Saiyuki Reload Fan Fiction ❯ Demons Poison, Lovers Care ❯ Chapter 6 ( Chapter 6 )

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Ch 6

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A/N: Before you read on I must say that I am not trying to woman bash here, I am one, so it is no that. It is however, the perspective from which I believe Gojyo might view things after all his affairs with `tramps'. So please keep that in mind and I am sorry if you feel offended.

 

Also: Big neon warning about yaoi in this chapter of the XXX sort… so if that is going to be a dilemma you may wish to discontinue reading this particular fic. Do not say I did not warn you. Otherwise, enjoy!

 

Happy days and vivid nights to all!

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They were men, expressing feeling and desiring to do so was not as natural an action for them as it was for women. But perhaps it was deeper and more meaningful. Where a woman would have gotten a kiss and flitting her eyelashes proclaimed her love, it took more than four years of deepening friendship and the threat of death for Gojyo and Hakkai to realize and express the feelings they had for one another.

 

Looking at Gojyo, his eyes closed with wet strands of red hair falling around his face, Hakkai felt his heart stop for just a beat. The confession had not been expected, but suddenly Hakkai felt the grief in his chest alter into a floating happiness which he could have never placed value upon. He turned himself in the redhead's arms and stretching up let tawny lips press into his delicate thin ones.

 

Gojyo in some way expected the kiss, and he had been waiting anxiously for it, wondering with longing anticipation at what Hakkai, a friend…a man's lips would feel like on his own.

 

The kiss was like nothing he had ever experienced and it was more than he had ever dreamed a kiss could be. There was feeling there was emotion, knowing inside and out the man behind the blissful action made it more than a physical action. It made it a spiritual one as well. His heart tightened and something seemed to resonate within.

 

Hakkai's elation was much the same. The brunette sighed into Gojyo's lips and with his heart placed trustingly in the other mans hands he wrapped his arms around the redhead's neck.

 

Gojyo felt with every speck of his being the innocent kiss and now he wanted to take it further. Pushing his tongue out of his own mouth he moved it into Hakkai's. `… god he tastes good…' women did not taste like this, they tasted cheap and fake, at least the ones he had had. Hakkai… Hakkai tasted like depth, passion, and truth an astounding array of emotions exploded from him and Gojyo felt as though he had been swept away.

 

Hakkai didn't recognize the action at first, but when his friend ran his tongue along the brunette's bottom lip Hakkai opened his mouth slowly and let Gojyo explore at will. He loved the way it felt, the strong muscle flicking against his teeth and gums then entwining with his own. But the way it tasted, there was nothing else like it, Gojyo tasted strong, tender, and sweet; Hakkai hoped with all his heart his essence was at least half as pleasing.

 

A long fingered hand ran through brown hair and down its owner's neck. Hakkai shivered as the sensation sent tingles down his spine. He moaned against Gojyo's lips resulting in a deepening of the kiss.

 

Crimson eyes flickered between open and shut and Gojyo entwined his other hand in the back of Hakkai's shirt. Breathing heavily through his nostrils he could smell Hakkai… tongues entwined he could taste Hakkai… pressing against the other man he felt Hakkai's quickening heartbeat against his chest… and he savored it all.

 

It lasted for an all too short yet sweet eternity before they pulled away from their bliss to hold one another. Gojyo could not believe he had found a light so brilliant in his world and Hakkai had never imagined that his heart would feel so content for a second time in his life.

 

Smiling a tad wickedly Gojyo placed both hands on Hakkai's bottom and lifted hauling him up.

 

Hakkai was once again surprised but with a guiding brush from Gojyo's finger tips wrapped his legs around the redhead's waist. Gojyo stood their looking into the green eyes, mesmerized.

 

A little *thunk* noise resonated as gently their foreheads were knocked together so that they were staring at each other in the closest possible perimeter.

 

“hnnn…” The brunette sighed.

 

Gojyo smiled at him, “oh really?”

 

Hakkai reached up, pulled Gojyo's chin towards his and kissed the kappa again. If it was possible Gojyo's lips tasted even sweeter than before it drove the green eyed male wild. Hakkai responded with all his fever and the kiss became heated and untamed.

 

When crimson eyes closed, hot wet tongues caressed each other, and strong hands gripped Hakkai's bottom hard the brunette felt a long dormant fire kindle in his veins. His own hands were wrapped possessively around Gojyo's neck, one clutching the back of his friends head while the other danced across rigid shoulder blades.

 

Gojyo groaned as he felt a familiar pull in his belly. He was absorbed in the moment and liquefied within the feeling. His wants and needs expressed in the kisses and caresses he was doting on his friend.

 

The world suddenly sucked its self into the size of two men, there was only them, and if anything were to break that magic god save the trespasser's soul.

