Saiyuki Fan Fiction ❯ Afterhours Songfic ❯ Afterhours Songfic ( Chapter 1 )

Author's Note: I make no claims on anything. All rights apply to the original creator of Saiyuki. The song used is “Afterhours” by the band Covenant and rights for that apply to them.

 

 

AfterhoursSongfic

 

 

Ahhhh, together as one….

 

I have devils on my mind

And the hour's getting late

There's nothing more to have

I'm waiting for the day

The weeks are passing by

Thinking of the days

I want to burn myself again

I want to violate you

 

 

~Ni~

 

I have devils on my mind. Actually, just one devil. A demon prince. A spectacular specimen really. Quite unexpected. But, that's the way of things in my life. Nothing turning out quite the way I anticipated despite careful planning and training and accounting for every possibility. As much as one struggles against Fate, She always wins out in the end. I sighed and tossed my pen down. I wasn't focusing on my work because of a certain demon prince and the hour was getting late. There was nothing more to be had from the latest round of experiments. Maybe tonight would be the night when my carefully laid plans would come to fruition.

 

“How long do you thing Kougaiji can resist himself, Bunny?” I asked stroking a finger over soft fur as I wandered down the hall.

 

I'd been waiting for the day to get my evil-genius-scientist hands on the demon prince, Kougaiji and once I did, nothing went the way it was supposed to. I couldn't say I regretted that. Some of the most important discoveries were accidents. Changes in the way we thought about things were almost never preceded by the phrase “Eureka!” but by “Huh, well that was interesting”.

 

Kougaii was most definitely interesting.

 

When the opportunity presented itself to finally get Kougaiji in my grasp, I'd jumped at the chance. I'd double-talked his perpetual watchdog, Dokugakuji, into leaving Kougaiji in my care to heal him of some very serious wounds. Fixing Kougaiji's broken body wasn't difficult and could've been taken care of in a few days. Not that I'd have been willing to let go of the toy I'd wanted to play with for so long after just a few days under my tender care.

 

I'd seen something in Kougaiji's eyes when we first met and I wanted to find out if what I thought I saw when our gazes connected really was there. Curiosity was one of the greatest tools of a scientist. I hadn't expected to feel anything other than professional interest when I'd had Kougaiji stripped of his tattered clothes prior to putting him in the incubation chamber. After all, a male was a male no matter the species, right?

 

“I was wrong about that, wasn't I, Bunny?” I asked in a soft voice as I let my memories of Kougaiji's nude body slide through my mind.

 

He was lean and toned with a fighter's physique; a personal weakness of mine. Scars decorated his skin from battles he'd been in. I'd traced several of the healed wounds with my fingers before I'd been able to stop myself. His hair was silky soft and the deep red colour reminded me of freshly spilled blood. I should have left then. If I'd thought things through with my rational brain instead of allowing myself to be distracted by something I found so very beautiful and erotic….

 

“Ah, but what's done is done and I'm not sorry about it. Quite the contrary,” I assured Bunny.

 

Weeks had passed by before I determined Kougaiji was ready for what I intended. I'd been thinking of the days I could spend playing with what I meant to be my newest toy. I never anticipated Kougaiji would be as strong mentally as he turned out to be. His turning the tables on me, I hadn't predicted. Or, maybe I'd subconsciously allowed things to continue on this new course because I wanted to burn myself again. Years had gone by since I'd been able to indulge myself as I wanted. I needed to be patient and not try and rush things. My work always produced the desired results in the end.

 

The figure of a man stalked with purpose towards me. The long hair swishing from side to side in time with the long strides identified the man as my current obsession and a smile touched my lips.

 

“See, Bunny? Patience is always the key,” I said softly stopping to wait for Kougaiji to come to me.

 

I didn't protest when Kougaiji grabbed my by the throat and slammed me against the wall. In all honesty, I'd been waiting for him to react to the prompts I'd given him while he was under my gentle care.

 

“I want to violate you,” Kougaiji said in a low voice filled with frustration next to my ear.

 

A shiver of delight passed through me at his words and the feel of his warm breath against my skin. This is what I'd been missing for oh so long. This was the reaction I'd hoped to achieve when I whispered to him in the dead of the night as he floated in my special cocktail of nutrients and stimulants. I knew if I said the right things at the right time, his personal control would weaken and we could have what we both truly desired. There was nothing I enjoyed more than a little consensual violence.

