Saiyuki Fan Fiction ❯ Duplicity ❯ Gojyo's confused ( Chapter 5 )

 

 

 

Duplicity V

 

 

 

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Gojyo gets up and goes to the window. The sheet is wrapped around his slim waist as he blows smoke, which gets caught up with the night breeze. Sighing, he thinks about what he said to Sanzo and regrets it. When he comes back, he will apologize and sleep in his bed and leave the monk alone for the night.

 

As he walks back to the bed, he hears the door open; he looks at it anxiously, hoping the monk has returned. He has a smile on his face until he sees Goku and Hakkai. He stops in the middle of the floor and stares. They are the last people he expects to see. “What are you doing here? Where is Sanzo?” He looks over their shoulders expecting to see the monk behind them.

 

Hakkai smiles, “he wanted to change rooms. He said he forgot you snore loudly and he can't sleep in the same room with you. That's why I'm bringing Goku in here with you.”

 

“Since the monkey is sleep, why didn't you come in here instead of him? Is it because the two of you want to be alone?” He watches as Hakkai leads Goku to the unmade bed, pushes him gently, and covers him with the thin blanket.

 

“Don't be silly Gojyo. Sanzo is half-asleep as we speak. What difference does it make who sleeps where? This is Sanzo's idea after all. Did you do something to upset him?” He folds his arms looking at the hanyou.

 

“I didn't do anything to him but give him a massage. What did he tell you…oh wait, apparently he didn't say anything. He's so uptight, I didn't relax him the way I should have.” He chuckles under his breath, “I guess I'm losing my touch.”

 

“Excuse me, what do you mean by that? You didn't do anything inappropriate to him did you?” Hakkai is glaring at the hanyou.

 

Gojyo cuts his eyes at him, “What the hell is that supposed to mean? What kind of person do you think I am, Hakkai? Other than teasing that uptight, self-righteous excuse for a monk, I didn't do anything to him. Besides, what's it too you?” He looks at Hakkai wondering if he will admit to having an affair with the monk.

 

“You know how pissed he gets when you goad him and I was just wondering what you had done now. I am the peacemaker after all. A role I take seriously when it comes to all of you. You are my best friend Gojyo, remember?”

 

Gojyo looks at the chi healer with a smirk on his face, “You are, aren't you. I don't mind telling you Sanzo gets to me sometimes. It's as if he has a grudge against me or something. I know I act wild sometimes but…damn, I don't what I'm saying.” He walks over and puts his hand on Hakkai's shoulder. “The thing is, he came and got me from a game that I was winning and maybe I took my frustrations out on him. I'm sorry for causing all this trouble, so from now on I'll try and control my emotions, okay?”

 

Hakkai smiles, “That's sounds like a plan. I'm going back so I can get some sleep. It will be daybreak before we know it. Good-night Gojyo.” He turns and heads for the door.

 

“Uh, Hakkai, I think I'm going back too that bar. Since he's sleeping in your room and the monkey is here snoring as if he's sawing wood, I can't sleep anyway. Who knows, I may get lucky and find a babe to cozy up too for the rest of the night? I'll make sure I'm back by first light, okay?”

 

“Are you asking me or telling me. You're an adult Gojyo. You do what you want.” He chuckles as he opens the door, “You can always sleep in the jeep in the morning.” He walks out giving his best friend a smile before closing the door behind him.

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Sanzo is lying in Hakkai's bed. He puts his hand behind his head as he smirks to himself, “That bastard, who in the hell does he think he is.”

 

No one dictates to him or make veiled threats. Now the hanyou can sleep alone and think about his actions. The only problem is he wants the hanyou too. Getting up from the bed and not giving in was hard but somehow he managed to do it.

 

Having Hakkai as his lover seemed like a good idea at the time but…Gojyo made him almost see stars. He knows if he ever gives in and allows himself to submit to Gojyo, the hanyou will devour him and no pleading in the world will stop his headlong descent into the hanyou's dominance.

 

As he lies back thinking about what could have been, he strokes his erection lightly. `Damn what is taking so long? All he has to do is put the monkey to bed and come back. Maybe I should punish him when he gets here.' He smirks as he thinks of Hakkai tied up with a gag in his mouth. He closes his eyes and moans under his breath as he waits for Hakkai to return.

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Hakkai walks down the hall smiling, thinking of the monk waiting on him. Perhaps he is mistaken in thinking Gojyo is trying to have Sanzo. Thinking he wants the monk, is just a product of his over active imagination. It has been almost a week since he and the monk have had sex and it is getting to him. Seeing bogeymen behind every shadow is a state he has put himself into. He did come to him tonight saying he could not stand being with the hanyou one more minute. That has to mean, he misses him and wants him too.

