Slam Dunk Fan Fiction ❯ Cruisin' ❯ One-Shot
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: MitsuiSelphie 
it was raining...and sky was grieving...two people were expressing their love for each other...but someone's heart was broken to pieces...
Anime/Manga: Slam Dunk Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.09.2002 | Pages: 3 | Words: 3.0K | Visits: 981 | Status: Completed
it was raining...and sky was grieving...two people were expressing their love for each other...but someone's heart was broken to pieces...
Anime/Manga: Slam Dunk Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.09.2002 | Pages: 3 | Words: 3.0K | Visits: 981 | Status: Completed
Title: Cruisin'
Author: MitsuiSelphie (aka Sylphie, Sylph-chan, Sel-chan, Selphie hi-chan, among others)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: yaoi, lemon, POV
Pairing: RuHanaRu (duh! I only write RuHanaRu! Except for one, okay two times I got crazy and wrote KoMitKo ^^;;;;;;)
Warning: PWP, this is my first attempt in writing a yaoi lemon >. Disclaimer: Dr. T still owns SD, >.< I don't, 'coz if I do own SD, Rukawa and Sakuragi would be together ALL the time. LOL. Song by Gwyneth Paltrow and a guy whose name escapes me as of the moment.br> Archive: No, I have not yet submitted this in sd_fic ML. Probably FFN and MM.org, my webpage, of course, SYLPH (http://www.geocities.com/mitsuisylph), RuHanaRu Support Group ML and probably SDFF, yeah, Jem's site rocks!
Author's Notes: This is dedicated to all the members of the RuHanaRu Support Group (http://groups.yahoo.com/group/RukawaLoveHanamichi/) and was written in answer to Yen-san's post. Of course this is also dedicated to the RuHanaRu No Seishis namely, Tracy, Lynn, Kimi-chan, Keax-XV, Nalesko, Reichan, Yen-san, and myself and to the ex-seishis, freb and Yukijurou. We're in the middle of a shaky period pals, but we'll get through this together. ^^ Special mention to my most avid reader, Yuki and my sisters, yure-chan, mihari and nikki hiiragizawa.
PS Did I say this was PWP and my first yaoi lemon??? *arches brow* Don't read if you're below 17! >_
~*~
It's raining again. I stuck my hand over the balcony banister and felt the cold spring rain slowly soak the cuff of my shirt wet. It had been raining since Sunday and hasn't stopped since then. I wonder why. It's really depressing to be alone at home when it's raining, so I decided to visit my friend, the aka atama of Shohoku basketball club. Funny, we became really close in just two years even though we are two very different people. Everybody thought I was dense, that I didn't know of his affection for me - but of course I knew. I never told anyone I did because I can only see Hanamichi-kun as a friend and nothing else and I was afraid that I'd hurt him if he finds out that I knew and NOT love him in return. Ignorance - after all, is the best form of innocence.
So I grabbed my jacket and stepped outside, feeling the moderately strong wind push me back towards my house. Maybe I should have…maybe I should have stayed home…but then, the feeling of being alone struck me again and I decided to go on with my previous plan anyway. I'm glad that Hanamichi-kun decided to forget me at last. I don't know what happened; maybe he found another girl, maybe he got tired, or maybe…just maybe, he finally stopped loving me - which is for the best…because I can never love any other except Rukawa-kun. Ah…life is sweet. I've got myself a devoted best friend and my crush is not so far away too. The only thing that could make life better is for Rukawa-kun to love me in return, which is not so likely…but then, it's not forbidden to dream. Speaking of my best friend and my crush, they seem to get along well lately…
As I trudged along the slippery road towards Hanamichi-kun's house, I decided to stop by the grocery and buy him his favorite cherry blossoms ice cream. It's raining and it's cold, and it seemed irrational to buy ice cream on such conditions, but I just know that this particular day will somewhat be special - will be something to be remembered for the rest of my life. The moment I stepped out into the open again, I felt a cold gust of wind blow against my face and a chilly sense of foreboding crept up my spine. Cold spring showers are not good for my health, I thought. Opening my pink umbrella - a gift from Hanamichi-kun - I practically dragged my feet all the way towards his house.
