Star Ocean (All Series) Fan Fiction / Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction / Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ InStinCtS oF PeRvERsiON ❯ FoRgoT to Be HuMaN ( Chapter 5 )

TimE to GeT SoME

InsTinCtS OF PervErsIOn by Hd

 

So I decided to give ya guys a little idea how my modivation to write (aka Charlie) and I get along. He's DeltaUFish and HD would be dupek80…yeah were fuckin geniuses.

 

DeltaUFish: RAALALALLALALALLALA

dupek80:LALALALALLALLALA

DeltaUFish: sup?

dupek80: Hey I got backup, saying it's last not final

DeltaUFish: stupidity in numbers doesn't strengthen an argument

dupek80: i hate you

DeltaUFish: i know :-)

dupek80: well good cause your stupid, so ass ass assclown what are you doing

DeltaUFish: watchin u make an ass out of yerself

dupek80: bah! me make an ass out of myself never!

DeltaUFish: BAH! MAGGOTS!

dupek80: HORSE SHIT! dammit is albel down there again, fuckin stupid dragon riding freak

DeltaUFish: crosell's a little bitch

dupek80: just like you, just like you, wahahah i win! thas a point for the blue team! ohh yeah!:-D

DeltaUFish: its okay. a cross out from the PDA will give you -100 pts so you keep enjoying this little victory

dupek80: bah horse shit!

DeltaUFish: DISCUSSION VOICE!

dupek80: don't yell at me!!!!

DeltaUFish: oh you'd know yelling. i aint yellin yet

dupek80: oh i know yelling and your are beyond tone

DeltaUFish: tone may be reached... not passed tho... reached, not passed

 

Ch 5…FoRgoT To bE HuMaN

 

I stopped a few blocks from the hotel in front of a vending machine and got a beer. I leaned my back against it looking up to the dark sky taking down most the cold liquid. I couldn't even gauge an emotion to feel. I didn't understand what the hell happened. Everything was fine until Friday.

 

“The story of my fuckin life.” I murmured into the can before I emptied it and turned to get another one. I sat down next to the machine popping open the can. I slid my hand into my bangs feeling the anger burning inside me. How could he just fuckin throw me out and he had the fuckin nerve to give me till the end of the month, so fuckin courteous.

 

I finished the next can throwing in against the pavement. I watched it bounce and spin to a slow stop feeling the anger seep out of me. It didn't really matter. I knew it would end eventually. All things did. It was just a matter of time. I gave a smile as I leaned my head back against the wall knowing the only reason I was mad is because he kicked me out instead of me leaving. I hated being dissed.

 

I stood up getting another beer and a cigarette from my pocket before reclaiming my place next to the machine. At least it was decent outside. I knew I should go to Reno's, but if I did he'd make some huge deal about it and make us go apartment searching tomorrow. I loved the guy, but he'd never let me take care of myself.

 

I was staring down at the beer contemplating my next move. I could go back to the dorms, drop out and go wherever I felt like, or maybe go back to the states with Reno. The cigarette was pulled from my lips. I watched as the hand tossed it down the sidewalk.

 

“Hey man, what the hell's…” My words trailed off as I met with the equivalent violet. I gave a weak laugh as I shook my head. “Do your worst man, just do it and get it over with.”

 

Albel didn't say anything. I looked back to his crouched form in front of me. His face was emptier than Heero's had ever been. It was more uncomfortable having him staring at me saying nothing then it was him threatening me. I took a drink from the beer, but before I could finish it Albel grabbed it and launched it in the direction of the cigarette.

 

“Dude, just let me have something.” I slurred to him unable to keep his face from spinning. I closed my eyes for a moment not realizing how hard it was going to be to open them again. I managed to pry them open, but my chin was already resting on my chest and my shoulder hit the side of the machine before my eyes fell closed again. “Give me something.” I murmured before I passed out.

 

I woke to someone kicking my shoes. “Hey kid you can't sleep here.” The gruff voice barked at me. I rubbed my eyes looking at the heavyset officer.

 

“Wha…uh yeah.” I grunted as I got up. My head was a pounding swirl as I leaned on the machine for a minute.