 

He pushes the door open and feasts his eyes on the blonde. He is lying back with his eyes closed and his lips slightly parted. As Hakkai eases up to the bed, he sees a small smile and sighs in relief. He pulls his shirt over his head and drops his pants stepping out of them.

 

Hakkai sits on the side of the bed and leans over kissing Sanzo. He reaches up pulling Hakkai down on top of him, nips him on the side of the neck, and laves his tongue over the spot. The raven-haired man moans in the back of his throat and wraps his arms around Sanzo.

 

“Ahh Sanzo, I've miss holding you so much.”

 

“No talking baka…just kiss me.” He slides his tongue in Hakkai's mouth probing around and stroking his tongue. His hands slide down his back and stops at his hips. He grabs each cheek and squeezes causing Hakkai to shiver with pleasure. Moving his hand between their bodies, he strokes his erection and then pushes him on his side.

 

Hakkai lies on his back spreading his legs and Sanzo slides down his body taking his erection in his mouth. The chi-healer slips his fingers through the monk's hair moaning with every lick of his rough tongue. He laves his tongue up one side and down the other and swirls it around the top. “Yes, Sanzo…yesss that feels good, your mouth is so hot.”

 

Sanzo opens the small bottle of oil and spills some on his fingers. He rubs them together to warm them up before inserting them inside his lover. He has his head down, lifts the brunette's hips, and slides in one finger. Hakkai gasps at the intrusion and relaxes as Sanzo moves his finger around stretching him. He holds onto his erection and sucks firmly as he adds another finger and starts to scissor inside his opening, stretching him further. Hakkai has one hand balled on the sheets and the other in the monk's blonde hair.

 

He gasps and moans loudly as Sanzo strokes his sweet spot. “Ahh take me now, love! I want to feel you inside me, now! I'm about to come, Sanzo…please.”

 

The monk lifts his head up, positions Hakkai's hips, and looks down at him with a smirk, “You've wanted this? Do you think you deserve it, after all, you made me wait a long time?”

 

Hakkai looks at him with passion-filled eyes, “I'll never make that mistake again, I promise. Now give me what I want.”

 

Sanzo chuckles and slides into him halfway with one hand on the bed and the other holding his erection. He is breathing heavily with the physical exertion it takes to balance his body and not push into his lover like a mad man. He takes a deep breath waiting for Hakkai to adjust and pushes in some more. He looks down in his face, “Open your eyes. I'm all the way in and I'm about to move. Are you okay, Hakkai?”

 

He nods his head as he looks in Sanzo's amethyst eyes. Right now, they are the most beautiful eyes in the world because Sanzo belongs to him. He puts his hands at Sanzo's waist and pushes upward and Sanzo shudders as his arms tremble. “Damn Hakkai, don't do that…I almost lost it.” Sanzo starts a slow rhythm that picks up speed with every thrust. He hits Hakkai's sweet spot with every third stroke and the chi healer cries out his name. “I love you, Sanzo, I love you. Yesss, that's it, oh Sanzooo!”

 

Sanzo is thrusting inside him as he covers Hakkai's moans with his lips pressed forcefully against his. With Hakkai's shaft gripped firmly in his long slender fingers, he pumps it in time with his movements.

 

As their passion reaches its peak, Sanzo pulls his head up and throws it back as he grits his teeth in agony. His body is racked with shudders as he releases his seed inside his lover.

 

Hakkai calls out Sanzo's name that ends in a low wail. He closes his eyes and pants as the monk falls on top of him with a low groan. He whispers in the chi healer's ear, “You think you love me, huh?”

 

Hakkai sighs and wraps his arms around Sanzo. “Heh, heh, did I say that out loud? I'm sorry; I didn't mean to.”

 

Sanzo rises up and looks down in his face, “I thought this was supposed to be about the two of us having sex. If you bring love into it then we will have complications. You do understand don't you?”

 

He bends and kisses his lover on the lips tenderly and gets off the bed. He walks over to his pants and pulls out a cigarette. Hakkai watches him as he smokes, regretting his outburst. Sanzo is right; this is only about sex and nothing more.

 

He walks back to the beds and sits on the one across from Hakkai and blows smoke in his direction. “Maybe we should end this before it goes any further. I don't want you to get your emotions to involve in this.”