 

“What makes you think you get to do what you want?” I asked in a soft voice even as my hips moved to press against Kougaiji. I wanted, no, I needed to push him past the edge of control I could feel him skirting.

 

“Because I'm stronger than you. I heard you whispering to me late at night when I floated in that fucking tank. I heard every word you said to me. I think you wanted me to hear all those sick, perverted things you said you enjoyed doing and having done to you. Now, I can't stop thinking about it and I want to do those things to you. What the fuck did you do to me?” Kougaiji snarled softly even as I felt his teeth graze the skin of my throat.

 

“Do? Why would I do anything like that to you? Maybe you dreamed you heard me saying those things because, deep inside, you want to do those kinds of things, too. Maybe you've been searching for somebody you can share those fantasies with,” I said with a little smile knowing that my superior-looking smirk would annoy him and goad him into more violence.

 

I was not disappointed. Kougaiji knocked Bunny from my hand and locked his fingers around my wrist, pulling my arm up painfully behind me. His claws broke the delicate skin of my wrist giving me the exquisite sensation of a line of fire circling the joint. Holding back my sound of pleasure was almost a torture in itself.

 

“You said you only screw Koushu because you need to keep her happy and thinking you're doing what she wants. You said she's a boring fuck and more concerned with her hair getting messed up than real pleasure. You said you saw the same desire in my eyes for the things that you enjoy. You said you want me because you know I can give you what you really need,” Kougaiji said with a hard nip to the exposed skin of my neck.

 

“And what is it you think I need?” I asked as desire slithered through me. This was going far better than I planned.

 

“Pain,” Kougaiji replied digging his claws into the tender skin under my jaw.

 

Sharp little jabs of pain blossomed from where his claws broke my skin. I moaned softly and relaxed against Kougaiji's hold. I could feel tiny rivulets of blood making their way down my throat. This was going to hurt so good. Just thinking about how much pain Kougaiji could give me was exciting me than I thought possible. I thought I may have underestimated the level of violence this demon prince was capable of when he growled low in his throat and pressed his claws deeper into the wounds he'd just made. A giddy thrill rushed through my system at the quick spike of pain. Between one breath and the next, I was hard and Kougaiji'd barely even done anything.

 

 

I want to violate you

Ahhh, together as one

I want you to hurt me again

 

 

“I want to violate you and you want me to do it. You are seriously fucked up, Ni,” Kougaiji said between swipes of his tongue on my neck to lick up the blood he'd spilled.

 

A little breathy laughed escaped me. “You're enjoying this as much as I am. Who's really the one who's fucked up here? You want to come together as one as much as I do,” I said slipping my free hand between our bodies and rubbing the erection he had.

 

Kougaiji bared his teeth at me. He pushed his groin against my hand at the same time that the hand he had at my throat slipped away, caught the neck of my shirt and jerked down. My back arched and my head thunked against the wall hard enough for me to see black spots. His claws scored down my chest when my shirt tore, leaving four parallel, bloody rows. The desire that'd been simmering in my veins roared to life and I moaned. I tangled my fingers in his hair and yanked his head back. Screw subtly.

 

“I want you to hurt me again,” I demanded in a rough voice.

 

The demon lover I wanted since I first stepped foot in Hontou castle smiled at me with more fang than a normal person would feel comfortable seeing. I'd never been normal a day in my life and that dangerous smile only served to excite me further. Pain was the best aphrodisiac to my mind; causing it or better yet, receiving it. This was going to be the sweetest thing I'd experienced in a very long time.

 

Kougaiji jerked me away from the wall and slammed me face down on a metal table, the decorative urn on it crashing to the floor. The claw marks on my chest burned from the rough contact with the cold metal of the table. Another moan of pleasure worked its way from my throat. I felt Kougaiji's hand in the back of my lab coat and closed my eyes at the sharp sting of his claws scoring down my back as he shredded my clothes. My pants were given the same treatment and I squirmed with pleasure at the rough handling.

 

 

Ahhh, I'm never going to waste your time again

Burn your love tonight

Ahhh, I'm never going to waste your time again

We can touch the stars tonight

 

 

I was never going to need to waste my time again fiddling with Kougaiji's head. There was no need. Deep inside, he'd been warped like this before I'd ever got my hands on him. He'd repressed these desires hard, poor boy. All I'd had to do was find the key and open the lock he used to keep his sexual violence under strict control. A little nudge here and a gentle push there sprinkled with a few words of promise and a dash of drugs to ensure success and he was mine. All that honour and kindness he showed the world hid a need to do violence that we both craved. He was perfection for my twisted desires. He just needed to realize it and revel in it.