~*~
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Baby let's cruise
Away from here
Don't be confused
The way is clear
And if you want it you got it forever
This is not a one night stand (baby)
So, let music take your mind
Just release and you will find
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
~*~ I felt his hot breath against my neck, ravishing my skin like a hungry animal, and honestly, I really didn't mind. All my senses were high, and the only thing I was feeling was that "particular" sense of need in between my legs. I unbuttoned his shirt one by one as he continued licking my sweaty skin, his hands feeling every bit of my unclothed body, making all my rational thoughts - if there were - go haywire.
Sometime in the middle of my bath earlier, I felt strong hands encircle my wet body from behind. I need not look who it was - I immediately knew. It was him - my lover - the blue-eyed kitsune.
Sliding his shirt off his torso and slithering my hands all over his well-chiseled back, I groaned in desire as I felt his hot mouth cover my nipple, nibbling, licking and sucking it simultaneously. There is no escaping this. I-wanted-this-to-happen. I wasn't forced to do this and the desire that was growing larger in me was visible in between my quivering legs.
Suddenly, I registered the absence of his mouth on my skin so I opened my eyes in question - my kitsune was removing his pants.
"The hips are getting too tight," he said, the faintest of smiles playing upon his gorgeous lips. "Let's loosen it up then," I grinned, this time, pinning him against the bathroom wall. I wasn't going to go gentle with him, not with the rising need inside me wanting to explode with an unknown intensity. My tongue wrestled with his mercilessly and one of my hands was pinning one of his wrists against the wall, as the other wandered down…
I heard him groan loudly the moment my palm enveloped his very essence. No, I still wasn't going to be gentle with him, I decided, so I made it my mission to torture him…I started slowly, moving my fingers in feathery touches causing him to gasp continuously. His fingernails dug on my back and I knew without looking that I was bleeding - but I didn't care, nor did I feel anything. All that matters to me now is to give pleasure to the person I value most.
I felt my heart doing triple somersaults inside my ribcage and when I looked at his face - I understood why. My lover's head was thrown backwards, eyes closed, chanting my name like a mantra. It is not usual for him - my kitsune - to show any kind of emotion, and to see him like this - full of desire and passion - warmed every bit of my soul and tingled every part of my rigid body.
I love him…I love him…and I knew I would love him for the rest of my life. This was what I was thinking as my hand moved faster and my kitsune reached his dramatic peak, grabbing my neck from behind and plunging his tongue once again into my more than willing mouth.
~*~
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
You're gonna fly away
Glad you're going my way
I love it when we're cruisin' together
Music is played for love
Cruisin' is made for love
I love it when we're cruisin' together
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
~*~
< br> White…all I saw was the white-hot desire that consumed every bit of me. I shuddered the moment I released the tensed passion growing larger and larger inside me every second the moment this has started.
If this person in my arms just knew how much I desire him.
I felt him groaning against our kiss, his hand still enveloping the part of me that desires him most, and seeing the opportunity, I made my own assault. Releasing his hungry mouth unwillingly, I heard the voice inside of me oppose to my own actions…but I had to do this, to give pleasure to my Hana-kun just as he gave me mine. But most of all…I needed to do this…. needed to reassure myself that he was mine and no one else's…and also that I was his - that we belong to each other and that his desire for me is mutual.
Moving down his muscled body slowly, I felt him pushing my head down to where he needed me most, urging me to go faster, his every moan calling my name softly as I felt his unspoken passion with every thrust his hips made against my own.
I felt…surreal, the moment he gave a cry of pleasure when I took him in my warm willing cave. His flesh was hot and taut and I couldn't help but go faster to match the rhythm his body made as he pushed himself even deeper into my mouth. He was holding my head, ruffling through my raven black hair in the most sensual of ways, making me burn for him even more.
My hands wondered all over his lower back, massaging and kneading every part of him that I could reach. I felt his hold on my hair tighten the second my fingers probed inside his opening, his strangled cry coming out slowly from his open mouth, his eyes rolling unceasingly upwards as if his sanity had already left him - which maybe it did.
