Saiyuki Fan Fiction ❯ Out of time ❯ sometimes I hate you! ( Chapter 4 )

 

 

 

 

Out of Time 4

 

 

 

 

Gojyo stands at the door wondering if he should knock or just push it open. He takes a deep breath and decides to knock just to avoid being yelled at before he has a chance to speak.

 

Sanzo groans and sits up in bed, “Come in, it's unlocked!” He watches as Gojyo comes in with a grin on his face. The monk knows he wants to ask him questions about Kougaiji that he is not ready to answer.

 

“What is it Gojyo? I see you're feeling better to come all the way to my room.”

 

Gojyo bows his head as he rubs the back of his neck, “Well, I do feel better, that's for sure. I wanted to apologize for earlier…you know, with the way I acted and everything.”

 

Sanzo stares at him as he lights a cigarette. Blowing the smoke up to the ceiling, he shakes his head as he chuckles under his breath. “Since when did your sorry ass start apologizing for any of the shit you do? Why am I so special?” He narrows his eyes at the half-demon wondering when he is going to get to the point.

 

Gojyo gives him his trademark smirk, walks over to the small table, pulls a chair out, and sits down. He lights a cigarette and looks directly at the monk, “Because you're you. You're special because we all think so. We couldn't do this mission without you Sanzo. I know you have a lot on your mind and I only add to it, so I want you to know I'm sorry.”

 

The monk leans back and says with a sneer, “That's not the reason and we both know it. I can tell Hakkai told you about Kou and me and that's really, why you're here. You want to know if it's true, don't you? You want to know why I'm jeopardizing everything just to see him, am I right?”

 

Gojyo turns his lips down at the corners and glares at him. Right now, he feels like wrapping his hands around the monk's throat and squeezing until he comes to his senses. He is daring him to say something, wants him to start an argument so he can tell him to fuck off but Gojyo is not going to give him the satisfaction. Sanzo has been acting as if he is above the others and can do whatever he wants but not anymore.

 

“Now that you mention it, I would like to know if you are screwing the prince and should we be worried about you handing the Maten Scriptures over to him any time soon. I mean he is your lover or is he just a fuck buddy?”

 

Sanzo stands abruptly, walks over, and backhands him across the face, “Who in the fuck do you think you're talking too? I'll blow your fucking brains out, you bastard!”

 

Gojyo jumps up knocking the chair over and grabs his arm. “I'm talking to you! You crazy ass monk! I see you're letting your emotions rule your actions. Why are you mad at me! Hakkai thinks the same thing and if Goku knew, so would he.”

 

Sanzo jerks his arm out of his hand and turns his back on the kappa. He feels Gojyo has a right to think that but to call them fuck buddies is too much. What he feels for the prince is more than sex and Kou feels the same way. Leave it to this vulgar fool to say something like that. He should have shot him in his ass.

 

Gojyo bends down, picks up his cigarette, and puts it out in the ashtray. He walks behind the monk, raises his hands, and drops them at his sides. He bites his bottom lip and clears his throat, “Look Sanzo, I was out of line just now but you do have us worried about you. Have you ever been with a man before or is this your first time?”

 

Sanzo spins around, “What does that have to do with anything! Besides, it's none of your business, so butt out!” He glares at Gojyo with fury in his amethyst eyes, making them go dark with passion.

 

Gojyo grabs him by the shoulders bringing his body flush with his own. He assaults his lips in a bruising kiss that astounds the monk. He opens his mouth in protest giving Gojyo the opportunity to force his tongue inside. He backs the monk up too the bed where the back of his legs hit the side before he falls back.

 

Sanzo puts his hands up to push him off and the kappa takes each one raising them over his head. His body is on top of the monk's and by him, being the stronger of the two, Sanzo can't move. He tries to turn his face away and Gojyo lifts his head. He smiles down at Sanzo as he chuckles, “If you keep moving like that you're going to regret it. I only wanted to calm you down, not rape you but…”

 

“Get off me, baka! I'm going to kill you! Let me…”

 

Gojyo ducks his head down and captures his lips once again. He slides in and darts all over the inside of his mouth before gently stroking his tongue. Sanzo stops struggling and moans into the kiss. Gojyo releases one of his wrists and splays his hand across his chest as he gently tweaks his nipple through his shirt. He can feel Sanzo submitting as he runs his fingers through the kappa's hair.

