the teasing was getting unbearable for him. Being frustrated with feelings was one thing but beginning to get sexually frustrated was a whole different kettle of fish indeed. Gojyo grinned a little more, now taking Sanzo into his hand, clasping his hand firmly around the blondes still growing hard on and stroking it a couple of times. Damn the monk was hotter when nude. He was rewarded for his actions with a gasp of pleasure from Sanzo it looked like he was pushing all of the right buttons on him. Sanzo's hands began to wander to, one found its way to Gojyo's hair and took hold of a good amount of the red strands, bundling it up inside a fist and pulled, Gojyo let out a small yelp as he never expected Sanzo to do that with his hair, he let it slide and let the monk continue on pulling his hair. Sanzo's other hand was trailing itself down his body, and even though the monk hadn't probably done this sort of thing before he must have known unconsciously what he was doing when he played around with his nipples trying to get each one hard by fondling it roughly, and it was working. Gojyo moaned lightly, letting him know that what he was doing was working.

 

Gojyo pushed himself up on his free arm and leaned over the blonde a little more, trying to get him under him, he brought his head down along with the lower part of his body, removing his hand that was still wrapped around Sanzo's cock, Sanzo giving a slight disappointed moan as he done so. Gojyo's grin widened even more, here he was not dreaming for once, with Sanzo on his bed and moaning at him.

“Aw, what's the matter? Did you like that?” He questioned as the blonde gave another small whine, wanting Gojyo to go back to what he was doing to him just seconds ago, it had felt so good to him to. Sanzo didn't know why he hadn't tried this sooner.

“Un…” He replied in an almost whisper, Gojyo nodded his head a little before pressing his own erection against Sanzo's, getting a slightly louder moan from the monk. He pulled away just as quickly as he'd pressed up against him, another disappointed moan coming from the blonde priest under him. He'd try something else…he wanted to see just what got the louder moan out of him, whether it was him jerking him off, or him being sucked off by the kappa himself. Sanzo's eyes followed Gojyo's movements, wondering what he was doing, his hands leaving him as he moved further and further down his body. He went back to giving a few moans of pleasure as Gojyo stroked him again, a little harder than last time as well as spreading his legs just a little wider for what he was about to do. What he didn't expect was a warm wetness around his member, a good feeling one at that.

Ruby orbs glanced up to the blonde looking for his reaction as he began moving his mouth along the priests shaft, softly and gently at first watching the blonde squirm from the pleasure he was getting from it, his hands balled into fists as they took hold of the bed sheets…if that how he was reacting when he was being gentle he dared to see what his reaction would be if he were to go down on him just a little harder. He got his result when the priest struggled to sit up and place both hands on his head and forced him to take him deeper into his mouth. Gojyo almost swore as he was brought really close to the edge almost coming just from that forceful pull on his head. He was happy to oblige to Sanzo's silent order. It wasn't that long until the monk had come close himself, and released his seed into Gojyo's mouth, who'd gladly welcomed the salty taste. There was a long held moan as the priest had come.

Sanzo flopped back onto the cool mattress beneath him, letting go of Gojyo's head, panting heavily, what had just happened? He felt like he'd just got rid of a lot of problems that had been stored away for years upon years in one orgasm. A tingling sensation overcame him and sent him into a daze. It was if he'd needed that since he first laid his eyes on the kappa. When his mind finally got back to reality he looked down at Gojyo, who'd by now swallowed most of what the priest had given him, the rest left dribbling down his lower body and now knelt over him, his hand slowly pumping his straining erection. He went to lift himself up, only to find that he couldn't summon up the strength to do so, he rested on his elbows for now, his violet gaze locking with Gojyo's pretty fiery ruby coloured gaze. He didn't think he would be this submissive to the kappa, and he doubted Gojyo would think it either.

Gojyo helped the priest sit up a bit more and then held his cock at his mouth, the tip brushing against the priests lips gently and encouragingly. Sanzo hesitated a little bit, he didn't know if he could do it.