 

Kougaiji caught me completely off guard when he used my own belt on my ass. I bit my lip until it bled to keep from asking him to do it harder. Having just acquired him, I had to train my new toy carefully, coaxing him into escalating his violence to the level we both needed or he'd sense what I was doing and stop despite our both needing this recreational violence. My eyes closed in painful pleasure. My ass was burning from the loving touch of an expertly applied strapping tonight. I'd have never guessed Kougaiji possessed that particular skill. This was going so much better than I planned.

 

“I'm never going to have to waste my time being careful of my strength with you, am I? The more it hurts, the better you like it, don't you?” Kougaiji asked pressing his chest to my back and making the deep scratches throb in pain from the contact.

 

“Yes,” I said between gasps of air when he dragged his claws down my ribs. The jagged sting was exquisite and I was sure that with this level of play, I could slide into that perfect subspace of sensation I craved and touch the stars tonight.

 

I heard Kougaiji spit before the blunt head of his cock was pressed to my hole. My body shuddered and we both groaned in pleasure when he pushed inside me. It hurt but that was the extra little shove I needed to slip into the place inside my head where nothing but pain induced pleasure existed.

 

Kougaiji clamped a hand on the back of my neck and started a hard, punishing rhythm of strokes in my ass. All I could do was moan and writhe under him, panting encouragement. Every movement of mine against the table irritated the scratches on my chest. Kougaiji started to lick the wounds he made on my back, making them bleed again and renewing the stinging pain. I lost what little control I had. I yelled when I came, almost sobbing from the intense release. Kougaiji pumped my twitching ass for several more minutes before he orgasmed and collapsed over me. Shocks of pleasure travelled through my body with every spasm of his cock inside me.

 

Kougaiji laughed wickedly near my ear and I could smell the coppery scent of my blood on his breath. That aroused me again and the muscles in my ass squeezed his cock. His hand dug into my hip and his claws punctured my skin, pulling a wanting moan from me and an answering groan from him.

 

“You really enjoy this kind of pain don't you, Ni?” Kougaiji asked, grinding his hips against my ass and pressing his chest to my wounded back.

 

“Life is pain. To live is to suffer. Tell me you didn't enjoy what we just did and feel oh so very alive right now and I'll call you a liar. For this kind of pleasured torture on a regular basis, you could ask almost anything of me, my prince,” I said in a sated voice, endorphins spreading through my body and making me feel light-headed.

 

Kougaiji laughed again and slipped from me before flipping me to my back, catching me by surprise. I hadn't expected him to embrace this side of himself so quickly or whole heartedly. Not that I found a problem with that. Quite the opposite; I was thrilled. Kougaiji pushed his cock back into my thoroughly used and abused ass and proceeded to give me exactly the kind of hard, demon fuck I'd wanted since I first stumbled upon Hontou Castle and broke the seal to free its occupants.

 

 

I have devils in my mind

They refuse to set me free

My followers in crime

But you're the one I fear

Hiding from your eyes

Thinking of your skin

I want to burn myself again

I want to violate you

 

 

~Kougaiji~

 

I have devils in my mind and they refuse to set me free. The fault for that lies entirely with Ni. His fearlessness of me and what I might do to him when I'd attacked him fanned the flames of arousal I'd been battling for weeks since coming out of the incubation chamber. His cries of pleasure from the pain I caused him and the sight of the wounds I'd given him pushed my desire to new heights. I'd tried to rid myself of the need to take Ni by force and hurt him again but it was no use. The craving and need to cause my partner pain became my followers in crime. Once I'd let that part of myself free, it refused to be chained back into its dark box.

 

Ni was the one I feared now. Not that I thought he'd hurt me. That wasn't what he wanted or needed from me. No, he wanted me to hurt him and I feared how much he made me want that. What kind of honourable man was I if I took my greatest pleasure in hurting someone weaker than me for my sexual pleasure? I hid from Ni's eyes whenever I could but it was a pointless exercise in frustration. I spent much of my free time thinking of his skin, the rich smell of his blood and the taste of that blood on my tongue. My body betrayed me, becoming painfully aroused when I thought about marking him and claiming his body as mine. I wanted to burn myself again by giving in to my demonic nature and hurting Ni exactly as I knew we'd both enjoy.