 

“You need me to call someone?” The officer asked irritated.

 

“Naw, No I'm fine.” I said as I stumbled away from him. I heard him grumbling under his breath as I walked away.

 

I slowly made my way to the apartment trying to piece the night together. I pretty much had it up to Heero throwing me out. I stood in front of the door wishing I had taken the keys with me. I sighed as I brought my fist to the door. I knocked a few times till I heard the groan.

 

“Maxwell, sup man you look like hell.” Wufei stretched with a yawn stepping aside to let me in.

 

“Feel like it too.” I said with a forced grin. I walked by him as he shut the door and went back to the couch. I walked to my room heading straight for the bathroom. I relieved myself and moved to the sink grabbing my toiletries. I went into the bedroom and grabbed my puma bag filling it with my bathroom supplies and some clothes. I really didn't have a plan, but what else was new.

 

I threw the bag on scanning the room; I didn't have anything of any value, so there wasn't much to take. My eyes narrowed as they moved to the bed. Nice of Heero to fill my place so quickly, I thought realizing Vincent was sleeping there. I studied him wanting to kill him for fucking up everything, but knew it wasn't worth it. I noticed a slight bulge in his back pocket. My hand burned with urge.

 

I thought of just leaving, but figured if he was sleeping in my bed he at least owed me some kind of payment. The only way I survived before the church was knowing ain't nothin in this world free and if ya couldn't earn it ya had to take it. I lived my early childhood by those words and perhaps I would again. A quick swipe of the hand, it was amazing how easily it came back to me.

 

I stood there counting how much he had. It was about 65,000 yen (around $615). I looked down at him like he was stupid, of course he was. I mean who carried that much money on them. I stuffed it in the rim of my boxers for safekeeping and went for the door. At least I had something to work with. I froze as Vincent was suddenly in front of me.

 

“You wasted time counting it. You should have just left.” He said darkly as he smiled.

 

“I don't know what the hell you're talking about.” I said with attitude moving to walk past him. His claw lay on my chest. I looked up at him and his smile widened as he pushed me slightly back. I stumbled until the back of my knees hit the bed making me sit on it. Vincent pushed harder forcing my back on the bed. He leaned over me as his hand moved under my shirt. I propped myself up on an elbow the other grabbing his hand.

 

“Don't fuckin touch me.” I growled at him as I cocked my head to the side holding firmly to his wrist. He twisted his wrist from my grip as his hand locked onto my chin turning my face to the right of him.

 

“So this is the game he wishes to play.” Vincent's voice was a dark purr. “He underestimates me.” Vincent hand rubbed along my neck and I gasped in a breath as I felt tenderness where he touched.

 

“Get off me!” I snapped as I went to push him. His hands gripped my wrists easily pinning me on the bed beneath him. His mouth came towards mine and I gave him my cheek. My teeth were grinding together in hatred. I wondered if this was how Albel felt whenever he was around me.

 

“Do not think you can fight me Duo.” I glared at Vincent from the corner of my eye.

 

“What am I suppose to be shaken now? Fuck that shit and fuck you!” Vincent only laughed seductively in my ear as if this were some kind of game. I felt his tongue lick along the lobe followed by a slight scrape of teeth. My eyes fluttered for a moment. I wasn't going to let him get me like this.

 

His body slowly moved against mine. I could feel his rising pleasure from the friction between us. I wondered how his skin would feel against mine. It'd been almost a day since I fucked anything and for me that was like a century. His tongue licked down my neck running along the tender area. I sucked in a breath through my teeth hissing it out slowly. It was a pleasurable pain. I could feel my body beginning to react. No way I was having that. I moved my tongue to the side of my mouth. I took a few deep breaths before I ground my teeth into it.

 

I let a low groan of pain from my mouth as my eyes squeezed shut and my mouth filled with my blood. My better half was instantly down. I let my tongue go, swallowing the warmth.

 

“You are quite stubborn Duo. That is not always a good trait.” I glanced up at Vincent between the pulsating pain in my tongue.

 

“Fuck off.” I barley groaned.

