Tekken Fan Fiction ❯ Jin and Xiaoyu love story ❯ All I have to do is dream ( Chapter 7 )

It’s a gray dull day, at any moment the sky is going to open up and let the water flow. Already on my way home, the sky is starting to scary me. I can’t say I enjoy that I enjoy walking home in the rain, at least not by myself. But the person I’m in love with; for lack of better words… I haven’t seen or talked too for about 3 weeks. So today as any other, I assume he went to train, where ever he is and I went to be alone… some more. You know, I think I love Jin so much I’m starting to hate him!

Finally reaching the mansion, I’m soaking wet and pissed off. Running up the stairs; annoyed absolutely by everything and everybody; closing the bedroom door with my back and sliding to the ground. I’ve been doing really well for 3 weeks with no crying; but today… I can feel that’s going to change. I’m tired of not knowing what happen to Jin; I miss him, I want to be with him, I want to talk to him. Hearing the low squeak from my mouth it happens; a loud sigh and all the tears that I’d been hiding for weeks came flowing down my face… with vengeance.

Resting my head on my knees crying hard; as I try to convince myself, I shouldn’t be crying. It’s not like Jin and I broke up, and I’m sure he has a good reason to be gone like this. Things start to hit me; what happens if I never see him again? I never told him… I love him; I never told him that I wanted to be with him all the time. That I loved talking to him; but something else hits me… he never told me any of these things either. Maybe he didn’t mean any of them? Maybe I was the only one in love between us? Maybe he left because he didn’t love me and he found someone who he did? I’ve never asked Heihachi where Jin was; is Heihachi even here? Maybe I need to ask and he’d tell me that Jin got married or something; but at least there would be an end to everything!

To my pained ear, this was the best thing I’d ever heard; rising from the ground and walking to the restroom. I can’t let him know I’ve been crying my eyes out over his grandson. It’s painfully clear that I can’t see him now; its look like someone ran over my face with a red crayon. Shaking my head, cleaning my face, shaking my head and rolling my eyes at how silly I feel; if Jin saw me he’d smile and shake his head.

Dropping my body on the bed feeling like 10,000 bricks were lifted off my shoulders and at the same time incredibly tired. Turning my head away from everything, while resting my hands on my chest and beginning to close my eyes; “I thought you’d never get here.” That sounds just like Jin’s smooth voice; but I know he’s gone, which I’m sure it’s for someone else. So I am going to enjoy myself and let my subconscious tell me anything it wants too. I lay here completely undone, having cried my soul. I feel like my heart and soul are for anyone to see; and even thou I’m undone… I’m wishing for Jin. Smiling saying aloud to my subconscious, that’s making me feel his big but soft hands are touching my hair; ‘And when I come undone… it seems I still only want to love you….’

“Um…” my subconscious says “I like that.” ‘I don’t want to wake up… when I do, you’ll be gone. I don’t want to be awake if I can hear you in my dreams.’ My hands are moving up and down with my chest; feeling the warmth from his breath on my face. ‘I miss you Jin… when are you coming back to me? I don’t want to be alone anymore.’ I moan sleepily as I feel his mouth spoiling my neck; but I make no attempt to stop my subconscious from doing this to me. Feeling myself drift into sleep, I can smell Jin. ‘Huh… I guess I didn’t realize how much I missed him….’