 

I threw the glass I'd been holding against the wall with barely controlled rage. I wanted something I shouldn't. Dokugakuji and Yaone looked at me with worry in their eyes. They knew something was wrong but this wasn't something I'd be talking to either one of them about. Yaone started to say something but fell silent at the look I sent her way. I felt their concerned eyes on me as I left the hall but I didn't care. I needed Ni and I needed him now. He wasn't hard to find. He was almost always in his lab. He smirked at me when he saw me. He knew why I was there, the bastard. He shuffled towards me and inclined his head for me to follow him. He waited until we were half-way down a long hall before stopping.

 

“I think our prince has something he wants to tell us, Bunny. What do you think it could possibly be?”

 

I wasn't in the mood for any of Ni's games of insane genius. He was no more crazy than I was. A twisted deviant, most definitely, but not crazy by any stretch of the imagination. I grabbed his chin hard enough to bruise, the tips of my claws stopping just shy of breaking the skin. “I want to violate you.”

 

Ni smiled at me in genuine pleasure and I blinked in surprise. I'd never seen him smile like that. He was surprisingly attractive when he really smiled. He curled his hand around my arm and gave it a hard squeeze. I felt a little off balance and let go of his jaw, not sure what he was up to. With Ni, you never knew what twisted thoughts were going through his mind. He inclined his head and walked away, probably knowing I'd follow him.

 

“I was almost starting to think you hadn't enjoyed our little playtime. I'd have been very disappointed if you hadn't wanted a repeat performance,” Ni said as he led me down halls I hadn't walked in more years than I could remember. “I've been a busy boy but I think you'll appreciate my efforts.”

 

Against my better judgement, I allowed Ni to lead me to an ornate set of double doors. He pushed them open with a flourish and stepped back, allowing me a full view of the room. What I saw made my traitorous body come to full attention.

 

 

I want to violate you

Ahhh, together as one….

I want you to hurt me again

 

 

A large, four poster bed dominated the room. Gold chains dangled from the posts. The bed was made up with crisp, white sheets. Carefully placed around the room were mirrors that reflected the bed. An X-frame stood in one corner and a padded leather bench in another. A variety of whips, paddles, flogs and crops hung from hooks embedded in the stone wall. Several low tables were placed strategically around the room. Closer inspection of one of the tables showed a truly staggering selection of lubes, dildoes, vibrators, plugs, clamps, rope, gags and things I couldn't even begin to guess at. Moving further into the room, I spied a medical examination table complete with stirrups and a tray of instruments beside it. My cock stood at attention from the fantasies that zipped through my mind involving Ni lying on the table, his feet strapped into the stirrups, spread completely open and exposed and waiting with barely concealed excitement for whatever perversions I forced on him.

 

“What do you think, Kougaiji? Enough devices to keep us occupied for a little while? Naturally, if you have any suggestions or can't find something you want, I can get it, generally within the hour,” Ni said stepping into the room after me and closing the door gently behind him.

 

I should have turned and left the room obviously designed for pain, punishment and humiliation in disgust. Instead, my eyes roamed the room and plans for what I wanted to use first on Ni tumbled through my head. Inside, I felt like I'd just been given the most secret desire of my heart and my shoulders slumped in defeat. I shouldn't want this perversion so badly. The light, unexpected touch of Ni's hand on my back made me jump.

 

“This is what you are inside, Kougaiji. I knew it the moment I saw you. Do you know how rare it is to find someone willing to play these kinds of games at the level we both enjoy? I'm betting you do. Excepting our first little encounter, you've probably never had the chance to play as rough as you want to, have you? Aren't you tired of having to hide what you are on the inside from everybody? Doesn't having to curb your hunger for violence and bloodshed in the bedroom leave you unsatisfied, like you've missed something vital? I'm offering you the chance to be what you are in this room. What do you say, Kougaiji?”

 

I opened my mouth, intending to say one thing, and had something completely different slip out, “I want to violate you, Ni.”

 

Ni laughed in delight and dropped his bunny to the floor as he began stripping. “Ahhh, together as one in thought and deed then.”