The movement of my fingers matched the movement of my mouth and my red-head's lower body was stiffening in an involuntary action that I know would soon occur. I had long desired - and dreamt - of this moment to happen and my heart was soaring as Hana-kun uttered a loud cry of desire and spilled his pent-up yearning inside my willing mouth.
And now I'm sure…that the person with me right now is mine and mine alone…as I am also his.
~*~
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
B aby tonight
Belongs to us
Everything right
Do what you must
And inch by inch we get closer and closer
To every little part of each other
So, let the music take your mind
Just release and you will find
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
~*~
My lower half wobbled appallingly when I reached my summit and I knew that my own legs could not support my weight that very moment. I fell on my knees, tired from what my lover had subjected me under.
I was thinking of everything we had been through from the very start, how we used to banter all the time, how jealous I was of him because of Haruko…and how I found out that he was jealous of Haruko…because of me.
The memory of our first kiss under the mistletoe last Christmas made me want to sigh - but before I could, I felt his arms encircle me once again in the most possessive manner.
"Don't ever leave me, Hana-kun," he whispered against my ear. "I'd never," I whispered back, embracing him back, my head leaning against the crook of his shoulders.
Something about all that has happened felt wonderfully right and it's as if I had released my very soul to soar like the wind. His arms tightened around me as I heard the rain outside grow stronger. But I didn't care…even if it rained everyday for all eternity; I would be my lover's sun. And as I felt his heart beat against my own chest, my spirit ascended into another level of pure happiness…
…and for the first time in my life, I felt free…
~*~
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
You're gonna fly away
Glad you're going my way
I love it when we're cruisin together
Music is played for love
Cruisin is made for love
I love it when we're cruisin together
Cruise with me baby
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
~*~
I let myself inside his house like I always did so many times before when I visit him. I know how it hard it is for him to be living alone what with his mother working in another country and his father long been deprived of breath. So I go to his house every now and then to straighten up his room or dust off his furniture, and it always gives me satisfaction to have helped my dearest friend.
'Where is he?' I frowned and closed the door to his mother's room. I have looked almost anywhere but I still could not find him. Surely, he wouldn't have gone out and left the door open…
A distant sound of a soft whimper entered my ear and I decided to follow the source. Tiptoeing towards the sound, I giggled softly as I schemed a plan to surprise Hanamichi-kun. He'd be surprised for sure - I told him I was going to the mall with onii-chan after classes today.
Ah…I thought he was taking a bath when I found out that the soft murmurs were coming from inside the bathroom. When I softly touched the wooden door, I found out that it was unlocked and a small gap opened, enough to let me see what was happening inside. At first, I blushed. I thought I had intruded upon Hanamichi-kun in the middle of his bath. Oh, I thought this would really surprise him! But…as I raised my head and looked closer, it was I who was surprised.
Hanamichi-kun was kneeling inside the bathroom in the arms of another man! I didn't realize what was going on at first, but my brain assessed sometime while I was on the way to unconsciousness that both of them were naked. My heart thundered against my chest and my hands tightened its grip on the grocery plastic, which contained the cherry blossoms ice cream. I didn't really understand why my stomach was doing somersaults inside my tummy, but the moment I comprehended what was really happening, I did.
My hand went against my mouth as I gasped softly - my eyes losing focus of what was before me, maybe out of shock, or maybe because of the blood that came rushing into my head. But nevertheless, nothing prepared me of what I would find out next. The other boy raised his head from Hanamichi's embrace and kissed my best friend fervently…then, I recognized who it was.
My knees buckled and I swear my heart stopped beating for a fraction of a second. I would recognize that face anywhere. It was him - the object of my unrequited affection. My best friend and my dream guy…together in a cramped bathroom…kissing each other…
And as if it wasn't enough, Rukawa-kun lay the aka atama down on his back and whispered something to his ear. I wasn't in my own senses enough to hear what he said, but Hanamichi-kun just nodded. Then it happened…the moment the super-rookie of Shohoku High entered the guy who used to love me, I felt my eyes blur as tears began to well up.
