Tales Of Eternia Fan Fiction ❯ Tales of Symphonia: Zelos' Depression to the Worlds ❯ Iselia ( Chapter 2 )

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Tifa-Zelos: Damn Right I have.

Zelos' Depression to the Worlds


Chapter Two: Iselia

(Zelos is leaving Meltokio and taking a trip to see Lloyd and the others at Iselia in Sylvarant. Zelos is going to ask them a few questions and chat a bit with them. Zelos right now is a bit away from them by friendship and at this point at the same time, he is afraid to talk to them. As he is stepping out his mansion he stays deep in thought...)

Zelos: ....(thinking to himself about his adventures he had with Lloyd and the others) ....(speaking in the mind) Just thinking about what happened during my adventures with Lloyd in saving the worlds got my attention of replaying the horrible things that happened and the things I did... (looks at the front of his mansion and goes off to the midsection of town, right in front of the castle. As he reaches there, he takes a glimpse around, speaks in the mind) This...is where i met Lloyd, Colette, Genis and Raine for the first time (continues to look as he turns his body around) I really didn't quite cared about them that time although i wanted to be their friends...They thought of me as one hell of an asshole and a son of a bitch. I wish i had changed...but it was my fucking father's fault...Why was I even born to begin with? My father and mother hated me, not only that...my half sister Seles as well. They all hate my guts. (sighs sadly) If they hated me so much, why didn't they just abandon me? But noooooooooo, they needed a damn successor to continue the life as a chosen of mana. I NEVER WANTED TO BE THE CHOSEN IN THE FIRST PLACE! I DON'T WANT THE WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS! I...just wanted to live a normal life...like everyone else. It's always chosen this and chosen that. SERIOUSLY PEOPLE I CAN'T BE THAT IMPORTANT, I DIDN'T WANNA SACRFICE MY LIFE FOR SOME DEAD GODDESS. DAMN IT.

(Zelos begins to leave Meltokio to head for Sylvarant)

Zelos: (is on a Rheiard and riding it to get to Sylvarant) While I was on my journey with Lloyd...I was ignored, insulted, and made fun of. It really hurt me, it really did, although I acted like a fucking jerk and pretended not give a crap about it. Especially when it comes to Sheena...oh Sheena, do you really hate me that much to constantly insult me? Sheena, I know I peeked at you in the shower before, but...i really didn't mean to...I was curious, curious...? hmm...well I guess it wouldn't be curosity but more like...interest. I never did that to any girl except you. To tell you the truth, I've had feelings for you ever since I first saw you. Each time I would try to get your attention, it always ends up with an insult, but in all truth I did that so you could notice me...I love you, my sexy ninja, I really do... If you were wondering why I acted so stupid and idiotic was because I wanted to stay strong. I wanted to hide it from you, Lloyd and the others. It wasn't your problem or theirs, it was mine...so please...let me deal with it. I didn't want you people to feel pity for me. I hate it when people feel pity for me, it makes me a much weaker person then how I was 11 years ago...(closes his eyes) Sheena, I wish I could tell you what actually happened...but I just can't do it. I am very afraid of telling you because you have never known me as the serious and depressive type of guy. Forgive me, my voluptuous hunny...

(Zelos has reached Sylvarant and is now arriving to Iselia)

Zelos: (walking into Iselia, being greeted by the people that live there, he nodds and continues going around, he sees Kratos) Great.... (he walks toward him) hey Mr. Serious, what's going on with u?

Kratos: (looks at Zelos) Zelos, the name is Kratos. Get that right.

Zelos: whatever dude. So, what's up?

Kratos: (eyes closed, back against the brick wall) just waiting for Lloyd and the others

Zelos: oh, but why though?

Kratos: It believes that Lloyd is going to collect all the exspheres.

Zelos: Oh I see. So, Kratos since you're waiting on them. You mind if we talk?

Kratos: talk? Seriously Zelos, Talk???

Zelos: yea, cmon.

Kratos: oh fine (sighs) what do u wanna talk about?

Zelos: ...about the last adventure we had

Kratos: i hardly was there, Zelos

Zelos: yea i know, but i actually want to tell you the truth behind that journey i had with your son and his friends

Kratos: his friends? dont you classify them yours as well, Zelos?

Zelos: that's a question I can't even answer myself...

Kratos: why do you say that?

Zelos: friends don't ignore friends and that's what they were doing to me.

Kratos: I see...

Zelos: As I was on my journey with your son and the others, No one really paid attention to me, I didnt even think they classified me as a friend. Everytime I would say something, no one really listens. All I got from them were insults, name calling, and got more ignored. I am just hated by them, they find me annoying. And since I am the Chosen of Tethe'lla it just gets even worse, everyone puts the world on my shoulders and furthermore, I wasnt only ignored by Lloyd and the others, but also ignored by my parents and sister. They hate me. My own family hates me. My father was a fucking asshole who really never loved my mother, he was a chosen as well. My mother...you see...she hated my father and never wanted to marry him. The marriage was arranged, she had to marry the Chosen, my father. Simply because Tethe'alla needed a successor, the next chosen. And that's when I came into the picture. But during that time, my father had sexual relations with a female elf but I wasn't too sure if it was, either that he raped her or just had sex with her, after that he got her pregnant. Then, my half sister, Seles was born, the first half elf in my family. The one who wanted the position as a Chosen... Just as my father failed to be a chosen and died on his way to try and succeed and never did. I became the chosen Which really sucked. When I was a child, about 11 years of age, I was out in Meltokio with my mother, building a snowman, we were having a good time, just playing in the snow. But just as i was playing, I started to see red snow...

Kratos: Red snow??

Zelos: ...yes red snow. It was my mother's blood falling. She was in tears, she had actually saved me...but...that shot wasnt for her...it was meant for me

Kratos: you? why do you say that?

Zelos: since everyone knew i was going to be the next chosen, it was supposed to be an assasination attempt.

Kratos: do you know who did it?

Zelos: Seles's mother was the one who killed my mother...this is why i have a disliking to elves and half-elves. Because one killed my mother. But then again, why did my mother bother to save me if she really hated me so much? Hey, what kind of a damn mother tells her child before she dies "You should've never been born"? She didn't even say "I love you" to me, and as a matter of a fact, she never did.

Kratos: ...

Zelos: Maybe she was right...maybe even my sister was right...

Kratos: are you so sure about that?

Zelos: maybe I am, maybe I'm not.

Kratos: ......I see. Zelos?

Zelos: yea, Kratos?

Kratos: tell me what actually happened during your adventure with Lloyd and the others...

Zelos: ...alright...I will tell you everything...

To Be Continued...

Tifa-Zelos: Well I hope everyone's getting the idea on what's going on...it seems our Zelos is depressed at the moment. The next chapter...Zelos tells the story behind the adventure to Kratos...the truth behind it...

R/R

~Con Mucho Amor~
~Adios~






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