Tales Of Eternia Fan Fiction ❯ Tales of Symphonia: Zelos' Depression to the Worlds ❯ Chosen Night Part One ( Chapter 4 )

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Tifa-Zelos: Damn Right I have.

Zelos' Depression to the Worlds


Chapter Four: Chosen Night

(AN: Warning, this chapter contains scenes of sexuality, intimacy, nudity.)

(Zelos had arrived back in Tethe'alla, Meltokio and is now at his doorstep to his home)

Sebastian: (had opened the door for Zelos) Master Zelos, welcome home.

Zelos: ...thanks Sebastian.

Sebastian: Your Welcome, Sir. Would you like anything?

Zelos: just serve me a glass of wine, I'll be in the livingroom...

Sebastian: very well Sir. I'll be excused (walks off to the kitchen)

Zelos: (goes to the livingroom sofa and sits back and sighs to himself, thinks to himself) Sheena...is...it true? Do you really...truly love me? (nodds no) It cannot be true...How can I believe it with my own ears and eyes? You couldn't possibly love a man who you insult constantly. Sheena, you must be lying to me.

Sebastian: (returns to Zelos with an elegant glass of wine) Here you are sir (hands him the glass)

Zelos: (takes the glass) Thanks Sebastian.

Sebastian: No problem, sir. Master Zelos?

Zelos: (had took a sip from his glass) yea Sebastian?

Sebastian: Are you alright?

Zelos: (laughs pathetically) Yea I am fine!!! How can I look like that I'm not alright?

Sebastian: Sir...

Zelos: (looks at Sebastian seriously) you are dismissed, Sebastian.

Sebastian: Sir, are you sure, you're alright?

Zelos: I said IM FINE. Didn't I tell you to leave the room?

Sebastian: my apologies sir, please excuse me (walks off)

Zelos: (drinks more from his glass and sighs and thinks) ....I am sorry Sebastian...but to be honest with you...I am not alright. Thanks for asking.... (closes his eyes) Why...does this have to happen? Is it his job to care? Or is he doing it out of free will? ...Damn I can't even think anymore. (he puts the glass down, unfinished, and then sits back, closing his eyes to try and think a little more) .....

(The more he thought about the problems he went through, the more it hurt. He ended up falling asleep while thinking to enter a dream.)

Dream

(Zelos is standing at the midsection of Meltokio, close to the entrance of the castle.)

Zelos: (looking around and sees his hunnies) hey my lil hunnies (smirks)

(The girl apparently didn't pay attention to him, they just continued walking)

Zelos: ....what? (looks to see them disappear) ......what the hell?

(Everything goes black on him. He's not at Meltokio anymore.)

Zelos: (takes a look around) ....Hello? anyone here?!

(The girls that he said hello to had appeared in front of him.)

Zelos: Hunnies? (he is confused beyond belief)

Girls: Don't "hunny" us, You pathetic failure for a Chosen.

Zelos: Girls...what are you talking about?

Girls: We never liked you in the first place. You're just a damn trashed up hasbin.

Zelos: .........

Girls: YOU SHOULD'VE NEVER BEEN BORN!

(Lloyd, Colette, Genis, Raine, Presea and Regal enter the picture.)

Zelos: ....(squeezes his eyes then opens his eyes again to see Lloyd, Colette, Genis, Raine, Presea, and Regal) ....Bud?....Angel?....Brat?.....Professor?.....Little One?....Dandy? Hey...I'm glad to see you guys!

Lloyd: (looking at him, no expression on his face) ....

Zelos: .....Lloyd?

Lloyd: Traitor....

Zelos: ......

Genis: Traitor....

Zelos: no...

Colette: Traitor....

Zelos: .....this...can't.....be....

Raine: Traitor....

Zelos: HAPPENING!!!!

Presea: you're horrible....you Traitor

Zelos: NO YOU CAN'T MEAN IT.

Regal: You should've never been born....

Zelos: I..I...I...I...I...didn't mean to... (yells loudly in agony, he squeezes his eyes, then he stops screaming and opens his eyes to see his mother) ..........mother....(but what shocked him was that it was his mother badly wounded from the shot she had, she looks like a bleeding zombie that never dies) .........no.....but you're dead....

Zelos's Mother: Why Zelos? Why did I even give birth to you? I should've poisoned myself to kill the both of us....You're such an ingrate to be a son of that bastard father of yours.

Zelos: ....mother...

Zelos's Mother: You were meant to be hated....YOU SHOULD'VE NEVER BEEN BORN!!!!!!

Zelos: (squeezes his eyes and yells loudly in anger) NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

(Now in his dreams, it changes once again, he is now at the forest where Sheena was at)

Zelos: (opening his eyes and looks around) ....what? Where am I now?

Sheena: (behind Zelos) Zelos...

Zelos: (turns around) Sheena...I am so glad you're here...