 

“I only wished to make it pleasurable for you, but it seems you rather not accept that option.” I opened my mouth to speak, but Vincent covered it and my nose with his hand and forced my head to the left. My hand went to his trying to pull it off until I felt something stab into my neck. My hand changed priorities and instantly went to his hair as I tried to scream against his palm covering my face. I clawed and pulled at him, but he wouldn't let go. I was alternating between his hand and his head not liking the pain in my neck or the fact I couldn't breathe. I settled on not being able to breathe as worse, but it was a little too late. Tunnel vision was already swallowing me. All this for some fuckin yen.

 

My head was pounding when I opened my eyes. Everything hurt and I felt like shit. I sat up slowly realizing I was in my bed. I noticed my bag sitting next to it. The last thing I remembered was packing up the bag. I must've decided to take a nap before I left. I shrugged as I got up pulling the bag on. I hoped nobody was up yet. I made my way down the hall hearing the familiar voices. I sighed deeply before I came around the corner. I didn't look at anyone. I just wanted to get the hell out of there.

 

“Duo, you don't have to leave now.” I heard Heero say emptily.

 

“I got no reason to stay.” I said back blandly. I noticed Sephiroth on Heero's right smirking at me, and Vincent on his left just staring at me.

 

“What the fuck you staring at freak?!”

 

“You do not seem well enough to leave this night Duo.” Vincent's voice seemed to swirl in my head. I suddenly felt dizzy and had to lean against the wall. I brought my hand to my head closing my eyes trying to steady myself.

 

“Duo.” I heard Heero say.

 

“I'm fine.” I whispered breathlessly and moved for the door. I pulled it open keeping one hand on the frame to keep me up. It seemed to be getting worse, but I wasn't going to stay. I opened my eyes to see black leather boots. I slowly scanned up to catch the first line of silver on the long flaps. I rolled my head back to see the cool violets staring down at me. He had his hand up as if he were about to knock.

 

“Ah, Duo Maxwell, such perfect timing.” He said as he glared past me. I heard movement behind me.

 

“Albel.” Sephiroth said in a less than kind voice.

 

“Vincent, Sephiroth, so good to see you again.” I could here the false chivalry in his voice. I let go of the frame to get out of the apartment, but only fell into Albel. I felt Albel's arms wrap possessively around me. “It is a good thing I came for you Maxwell. I do not believe you would have made it on your own to my home.”

 

“Is Duo staying with you?” Heero was schooling his voice, but the anger wasn't well hidden behind it.

 

“Yes, he is.” I looked up at Albel. I opened my mouth to tell them this guy was a lying ass freak, but only received his tongue in my mouth. He pulled me tight against him kissing me deeply. His hand slid up into my hair as his thumb ran against the tenderness on the left side of my neck. I groaned against his mouth feeling the dizziness fading only to be replaced with desire. It was a mix of desires. I wanted to destroy Albel, but at the same time wanted to have him in the doorway. My hands slid around him as I began to kiss him back more aggressively.

 

“Duo.” Heero growled my name. I pulled my mouth from Albel's as I looked over at Heero, while Albel licked up the right side of my neck hitting another tender spot making me gasp in pleasure.

 

“What I do ain't none of your business anymore. You made that choice.” I said giving him a one-fingerer salute as I turned back to Albel. I felt the hand on my shoulder trying to pull me from Albel before our mouths could meet again.

 

“You are not going with him Duo.” Vincent growled more at Albel than me.

 

“The human can make it's own choice.” Albel hissed back.

 

“Not when you are in his head.” Vincent spoke only loud enough for the two of us to hear.

 

“You should calculate your words better Vincent, for it was you who entered his mind prior to me.” Albel said as he pulled me close enough to lick up the middle of my neck. My mouth opened in a silent sigh.

 

“You will not take him Albel!” Vincent voice boomed through the apartment.

 

“Do not make a scene in your ignorance.” Albel smirked. I heard Vincent panting over his anger and slowly calm.

 

“Release his mind and let him choose where he will go.” Albel released me waving a hand in front of himself. I felt my head clear completely. I stepped back from Albel letting my arms fall from him. I glanced around the room to see Wufei not far to the left of me ready to make a move. Sephiroth was up glaring at Albel. Heero was standing next to him glaring between Albel and I. While Vincent was as close behind me as Albel was in front of me.