It was hurting me too much and even though I couldn't stand to see what was happening, my feet were glued to the spot. I felt my heart sink down to the pits of my stomach as the person I love and admire the most started a series of thrusts inside Hanamichi-kun, making soft whimpers of pleasure as his hand went between both their bodies to take the red-head's obvious evidence of desire and use the same rhythm he was making with his body with his hand.
Sobs started to escape my throat in an uncontrollable manner. It was too much for me to bear…and the next thing I knew, I was outside, running in the rain to no one knows where. My face was wet not from the rain, but from the tears that kept escaping my eyes unceasingly. I ran until my legs burned…and I was already home when I realized that I wasn't carrying the bag of cherry blossoms ice cream I bought for him…the guy who I thought was my best friend, Sakuragi Hanamichi….
…and as my deepest of emotions escaped my body through tears, I realized why the rain kept pouring incessantly…
…the sky was grieving with me…
~*~
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
B aby let's cruise
Let's float, let's glide
Let's open up
And go inside
And if you want it you got it forever
I can just stay here beside you and love you baby
Let the music take your mind
Just release and you will find
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
~*~
I felt my soul sighing again and again once I stepped out of the bathroom…OUR bathroom…the cramped place where my lover and I did our expression of love.
The second I set my foot outside the door, I noticed that I had stepped into something that seemed like a thick liquid…and when I looked down, I immediately recognized it - it was cherry blossoms ice cream. And only one person in this world - besides me and Kaede - knew of my secret craving…
…Haruko…
"So she finally found out," I thought, as a loud deafening thunder struck from afar.
~*~
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
You're gonna fly away
Glad you're going my way
I love it when we're cruisin together
Music is played for love
Cruisin is made for love
I love it when we're cruisin together
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
~*~
~OWAR I~
Notes: I can't believe I wrote a lemon…T_________________T Where DID my innocence go??? *sniffs* Anyway, I hope you liked it, even just a bit…-_- and you know, I just realized that I was risking a lot in posting this here now that my sister is a Babble member…*shivers* Well, ja na…
Date finished: July 9, 2002 (19:30 GMT+8) Currently listening to: The sounds of vehicles outside my room…
PS about the cherry blossoms ice cream…it exists. My friend from Philly told me that it was chocolate with almonds and nuts…that is if my memory serves me correctly…hehe…^^;;;
Author: MitsuiSelphie (aka Sylphie, Sylph-chan, Sel-chan, Selphie hi-chan, among others)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: yaoi, lemon, POV
Pairing: RuHanaRu (duh! I only write RuHanaRu! Except for one, okay two times I got crazy and wrote KoMitKo ^^;;;;;;)
Warning: PWP, this is my first attempt in writing a yaoi lemon >. Disclaimer: Dr. T still owns SD, >.< I don't, 'coz if I do own SD, Rukawa and Sakuragi would be together ALL the time. LOL. Song by Gwyneth Paltrow and a guy whose name escapes me as of the moment.br> Archive: No, I have not yet submitted this in sd_fic ML. Probably FFN and MM.org, my webpage, of course, SYLPH (http://www.geocities.com/mitsuisylph), RuHanaRu Support Group ML and probably SDFF, yeah, Jem's site rocks!
Author's Notes: This is dedicated to all the members of the RuHanaRu Support Group (http://groups.yahoo.com/group/RukawaLoveHanamichi/) and was written in answer to Yen-san's post. Of course this is also dedicated to the RuHanaRu No Seishis namely, Tracy, Lynn, Kimi-chan, Keax-XV, Nalesko, Reichan, Yen-san, and myself and to the ex-seishis, freb and Yukijurou. We're in the middle of a shaky period pals, but we'll get through this together. ^^ Special mention to my most avid reader, Yuki and my sisters, yure-chan, mihari and nikki hiiragizawa.