 

Hakkai sits up and smile over at the monk. “What kind of person has sex with someone without getting emotionally involved? Are you saying you don't care for me, Sanzo?”

 

Sanzo looks at him with a smirk on his face, “I care for you Hakkai. I care for the others too. Why wouldn't I care for you? You're an important person in this group. You just may be the most important one. However, that doesn't mean I'm in love. To tell the truth I don't know what love is, so don't feel bad it's not you, it's me.”

 

Hakkai chuckles, “That's one way to put it my dear Sanzo. You can't allow yourself to fall in love with me because you don't know how. Is that what you're telling me? I don't know what to say behind that confession. I feel pathetic right now.”

 

Now it's Sanzo's turn to laugh, “like I said, it's me not you. You're a very affection man and you deserve someone that can love you the way you deserve. I can't love you the way you want me too Hakkai.”

 

He smiles to himself, “Have you ever thought about taking your best friend as a lover? I bet that bastard will jump at the chance. He's a playboy but I think you can get him to change, if you make it worth his while.”

 

`If he takes on Hakkai as a lover then I know he was only bullshitting me. This way I will know if he is serious at all. I will love breaking him down and seeing just what makes him tic.'

 

“It just so happens, Gojyo is like a brother to me, so that would be like incest wouldn't it? You're a monk, so I know you can understand the ramifications from a relationship like that.” He looks in the monk's face and tries to hold his patent smile.

 

Sanzo lies back with his arms under his head, blowing smoke up to the ceiling. “What you do or don't do is up to you. I just made a suggestion. I'm going to sleep; tomorrow will be here before you know it.” He chuckles under his breath, “I hope Gojyo can get some sleep with Goku snoring the way he does. Then again, they may be having a contest.”

 

Hakkai narrows his eyes in the monk's direction, “I doubt if they are. Gojyo is not there. He left to go back to the bar.” He watches as Sanzo digests this bit of information.

 

The monk turns on his back, “He left?

 

“Yes, he said he couldn't sleep so he was going back to the card game. Is that a problem?”

 

Sanzo glares at Hakkai, “Why didn't you tell me this earlier?

 

“Gojyo is an adult; he can come and go as he pleases. I didn't know I had to report his every move to you. You sound upset, is it because you went to get him for nothing. He gave you a massage didn't he or were the two of you naked for another reason?”

 

“What is that supposed to mean, Hakkai? For the record we weren't naked. I had on my underpants.

 

“When I walked Goku to your room, Gojyo was wrapped in a sheet and it didn't look as though he had on any underwear. Since you said you had on yours, where are they now?” He looks around the room and not seeing them he looks sharply at the monk.

 

“I'm not having this conversation with you. If you have something to say, then fucking spit it out. Quit beating around the bush. I hate when you do this shit! You want to ask me something then say it!” Sanzo is livid as he glares at Hakkai.

 

Hakkai looks over at the monk in surprise, “What crawled up your ass! You can't speak to me that way! I only stated the obvious.”

 

“Fuck it, I'm going to sleep!” Sanzo turns on his side as he fumes about the hanyou leaving for the night. He knows he will undoubtedly pick up one of his usual sluts. Maybe he should have stayed with him. Either way he will pay for his folly.

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Gojyo is once again winning and the women are hanging around his neck. He smiles up at one with blonde hair and blue eyes. He turns back to his cards thinking about another blonde with dark passionate amethyst eyes. `He and Hakkai are probably screwing their brains out while I sit here trying to win some chump change. I hate that damn, evil monk! He knows I wanted him tonight and he let me know he wanted Hakkai. If Hakkai is the one he wants then I won't say anything else about it. Wait, why the hell should I let him get away with teasing me the way he has. I'll make him pay for this if this is the last thing I do!'

 

One of the women whispers in his ear and he gives her a big grin. “You have a room here sweetheart? I would love to follow you anywhere. Let me finish this hand and I'm all yours.”

 

He turns back to his card game, `Maybe tonight won't be a bust after all.'

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Gojyo sits on the side of the bed with his head in his hands. The blonde haired woman is leaning back on her elbows with a small smile on her face. “I have never been with a man I wasn't able to please. Is there something wrong with you?”

 

She is referring to the kappa not being able to perform with her. All Gojyo could see is Sanzo's face with a smirk on it and his eyes dark with passion. `Damn stinking monk! Why do you interfere with me now! You have Hakkai can't I at least have this woman for one night!'

 

He gets up and grabs his pants and slides them over his hips. He turns and gives her some bills, “Why don't you take this and buy yourself something pretty. I'm sorry to have taken up your time.”