Sheena: (smiles at him) Don't worry...I will always be here for you...Zelos

Zelos: (looking into her eyes but sees there's something not right about them) ...What the hell...?

Sheena: What is it Zelos? Don't you trust me? It's me Sheena....

Zelos: (thinks) We'll see about that... (looks at her) Come here my voluptuous hunny and give the beautiful and great Zelos the Chosen of Mana a kiss....

Sheena: (walks over to him)

Zelos: (continues looking at her, testing her)

Sheena: (puts her arms around him) alright...

Zelos: the real Sheena wouldn't react like this.

Sheena: huh???

Zelos: Fuck this you IMPOSTER! (takes his sword and slits it through her chest)

Sheena: (yells loudly as blood begins to squirt out) ..........Zelos.....w-w-why?

Zelos: .....

Sheena: .....Zelos.....it is me....Sheena Fujibayashi......Zelos....I thought you love me.....

Zelos: no...what have I done...? (whispering in panic) Sheena....Sheena...Sheena...I'm sorry!!

Sheena: .....oh Zelos......you should've never been born.....you traitor....(dies)

Zelos: NO.....NO..........NO.........NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! (he yells loudly with his tears falling down his cheeks)

(Everyone enters the picture as Zelos is still holding the dead body of Sheena. Even Kratos was there.)

Girls: You should've never been born....

Zelos: Stop....

Lloyd: You should've never been born....

Zelos: Stop this....(covers his ears)

Kratos: You should've never been born....

Zelos: THAT'S ENOUGH!

Colette: You should've never been born....

Zelos: NOOOOOOOOOOO

Genis: You should've never been born....

Zelos: STOPPPPPPPP

Raine: You should've never been born....

Zelos: I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING WRONG TO THE WORLD!

Presea: You should've never been born....

Zelos: STOP STOP STOP!

Regal: You should've never been born....

Zelos: NO NO NO NO!!!

Zelos's mother: You should've never been born....

Zelos: ....(begins to have tears falling down his cheeks)

Seles: You should've never been born....

Zelos: DAMN IT!!!!

Sheena: (laughing in a very disturbing yet scary way) ....Zelos.....you should've never been born....would you like me to put you out of your misery, you delightful little insect?

Zelos: ....(gasping and drops her, backing away) .....

Everyone: (drawing their weapons and sauntering towards him)

Zelos: no...no... Stay back!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

End of Dream

Zelos: (immediately wakes up in a gasp so loud, he is covered completely in sweat and is breathing extremely hard) ......(sits up and holds his head) ...it...was just a dream....but man....it looked so real. (looks at the clock) Damn...12:30 am already? (gets up and leaves the livingroom to head up to his bedroom to get to bed)

(Zelos arrives to his bedroom ((A.N.:which I may add...IS QUITE ENORMOUS...and I'm pretty envious myself....ehem ANYWAY)) by opening the double doors to it and enters it. His room is so glamourous, king size bed, a nice balcony view on his right side, an extremely huge closet and the room is connected to his bathroom with a jacuzzi in it.)

Zelos: the sofa was just to uncomfortable...no wonder it gave me that nightmare...man I'm never doing that again....(heads to the bathroom to wash his face)

(A shadow of a woman as at his balcony, she enters the room by opening the door, the door squeaks)

Zelos: .....(stops what he was doing and closes the key to the sink to stop the water) .....(he quickly dries himself with a towel before going back to his room. As soon as he returned to his room, he sees the voluptuous ninja girl standing there in front of the balcony door in his room) .....Sheena Fujibayashi? ....What are you doing here?

Sheena: ....Zelos...I wanted to see you...again

Zelos: ...see me again? Why?

Sheena: (walks quickly up to him and hugs him tightly) .....Zelos...please you have to believe me...I'm telling you the truth.

Zelos: ......

Sheena: I really do love you.

Zelos: (closes his eyes then opens them again) .....I....I....

Sheena: .....Zelos?

Zelos: I...can't

Sheena: (looking at him) ......

Zelos: .....(nodds no)

Sheena: ....(tears appear and come down her cheeks)

Zelos: ....(closes his eyes as Sheena lets go of him)

Sheena: (she walks over to the window as she sheds more tears, she had place her hand on the doorknob of his balcony door. As soon as she could turn it, Zelos had placed his hand over hers. She gasps and looks him.) .....

Zelos: (with his hand over her hand on the doorknob, he looks deep into her eyes. He gently places his other hand on her cheek to wipe her tears) .....

Sheena: (leans her cheek against his warm hand and closes her eyes)

Zelos: (he hugs her gently to him)

Sheena: (she hugs him back) Zelos....

(They both stayed hugging and holding each other for quite a while.)

Zelos: (he unembraces her to look at her again)

Sheena: (she looks up at him, she looks deep into his green eyes) .....