PS Did I say this was PWP and my first yaoi lemon??? *arches brow* Don't read if you're below 17! >_
~*~
It's raining again. I stuck my hand over the balcony banister and felt the cold spring rain slowly soak the cuff of my shirt wet. It had been raining since Sunday and hasn't stopped since then. I wonder why. It's really depressing to be alone at home when it's raining, so I decided to visit my friend, the aka atama of Shohoku basketball club. Funny, we became really close in just two years even though we are two very different people. Everybody thought I was dense, that I didn't know of his affection for me - but of course I knew. I never told anyone I did because I can only see Hanamichi-kun as a friend and nothing else and I was afraid that I'd hurt him if he finds out that I knew and NOT love him in return. Ignorance - after all, is the best form of innocence.
So I grabbed my jacket and stepped outside, feeling the moderately strong wind push me back towards my house. Maybe I should have…maybe I should have stayed home…but then, the feeling of being alone struck me again and I decided to go on with my previous plan anyway. I'm glad that Hanamichi-kun decided to forget me at last. I don't know what happened; maybe he found another girl, maybe he got tired, or maybe…just maybe, he finally stopped loving me - which is for the best…because I can never love any other except Rukawa-kun. Ah…life is sweet. I've got myself a devoted best friend and my crush is not so far away too. The only thing that could make life better is for Rukawa-kun to love me in return, which is not so likely…but then, it's not forbidden to dream. Speaking of my best friend and my crush, they seem to get along well lately…
As I trudged along the slippery road towards Hanamichi-kun's house, I decided to stop by the grocery and buy him his favorite cherry blossoms ice cream. It's raining and it's cold, and it seemed irrational to buy ice cream on such conditions, but I just know that this particular day will somewhat be special - will be something to be remembered for the rest of my life. The moment I stepped out into the open again, I felt a cold gust of wind blow against my face and a chilly sense of foreboding crept up my spine. Cold spring showers are not good for my health, I thought. Opening my pink umbrella - a gift from Hanamichi-kun - I practically dragged my feet all the way towards his house.
~*~
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Baby let's cruise
Away from here
Don't be confused
The way is clear
And if you want it you got it forever
This is not a one night stand (baby)
So, let music take your mind
Just release and you will find
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
~*~ I felt his hot breath against my neck, ravishing my skin like a hungry animal, and honestly, I really didn't mind. All my senses were high, and the only thing I was feeling was that "particular" sense of need in between my legs. I unbuttoned his shirt one by one as he continued licking my sweaty skin, his hands feeling every bit of my unclothed body, making all my rational thoughts - if there were - go haywire.
Sometime in the middle of my bath earlier, I felt strong hands encircle my wet body from behind. I need not look who it was - I immediately knew. It was him - my lover - the blue-eyed kitsune.
Sliding his shirt off his torso and slithering my hands all over his well-chiseled back, I groaned in desire as I felt his hot mouth cover my nipple, nibbling, licking and sucking it simultaneously. There is no escaping this. I-wanted-this-to-happen. I wasn't forced to do this and the desire that was growing larger in me was visible in between my quivering legs.
Suddenly, I registered the absence of his mouth on my skin so I opened my eyes in question - my kitsune was removing his pants.
"The hips are getting too tight," he said, the faintest of smiles playing upon his gorgeous lips. "Let's loosen it up then," I grinned, this time, pinning him against the bathroom wall. I wasn't going to go gentle with him, not with the rising need inside me wanting to explode with an unknown intensity. My tongue wrestled with his mercilessly and one of my hands was pinning one of his wrists against the wall, as the other wandered down…
I heard him groan loudly the moment my palm enveloped his very essence. No, I still wasn't going to be gentle with him, I decided, so I made it my mission to torture him…I started slowly, moving my fingers in feathery touches causing him to gasp continuously. His fingernails dug on my back and I knew without looking that I was bleeding - but I didn't care, nor did I feel anything. All that matters to me now is to give pleasure to the person I value most.
I felt my heart doing triple somersaults inside my ribcage and when I looked at his face - I understood why. My lover's head was thrown backwards, eyes closed, chanting my name like a mantra. It is not usual for him - my kitsune - to show any kind of emotion, and to see him like this - full of desire and passion - warmed every bit of my soul and tingled every part of my rigid body.