 

Gojyo chuckles as he releases the other wrist and slides his hand down the length of the monk's arm and stopping at his armpit. Sanzo places his forearm at Gojyo's neck and the other one is in his hair. He pulls his head back by his hair and tightens his arm on his neck forcing his head back excruciatingly. The kappa cries out in pain as the monk pushes with all his strength to get Gojyo off him.

 

Sanzo slides from under him, jumping to his feet. Gojyo is on the bed stroking his neck as he glares at the monk with malice in his eyes. “You bastard! You didn't have to try to strangle me!”

 

The monk looks at him and smirks, “Don't underestimate me, ass-hole. I can take care of myself and the sooner you realize that the better off you will be. I don't need you and Hakkai dictating to me how to run my personal life. What I do with the prince is my business and only mine! The mission has nothing to do with it. He knows I am not giving him the scriptures and he hasn't asked for them.”

 

Gojyo sits on the side of the bed and rubs his throat, “That doesn't mean he won't ask you for them, does it? For all you know he could be leading you into a false sense of security. At some point he will ask you to give them to him, I know it. Why do you trust him so much, Sanzo? Are you in love with him?”

 

Sanzo slumps down in a chair as he puts his face in his hands and his elbows on the table. “You could never understand how I feel. To you everything is a fucking joke! You think there is a laugh in everything you say and do. Sometimes I really hate you!”

 

Gojyo walks over and squats next to his chair, “You only hate me sometimes?” He pulls the monk's hands from his face, “I don't hate you Sanzo. I could never hate you.”

 

He looks in the monk's face with a smile on his own. “You are so cute when you get all righteous and indignant. I know I shouldn't say this but when we meet up with the prince and his entourage, I plan on killing him, just so you know.”

 

Sanzo shakes his head and stands, “How do you know he won't try and kill you, baka. He already thinks you hate him…”

 

Gojyo chuckles, “as well he should…”

 

Sanzo glares at him, “Shut up! As I was saying, he thinks you hate him so I know he wants to fight you also. I need you to be careful Gojyo. When the prince is angry, he gets out of control. He may just try to kill you. He already thinks there is something going on with the two of us. However, I did tell him he is wrong to think that.”

 

Gojyo puts his hand out and takes the monk's wrist. He looks in his eyes as he says, “Why him and not me? What does he have that I don't?”

 

Sanzo tries to pull away but the kappa tightens his grip. He looks down and away, “It all started as a challenge and I lost. Things heated up from there and I found myself in the situation that I'm in now. I didn't go looking to have…to have, I don't know what you would call what we have. The only thing I do know is, when I see him my heart races.”

 

Gojyo looks at him with a frown on his face, “are you telling me you are in love with that bastard prince! Come on Sanzo you can't mean that I know. This is crazy! He has to be the first man you've been with monk. He's not the only one that can make your body come alive, Sanzo. I can do that for you. I have always wanted to make love to you.”

 

Sanzo stares at him, “What are you saying Gojyo? What kind of man do you think I am? I'm not trying to find a lover. What happen between us was purely accidental…something that was planned.”

 

“Maybe you didn't plan it but I'm sure Kougaiji did. He was staking you Sanzo. He waited until he got you alone and then he took advantage of the situation. He knows how naïve you are when it comes to the ways of the flesh, that's why I never approached you before.” He pulls Sanzo closer to him, puts his arm around his waist, and tilts his face up with a finger, “I want you Sanzo, I have always wanted you.” He bends his head and kisses him on the lips.

 

Sanzo puts his hand up against his chest as Gojyo deepens the kiss and moans into his mouth. He whispers in a husky voice, “No Gojyo, this isn't right.” Sanzo's head is swimming with untapped passion as he presses against the kappa. He slides his arms around Gojyo's waist as he moans again.

 

Gojyo backs him up to the bed and falls lightly on top of the monk not breaking the forceful kiss. This time the Sanzo is not trying to get away and that makes it all the more sweeter.

 

There is a soft knock at the door so the two pull apart and Gojyo sits up as he looks down at the monk, “You want me to answer the door?” Sanzo pulls his shirt down and swings his legs over the side of the bed. He looks at the door hoping it isn't Kou coming back for some reason or the other. He lets out an exasperated sigh, “No it's alright.” He looks towards the door and calls out.