 

They could feel one another's emotions as though through their contact unspoken communications were being sent.

 

Tiring of holding Hakkai's weight because it hindered the amount of touching and holding one could do Gojyo walked them to the bed. Dinner lay forgotten and everything else was put on hold as cherry hair fell around a longing face and green eyes stared up at scarlet one's…

 

`…god...' Hakkai threw his head back as Gojyo pressed his lips to the brunette's neck and applied suction. He could feel his blood rise to the surface of his skin as Gojyo sucked. A popping smack sounded as the kappa pulled away smiling at the small moan that escaped from Hakkai's lung's with his breath. Eager lips met again and skin crawled with passion, neatly kept nails dug small dents into the sheets and long slender fingers laid over them embracing gently.

 

Hakkai's legs were still looped around Gojyo's waist and when their kiss heated to derailing proportions he ground his hips hard against the other mans.

 

Gojyo had to break the kiss in order to breath when Hakkai's hard flesh pressed up against his own. Even though it was through a layer of clothes and the towel, Gojyo was shaken with obsession like never before.

 

“agh!...” heavy breath left the redheads chest. He looked beneath him at the sultry scene of Hakkai lying splayed on his back blushing with pink, swollen, wet lips. Gojyo picked up one of his hands and ran it down Hakkai's front, his palm stopping over Hakkai's stomach, pressing down then grasping at the fabric. “Take it off…” he half ordered half begged.

 

Hakkai had every urge to rip the clothing from his body but the want to make himself as tempting as possible overrode the initial reaction. Slowly he began to remove the garments one by one he undid buttons on his shirt.

 

Breath was heavy and the air thick with desire.

 

As soon as it was open Gojyo pushed the top down Hakkai's arms. Grasping the fabric he drew it out from beneath his friend and pitched it across the room.

 

Hakkai smiled knowing he was having the desired effect on Gojyo. The brunette moved his hands to his pants his slender fingers tantalizingly undid the tie in front. Then, with intentional dawdling, Hakkai pushed the cloth down just enough for spellbound red eyes to observe the start of darker brown hair below his hip line.

 

Gojyo made a coarse murmur in his throat and pressed him self down to Hakkai. The heat of their bodies meshed and it was an exhilarating sensation to feel each others warmth. Rough hands gripped Hakkai's jaw as passion pulled the kappa into its rebellious grasp. He nipped the brunette's bottom lip before suckling delicately on the swollen flesh.

 

Hakkai groaned, he wanted more… `...but can we have this?...' Could they possess a love and fight beside one another without risking more?

 

Fingers danced down the dark-haired mans torso then slowed… “Hakkai?...” a quiet almost timid voice questioned the sudden subdue attitude.

 

Hakkai had undone his legs from around Gojyo's waist and his limbs lay on either side of his worried friend. `…even if we can not continue… even if we can not always keep it … I want this memory… I want this man…' Hakkai looked up at Gojyo, his green eyes poured out wordless heartache.

 

Gojyo was worried and confused… “Hakkai, what's wrong?” He began to feel stress pull inside smothering the passion. “What is going on?... deh… One minute you're crying the next we're kissing… and here you are crying again…” Gojyo put a hand to his forehead and sat back on his heels… Then the kappa's upper body began to shake…

 

Hakkai suddenly felt a twinge of pain inside… `…how could I be so selfish?...' He sat up then reached out an unsteady hand and set it against Gojyo's chest. “Gojyo…”

 

Gojyo grasped the hand and held it tight against himself; he continued to shake… progressively more violent spasms came until he could not hold back.

 

Laughter poured from his lips as he fell forward wrapping his arms around the startled Hakkai. “hahahah!… oh Hakkai!” He rolled in the bed so that they were side by side. He placed both hands on either side of Hakkai's face and pulled the baffled man into another searing kiss. Their lips parted and his laughter quelled “I don't know what you are worried about, but... don't...” Gojyo gazed at Hakkai, the red eyes searching the green ones. “Don't worry… don't be sad… and most of all… don't stop. not tonight… not ever…” Gojyo stroked his friend's cheek.

 

Hakkai was perplexed… he was not sure that he understood with all certainty but the assuring words gave him a renewed sense of bravery… Reaching over he caressed Gojyo's face, “hope I didn't turn you off to much,” he whispered before returning a fervent kiss.

 

Gojyo rolled again so that Hakkai was on top, “I don't think it's even possible for you to do something that would make me not want you,” He ran his fingers up and down Hakkai's torso.

 

Hakkai suddenly felt shy and brought in his elbows a bit as he barely stopped himself from placing his arms across his chest. He was positively beaming. Ruffled brunette hair covered his right eye and the other gazed down at the smiling kappa beneath him.