 

“What is your choice Duo Maxwell and there is no alternative.” Albel leaned in closer to me whispering so only I could here the threat. “If you choose to leave you choose me, for you will not make it far before I catch you.”

 

I shook my head letting out a sigh. If I stayed here I'd have to deal with Vincent, Heero and Sephiroth all night. If I went with Albel it was only him, but one of him was the equivalent of Sephiroth and Vincent. If I stayed Reno might come soon and get me away from them all, but if we went out Albel would be sure to follow.

 

I looked back at Heero standing next to Sephiroth. I hated how close they were, the way Sephiroth stood a little in front of him like Heero needed to be protected. It bothered me. Heero bothered me in his fucking retardedness. I couldn't be near him right now. I looked to Albel.

 

“I'll go with you if we go to Reno's.” I mumbled under my breath. Albel grinded wildly as his hand gripped my arm pulling me against him.

 

“And I will let you come with me if you obey me human.” He said darkly as if he'd known my thoughts. He knew I didn't want to stay here, but what the hell did he mean by obey him. He leaned his head down licking his lips slowly. I closed my eyes, it wasn't so bad, and at least he was a good kisser. His lips met mine and our tongues searched the others mouth. I became aware at how good he actually was as I felt myself getting more into it. I wondered how his mouth would feel on other parts of my body. Albel pulled away from me panting. I let my head fall on his shoulder also short of breath.

 

“It is time we take our leave Duo Maxwell. Say your farewells to these worthless maggots.” Albel's voice grumbled through the room. He was no longer making any attempt at niceties. I leaned away from him wondering what the hell made me find the psycho attractive.

 

“I will be accompanying you.” Albel pushed me behind him as he stepped to Vincent.

 

“The human has made its choice.”

 

“He only wished to leave. If it were I where you stand he would be with me.” They were talking loud enough everyone could here them.

 

“Vincent.” Sephiroth protested.

 

“Silence Sephiroth. I have made my decision.”

 

“What the hell is going on? Why are you two fighting over Duo?” Heero said flatly.

 

“Hey, Duo should just stay here with us.” Wufei said moving to grab me. Albel intercepted him. He palmed Wufei's head lifting him from the ground.

 

“I refuse to play these ridiculous human games. I have lived for centuries and I will not let you fledglings toy with me. I care not if these weak mortals know that I am a vampire. It is my birthright and I will no longer let them be anymore than what they are, insignificant fodder.”

 

“You gotta be fucking me.” I said nervously bringing a hand to my neck. I had read some horror fiction and seen a lot of B-horror movies, so I had a pretty good idea what the tenderness there was from.

 

“Not yet Duo Maxwell, but be sure I will.” Albel said as he turned to me with glowing crimson eyes and elongated fangs. I heard Wufei cry out as Albel put pressure on his head. Adrenaline over rid fear and I moved on Albel. He grabbed at me, but I ducked his hand and brought my palm up to meet his elbow. I heard it crack and Albel released Wufei who skidded across the floor away from him.

 

Albel was glowering at me as he held the broken limb with his clawed hand. I heard the sick pops and cracks from him resetting the bones. He smiled at me as he released his arm and it looked as if nothing had happened to it.

 

“That is what I like about you. Your willingness to fight even though you are much to weak to survive me.” He said with a wicked grin. I had to get him the hell out of there before he went after Heero or Wufei again. I felt his hand wrap around my neck and pin me to the wall next to the door. I shouldn't have thought about it. I should have just moved.

 

“Let him go!” Heero growled letting the rage take his words. I felt Albel's thumb slide up as his breath warmed the wound on the right side of my neck.

 

“You can do nothing to help him Heero.” I heard Sephiroth say. I could only see Vincent snarling behind Albel.

 

“Do not even think of moving or I will tear his throat out.” I winced as Albel spoke each word, feeling sharp points scrapping along the wound I watched Vincent hiss at Albel.

 

“Perhaps it would be better if he were to die here.” Vincent said evenly.