“Try it, you won't know if you like it or not” Gojyo said, his guess was true, Sanzo was a virgin. Something he was glad of, he had actually wanted to be the one to take his virginity since he began liking him. Sanzo edged his head towards Gojyo's shaft, opening his mouth hesitantly to place it round the thickness. He could trust Gojyo, and knew that he had meant it when he said he wouldn't force him to do anything he didn't want to do.

 

Gojyo coaxed him a little more, bringing him to take the tip into his mouth. He could feel the priests tongue slide over the tip, rather in a teasing like manner also bringing him that little bit closer to his own release, he couldn't finish just yet no matter how nice it was to finally have the monks' mouth around his straining cock. He ran a hand through the blonde hair finding it unbelievably soft and very fine, he liked it. He gently tried to get him to take more of his length into his mouth, as much as he felt he was able to take anyway. Sanzo complied and stretched his mouth that little bit wider so he could take more of him in. Gojyo rested his free hand on the headboard of the bed, gripping it tightly as he resisted the urge to thrust into his mouth.

Sanzo stopped with feeling around with his tongue and started to do what the water sprite had done to him and sucked at him gently getting used to the feeling of it. He had to admit that he liked this, a lot. It took him roughly a couple of minutes to get used to the feel before he tried to move his head a little faster on the kappa's shaft. The hand that Gojyo had kept on his head tightened its grip as he was still trying to control himself from thrusting into him and startling him. That was something on Gojyo's to do list actually he would remember to tell Sanzo to thrust next time he'd gone down on him.

Gojyo let out a gasp as Sanzo had gone to the lengths of deep throating him without warning, he hadn't expected Sanzo to try that either the feeling he was getting from it though was something else, a couple more and he would come, however he didn't want the monk to choke on his seed and so pulled himself out of his mouth and told him to leave his mouth open as he jerked himself a couple more times before coming over the priests face, managing to aim some into his mouth, which Sanzo hadn't complained about as of yet anyway. He panted hard and heavily as he lowered himself away from the monks face and collapsed onto his side next to him, now bringing his cum covered hand up to the priests face which Sanzo looked at and got the hint.

His tongue flicked out, lapping up the semen bit by bit, some in short licks and others in longer held licks. Gojyo gave him a small smile, glad to see that he was enjoying and had enjoyed it.

Sanzo felt exhausted just from that, he was still panting hard from when he had come and was now too tired to move away and go back to his own room. Besides that however, he didn't want to leave Gojyo's side.

Gojyo removed his hand from the monk bringing it to his chest, feeling his heartbeat, which was still racing, Sanzo seemed a little dazed still from that small session and he couldn't help but capture the monks' lips with his own. After a minute of a lovingly gentle shared kiss, he got up, asking the monk kindly to get up to, Sanzo got up although he still felt weak in the knees. Once he drew back the covers he slipped under them, waiting for Sanzo to join him again. The blonde went under the covers whether he intended to do that or not.

 

“Did you like that then?” Gojyo asked as he took hold of the priest and brought him closer to his body, Sanzo seemed to have gone back to his usual self quickly however and tried to squirm out of the hold that he had on him.

“Oi, come here. I only want a hug Sanzo.” He said, wrapping a hand around one of the priests' wrists again. Sanzo calmed down a bit, a lot easier to than what he would have normally and settled down beside Gojyo, one of his arms dragging across his chest to his shoulder, the hand resting there while he allowed Gojyo to embrace him, to him it felt like a protective hold and he didn't mind it in the slightest. His head came to rest on Gojyo's chest, his skin felt smooth and soft even though both of them were drenched in sweat.

Sanzo soon felt himself drifting off into a deep well earned rest before Gojyo repeated his question, to which he simply nodded in reply as he closed his eyes, drifting off this time. He liked what happened, and he liked being held by the kappa.

Gojyo watched him drift off to sleep, a small grin spreading across his lips as he to settled down, his arms keeping hold of the priest firmly. Hopefully no one would bother them for a good few hours at least, he'd been longing for this moment for ages now.