Zelos: (moves in closer to her and as he does, she does the same. The closer they got, their lips finally locked)

Sheena: (she kisses Zelos deeply back, with love and passion.)

Zelos: (slips his tongue in between her lips to meet hers)

Sheena: (she begins to swirl her tongue with his all together)

Zelos: (As he and Sheena kiss each other deeply until they cant let go, he continues to kiss her passionately also leading her to his bed. He lays her down gently on his bed as he kisses her still, never letting go)

Sheena: (kisses him back, she places her hands on his cheeks as she kisses him passionately) ....

Zelos: (begins to kiss down her neck gently, undressing her slowly) .....(sucking on her neck a bit and groping her body with his hands)

Sheena: (archs her neck a bit) ....Zelos...

(At Dirk's House, Kratos is standing by Anna's grave.)

Kratos: (It is still late at night and Kratos is looking at the grave of his love) Anna...It...isn't the same without you. My love...please forgive me...(he closes his eyes) please....

Lloyd: Dad? you alright? Oh I see...you're talking to mom.

Kratos: Yes, son.

Lloyd: Dad, I'm sorry about earlier.

Kratos: you are not to blame. Zelos, isn't going through a good time right now.

Lloyd: So, it's true. He is in depression. But why would he think that we hate him and not care about him?

Kratos: (looks at him) He had mentioned to me that he had a rough childhood.

Lloyd: ....The incident with his mother killed....

Kratos: You knew?!

Lloyd: uh....oops?

Kratos: (glares at him) Son...

Lloyd: Dad...I'm sorry...I should've told you guys earlier about his problem...

Kratos: and why didn't you???

Lloyd: .....I promised him I wouldn't tell anyone. I even sweared it.

Kratos: Son, we could've helped him from the beginning. You could've said something earlier!!

Lloyd: I'm sorry dad!!!

Kratos: God knows what the hell that insane Chosen would do...

Lloyd: ....cmon dad you can't be serious. Zelos wouldn't be that stupid enough to get himself killed.

Kratos: (looks at him) Are you so sure about that, Lloyd?

Lloyd: ......Now that you mention it....I'm not so sure...

(Back at Zelos's mansion, in his bedroom, Zelos and Sheena are covered in blankets. They are both are completely naked from head to toe.)

Zelos: (has Sheena sleeping over his bare chest, she is on her belly resting on Zelos. Zelos his hand over her back and looking at her sleep at the same time) ......(whispers softly) Sheena...please forgive me...

Sheena: (sleeping peacefully, her head over his chest)

Zelos: I love you so much...but I'm not sure whether or not I should believe you...Sheena. Sheena, I've been through hell in life. People not wanting me alive. People hating me. To tell you the truth, Sheena. I've always been alone. Sheena, I'm sorry...but it can't go on like this...I had made love to you, because I know for a fact that I will not live any longer after this point. Sheena, I actually had...a great time being with you on our journey...but if you would've paid more attention or even at least listen to me, I would've never ended up like this. Sheena, my love for you will live, but I won't. This is where I say good bye to you, my love...my Sheena. Please take care of yourself...and watch over Lloyd and the others...(he kisses her head and then he looks up at the ceiling) Lloyd...Thanks for listening to my story and for understanding it. I'm glad that I met you, Colette, Raine and everyone else....Although I really didn't felt like I fit in with you guys.... Guys, please forgive me but I can't stay living in this world. You may have ignored me, insulted me, hated me and classify me as a traitor...but in all truth...even though you may think of me this way...I will never forget you guys, you were actually my first friends I ever had...And so...Goodbye (He gets up from his bed gently not to wake Sheena up, he goes over to his bedroom drawer and opens it to take out a black bottle labeled "Black Venom" and looks at it) .......This is it....my life ends here...and now....

To Be Continued...

Tifa-Zelos: ...Holy...Crap...I can't believe what I'm seeing! ZELOS AND SUICIDE DO NOT MIX!

Zelos: cmon hun, seriously?

Tifa-Zelos: Zelos, sweety?

Zelos: yeeeeees?

Tifa-Zelos: Keep talking and I'll staple the mouth TO THE WALL.

Zelos: um....heh? ;.;

Tifa-Zelos: good boy, now SIT

Zelos: yes hun (sits)

Tifa-Zelos: Ok Sheelos fans and readers out there...I know you want to murder me for what I have written there...but...I'm not sure if I should let him live or not....who knows? I am the author of this story, so lets leave it at that. Let's wait for Chapter 5 now, shall we? You dare try and kill me I will certainly have back to come AND BURN ALL YOUR HOUSES DOWN! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....eheh.....dudes I'm kidding! LoL. Anyway...geez my darkside is trying to return from the dead, but that won't happen now huh? ^.^ well bye!

R/R
~Con Mucho Amor~
~Adios~









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