I love him…I love him…and I knew I would love him for the rest of my life. This was what I was thinking as my hand moved faster and my kitsune reached his dramatic peak, grabbing my neck from behind and plunging his tongue once again into my more than willing mouth.
~*~
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
You're gonna fly away
Glad you're going my way
I love it when we're cruisin' together
Music is played for love
Cruisin' is made for love
I love it when we're cruisin' together
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
~*~
< br> White…all I saw was the white-hot desire that consumed every bit of me. I shuddered the moment I released the tensed passion growing larger and larger inside me every second the moment this has started.
If this person in my arms just knew how much I desire him.
I felt him groaning against our kiss, his hand still enveloping the part of me that desires him most, and seeing the opportunity, I made my own assault. Releasing his hungry mouth unwillingly, I heard the voice inside of me oppose to my own actions…but I had to do this, to give pleasure to my Hana-kun just as he gave me mine. But most of all…I needed to do this…. needed to reassure myself that he was mine and no one else's…and also that I was his - that we belong to each other and that his desire for me is mutual.
Moving down his muscled body slowly, I felt him pushing my head down to where he needed me most, urging me to go faster, his every moan calling my name softly as I felt his unspoken passion with every thrust his hips made against my own.
I felt…surreal, the moment he gave a cry of pleasure when I took him in my warm willing cave. His flesh was hot and taut and I couldn't help but go faster to match the rhythm his body made as he pushed himself even deeper into my mouth. He was holding my head, ruffling through my raven black hair in the most sensual of ways, making me burn for him even more.
My hands wondered all over his lower back, massaging and kneading every part of him that I could reach. I felt his hold on my hair tighten the second my fingers probed inside his opening, his strangled cry coming out slowly from his open mouth, his eyes rolling unceasingly upwards as if his sanity had already left him - which maybe it did.
The movement of my fingers matched the movement of my mouth and my red-head's lower body was stiffening in an involuntary action that I know would soon occur. I had long desired - and dreamt - of this moment to happen and my heart was soaring as Hana-kun uttered a loud cry of desire and spilled his pent-up yearning inside my willing mouth.
And now I'm sure…that the person with me right now is mine and mine alone…as I am also his.
~*~
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
B aby tonight
Belongs to us
Everything right
Do what you must
And inch by inch we get closer and closer
To every little part of each other
So, let the music take your mind
Just release and you will find
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
~*~
My lower half wobbled appallingly when I reached my summit and I knew that my own legs could not support my weight that very moment. I fell on my knees, tired from what my lover had subjected me under.
I was thinking of everything we had been through from the very start, how we used to banter all the time, how jealous I was of him because of Haruko…and how I found out that he was jealous of Haruko…because of me.
The memory of our first kiss under the mistletoe last Christmas made me want to sigh - but before I could, I felt his arms encircle me once again in the most possessive manner.
"Don't ever leave me, Hana-kun," he whispered against my ear. "I'd never," I whispered back, embracing him back, my head leaning against the crook of his shoulders.
Something about all that has happened felt wonderfully right and it's as if I had released my very soul to soar like the wind. His arms tightened around me as I heard the rain outside grow stronger. But I didn't care…even if it rained everyday for all eternity; I would be my lover's sun. And as I felt his heart beat against my own chest, my spirit ascended into another level of pure happiness…
…and for the first time in my life, I felt free…
~*~
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
You're gonna fly away
Glad you're going my way
I love it when we're cruisin together
Music is played for love
Cruisin is made for love
I love it when we're cruisin together
Cruise with me baby
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
~*~
I let myself inside his house like I always did so many times before when I visit him. I know how it hard it is for him to be living alone what with his mother working in another country and his father long been deprived of breath. So I go to his house every now and then to straighten up his room or dust off his furniture, and it always gives me satisfaction to have helped my dearest friend.
'Where is he?' I frowned and closed the door to his mother's room. I have looked almost anywhere but I still could not find him. Surely, he wouldn't have gone out and left the door open…
A distant sound of a soft whimper entered my ear and I decided to follow the source. Tiptoeing towards the sound, I giggled softly as I schemed a plan to surprise Hanamichi-kun. He'd be surprised for sure - I told him I was going to the mall with onii-chan after classes today.