 

She reaches out to him and strokes his arm, “Why don't we try again, Gojyo. This happens sometimes there, is no need to give up now.”

 

He looks down at her as he lights a cigarette. “I know when it's no good, babe. I have someone else fucking with my head right now, maybe some other time.” He takes her hand in his and kisses the back of it and lets it drop. He walks to the door and looks at her over his shoulder and winks as he heads out.

 

Taking the steps two at a time he is still thinking about the monk. With every step he takes, he gets angrier. How can he let the monk come between him and a honey like the one upstairs?

 

He grumbles to himself as he makes his way inside the inn. As soon as he gets to the landing of his floor, he can hear what sounds like arguing. He eases down to Hakkai and Sanzo's room and listens to them. He chuckles as he hears Sanzo tell Hakkai he is going to sleep. Gojyo turns and walks back to his room and flops down on his bed. He turns his head and pulls the pillow to his nose. It still has Sanzo's scent on it so he curls up with it in his arms pretending he is holding the blonde haired monk.

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The next morning Sanzo pushes the door open and spies Gojyo holding onto his pillow sleeping. `That ass-hole is smiling in his sleep. He must have bedded some slut and now he is dreaming about her.'

 

He slides his robes over his shoulders and lights a cigarette. As he blows out the smoke he walks over to Gojyo and pushes him with his bare foot. The hanyou turns as he holds onto the pillow and grunts.

 

Sanzo pushes him again with his foot but a little harder. He looks over his shoulder at Goku and shakes him awake. “Wake up, monkey. Aren't you hungry, breakfast is waiting?”

 

Goku sits up in bed rubbing his eyes, “Uh, did you say breakfast is ready? I'm starving!” He looks up in Sanzo's face and around the room seeing Gojyo, “Why am I in your room, Sanzo?”

 

“Don't worry about it. Go wash your face so you can have breakfast.” He turns from Goku and looks back down at Gojyo. “I'll be down in a minute, as soon as I wake this baka.”

 

Goku yawns and heads out the door and closes it behind him, happy that breakfast is only a moment away.

 

Sanzo watches as he closes the door and walks back over to Gojyo's bed. He takes the cigarette out of his mouth and sets it in an ashtray. He looks down at the kappa as he puts his hand out and strokes the hair off his brow. `You bastard, what did you do last night that you are smiling in your sleep. Was it a woman or a man?'

 

He pulls his hand back and slaps him on the side of the head, “Wake up you moron! You won't be sleeping late today!”

 

Gojyo jumps and grabs Sanzo's hand and pulls him down on top of him, “That shit hurts you know!” He looks up in Sanzo's face with a snarl on his own. “Or maybe you really wanted to wake me with a kiss instead, huh, Sanzo love?” He kisses the monk with a fierceness that knows no bounds. He slides his hands up the monk's back holding him in place.

 

Sanzo moans with the force and puts his arms around Gojyo's neck. He runs his fingers through the fire red of the hanyou's hair, as he kisses down the side of Sanzo's neck and nips him saying, “Why can't you belong to me, Sanzo? I want you so badly, I'm going crazy.”

 

Sanzo leans his head back giving him better access and whispers, “You don't want me. You want women and I am not a woman so you shouldn't kiss me like this. I'm not that strong when it comes to you. You always overwhelm me, Gojyo. Let me up because I don't want to come second to some bimbo you picked up in a bar.”

 

The hanyou pulls back and looks in his face, “I'll have you know I didn't spend the night with anyone.”

 

Sanzo looks at him as he gets off the bed. “Didn't you go back to the bar last night?”

 

Gojyo groans, “Yeah, I did go back and you want to know why! Because you refuse to sleep in the same room with me! What am I, poison or something? You let me kiss you and you even, allowed me to give you a blow job! Yet you can't stand to sleep in the same room with me. I give up. I don't know where your head is right now.” He gets off the bed and pulls his shirt over his head. “And just to be clear.” He turns and faces Sanzo, “I was with a woman but nothing happen because all I could think about was your evil, cold hearted, whisky-washy, ass!”

 

He heads for the door leaving Sanzo stunned. He sits back down on the bed and looks at the door. How can he believe Gojyo would pass up the chance to have sex with a woman? Sanzo stands and walks over to the table and puts on his boots. He straightens the sutras around his neck takes a deep breath and heads downstairs to join the others.

 

No matter what Gojyo says, he finds it hard to believe his only thoughts are of him.

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