Trigun Fan Fiction ❯ Color of My Life ❯ Silver ( Chapter 2 )

Silver

By Darkangel Rose

A/N: This takes place far earlier than the first chapter ... and it is from Legato's POV this time. Same pairings. Thanks go out to all those who reviewed me, this one is just for you!! *^_^* I tried to make it more poetic because I've always thought that Legato must think in a poetic way. It just seems *right*! =^_____________________^=

Master.

A word. A name. A taste upon my lips that lingers through the night

My pain my soul my everything

Master

A tarnished silver, sweeter than the coldest moonlight in my heart,

i try so hard to please you

i try and try but i know somehow it's never enough

people say you're so cruel so cruel

but you aren't

i've seen cruel

believe me i have

and you don't come close

i watch you watching me

i see the way you flinch at my ugliness

my grotesque humanness

i see the way you long for him

they all say i'm crazy

that i shouldn't have reduced myself to your pet

your slave

but they know inside

the way i savour this pain you give me

my masochistic habit

i love the way it disturbs their souls

i wish it were only that

i wish that you were just a random sadist with a sexual appetite for inferiors

someone who wanted nothing but domination of something; anything

My platinum imposter

but you don't

you don't

i know the way you crave for something more than i can ever give you

they say you are cruel.

but they've never seen you lie to me

never seen you pretend to be satisfied after a long night

filled with unspoken regret

My snow white deity, so malcontent

i wish that i could sate you, my Master

wish i could drive you beyond reality as you do to me

but i can't

i will try, Master

i will try so hard to find him for you

that's the way i think of it

if i bring you your brother, you will be happy

i will have made you happy

that's all i need

...right?

my ivory temptation <b>

i will never be able to touch you for myself <b>

to hold you <b>

as <b>

my <p>

own

but still the tenderness haunts my dreams

have you ever thought that you <b>

you could be content <b>

to just lie there <b>

happy <b>

in the arms of someone

<p>

wholly devoted to you?

<p>

<p>

is this what tears feel like?