 

The sunlight danced over Hakkai's ivory skin and Gojyo felt his breath catch in his throat. `…this…he.. is... amazing…” the redhead stared up at his heart-throb, the man who made his insides jellied and his senses overwhelmed.

 

Their movements were slow and meticulous. Gojyo's towel had long ago undone from around his waist and now the only thing between them was Hakkai's loose tan colored pants.

 

Cupping the brunettes face with one hand Gojyo kissed him probing through trembling yet certain lips. His other hand snaked down to hook into the waist band of Hakkai's bottoms. Soft breaths came with needy moans and the temperature in the room seemed as though it had increased ten fold.

 

Hakkai arched his back and sucked in a breath as Gojyo purposefully allowed his knuckles to brush along the hardened flesh.

 

The redhead pulled off the baggy pants and boxers below with one downward sweeping motion. Gojyo stared for a moment; he was again above Hakkai, looking at the most lovely figure he had ever laid eyes upon. He dropped the pants he was holding allowing them to fall silently to the floor.

 

A single finger ran up the inside of Hakkai's leg until it reached his knee. Slowly Gojyo pushed the brunette's legs apart and lowered himself between them.

 

Feelings like this had never before shaken Hakkai as deep as they did in that instant. With Gojyo pressing their bodies together he moaned and recaptured the sweet lips of Sha.

 

The kisses seared his flesh and Hakkai swore if he opened his eyes he would see steam rising from the places where Gojyo's lips had been.

 

Red hair tickled Hakkai's neck as Gojyo nipped at his collar bone and slowly moved down to his chest. Suddenly green eyes snapped fully open and rolled back as one of the brunettes nipples was taken into the wet hot environment and flicked repeatedly with zeal. The other was assaulted with damp fingertips and Hakkai felt Gojyo's erection pressing into his thigh.

 

Looping his hands throughout the taller man's long hair he dug into his friend's scalp. Pushing gently down Hakkai directed Gojyo's heated mouth lower.

 

Hot breath spewed onto Hakkai's abdomen as his partner chuckled at the needy action, “impatient are we?...” Gojyo did not give time to respond before his hot wet tongue laid its length full onto Hakkai's flesh at the base of the brunette's hardness.

 

He shook violently but the kappa held his legs still. Hakkai dug his hands deeper into Gojyo's hair and finally, after he held his breath until he felt dizzy, he let out a deep moan.

 

Gojyo waited for Hakkai's shaking to subside before moving his tongue. Through all the quakes the redhead had not removed the cause of the trembling from Hakkai's skin. Slowly Gojyo began swirling his tongue around the base of the throbbing member. Once… twice… three times. Gently he cupped Hakkai and with his middle and pointer finger pressed on the flesh between the brunette's hardness and his bottom. Pressure still applied and moving those two fingers in a small, slow circle Gojyo brought pleasured noises from his friend.

 

“mmnnuuhhh… please…” Hakkai's breath became shallower.

 

Gojyo smiled and pulling back his head just enough to reach, he flicked his tongue over Hakkai's tip causing pre-cum to spill from the brunette.

 

Another spasm wracked Hakkai's body as his vision became spotted and bright. Then he felt it… Gojyo's mouth was on him. His legs instinctively clamped down around Gojyo's shoulders until the redhead had swallowed him entirely. Hakkai had to move his hands to the sheets to keep from tearing out locks of red hair. “muh! Gojyo!” Squeezing his eyes shut he elated in the delicious sensation.

 

Gojyo could taste the salty sweet fluids dripping from Hakkai. It was like nothing else. The brunette's flesh was rigid with a silken texture and throbbed ceaselessly against his lips. Gojyo took him in all the way and felt Hakkai's erection press against the back of his throat. Sucking and swallowing the kappa's head began to move up and down his friend's shaft.

 

`…dear lord!...' Hakkai's head ground into the pillow. He did not know how long he could last with Gojyo's sweet seduction and when a slick finger pushed at his back opening his blissful moment nearly exploded.

 

Gojyo took his mouth from Hakkai's swollen need and a gasp of felt misfortune escaped the brunette's lips. Saliva strung from where it was slathered on the green eyed mans hardness to the kappa's lips and the redhead licked it from them sensuously.

 

A finger still set at Hakkai's entrance Gojyo moved up and kissed his friend, “are you okay with this?” he asked probing ever so gently.

 

Hakkai breathed a quaking breath and kissed Gojyo again. Wrapping a leg over the redheads arm he pushed the trespassing digit harder against himself. Gojyo understood the significance.

 

Wasting little time the kappa slowly began to push a finger into Hakkai their lips locked together in ardor. It was uncomfortable but not altogether unpleasant. Gojyo was indeed a gentle aficionado and Hakkai the eager recipient.