 

“Come in, it's not locked!” He looks at Gojyo with a small smile on his face. “Nervous?”

 

“Hell nah! I'm game if you are.” He lies back on the bed with his arms under his head as the door opens.

 

Hakkai walks in with a smirk on his handsome face, “I thought I would find you here. Are you feeling better now that you're in his room?” He looks at the monk wondering what he's playing at right now. Just a few hours ago, he was in the throes of passion with the prince and now Gojyo is making himself at home in his room. This will never do and he plans to put a stop to it now.

 

“Why are you looking for me? Did something happen?” Gojyo sits up as the monk leaves his side to get a cigarette. “Give me a light too, will you?” Sanzo looks at him over his shoulder and nods. He lights his cigarette and puts the lighter under the kappa's nose to light his cigarette. He takes a deep pull and blows it to the ceiling. He looks at Hakkai and asks, “Take him back with you if you're so worried about him. But the baka seems find the way he's been carrying on.”

 

“Hey, wait a minute! I don't remember doing anything to you.” He smiles as he takes the cigarette out of his mouth, “Hakkai is acting as if he is my mother, and you know how he is, don't you?”

 

Hakkai looks from one to the other and feels as if they were talking in code. He folds his arms across his chest and frowns at them, “Gojyo, you should be in bed resting if we are leaving in the morning. I thought we would be here for a couple of days but if you're okay we don't need to delay our journey any longer than we have too.”

 

Sanzo glares at both of them, “Why don't we all go to bed and get a good night's sleep. I'm bushed anyway and all you're doing is keeping me awake. Get out and go to bed, because we leave at first light.”

 

Gojyo looks at him in surprise. He stands because he thought that maybe they would pick up where they left off once Hakkai was gone. Now the monk is throwing the both of them out. He wanted to scream in frustration at the way he has to leave things but he knows he can't push. Sanzo does look tired and since he more than likely slept with Kougaiji, he'll give him a pass. He looks at the chi-healer and nods at the door. Hakkai tells Sanzo good night and heads for the door. Gojyo looks at the monk and gives him a wink before he turns and follows him out.

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As they arrive at the kappa's door, Gojyo puts his hand on the knob and Hakkai stops him, “I think we need to talk Gojyo.” Gojyo rolls his eye, “No, what you mean is you want to give me a lecture. Sorry buddy, I don't think I'm up to it tonight.” He puts his hand to his mouth as if to stifle a yawn.

 

He opens the door and as he is about to walk inside Hakkai pushes him into the room. “You're going to listen whether you want to or not.” He walks over to the table, takes out a chair, and sits down.

 

Gojyo flops on his bed and looks at him with a smirk, “I already know what you're going to say. I should leave the monk along, right. Now I've said it so you can go back to your room.”

 

Hakkai shakes his head, “If you know that then, what are you doing? Right now Sanzo is in a confused state of mind. It's hard for him to adjust to having feelings for Kougaiji and now you want to come in and confuse him even more. That's not fair to him Gojyo and you know it.”

 

Gojyo lie back on the bed and sighs, “I know all of that Hakkai. Don't you think I have thought about that? It's just whenever I'm around Sanzo I can't help but want to put my arms around him and kiss him. I know he is mean and spiteful but I want him anyway.” He sits up and smirks at his best friend, “Don't you think I would be better for him than the prince. All he can have is heartache with him. I mean they'll on opposite sides in all of this. He was about to come around when you came barging in. I plan to help Sanzo with his mystification of the prince. I think he is stringing the monk along so he can get his hands on the scriptures. I'll do what ever I have to do to get him out of the picture and if the monk falls for me in the process than it will be worth it in the end.”

 

Hakkai stands and looks down at the kappa, “I see, you have given this a lot of thought. At first, I was under the impression you were playing with the monk because you were jealous. Now I know differently. Good luck on your quest Gojyo because you're going to need it. When I saw the two of them together, they didn't seem as though anyone could come between them and they were very passionate about their feelings. Convincing Sanzo to break it off with the prince is going to take more than you think. I'm going to bed and I will see you in the morning and don't go back to Sanzo's room tonight, okay?”