 

I watched Ni shed his clothes. My eyes widened and my cock throbbed painfully when I saw what his clothes had hidden. Red leather straps with heavy metal rings were cinched tight at wrists, elbows, thighs and ankles. A series of thin leather straps wrapped around his cock and balls. Once he was completely naked, Ni spread his arms wide and slowly turned in a circle, showing himself off for me. The marks on his skin from our first encounter were already healed and showed as pink lines on his body. Blood surged into my dick and I licked my lips as memories of our previous encounter twisted through my mind.

 

“I want you to hurt me again, Kougaiji,” Ni said in a soft yet commanding voice I was completely powerless to resist. I wanted to hurt him again, too.

 

Ni watched me with growing anticipation as I approached him. There were so many things in the room that I wanted to try; I didn't know where to start. That smile of pleasure appeared on Ni's face again and he took me by the hand, leading me to the bed draped in white. He crawled to the middle and lay on his back, spreading his legs and stretching his arms over his head.

 

“Let's start out slowly for now and when you get more comfortable, we can play with the other toys. Chain me down and just use your hands and maybe a strap or crop. You know we're both going to like whatever you do. Be who you are, Kougaiji,” Ni said in a soft, coaxing voice.

 

I found myself doing what Ni instructed me to do. Once the chains were attached, I stepped back and simply stared, my mouth going dry. Ni was aroused and watching me intently. I'd never had anyone chained for my pleasure even though I'd fantasized about it often enough. The reality was much better than the dream. I reached over Ni and lightly dragged a claw down his chest, pressing hard enough to sting and raise a welt but not hard enough to break the skin. Ni arched into the touch as much as he was able and moaned softly.

 

“More,” he demanded with a shudder of pleasure.

 

 

Ahhh, I'm never going to waste your time again

Burn your love tonight

Ahhh, I'm never going to waste your time again

We can touch the stars tonight

 

Ahhh, together as one….

 

 

A soft sigh left me when I decided that it was useless to fight against what I wanted when it was being offered to me freely. I wasn't going to waste my time again denying myself something I wanted and could actually have. Nobody was being hurt by my actions except Ni and he was the one who was asking, nearly demanding, me to hurt him. If it was something between consenting adults, then I couldn't see the harm in giving in to what we both wanted.

 

I realized I enjoyed seeing Ni like this. I liked the feeling of control and power it gave me. Knowing that I didn't have to hold back on my true desires was exhilarating. I moved to the wall with the crops and straps and chose a thin, flexible one. Ni exhaled what sounded like a “yes”, his eyes glued to the crop as I approached the bed again. I raised my arm, holding it poised above Ni for several seconds before slashing it down across the tops of his thighs. He groaned and his cock twitched in its cage of leather.

 

I rained blows across his thighs, stomach, chest and arms raising welts where ever the crop touched. Ni lay motionless for the first few strikes, alternately hissing and moaning after each strike. He began writhing on the bed, panting and making the chains rattle as he tried to lean into each hit I gave him. He protested when I stopped and a smirk touched my lips.

 

“Kougaiji, don't stop. Make my skin burn tonight,” he said with a hint of command in his voice.

 

The lust in Ni's dark blue eyes was staggering. I'd never had a lover look at me that way before. Using the crop on Ni had been more arousing than I would have guessed. I shrugged out of my vest and pushed my pants down my legs. Ni's eyes followed my every move and an almost inaudible sound of need left him when he saw I was hard.

 

I climbed onto the bed between his spread legs and trailed my fingers down his legs, lightly scratching his skin over the welts I'd already raised. A heavy, wanting groan left Ni making my own desire rise higher. I bent over him and bit his inner thigh hard enough to break the skin. His hips jerked up and the chains jangled. I tasted blood in my mouth and could easily smell his arousal. A quick look over his body showed me how eager he was for me to give him the pain he wanted.

 

The head of his cock was dark and engorged and a trail of pre-come leaked from the slit. Excitement had me digging my nails into his ass, breaking the smooth skin. His breath left him on a hiss that sounded like my name when I licked the blood from the wound I'd made on his thigh. Ni in chains for my pleasure, the taste of his blood in my mouth, the sight of his abused skin and the knowledge that he wanted me to do this to him was too much for me. I wanted to draw out the play between us but arousal was riding me hard. I reached for a tube of lube from the bedside table and quickly slicked my cock. Ni twisted in the chains when I gave his hole a fast swipe with some of the lube on my fingers, a sound of desire escaping him.