 

“hmmmnnn!… more…” the gasp against his friends neck left moisture on Gojyo's skin. Hakkai asked for a furthering of the action knowing he would have to be well prepared before the inevitable.

 

Another finger was added and this time it was not as pleasurable. Hakkai winced.

 

Gojyo was using every sense to focus on the brunette and when he felt the body beneath him seize he stilled his movements.

 

“Please… I … I want this,” Hakkai willed him to continue.

 

Gojyo pulled his hand away and the green eyed man whimpered.

 

“No, I can take it,” pleading Hakkai tugged Gojyo's arm back, he did not want it to end when there was little certainty of them being able to be together again like this for a very long time.

 

Smiling he slipped away from his friend again, “I know you can,” Gojyo said with sweetness as he kissed Hakkai gently on the cheek. “But that doesn't mean I want you to have to `take it'” Gojyo's hand fumbled around on the table by the bed. Finally he found what he was searching for. “I want you to enjoy it,” kissing Hakkai on the mouth the redhead produced one of the vials of oil. Opening it he slicked his fingers before reentering Hakkai, this time starting with two digits.

 

Gasping the brunette shut his eyes tight and held onto Gojyo. The kappa whispered sweet nothings into Hakkai's neck and added a third finger probing and widening the entrance.

 

Hakkai wriggled, it felt strange but it did not hurt so much with the oils. The truth of it was the oils made it much nicer. Not only did they enable smooth movements but they also smelled alluring and caused a heating sensation to simmer under the skin that was touched.

 

Slowing his ministrations Gojyo moved so that his crimson eyes could look into the emerald ones.

 

Hakkai nodded knowing what the questioning look was asking. Not truly sure if he was ready but undeniably willing.

 

Gojyo closed his eyes and breathed, he had spent time making Hakkai feel elated while his own erection burned painfully asking for relief. His restraint would have to last a bit longer if he wanted this to last.

 

Gojyo went to spill some more of the oil into his hand but Hakkai stopped him. The brunette offered with willing fingers to perform the deed. Gojyo beamed and let the liquid pour into Hakkai's palm. Lips met again as the green eyed man began to rub the lubricant onto redhead's aching need.

 

“uhhnnn! Hakkai!” the spots appeared before the kappa's eyes as they had appeared before the brunette's earlier. `freaking hell this feels amazing!' Gojyo wished for more and pouted with sincere loss when Hakkai released him.

 

Falling back against the covers Hakkai smiled sensuously. Clutching dexterously to Gojyo's shoulders Hakkai opened himself to the evening air and to his partner.

 

With a deep guttural groan Gojyo leaned over and gripping the brunette he lowered himself until his lengths tip pressed against the opening he so badly wished to invade.

 

Hakkai pulled his lover down and as their lips met Gojyo pushed himself slowly inside the emerald eyed man.

 

The pair was consumed in the lashing thralls of passion.

 

Thrusting into Hakkai, Gojyo wrapped one hand around the brunette's erection. Neither knew how long they could last but both knew it would be short.

 

The redhead pushed against Hakkai, hitting over and over again that searing spot within. Gojyo could barely hold his own as tight heated flesh enveloped him.

 

And then… there it was… Hakkai's cum flowing out onto the hand of his lover and coating both their stomachs. He cried out yelling and squirming beneath Gojyo who, after feeling the spasms and liquid released from the brunette, shuddered within waves of his own pleasure. “KAI!” He continued to thrust through the orgasm in order to hold onto the ecstasy just a little while longer…

 

A bit of cleaning up later….

 

The last few rays of sunlight filtered through the window. A soft red-orange light drifted over the faces of the two men who lay inside each others arms.

 

Gojyo's lips silently whispered onto Hakkai's chest… `… you… i love you…i really… love you…' he tightened his grip around his paramour.

 

“I love you too…” Hakkai said, his eyes closed and fingers combing through Gojyo's long hair.

 

Gojyo looked up surprised but smiling he set his chin back onto the brunette's chest. Walking his fingers across Hakkai's torso and up to the brunette's lips he brushed from corner to corner gently. “One more time?... Please?... say it again…”

 

Hakkai smiled, a gaze of adoration directed at Gojyo, “I love you…”

 

The most frightening plunge had been taken and there they were on the other side of elation basking in the aftermath. The second step would present its self with time, but until the next morning they were free of all vexing thoughts.

 

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Well there it is … suggestions and comments are very welcome and appreciated. I also hope to do a follow up story with Sanzo and Goku's half of the tale or perhaps continue this one with Hakkai and Gojyo's journey to reunite with their comrades. I am not sure which or if either I will do but any propositions on which way to go would be phenomenal.