 

“Yeah, yeah, whatever. I think I can change his mind and I plan to try, starting tomorrow.

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Up on a hill lying in wait for the Sanzo party is Lirin. She has hid her dragon behind a tree and is waiting for them to arrive at the mountain past. Smiling wickedly, she has both hands on an over-large boulder when she hears her name called.

 

The prince and his two companions land next to her as she pushes the boulder out of shock. They run to the edge of the cliff and look down. Kougaiji sees the Sanzo party as they scramble out of the way. He turns to his sister and yells, “What are you doing? You could have killed them. Something like this could crush them all. Yaone! Keep an eye on Lirin!” He looks over at Doku. “Come with me!”

 

Lirin yells back at her brother, “I don't want to stay here! I'm going too.” She runs past the others and jumps off the cliff.

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Hakkai stops the jeep so fast it turns sideways as it slides to a stop. The ikkou and the monk jump to safety as hakuryu transforms. Gojyo and Goku weapons appear in their hands as Sanzo pulls his gun from his sleeve. They turn their backs, standing in a circle so they can see from all directions. When Lirin lands in front of him, he groans as he points his gun at her. “What the hell do you want now? I don't have time to play with you.”

 

She laughs, “I've come for the Maten Scriptures, baldly, so hand them over!” She lunges at him and Goku jumps in her way knocking her down. “Ow, that hurts, you did that on purpose.” She gets up brushing off the back of her pants.

 

Gojyo stands in front of Sanzo as he looks around for the prince. He knows he can't be far if his sister is here. As he looks to the left of Lirin, he sees the other three come from the side. Gojyo glares at him and Doku calls Lirin to his side. “Get away from the vermin Lirin. You don't know what you can catch.”

 

Gojyo smirks, “Same to you big bro. I see you're doing well. What do we owe this little ambush party?” He looks over at the prince as he watches Sanzo. “Can't you control your sister prince of darkness. We don't have time for this.”

 

Kougaiji tears his eyes away from the monk and glares at Gojyo, “Shut your mouth, you bastard! We don't take orders from the likes of you!” He looks back at the monk with an expression akin to anger then confusion. He seems to be asking with his eyes why the hanyou is protecting Sanzo.

 

Sanzo turns his head away, not meeting his eyes. He clears his throat and steps in front of Gojyo, “Why did you stop us?” He reaches in his sleeve and tosses Lirin a meat bun which she catches and starts to munch. Goku looks at her eating it and complains. “Hey Sanzo, I was saving that for later!” Goku runs after Lirin as she teases him with the meat bun leaving the others to talk.

 

The prince stares at Sanzo with his hands balled at his sides. Doku watches the prince to take his lead but he doesn't seem to be in a fighting mood. The way he is staring at the monk it seems as if something else is going on. He puts his hand on his sword and takes a step back. He puts his hand on Yaone and pulls her with him. Bending down he whispers in her ear and she nods as she keeps her eyes on the prince.

 

“We didn't come here to fight; we came to find my sister. I'm sorry if she cause you any harm. However, looking at all of you I don't see any damage.” He looks over at Gojyo, “You have a fighting stance; you think you can take me, baka? Have your wounds healed already?”

 

Gojyo lets his cigarette drop from his lips and narrows his eyes against the prince as he sneers, “I can take you with one hand tied behind my back, you bastard! Bring it on!” He pushes Sanzo out of his way and lunges for the prince. Sanzo falls against Hakkai, who catches him before he can hit the ground as he growls in surprise. “What the fuck!” Sanzo is livid at the two of them.

 

Hakkai pulls Sanzo by the arm, as he tries to get between the two. Yaone looks at the hanyou and the prince fighting, wondering what made him provoke Gojyo the way he did, and Doku is smiling to himself. He knows the two of them are evenly matched, although they have never done more than exchange harsh words. Usually he is the one fighting his younger brother. This should be a sight to see, since neither is using a weapon.

 

As the two trade punches the others can tell the fight is getting vicious. Doku wonders if he should step in to stop them and Sanzo is wondering the same thing. He eases over to Sanzo and asks, “Do you know what this is about?”

 

Sanzo sighs, “If I told you, you wouldn't believe it. Gojyo has it in his…oh my god!” Doku turns and stares with the monk. He can't believe his eyes, and here he thought they were evenly matched!

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