 

“Yet you do nothing to stop me.” Albel's words were so full of arrogance. I was still attempting to grasp what was going on when I felt it. Something I could now understand as Albel's teeth ripping into the already wounded tissue of my neck. My teeth clenched as I held in the scream. He bit harder and I let out a weak coughing groan of pain as my hand clawed at his back.

 

He released me. I stared at his crimson dripping lips bring my hand to my neck. He laughed as he spun from me to glare on the others with that sick grin. I slid down the wall to the floor. I sat there for a moment only able to here the muffled mumble of the others speaking. I stared at my blood-coated hand. I felt myself being shook. I glanced to my left to see Reno staring at me. His mouth moving, but me unable to decipher his words. I returned my hand to my neck knowing I couldn't afford to loose any more blood.

 

Reno was pulled away from me by his hair. Albel was screaming in his face before he threw Reno into the kitchen where he slammed into the wall. Sephiroth and Vincent were instantly on Albel. Heero was crouched in front of me. His hand pulled mine away and he held my neck placing pressure on the wound. He was attempting to speak to me. I just looked at him blankly unable to even read lips.

 

I looked up into his eyes and could see the concern and fear in them. I grabbed the hand that held my neck and pulled it from me placing mine back over the wound. I glared into his eyes.

 

“Get the fuck away from me.” I said with a weak groan. “I don't want your face to be the last I see before I die.” I growled at him. He fell to his ass in front of me looking at me shocked and hurt.

 

“It's your fuckin fault I'm like this.” I was barley holding on to consciousness. Tears were streaming down Heero's face as my eyes began to fall closed. “It's your fault…I'm dieing.” I breathed as my head fell to the side and the nightmares before me dissipated to nothing. I really didn't want to die like this, but it seemed so much easier than staying alive.

 

______yeah I know you want a little more of that opener_______

 

dupek80: it's final. horse shit! i will not be confused by your conversations bah! ignorant fool

DeltaUFish: they're fucking synonyms, last is final and final is last

dupek80: (kickin albel in the head) when the hell he learn to type and no. no! final is final not last

DeltaUFish: hahaha

dupek80: you're so fuckin wrong, it must feel good to be that stupid

DeltaUFish: if it's the final one, it's the last one.. if it's the last test, it's the final test

dupek80: it's just the last one not like the holy fuckin shit final, and no one says lasts week it's fuckin finals wahahahahahah! feel my winning glow cause i'm so fuckin right

DeltaUFish: so you're a conformist now?

dupek80: hey,...trickery

DeltaUFish: everyone does that so u have to do it too?

dupek80: thas it blue team is comin together to form some strategery against you

DeltaUFish: no they wont hahah, they'll come together and argue about which strategery and then start fighting

dupek80: so maybe my team doesn't work together as well as yours, but we'll kick your teams ass together wahahahahah

DeltaUFish: hahaha, yeah I laughed when I read that too

dupek80: oh i so hate you.... dammit i got nothin to come back with but the all powerful you're stupid! oh yeah take that cower from my genius

DeltaUFish: if last and final were different you'd need the clarification

dupek80: you wouldn't know clarification if it kicked you in the face….that made absorutely no sense

DeltaUFish: no it really didn't, kinda like your argument. AW SNAP!

dupek80: horse shit

DeltaUFish: ralalalalallalallalalalalallalaa

dupek80: don't ralalalala at me

DeltaUFish: i'm just rlalalalalalalallalalalalaling... not at you i could make it at you tho...

DeltaUFish: RLALALALALLALALALALALALLLALALLAAALLALALLALALALALLALALA

dupek80: oh that's so it i will cruaahhsh you with my muaahhscles

DeltaUFish: TONE!

dupek80: COFFIN!!!!

DeltaUFish: oh.. it's so fuckin done. PDA CROSSED OUT!

dupek80: ralalllal! you can't do that. after coffin, all is done. oh i'm so callin the council! they will destroy your pda with uber gothness

DeltaUFish: HaTe DepT

DeltaUFish: SO CROSSED OUT!

dupek80: i hate you

DeltaUFish: haha

dupek80: even more than ever