Ah…I thought he was taking a bath when I found out that the soft murmurs were coming from inside the bathroom. When I softly touched the wooden door, I found out that it was unlocked and a small gap opened, enough to let me see what was happening inside. At first, I blushed. I thought I had intruded upon Hanamichi-kun in the middle of his bath. Oh, I thought this would really surprise him! But…as I raised my head and looked closer, it was I who was surprised.
Hanamichi-kun was kneeling inside the bathroom in the arms of another man! I didn't realize what was going on at first, but my brain assessed sometime while I was on the way to unconsciousness that both of them were naked. My heart thundered against my chest and my hands tightened its grip on the grocery plastic, which contained the cherry blossoms ice cream. I didn't really understand why my stomach was doing somersaults inside my tummy, but the moment I comprehended what was really happening, I did.
My hand went against my mouth as I gasped softly - my eyes losing focus of what was before me, maybe out of shock, or maybe because of the blood that came rushing into my head. But nevertheless, nothing prepared me of what I would find out next. The other boy raised his head from Hanamichi's embrace and kissed my best friend fervently…then, I recognized who it was.
My knees buckled and I swear my heart stopped beating for a fraction of a second. I would recognize that face anywhere. It was him - the object of my unrequited affection. My best friend and my dream guy…together in a cramped bathroom…kissing each other…
And as if it wasn't enough, Rukawa-kun lay the aka atama down on his back and whispered something to his ear. I wasn't in my own senses enough to hear what he said, but Hanamichi-kun just nodded. Then it happened…the moment the super-rookie of Shohoku High entered the guy who used to love me, I felt my eyes blur as tears began to well up.
It was hurting me too much and even though I couldn't stand to see what was happening, my feet were glued to the spot. I felt my heart sink down to the pits of my stomach as the person I love and admire the most started a series of thrusts inside Hanamichi-kun, making soft whimpers of pleasure as his hand went between both their bodies to take the red-head's obvious evidence of desire and use the same rhythm he was making with his body with his hand.
Sobs started to escape my throat in an uncontrollable manner. It was too much for me to bear…and the next thing I knew, I was outside, running in the rain to no one knows where. My face was wet not from the rain, but from the tears that kept escaping my eyes unceasingly. I ran until my legs burned…and I was already home when I realized that I wasn't carrying the bag of cherry blossoms ice cream I bought for him…the guy who I thought was my best friend, Sakuragi Hanamichi….
…and as my deepest of emotions escaped my body through tears, I realized why the rain kept pouring incessantly…
…the sky was grieving with me…
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B aby let's cruise
Let's float, let's glide
Let's open up
And go inside
And if you want it you got it forever
I can just stay here beside you and love you baby
Let the music take your mind
Just release and you will find
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I felt my soul sighing again and again once I stepped out of the bathroom…OUR bathroom…the cramped place where my lover and I did our expression of love.
The second I set my foot outside the door, I noticed that I had stepped into something that seemed like a thick liquid…and when I looked down, I immediately recognized it - it was cherry blossoms ice cream. And only one person in this world - besides me and Kaede - knew of my secret craving…
…Haruko…
"So she finally found out," I thought, as a loud deafening thunder struck from afar.
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You're gonna fly away
Glad you're going my way
I love it when we're cruisin together
Music is played for love
Cruisin is made for love
I love it when we're cruisin together
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~OWAR I~
Notes: I can't believe I wrote a lemon…T_________________T Where DID my innocence go??? *sniffs* Anyway, I hope you liked it, even just a bit…-_- and you know, I just realized that I was risking a lot in posting this here now that my sister is a Babble member…*shivers* Well, ja na…
Date finished: July 9, 2002 (19:30 GMT+8) Currently listening to: The sounds of vehicles outside my room…
PS about the cherry blossoms ice cream…it exists. My friend from Philly told me that it was chocolate with almonds and nuts…that is if my memory serves me correctly…hehe…^^;;;