Trigun Fan Fiction ❯ Trigun Poetry ❯ Heart Broken ( Chapter 4 )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]
I looked into his eyes,
but he didn't see me,
and my life full of lies;
I was too late,
to look into his gaze,

He left, moved on,
telling me I was wrong,
saying I should stay behind;
I guess I could never find,
The Real Vash the Stampede,
the one of a kind.

But my heart is now a mess,
my work is causing stress,
feeling rejected really hurts;
discovering my annoying quirks,
helps me understand what was wrong,

But I truly wish that you weren't gone.
But I truly wish that you weren't gone.

Come back to me,
I try to scream,
but I choke on my tears,
truly wishing you were here,
to help me conqure all my fears,

I cry myself to sleep at night,
not stoping 'till the dawn of light,
telling everyone that I'm alright,
but I know it's not true,
Everything is never true,
because I am still longing for you,

My brain is overloaded,
everything I say is sugar-coated,
trying to hide my emotions,
looking for some kind of love potion,

that was never really there.
that was never really there.

Who am I kidding? they will ask,
but I'll just tell them to kiss my @$$,
because I'll never get over you,
never knowing what to do,
God, I am so confused!
DAMNIT VASH!! WHERE ARE YOU?!?!

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a/n: HAHA! I don't like Meryl, and I was doing her POV if Vash didn't come back
after he fought with Knives, sooo...yea. The first two lines were tricky to get through,
but I guess you just had to pursue, and I can't stop ryhming, this couldn't come at a
worse timing,I got an Irish jigg kinda ryhme to it, so it's stuck in my head!! Grr...