Tekken Fan Fiction ❯ Jin and Xiaoyu love story ❯ Sorry ( Chapter 14 )

It’s a gray dull day, I’m pretty sure the rain will start coming down… soon. Already on my way home and the look of the sky is starting to scare me; it feels like I’m riding home alone in this car. But the person I’m in love with… telling it as it is has no idea where I’ve been and what I’ve been doing for the last 3 weeks. So today like any other day… I assume she went to the arcade and walked home… although, I hope it’s not in the rain. You know… sometimes I think Xiaoyu is really going to end up hating me.

Finally we get home; I don’t think I’ve ever been so glad to see this place. Grandfather knows what I want to do; walking thru the front door, where all the maids and butler are gathered; I ask the maids “Is Xiaoyu home?” Smiling she shakes her head; “Master Kazama” the butler calls. Giving him my attention her says; “Miss Ling will be pleased that you are home… she’s not been herself.” That pains me… but I say nothing; “Thank you.” There’s nothing for me in my bedroom, so walking straight to Xiao’s room. I’ll hide until she least expects it; I want to surprise her!

Hiding in the closet, setting the door just right… I can see everything. Now I hope Xiao doesn’t take forever to get home. But things are going my way; just as I sat down, I hear her running up the stairs. My full attention is on the door; I’ve waited 3 long weeks to see her. She opens and closes the door right away; she doesn’t look well. Her clothes are dripping from the rain; her back is against the door… that is until she slides down to the ground. Xiaoyu seems to be thinking really hard; I wonder if should go out and present myself to her. Hearing a low squeak and then it happens; a loud sigh and tears fall from her face like rain from the sky on a stormy night.

My heart breaks watching her cry; but I don’t know what to do… or why she is crying. I assume it’s because I’ve been gone for 3 weeks with no word. She’s whispering something to herself, I wish I knew what it was; maybe it would shed light as to why she’s crying so hard. My thoughts scramble; I don’t know what to think or do? Should I say something or let her get it out of her system? Sitting down on the closet floor, completely floored as what to do; I suppose I will sit here and wait to see what happens next.

Feeling waken when Xiaoyu stands making her way to the restroom; I see her face from a side view. She looks awful… I should really have told her I was leaving. I understand now… that no matter how hard it was for me to tell her; it appears was much harder for her. I hope she wasn’t crying all 3 weeks; and if she was I’m sorely upset with myself! Making the girl I love cry, over something so less than trivial as not telling her I’m going away! Shaking my head completely disgusted with myself.

Again my attention is sparked; Xiao leaves the restroom and drops on the bed. This is my chance; tip toeing from the closet to the bed. She seems to be drifting in and out of sleep; creeping softly on the bed, I lay next to her. I want to touch her… something bad! Her hands are resting on her chest and her face is away from me; “I thought you’d never get here.” She makes a fist between her breasts; I don’t think she knows that she’s doing it. Or that she’s talking out loud; “That sounds like Jin’s smooth voice; but I know he’s gone, which I’m sure it’s for someone else.’ Hearing her tone of voice change; “So I am going to enjoy myself and let my subconscious tell me anything it wants too.”

Does she really think I left her for someone else? Who in this world can hold even an inch of the emotion I hold for her? Why would she think that; I’m sure me being gone for 3 weeks with no word, has nothing to do with it! Rolling my eyes, complete utter hatred for myself; touching her hair, makes me feel better. I know she’s not in a state of mind for anything tonight; no matter how much I’ve missed her. “And when I come undone… it seems I still only want to love you….”

That’s sexy; “Um… I like that” I say. “I don’t want to wake up… when I do, you’ll be gone. I don’t want to be awake if I can hear you in my dreams.” All the sexy feels are gone; how could I hurt the person I love so much? I want to be closer to her; quietly moving closer to her face, I watch her hands move up and down with her chest. “I miss you Jin… when are you coming back to me? I don’t want to be alone anymore.” Softly and slowly soiling her neck; I can’t help myself I want to be with her! Xiaoyu moans, but I know she’s asleep; “I can smell Jin… huh… I guess I didn’t realize how much I missed him.”

I wait a few minutes; the taking has stopped, replaced by her snoring. She must be really tired; she didn’t even change from her wet clothes. Throwing a blanket over her, I know now is really not the time. Getting off the bed and walking to my bedroom; I’m sure I’ll see her tomorrow in the car.