 

“Stop wasting time, Kougaiji,” Ni said in a low voice. “Give me what I want and we can touch the stars together.”

 

I lined up my cock with his hole and jerked my hips forward. Ni's back bowed and the chains snapped taut as a sharp cry was forced from him. He was breathing hard, his muscles tense and his eyes squeezed closed. I flicked his nipple with a claw and tightened the hand on his hip to the point of bruising. Leaning down again, I bit him on the shoulder, once more drawing blood. As if waiting for that, all the tenseness in his body drained away and when I lifted my head, he was staring at me with what I could only call hunger.

 

“Together. As one, Kougaiji,” Ni said in a voice I recognized from the first time I'd taken him. There was pleasure in his voice and an almost dreamy contentment.

 

I made a sound of agreement and started thrusting roughly into his body, making the chains chime together. I bit him where ever I could reach; licking the blood away and making myself dizzy with the simple pleasure of being a demon and hearing the lust filled noises of my partner. Ni writhed under me, demanding I use my claws and teeth on him. My thrusts became faster as desire wound tighter through me.

 

“Jerk me, Kougaiji,” Ni ordered between panting breaths.

 

I closed my hand around his leather wrapped cock being sure to let him feel the sharp points of my claws on his sensitive skin between the straps. He pressed his head back against the mattress, tendons standing out in sharp relief. A long, low moan sounded from him at my rough touch. I drove into him and worked his cock, waiting to feel his body tense just before release. He gasped and stiffened under me with the beginnings of his release when I started to slam my hips tight to his ass with every thrust. His seed spurted between my fingers, striping his belly. His ass spasmed around my cock pushing me that last little bit towards release. I bit him hard on his chest, blood welling into my mouth and scored my claws down his ribs as my orgasm rushed through me. Ni's body jerked and he moaned from the painful pleasure of the wounds I gave him and the feel of my cock spurting in his ass. I collapsed on top of him, breathing hard, my head spinning pleasantly.

 

The smell of blood and sex was thick in my nose and my eyes half closed in delight. The coppery tang was strong in my mouth and for the first time in a very long while, I felt relaxed and at ease. I lay where I was for several minutes, enjoying the heady scent of sex and blood and man. Eventually, I reluctantly rolled off Ni and unhooked the chains from him. He lay where he was with a satisfied smile on his face. The front of his body was covered in welts, dried blood, scratches and bite marks. The once pristine white sheets were spattered with blood around Ni. A part of me was shocked that I'd been so rough. Another part of me found the marks and blood arousing and wanted to make more. I lightly traced the red, swollen teeth marks I'd made over Ni's heart with the tips of my claws and smiled when his breath caught.

 

“Even though I'm a pain junkie, I still need to come down a little from something so intense before we play again, Kougaiji. I am only human after all,” Ni said in that soft, dreamy voice that told me he was still enjoying the rush from our rough sex.

 

I tried to snatch my hand back at the mild reminder that he would need a little more time to recover than I would. Ni grabbed my wrist with deceptive strength and held my palm pressed flat to his chest. He made a sound of pleasure and I could feel the excited beating of his heart under my hand. My own heart had yet to settle down into a normal rhythm and hearing him make a noise like he just had, guaranteed it would be a while before my desires settled down.

 

“I have a key to the door of this room for you. Only you and I will have one. This will be our little after hours secret. Any time you want to play, Kougaiji, call me and I'll be here. By the same standards, I expect you to come when I call you for a little consensual violence.”

 

I watched Ni slowly push himself up and reach for a pack of cigarettes on the bedside table. He lit up before leaning back against the pillows and closed his eyes, seeming to savour both the cigarette and the dull throbbing of the wounds I was sure he was feeling by now. I wondered briefly if Ni was just playing a twisted game with me but dismissed the idea quickly. You couldn't fake the kind of pleasure I'd seen and felt rush through Ni when I'd whipped him. He'd nearly orgasmed when I first bit him and drew blood. No, whatever warped games Ni liked to play, this wasn't one of them. He'd genuinely enjoyed what I'd done to him in the name of mutual pleasure. As far as coming when he called me to this room, I'd be here with out hesitation. Now that I'd indulged myself with something I never thought I could, there was no turning back.

 

Somehow, I was sure Ni already knew that.